Getting Involved
Section Fifty-One
The
following morning Lisa Randall found the two men already in the kitchen,
discussing the case over a cup of tea. "How long have you been here?"
she demanded. And how many interesting things had they discussed without her?
"A
few hours..." Iain teased. She would berate him if that were really the
case. "But seriously, this is our first cup. And I swear Paul was here
before me." He had found him going over Clarissa's papers, so naturally he
had joined him and it had developed from there. After a while they had thought
of making tea.
"Only
because I knew he'd be up early. It's an interesting case you've got
there," Paul commented. "Lots of oddly parented women."
"I
never said anything about that." Iain frowned. It was true, he supposed.
"No,
but that's what I concluded. Interesting case. Too bad the body was a very
straightforward case. It wasn't very challenging."
"Do
you always have to bring up dead bodies over breakfast, Paul?" asked Lisa,
who immediately felt nauseous at the thought of challenging corpses. She had
met him over exactly such a dead body and she preferred to remember the meeting
and not the reason for it.
"There's
no food on the table yet!" he protested. "Oh come on, don't be
squeamish. It could have been much worse, I meant. He could have had hidden
bruises that you'd have to investigate. Now it was very clear. Someone chucked
that thing into the bath and the only available person with a motive was the
ex-daughter. Fast case."
"We
need the will," said Iain. "That would make her motive absolutely
clear."
"And
you don't think she destroyed it?" Any sane person would, but it was a
fact that not everyone was either clever or sane.
"I'm
hoping she didn't. As stupid as it sounds, some people need to look at it over
and over again to feel good." He clung to that hope.
"She
does sound mildly narcissistic. So, maybe, but I do bodies and not minds. And
you've searched the house?"
"Not
the entire house. It was too big. I'm going to have that done tomorrow if she
hasn't told me by then. It could be anywhere. It would be nice for Anna
Edmondson too if she inherited the money her father finally wanted her to have.
Apparently he had always known she was his daughter, yet under the previous
will she hardly got more than the son of his cousin."
"Maybe
he didn't like her mother, or thought that having an illegitimate child would
be bad for his image," Paul suggested.
"Come
on, they all have them." Iain referred to people in the public eye with
his comment. His prejudice had not been disproved by Nigel and Clarissa, nor by
Catriona Maxwell.
"We
don't. You don't. Margaret doesn't," said Lisa to reassure him. "And
she never will."
Margaret
woke up to find a Barbie doll beside her, clad in silky pyjamas. She was certain
that it had not been there the night before. Ailsa had stopped by to give her
this companion, or protection. After she had played with the doll for a while,
not wanting to leave her bed yet, the door was opened quietly and Ailsa entered
with a breakfast tray.
Margaret
smiled. She usually got breakfast in bed the first morning of the holidays, but
that was always at home and she had not expected to get it here.
Ailsa
had not forgotten about their habit. "Oh good," she said.
"You're not asleep anymore! I was hoping you weren't."
The
tray was placed on a table that Margaret was sure she had covered with clothes
before going to bed. Her clothes were now hanging neatly over a chair. Many
preparations had been carried out unbeknownst to her. It was touching.
Ailsa
waited for Mrs. Scott to bring in the pot of tea that she had not dared to
carry on her tray. Then, a contraption was attached to the side of the bed and
placed over Margaret's knees, to put the tray on. "See, Mummy? We need one
of these. You'd spill far less tea if we did."
"Aren't
you having breakfast?" Margaret eyed her tray. It was too full for her.
Perhaps it meant to serve all three of them. She could not possibly finish it
on her own.
"I
don't eat much in the morning," said Mrs. Scott. She had done as she was
bid to do by the girl, with the tray and the tea. The earnestness had amused
her, but she could see it had almost rendered Margaret unable to eat.
"Eat,
Mummy," Ailsa urged. She had taken care to find all kinds of delicious
things.
Margaret
bit her lip and swallowed. All right, she would try. "But you must
help!"
Iain
had not been allowed to borrow Randall for the Sunday and he had not allowed
himself to be persuaded to stay, so he spent the day at the police station
working on his report and sorting through all the data without distractions. It
was good that no one else was in; it saved him enormous time not having to go
out to lunch with people.
He
worked hard all day and managed to process everything so far. Usually it took
him far longer because he worked at his leisure, but he had got the fanciful
idea to take some time off after finishing the case and as soon as this idea
had taken root, he felt less and less like wasting time on the useless
administration that he was always required to handle. All he would have to do
now was add to his existing report and fill in some last forms.
He was informed that Poppy had been visited by her lawyer, but he supposed that would not alter much since she was already denying everything anyway. It could only get better. The lawyer might even advise her to confess because that looked better, although he did not count on that and for the time being it remained wishful thinking.
Section Fifty-Two
On
Monday evening Margaret reviewed the past two days. They had walked the dogs,
they had played games and baked a cake. It did not sound like much, but a walk
with the dogs quickly turned into half a day's excursion if there were things
to be done on the way, such as feeding ducks, climbing trees and picking
berries.
She
had heard that Mr Scott was due home on Tuesday and she awaited his return with
some trepidation. Iain's mother was a dear, but she had no idea what his father
would be like or how he would look upon these unexpected guests in his house.
She had asked her hostess, who had assured her he would only be intrigued. If
he was anything like Iain, one would probably have trouble noticing anything
else.
Margaret
wondered if Mr Scott knew they were here or not. There had been phone calls,
but she had never been mentioned to the people who had been on the other side
of the line. Perhaps there had not been any need. She might have gone home by
the time Mr Scott returned on Tuesday.
Mrs.
Scott had discovered by looking out of the window that Iain had slept at his
house on Sunday night, but he had been gone very early. She had found a pile of
clothes in the bathroom when she had gone over to check and she wondered why he
had not announced his presence. She assumed this was connected to her two guests.
Margaret
had preferred not to accompany her into Iain's house because it would feel like
spying. She had been interested, though. "I hope you didn't wash
them?" she had asked, not focusing on the pang of disappointment she had
felt upon hearing he had been nearby without coming over. He had probably not
finished the case. He would keep his word.
"Wash
them? Oh no. If he had wanted that, he would have asked. Besides, if I had ever
started doing that he would never have learnt." She had three sons and one
could not be too indulgent with them. She had taught them to take care of
themselves and that included doing their own laundry.
"Learnt?"
Margaret had been appalled that apparently Iain had needed to learn to wash his
clothes.
"Yes,
that there's no such thing as a laundry fairy. I'm happy enough that he changes
his clothes. That he throws them on the floor is his own business. It's his own
house." He would take care of it when he felt like it. She had looked at
Margaret with interest to see how she was taking it. Margaret would not condone
a lazy man if she did not even condone a lazy child. Ailsa had been surprised
to hear that she always did the vacuum-cleaning all by herself. Apparently she
was put to work at home.
Margaret
had taken it very well, but she had realised she did not actually know Iain,
the private Iain, very well if she had never even imagined that he would be
doing laundry. How could she be so sure they had this thing to pursue?
The
question had plagued her for the rest of the day. "I don't know Iain very
well," she said when Ailsa had gone to bed. The topic could not be
discussed in front of the girl, because she had her own criteria for liking
Iain and they were not completely the same as Margaret's. "But he seems to
know me better." He always seemed to know what she was going to say or do
and she had no clue about him.
"Does
it bother you?" Obviously it did.
It
might. "What is this based on anyway?" she asked in dissatisfaction.
"Whatever it is." She was growing very concerned about not having
been contacted yet, even though he had been nearby. He would forget about her.
Rationally she dismissed these feelings as nonsense -- he was busy -- and she
disliked herself for having them.
What
she had been fearing was going to happen -- she would be here, waiting, and he
was never going to come. She would be a fool. Nothing was worse than being that
kind of fool. Margaret could laugh at herself for other sorts of foolishness,
but not this.
Mrs.
Scott had seen them together only once. It was not enough to form an adequate
judgement, as much as she would like to after two days with Margaret and as
much as her suspicions about Iain tended in a certain direction. It even fit
that he had been home without informing them. He might have seen she was here.
He would know what her car looked like, so he would have known whose car that
extra car was. He had avoided Margaret on purpose by coming and going so
stealthily and she would wager that was not because he was indifferent.
Kirsty
had said that Margaret affected his case. If Kirsty had said that to her
mother, she would also have told her brother, who might now be trying to remedy
this. No Margaret before the end of the case? That would make sense. He would
be distracted if he saw her again.
She
had been amused at how Margaret had studiously avoided being the first to bring
up the subject of Iain up to now and at how she had been interested
nevertheless when he had been mentioned. She had never really taken the baits,
but circumvented them with sharp or flippant remarks. Generally they were of
the kind that did not invite further discussion, unless you had absolute
confidence in yourself.
What
all of it was based on was something Mrs. Scott could not tell Margaret.
"You'll know in a year," she said reassuringly. Or a month. It could
be settled very soon if that case was over.
"Why
are you nice to me?" Margaret asked. "I don't understand. My parents
would not do this and I'm not even your son's girlfriend." She blushed a
little. It might sound as if that was her goal. "All he said to me was
that he'd find me, but I don't even know what for. I'd be disappointed if it
was just to tell me how the case had ended, but I'd be frightened out of my
mind if he came and said he wanted to marry me."
The
friendliness with which she was treated puzzled her. She was not used to it.
Unfortunately her own parents would be very wary and suspicious of any friend
she brought home, even if she was not interested in them romantically. It was
just a characteristic they had. They would ask her questions about this person
-- nosy, probing questions that were not relevant in any way and never would
they let someone stay with them.
Iain's
mother did none of this. She was nice and friendly, and apparently she did not
care that she did not know precisely what was going on. Margaret was determined
to be more friendly in response, even when she felt cornered. She could not
always vouch for her manners.
"There
are other options," Mrs. Scott said cautiously, trying not to laugh, even
if Margaret obviously rolled her eyes at herself and invited others to do that
as well. "But of course he wants to marry you." And another little
granddaughter was welcome too. The rest of her children were only capable of
producing sons. All her hopes were fixed on Iain.
"That's
insane. I don't want to marry insane men." Margaret sunk away in a
contemplation of her own reactions to the man. He could not possibly want to
marry her after two days, but did she? She supposed that after some time one
formed an image of a partner in one's mind, disregarding the fact that many
people never seemed to be able to find the right partner. She might well know
she was going to marry him, although as long as she remained in doubt it was
better not to embark on anything of the sort.
After
Margaret had gone to bed as well, the doorbell was rung. She heard it and
tiptoed to her door, but she immediately felt guilty for spying. Going by the
sounds that reached her it was not Iain, but probably his father or one of his brothers.
Although she was curious, she had to wait until the next day to meet the new
arrival, assuming he was staying.
Quickly
she went back to bed so she would not be tempted to sit at the top of the
stairs to eavesdrop on what was being said about her -- if anything was being
said at all. It was rather presumptuous of her to think so. Why should she be
one of the topics they discussed? They might be more interested in each other.
For
someone who liked to keep things under control it was very difficult not to
wonder what they were talking about downstairs, presumptuous or not. People
would never imagine that she could actually be considering to sit on the
landing. They would assume that she was above caring about people's opinions,
but she felt like a child who had been sent upstairs just when things
downstairs were becoming interesting. It would be highly embarrassing to be
caught hovering on the landing in her pyjamas. When she had been a child the
fear of detection had never bothered her, but adults could get away with far
less. For them it was not the natural thing to do, for some reason.
Margaret wondered why not, but she drew the covers a little more tightly around herself so she would not be tempted to leave her bed again.
Section Fifty-Three
Mr
Scott did not have to wait until the next day to meet the guest, because his
wife put on a video and told him to look closely. "Your new
daughter-in-law," she said as she pointed at the good fairy.
"I
could live with that," was his laconic reply.
"Don't
you want to know anything else?" she asked when he seemed more interested
in the box than in the video itself. She had expected a little more curiosity.
"You're
showing me a video. I thought that was as clear as you were going to get."
Mr Scott rewound the video to the entrance of the good fairy. "I can live
with that if he can," he nodded at the screen. "But is this the same
woman he picked up on a case, or are there others I should know about?"
"Oh,
it's the same one."
"And
they're not already married, are they?" He had only been gone for a few
days, but with all this news it felt like at least a year. He did seem to be in
the right house, with the right wife, but something had apparently happened to
one of their children that made him doubt all that -- a bit.
"Oh,
not yet."
"But,"
he looked at her closely, "the occasion is not far off?" She had to
be withholding information from him.
"Who
can say..." She was deliberately vague, enjoying the moment.
"I
was hoping you could. I'm feeling rather puzzled. I'm really not comforted at
all by your implication that the occasion might well be tomorrow." Perhaps
he was back with the wrong family after all, or he had been in a coma for a
long time and no one had told him that.
"Oh,
nonsense. You have to give notice. It takes a few weeks." She supposed
that was plenty of time for everyone to get used to it, should it happen. As
yet there was no clear indication that it might.
"Then
I'm not comforted at all by your implication that notice may be given tomorrow,
for all we know."
"I
doubt that," said Mrs. Scott. "He's not back yet."
"I'm
not comforted at all by your implication that is all that is keeping him from
giving notice." He was not at all certain that he could be amused as she
was by the fact that Iain seemed to have lost his head over a woman. They had
to prevent the boy from doing something stupid.
"I'm
sure he's not comforted by that either." She smiled.
"Did
she wave her little wand? What did she do?"
"I
don't know. I wasn't there." She wondered if he was really there,
but he was probably talking nonsense because he was tired.
"Was
she wearing that?" He gestured at the television.
"What
do you really think, Stuart?" his wife asked.
He
did not answer that. "Is she a local?"
"No,
but she was at the house of a local who was murdered. Well, not exactly local,
but still within Iain's area. He was rich, but I'd never heard of him."
"What
was she doing there?" All sorts of bad scenarios occurred to Mr Scott,
casting the good fairy in roles ranging from the murderer to the victim's wife
or mistress. He could not find any role that he approved of in relation to his
son.
"Tutoring
his daughter."
"In
witchcraft?"
Margaret
was no longer awake when Iain arrived, but his parents were. "You look
bad," his mother said critically when she saw his hollow-eyed face, even
though she was very pleased to find that he visited them first. "You
haven't slept enough." She also doubted that he had eaten properly, which
might be the reason why he came here. A mother still equalled food. That was a
conclusion that sobered one up nicely.
"No,
Mum." He was tired and hungry and had more interest in the refrigerator
than in defending himself. She would not give up if he contradicted her anyway.
"Is
your case over?" his father asked.
"Yes."
His part in it was over and he had taken four weeks off. He was too tired to
talk about that now, but his answer spoke for itself, he thought. The case was
over. That meant he had solved it. It also meant that he had worked during the
weekend and was now entitled to at least a day off -- but that his intentions
of being a normal man meant that he would take that day and more was something
his parents might not be able to guess yet.
"Look
into your own fridge," his mother chided him, pushing him away from hers.
"But
it's empty," he protested, allowing himself to be pushed away. Quite
possibly he still had a raw onion and some butter, but that would be it. There
was not much one could make with that. His mother should have food in the house.
She had people to feed. He did not.
"I
have a young guest who likes to bake," she said significantly. She had
sent Ailsa over with the key after she had baked another cake and she had told
her to place it in the refrigerator, expecting that Iain would return to sleep
there again since he had obviously returned from the case and she did not think
he had another place to sleep.
"Oh.
And there's something in my fridge?" He felt flattered that someone had
thought of him.
"Yes.
And breakfast at ten tomorrow." It was always around nine, but if she said
that, he might feel the need to set his alarm and he would be better off
sleeping. He would never sleep past ten, rarely past nine and he knew it. He
would not set his alarm if she said ten o'clock.
"Here?"
With Margaret and Ailsa and both of his parents? He would rather be
interrogated in court. Why could he not be allowed to meet Margaret in private?
He did not mind waiting until after breakfast to see her, as long as he could
see her without an audience.
"No,
in the garden. Of course it will be here!" She kissed his cheek.
"Good night. Don't think about it." It would be all right. What was
he thinking? She was going to behave herself. She had not saved her
cross-examination for his return, because she had had two whole days to do
that.
"You
terrified the boy," Mr Scott observed when Iain had left through the back
door. "On purpose!" He was much amused by his son's sudden retreat.
Was this the hope of the police force, unfazed by criminals but scared to death
by a freckled young woman who was good at waving a silver wand and smiling
angelically?
"Well,
that's fun," she apologised. "I've tried it with her too. She's not
easily flustered, though, but she becomes sharp and caustic if you venture into
uncharted territory." At least, that was what she had concluded. There was
no sharpness when Margaret was at ease with the questions or with herself.
She
had not known her before. She did not attach any significance to the smiles
that lurked behind Margaret's expression now and then and the extra caution she
observed when certain topics came up, except the usual interpretation one
usually had for that.
"Do
you mean Margaret Maxwell is not really a good fairy? Good God, the
entire country will be shocked." Mr Scott pretended to be one of the most
shocked people.
Mrs.
Scott was surprised. "How did you know it was her anyway? I never told
you." She had not thought it would be easy to see for someone who did not
know, given that she was dressed up.
"A good detective looks at the blurb of the video." He waved the box at her. "I quote: he meets the good fairy (Margaret Maxwell) ... No wonder. But why did he send her away? I'd be much amused if I came across Miss Maxwell on a case, especially if there were stupid people around and there generally are."
Section Fifty-Four
Iain
had finished the case so quickly that he ought to be proud of himself, but
there was something he was concerned about. Something had happened at work that
gave him reasons to fear Margaret.
The
cake in his refrigerator was delicious, but as he ate it he could not help but
remember what had transpired earlier that day, before the case had come to an
end.
"Mr
Scott?"
He
turned. "Yes?" It was one of the secretaries, the one they always
appointed to arrange things. He looked at her with a sense of foreboding. His
agenda was full without extra activities and he was hesitant about any extra
activities in the coming period anyway. To prevent any from cropping up, he had
decided to take some time off, more than he had ever done. It would leave him
free to pursue other matters -- or people. He had no time for what she was
about to ask.
The
secretary flashed her loveliest smile at him. "I heard you just took four
weeks off and you haven't returned your form for the Annual Summer Ball."
"Oh."
Yes, he had completely forgotten. Or rather, he had completely forgotten that
he had intended to forget about it. When was it again? Right after those four
weeks, probably. He should have taken five weeks, but he had wanted to save
some for later in the year.
"Will
you come this year? The form is due next Friday."
He
had never been to the Ball. There had always been a demanding case as an
excuse. This time his case had just ended and they both knew that. "Oh...I
think I lost the form." They were always quite strict about forms being
returned on time, because of the food they had to order. He was off for four
weeks now, so he could never manage. He did not have to tell her he was not
going abroad. It was none of her business where he would be.
"Mr
Scott..." The secretary's eyes meaningfully travelled to the door to the
office of his boss, Divisional Commander Superintendent Brown. "Mr Brown
already asked..."
"Does
he want to dance with me?" Brown was a snake if he played it via Sylvia.
If he wanted anything he should ask for it personally.
"No,
but he asked specifically whether you would attend, because apparently you
never do." The Superintendent had given her specific instructions.
Iain
rolled his eyes. "I might not enjoy it." That was an understatement.
He was going to hate every single minute he was forced to spend in a room where
people danced.
"The
Superintendent says you have to take part in social activities now and
then."
The
Superintendent was not related to him in any way. It was none of his business.
"Sylvia, I am part of about fifty teams and taskforces. We hardly sit in
silence there. I'm not going to waste my one free night on a ball, even if you
or the Super fear for my social life." Ironically he had a much more
interesting social life lined up, but he could not say so -- unless they
allowed him to forfeit because of it. Did they think he would spend four weeks
gardening?
"It's
not that he fears; it's just that, you know, if you ever reach his position
you're going to have to," she said cautiously, not wanting to imply that
he was certainly up for promotion at some point. It was not unthinkable,
though, because the Super had hinted at that.
"Is
that it?" Iain wished there would not always be so many other things
involved, but he realised very well that if in several years from now he should
be promoted, he would not be able to get out of such events either. It was a
miracle that he had managed up to now. The higher you came, the worse it got.
"If that is the only reason for people to attend, why do we bother at
all?"
"The
fun things are to keep people motivated, sir."
"If
it's not fun for me, how does it motivate me? But damn it. Give me a form and
I'll fill it in right away to make you happy," he said with a grunt. He
would prove that he did not enjoy it.
She
held one in her hand already and handed it to him with a pen.
"I
really dislike people who embark on something with an absolute conviction of
success," he muttered.
"You're
bringing someone, sir?" The secretary was surprised when she checked if he
had filled in the form seriously and not written the name of a cartoon
character, which some officers kept finding funny to do every single year.
Nobody knew anything about his private life, but they all assumed he did not
have one. "You circled the partner option, but you did not add a
name."
He
had deliberately not added a name. "Not necessary." He could not do
that. He had not asked her yet, but he should keep the option open. What if he
had to go and she wanted to come?
"Would
you please add a name? She won't be allowed in if you don't."
He
thought sarcastically that a Police Ball really needed such stringent security
matters, but it probably had to do with the free food on offer that they did
not want anyone else to eat or even see. Community money. And of course she
wanted a name so she could gossip. He should probably ask Margaret first before
he indicated that he would bring a partner or spouse, but he felt cornered and
thoroughly disgusted. He quickly scribbled down Margaret Maxwell in an almost
illegible scribble, thrust the form into her hands and went back to his office,
casting a silent prayer to heaven for Margaret's approval.
That
had been at 9:15 and by eleven it had leaked out all across the building. DCI
Scott was mocking the Summer Ball and the Superintendent by saying he would
take Margaret Maxwell as his date. They all knew that could not be real and
they all knew he had never gone, so this was another attempt to get out of it,
returning the form to pacify his boss, who would not instantly know he was
having his leg pulled.
Especially
the officers who had repeatedly wanted to attend as the likes of Mickey Mouse
or Donald Duck understood this scheme perfectly. Margaret Maxwell was after all
a sort of Mickey Mouse, too unreal -- as an untouchable television personality
-- to be a serious choice, but for another Scot she would be the obvious
sabotage option. She was the ultimate Scottish non-choice for a date, of
course.
It
did not occur to anyone to think DCI Scott might consider bringing a serious
date, not after his performance in the previous years and his all too obvious
irritation this year when Sylvia had cornered him. And reputedly he had almost
slept here in the past few days, so how could he possibly have a woman? No wife
or girlfriend would have let him.
Iain
had not realised this, not until he went for another coffee, completely
unprepared.
At
the coffee machine he was greeted by cheers of amusement. "Good one, sir!
The Super will love it. He might not even know till you don't show up!"
said one of the men assembled there.
"You'll
have to introduce Margaret Maxwell to my date, Lara Croft!" said someone
else. That invited more cheering and suggestive snickering.
"Couldn't
you have picked another Scottish hottie to put on your form?" asked
another.
"Woohoo!
Peters, you don't actually think Margaret Maxwell is a hottie, do
you?"
"Nah,
a block of ice is more like it!"
"Tell
us, does she do it for you, sir?" They laughed, as they were very sure she
did not. "Can you melt her? What happens then?"
"It's
good she doesn't know you put her on your form! She would tear you apart!"
Iain
suffered more such comments as he waited for his cup to fill. They had taken
him by surprise, though he would never show it. He betrayed no reaction other
than a forced smile, but when he took his cup away and made to return to his
office he said, "I'm glad it amuses you."
After
this Iain spent half an hour staring at his desk, ignoring the odd comment that
was still thrown at him by passing colleagues.
What
was Margaret going to say? Would she, like the men said, tear him apart?
He
had immediately been punished for not asking her permission. She had every
reason to tear him apart. He had landed himself in a fine mess. He could not
exactly imagine her coming with him -- they did not have a relationship yet,
after all -- and showing up alone or not at all was bound to get him into
trouble.
On
top of this he was asked to see the Superintendent, who was not well pleased
with what he perceived as a personal affront. Of course, the entire station now
snickered behind his back, thinking he would not realise DCI Scott was leading
him on.
He
ranted and raged and Iain was silent.
The
extracurricular aspects of the job were important to someone in his position
and with his potential. He ought to be thinking of his career and promotion
opportunities. It was absolutely amazing that he gave this no thought
whatsoever. And to be disrespectful of senior officers by such mockery was not
a good thing, which he ought to have understood, but since he did not, the
Superintendent would not mind explaining it to him very clearly.
Iain
did not even seriously consider telling the Super that he might really bring
Margaret. Like all others, the Super would not believe it. He could not
even mention her -- she did not know anything about this.
It
was in a very dark mood that he exited his boss' office.
It was in an equally dark mood that he went to bed, even though he had just eaten an entire cake.
Section Fifty-Five
Margaret
came out of her room to take a shower and walked straight into a gentleman
wearing green Wellingtons. That was the first she saw of him. "Oh!"
she yelped when she looked up. He looked far too much like Iain, but then
older. She could not decide between relief and shock.
"The
good fairy," he said with a nod. Even in a bathrobe with her hair down
that was plain to see.
"Where?"
Margaret looked behind herself, just a little taken aback. Obviously she had
not missed the video lying around downstairs. She always noted what people had
lying around, especially if those were things they watched or read. "Your
wife may fit the bill more than I do." Good fairies had manners, for
instance. She seemed to have lost hers, although she valiantly told herself to
make a good impression. Being complimentary about his wife was a good start.
He
smiled and introduced himself. "I'm Stuart Scott, Iain's father."
She
groaned instead of saying who she was. He probably knew anyway and there was
this more pressing matter to comment on. "Why don't you say you're your
wife's husband?" She was not staying with Iain, but with his mother, who
ought to be their point of reference. Why did everyone have to focus on the man?
It was rather unnerving to be confronted with the man this early. She could
handle her private thoughts on the matter, but to have others bring him up just
to see what she would say or do was unsettling.
"It's
a matter of perspective. From my perspective, you are Iain's --"
"No,
no! I don't belong to anybody, thank you very much." Margaret shot into
the bathroom before he could finish his sentence. A cold shower sounded
delicious. Not until she had locked herself in did she wonder if she had been
impolite.
After
a cringing sequence of flashes during which she visualised herself in several
situations related to Iain, she opened the door again. Mr Scott did not seem to
move fast, because he was still hovering. Perhaps he had counted on her to
reappear. "I forgot to say my name is Margaret," she said to him.
"And I forgot to ask just what I am of Iain's."
He
cackled evilly, although any sound he would have made would have been
considered thus by Margaret. "You seem like a dangerous woman to cross,
Margaret."
Her
instinctive reply would be to cry out and ask what he meant, but she remembered
her manners and then forgot them again instantly. "He is much nicer than
you are." As she closed the door of the bathroom with dignity, the last
thing she heard was another evil cackle.
The
shower would have to be extra cold now. She wondered if she could step out
again to apologise for implying he was not nice or if this would weaken her
position even more. She was not in luck this morning. There were days when
everything just came out wrong, no matter how hard you tried.
At
a quarter to nine, Iain awoke and after about fifteen minutes he deemed himself
sufficiently refreshed to get up. He shaved and showered, then went downstairs.
It was not yet ten o'clock, but he thought he might just as well check if he
could speak to Margaret before breakfast. If she had gone running again she
would certainly be up.
He
approached the house, looking up towards the guest room. The curtains were
still drawn and no one looked out to see him.
Nobody
was in sight, not even in the kitchen where the table was already set, and not
even the dogs. They would not all have gone out to walk them, so where was
everyone?
Vaguely
dissatisfied, he sat down in the sitting room to practise what he was going to
say. He did not know whether he had anything personal to say to her or if she
even welcomed anything personal. Perhaps he had better start out by telling her
about the end of the case. It would be counterproductive, he feared, to begin
by suggesting they might be married at some point. She might reply by saying he
hardly knew her and to that he would only be able to admit that she was right.
So,
what did one say to a woman? He did not want her to disappear. Perhaps
he could say that. If he did not think about this carefully beforehand he would
end up saying nothing, or he would end up saying something that scared her. On
the other hand, during the case he had never been at a loss for words. He
should just sit and wait without thinking, and let her do most of the work.
Margaret was hardly a modest maiden who needed to be courted.
Iain
revised this opinion a few seconds later. Some form of courting was required.
He should be nice, but not too nice. She would not like too nice. She would not
like not getting any opposition. As for modest, surprisingly enough she was
extremely modest.
"Oh,
Margaret yelped again when she found him. She had come here to look for Ailsa,
who had mysteriously disappeared along with the rest of the household. It had
unsettled her a bit that Ailsa might have gone to walk the dogs with a strange
man, even if he was Iain's father, but perhaps she had simply gone down to the
bakery with Mrs. Scott. At any rate, Ailsa must not have seen Iain or she would
have stayed with him.
She
looked at him. "Where did you come from?" Obviously he had come from
his own house, but when had he arrived there? He had not been last night's
visitor. She had not run past his house that morning, deliberately not. She had
not wanted to be that desperate.
He
got to his feet and stared at her, very pleased that they were alone during
this first meeting. His pleasure was tempered by the footsteps he heard on the
stairs, but they went into the kitchen. He thought she did not mind seeing him,
but her evident nervousness was rubbing off on him. It was such a difference
from her investigative behaviour, which had been confident.
"Speak
to me," Margaret urged. "Before your parents come in." There had
been footsteps, so her theories had been wrong and someone was still in the
house. Chances were that they had seen Iain approach and they were now all
hiding, waiting to see if he was going to take her into his arms. She took half
a step back.
He
still said nothing, fearing that he might be interrupted by that other family
member just when he had begun to speak and they would either hear or he would
have to start all over again at another time.
"Tell
me about the case." That was a safe topic. He should speak to her or else
she might scream in frustration. "I'm not something to stare at; I'm
something to talk to," she clarified in case he was not aware of that. She
had not done anything special about her appearance, except for devoting a
little more attention to appearing neat and tidy and consequently well-mannered.
His
honesty forbade him to ignore the matter of the Summer Ball until a safe moment
came up. He had to speak to her about that first so he would not be a coward.
The case could wait. "In a minute. First I have to tell you that I did
something you're not going to like."
"What's
that? You didn't solve the case?" She was prepared to say he should not
have sent her away, because she would have been able to help him.
"No,
I did, but ... Can I sit beside you?" It might make matters easier if he sat
down, although more difficult if he did so uninvited.
"Is
this something I have to hear sitting down because I would otherwise fall
over?" she inquired, taking a seat. She had never fallen over before, so
she was tempted to say she was rather stable.
"Maybe."
He sat down next to her, but not too closely. He should not push things too
fast. "Listen. I got myself into a mess and I'm really sorry."
That
did not sound good. "For yourself or for me?" she asked quietly, but
she was immensely curious.
"For
you. We have an annual ball and I've never been to it. This year's event is
coming up soon and the Superintendent got it into his head that I should get
used to attending, for ridiculous reasons, so he sent a secretary my way to
persuade me. I was so annoyed that I gave in. I thought I'd do it properly and
indicate that I'd bring a partner, but I wasn't giving any thought to you,
actually." He did not want to look at Margaret, but he had to.
Margaret
had been listening closely and wondering just what was so bad about attending a
ball, but when he had divulged the rest, her mouth opened slowly before she
began to speak. He had not been giving any thought to her. Just who had been
thinking of then? "You were thinking of another woman?" As she spoke
she realised she had no claims on him and he might take any woman he desired,
whatever her feelings might be. "I'm sorry. You're allowed to take anyone
you like, of course." But it was painful to consider that he would go with
someone else and her voice was soft.
Iain
looked shocked when he saw the effect of his thoughtless words. He had not
intended them like that, but it had not occurred to him that they might be
interpreted differently. "I was thinking of you! But not of you.
Just your name. I mean I didn't stop to think what you'd say about my writing
down your name on the form as my partner. Well, I did, but...I mainly thought
about my own irritation." He grasped his knees with his hands, so they
would not stray to reassure her that he had meant well.
"Oh."
She had trouble processing this. He had indicated on some form that he was
bringing a partner to a ball and she was that partner. Yet he perceived a
problem somewhere. What was it then? At first sight this did not seem to be
very problematic at all. "And you now think I don't approve?"
In
other situations she might not like to have things decided for her, but in this
case she could not find any objections. How could she, if he was even
repentant?
"You
shouldn't. I didn't ask you anything." She had every right to be very
angry with him now. He should not be deciding things for her, but he should ask
her first. She was probably making sure her outburst of anger was going to be
justified.
"Oh
Iain!" When she heard how that sounded, she coughed and bit her lip. The
last thing she wanted was to sound like that. It might lead to all sorts
of scary things. It was better to be humorous. "I'd imagined our first
date a bit differently," she said in a small voice, trying not to laugh at
his distress. She was his chosen partner, not someone else. That was good.
Excellent. That was far more important than asking her if he could put her name
down when she was not even around to give an answer. Efficiency was his motto,
he had said. This had been efficient.
He
could not believe she was so unconcerned and gave her an uncertain look, still
half expecting an outburst. "You, independent woman extraordinaire who
prefers to make up her own mind, are not angry?"
"Why
should I be?" The corners of her mouth curved up into a smile. He wanted
her. He wanted to take her to a ball where she would unmistakably be his
partner for everyone else to see. "And I really don't know why I allow you
to mock my independence. Why should I be angry?"
"Because
I didn't ask you if you wanted to come." He repeated it more slowly to see
if the message came across that way and if it had merely been a matter of
phrasing.
"It's
just that ... some things ... outweigh ... other things. And I think I once told you
I reserve my emotions for worthier things." Her knee touched his by accident,
but she left it there. "So...you're taking me?" she asked cautiously.
When was this going to happen? It had better not be today. She had nothing with
her to wear to a ball. "It's not tonight, is it?"
Iain
shook his head. They had four weeks. "There's another problem." He
should warn her about the dangers attached to accompanying him. It was not a
danger she could not handle, but it was fair to warn her all the same.
"We'd
have to share a car?" She was up to that. If he asked, she would tell him
it would be tough, but doable. She had no objections to sharing cars with men
she was not married to. Or sharing couches, for that matter -- strictly sitting
upright, that was. She slapped herself mentally and blushed.
Iain
looked strangely at her blush. She seemed embarrassed, even though he had
thought she was teasing. "Is that a problem?" He did not know what he
would do if it was. His understanding did have its limitations. Then he
remembered they had already shared a car.
Margaret
looked away. "I think my naughty thought was a problem, but never mind. It
had nothing to do with cars, before you get any sort of really bad opinion of
me."
He
looked interested, but restrained himself. "All right. I won't ask about
your thought or why you think I'd make any connection to cars. I'll go on.
Filling out the form was only the beginning. It got worse. Remember that this
happened at the police station."
As
he had said that very ominously, she was curious. "Ye-e-s?" What was
that supposed to tell her? Filling out forms untruthfully was some sort of
offence there?
"Your
naughty thoughts are one thing, naughty thoughts of police officers are
another," he said in a solemn voice.
She
held her hands before her mouth and gasped dramatically. "Oh Iain! You?
You shock me!" She did not want to think about police officers and their
naughty thoughts.
He
rolled his eyes at her. "Stop that, Margaret. I don't have them. My
colleagues are the bad ones. But...they don't think women could like me and they
don't think men could like you." That, he realised, was badly phrased
again. All he meant to say was that they would be excited if it happened.
Margaret
was offended on his behalf, but first she had to get her immediate thought out.
"Then they should be happy we're hooking up together." As that matter
was far from being settled, she continued talking very quickly in case he would
voice an objection and say it was never going to happen. "But what do you
mean, women don't like you? What's wrong with you?"
"Nothing.
I think." He worked a lot and perhaps that was why his colleagues thought
he had a problem. He could do like they had done or still did, which was to
devote most of his spare time to chasing women, but he did not think that could
lead to anything good.
She
would agree with that. "And what's wrong with me?" That was easier to
answer.
"Nothing.
But the others were mocking you."
"What
did they say? And where do the naughty thoughts come in?" Did any of them
have naughty thoughts about her? "Wait. Tell me about the insults, but
leave the lusty stuff out of it. Obviously I get sick fan mail," she
explained. "I don't want to know about lusty stuff at all. It's not my
thing."
He
hesitated and then told her some of the things they had said, leaving the lusty
things out as requested. She would probably be familiar with what they could
say. The worst that could happen was that she would vent her thoughts on some
of those nitwits.
Margaret
listened and did nothing of the sort. "And let me guess, you said nothing
to correct them?" she asked very thoughtfully. She could not imagine him
doing so, at any rate. He would probably think it was not worth the bother.
"No."
What could he have said? They would not have believed him, or they would have
mocked him instead. Perhaps she would have liked him to defend her. He realised
he had entertained the vain hope of taking her so she could prove them all
wrong. She was too quiet now -- she would not want to come anymore.
She
digested it and then slowly began to chuckle. "Wouldn't it be funny if you
really brought me?" That would put them in their places! They would not
believe their eyes if he showed up with her. Would they feel stupid for having
doubted him?
Iain
was still cautious, although this was the last time he was going to say it.
"Margaret, I did not ask you to come. I don't deserve to get off that
easily."
She
shrugged. "You could not have known they would misinterpret you. I can't
blame you for what they made of it."
All
right, one more time. "But I don't deserve it."
"Yes,
you do." She smiled. "Ask me now then. I will restore your
colleagues' faith in your attractiveness." He was perfectly capable of
finding a woman who was willing to accompany him and the woman did not even
have to be an ugly troll.
"It
was actually yours they called into question."
"Am
I pretty, Iain?" That she was satisfied with her looks did not mean the
population at large would have the same opinion. Perhaps Iain's colleagues
would not think her anything special and she would not succeed at poking their
eyes out.
"I'm
sorry," he said immediately. "I didn't mean to imply you weren't
attractive. That was not their point. It was --"
"I
know." It was her outspokenness and her attitude that turned rather many
of them off because it frightened them. "But am I pretty?"
He
looked into her eyes. "Yes."
"With
my lovely green dress and my mouth shut, won't I make you a good
companion?" she asked. Her green dress was by far the nicest. Being able
to keep up the silence was probably wishful thinking, but she had least had a
good intention and that was what it all started with. Perhaps he did not want
to go because he did not like balls, but she would show him it could be all
right.
Her
eager and honest expression and her soft voice made it impossible for him to
speak immediately. "You're very different when it's just you and me,"
he noted.
Margaret
looked a little frightened of being different, because she knew exactly what he
meant. "I don't like being sweet. Where's your mother?" She
desperately wished for someone else now.
He
did not understand that. "What do you need my mother for?"
"I'd like her to interrupt us." She felt like a silly teenager and she was not even doing anything wrong. People did this every day and they went much further than simple talking too. She should never have asked if she was pretty if she could not handle the reaction.
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