Stormy Weather
The Eye of the
Storm - I
Carl looked out of the carriage
window and gave a happy sigh. Finally, he was back in Vienna -- after nearly two
years of absence. One of his superior officers had taken notice of Carl's
talent for administrative work, and before Carl had realised the danger he was
in, he had been transferred to Wiener Neustadt -- a place he had grown to hate,
having spent most of his teenage years in the military school there -- to do
administrative work he hated even more. Which was the reason why he was so
efficient in doing it - he did not want to spend any more time than necessary
with that kind of work. A desk job had been his worst nightmare, and it had
come true.
Right from the beginning of his
stay in Wiener Neustadt Carl had tried to get transferred back to Vienna, had
applied for every post he had known to be vacant, but without success. Even
now, Carl suspected, he owed his transfer to the fact that the Colonel's
daughter, who was engaged to be married with some dreadful bore, had suddenly
developed a preference for him. Which had made instant measures
necessary -- Carl was suddenly back in his old regiment, raised to the rank of
Captain, and would be able to see his family and friends again. Reason enough
to be grateful to Cupid, Carl thought with a grin. At least the Colonel had not
blamed him -- he would hardly have backed his promotion, had he thought Carl
responsible for his daughter's fancy.
The carriage stopped at an inn,
and Carl got out. A familiar face greeted him. It was Novacek, the soldier who
had once saved his life. Novacek stood attention, saluted and welcomed him back
in Vienna "in the name of the whole regiment, sir". He told Carl that
he had been appointed to be his personal attendant, and was there anything he
could do for the Captain, he would be most happy to do it, and by the way, the
Colonel wished to see the Captain at 1500 hours sharp.
Carl had hoped to spend his
first day in Vienna with his family, but no such luck, obviously. He told
Novacek to see to it that his luggage was taken to the Hertenberg Palais, and
to await him at the barracks at quarter to three. A glance at his pocket watch
convinced him that there was still plenty of time for him to go home, greet his
family, and make himself presentable.
So, leaving Novacek to deal with
the porters, he made his way home. He had nearly forgotten how beautiful Vienna
was, Carl thought while walking along the familiar streets. Beautiful, and
lively. How could one endure living anywhere else?
Upon his arrival at home, he was
shown into the drawing room, where he found his mother and sister, dressed for
going out. The sound of the pianoforte being played in the music room told him
whom they were waiting for. Carl grinned. Most likely, Theresia had forgotten about
their plans for the morning the moment she had sat down at her instrument.
Marie gave a shriek of delight,
ran towards him and embraced him, which earned her a disapproving look from her
mother. Carl gave his sister a closer look. Marie had grown, and she seemed to
have lost a great deal of her timidity, which was good. She was nearly a young
lady now...
"Welcome home," she
said with a smile. "We did not expect you so early."
"Oh, once I heard that I
was allowed to go, nothing could have held me back," Carl said with a
grin.
He went over to his mother and
kissed her cheek.
"How are you, Mama,"
he asked her.
"Rather fine," she
replied. "Though quite busy at the moment."
"You seem to enjoy every
bit of it, though," Carl said. "You do look like life itself."
She did indeed look much better than when he had left her, nearly her old self
again.
The Baroness smiled, but did not
answer. Instead she turned to Marie and asked her to remind Theresia that they
were waiting for her.
"What about Joseph,"
Carl asked. "Is he not at home?"
"No, he is in
Hertenberg," the Baroness answered, "and he will not be back before
Friday. You know what it is like -- there is always so much to do on a farm in
springtime. He will be glad to see you at home, I am sure."
Carl was not so certain about
that. A lot had changed since his father's death. He and Joseph had never been very
close, but now...
The door burst open and in came
Theresia, buttoning up her pelisse and carrying her bonnet in her hand.
"Ah, welcome back,
Carl," she said in an offhand manner, as if he had only been gone for a
few minutes instead of two years.
She, too, had grown, although
not quite as much as Marie. She was still rather short, but appeared to be
taller. It was her manner -- the way she looked into people's eyes.
"I am ready, Aunt,"
she said, without much enthusiasm. The Baroness rose.
"Will you be here in the
evening," she asked Carl. "I wish I could stay here with you and
talk, but I do have this appointment with my dressmaker ... it is hard to get one
at the moment, you know."
"Never mind," Carl
said. "I have to go and see the Colonel, anyway, and I might call on
Horvāth, too. See you at dinner, then!"
The Baroness nodded, and left
the room, followed by the girls, leaving Carl to wonder what the heck was so
important about an appointment with a dressmaker.
******
"Captain, eh," Horvāth
said when Carl entered the billiard room of their favourite café. As if Horvāth
were to be found anywhere else...
Carl laughed. "It will be
your turn, soon, I am quite certain."
"I doubt it," Horvāth
said, putting away his cue and sitting down. "Unfortunately, my
colonel does not have any daughters of suitable age to be meddled with."
"I did not meddle
with anyone," Carl said.
"He does have a
wife, though," Horvāth said, ignoring Carl's comment. "Perhaps I
should try and flirt with her."
"I am sure that would have
consequences," Carl said. "Though, perhaps, not the ones you
desire."
Horvāth laughed. "Coming to
think of it, I think I will leave her alone," he said. "The woman is
a fright -- though, in comparison to her husband, she is quite attractive."
"Poor woman, she does not
know what she is missing," Carl said dryly.
"Poor woman, indeed,"
Horvāth said. "Anyway, welcome back. It was quite boring around here without
you."
"Was it," Carl asked.
"One could have thought that you had had plenty of things to do..."
"So I had, but things were
getting rather boring nevertheless. Oh, and my sister was rather pleased when I
told her you would be back soon."
Horvāth's sister... Carl was not
really sure what Horvāth meant with that allusion to her. Ilona Horvāth was
beautiful, charming, and had, according to her brother, "about half of the
young men in Vienna under her spell". Carl liked her very much, too, but
he was quite sure he was not in love with her, and had never been. Yet Horvāth
seemed to think differently.
"I hope everyone in your
family is well," Carl said. Certainly that could not be mistaken. He was
merely inquiring after his friend's family, which was a proper thing to do.
"Very well," Horvāth
said. "Preparing for the annual spring ball -- which means there is a great
deal of discussion going on - clothes, ribbons, lace, satin and other
indispensable necessities. Still wondering why I am taking every chance to
escape them?"
"Speaking of escape,"
Carl said. "I might offer you an alibi for tomorrow morning. What about
meeting in the fencing hall? I could do with some training."
Horvāth had often been his
training partner in military school, and their fights had become legendary
meanwhile -- or so Carl had found out during his stay in Wiener Neustadt.
"Feeling up to it, are
you?" Horvāth said with a grin.
"Very much so. I need to
give you the thrashing you deserve."
Horvāth laughed. "In your
dreams maybe. But who am I to stop you? If you insist on a disastrous defeat,
that is what you will get."
"You are insufferable
sometimes, do you know that," Carl said, laughing.
"Oh yes, I know,"
Horvāth answered. "But my friends have learned to put up with that."
******
During dinner, Carl had the opportunity to enjoy his family's company. His mother had taken the girls on a shopping
trip, she told him, and they had bought fabric and taken the girls'
measurements for their first ball gowns to be made.
"Ball gowns," Carl
said, quite surprised. "Aren't they a bit young for that?"
"They are both seventeen,"
the Baroness said indignantly. "It is time for them to take their place in
society."
Seventeen ... where had all those years gone? His
mother was right, of course. But why did they still look so much like ... well,
girls?
He shot a furtive glance at
Theresia, who was giving the trout on her plate a defiant stare. The trout
stared back. There was still so much of a child in Theresia...
"So, I trust you have found
yourself something nice," Carl said, fully aware that now he would not
hear the end of the clothes subject until the ladies would leave him to
himself.
Which would not be till after dessert...
"We found this lovely pink
satin, which I thought would become Theresia so well," the Baroness said.
"I am not going to wear
it," Theresia said darkly.
"Why not? I am sure it
would look so sweet on you," the Baroness said.
"Aunt, if you want me to
wear pink, you will have to drug me first," Theresia answered,
causing Carl to cough in order to hide his laugh. "I am not going to
attend a ball looking like a wedding cake."
"What about you,
Marie," Carl said, to distract the attention from Theresia for a moment.
"I am going to wear
white," Marie said. "But I am not going to give you any more details.
You will just have to wait until you see me."
Thank God, Carl thought. He did not feel quite
comfortable with the subject of female attire.
"What did you choose in the
end, Theresia," Marie asked.
"That sort of greenish
silk," Theresia answered.
The world was still as it was
supposed to be, Carl thought. Theresia still acted more like a child than a
grown woman. Elegant ladies did NOT refer to their dresses as sort of
greenish. Carl knew that Ilona Horvāth, for example, would not.
******
"Welcome to the club,"
Horvāth said with a grin when Carl told him about the previous evening.
Carl did not quite like that sort of grin.
"They took me by
surprise," he said. "I mean, look at them...they are children!"
"Are they," Horvāth
asked, dryly. "They did not look like children to me, last time I
saw them. But I know what you are going through...my sister has been out for two
seasons, do not forget that. Everything is fine for now, believe me. The bad
part starts when their admirers try to be friends with you in order to
get near them. I never thought I had many friends -- until my sister
entered society."
"Admirers," Carl said,
in a tone suggesting that he did not believe that to be possible.
"Just you wait,"
Horvāth said. "There will be plenty of them."
"That is a thing I do not
really want to think about," Carl said determinedly.
"Of course not,"
Horvāth said. "No one does. But sooner or later you will have to face the
fact that your sister has grown up. The sooner you do, the better it will be
for you. Otherwise you will go mad."
Carl could hardly wait until
Joseph got home. He wondered what his opinion on the subject would be.
******
Joseph's view of the problem was
rather relaxed, Carl found out.
"Do you not believe that
our mother is aware of what she is doing? I trust she knows what is the best
for the girls," he said, coolly.
"I trust her in that,
too," Carl said. "But does it not trouble you?"
"Why should it,"
Joseph answered.
"Well..." Carl began,
but broke off. He did not know how to express his concern. It was probably as
Horvāth had said -- he had not yet reconciled himself to the fact that his
sister had finally grown up. That was not Marie's fault -- nor was it his own.
He could not help worrying about her.
"Listen, Carl," Joseph
said soothingly, "there is no need to worry at all. I understand that the
whole matter has taken you by surprise, which is probably the reason why you
feel uncomfortable at the moment. However, we cannot stop the natural course of
events, can we? If it makes you feel better, I intend to keep an eye on both
girls to guard them from any ... unwanted influence, if you know what I mean.
This is all I can do."
Carl nodded. That was
what had concerned him most...that either his sister or Theresia might fall in
love with the wrong sort of man. One certainly had to do everything to prevent
that. Joseph could absolutely count on his assistance there.
******
It was the evening of her first
ball. Theresia did not know what this meant to other girls, but she was about
as nervous as she had been when she had sung at Signora Giovanelli's soiree for
the first time.
She sat at her dressing table
and watched the maid doing her hair. So far, everything had gone well ... the
dress had been finished in time, and it looked wonderful -- both Marie and Aunt
Elizabeth had told her so.
Something worried her, though.
The dress was rather revealing ... she knew, of course, that ball dresses were supposed
to be that way, but she felt uncomfortable. Certainly everyone would be staring
at her.
Everything was so unfamiliar.
Never before had Theresia made such an effort to look good. She had always done
her own hair -- well, nearly always, anyway, and she had never worn any
ornaments except the little cross on a gold chain her mother had given her when
she had still been a little girl.
It was as if the young lady in
the mirror was someone else and not at all connected with her.
"There you are, Miss,"
the maid said.
Theresia smiled at her
reflection in the mirror. She did not think of herself as "pretty",
she had never done, but she looked almost pretty tonight. In rising, she
picked up her fan and reticule. It was time to show herself and get the evening
done with.
Carl and Joseph were in the
drawing room, waiting for the ladies to make their appearance.
"This is the first time
Mother goes into company again ever since Father died," Joseph said
meditatively. "Except some dinners with a few select friends, that is. It
will do her good to be among people again."
Carl nodded. He had to agree
with Joseph on that issue. The Baroness had led too much of a secluded life --
being in mourning was one thing, but secluding oneself was another. She had
taken things too far, sometimes.
The door opened, and the
Baroness entered the room. It had been a long time since she had last looked so
good, Carl thought. Her dress was elegant and made her look several years
younger than she was, and her smile was merrier than it had been for years.
"Now, what do you
say," she asked. "May I go out like this or will you be ashamed of
your old relative?"
Joseph laughed. "On the
contrary," he said. "I shall make a point of informing everyone that
this elegant lady is my mother."
"You will have to be
careful not to outshine the girls," Carl said with a smile.
"Oh, I see you have not
seen them yet," the Baroness answered. She turned to Joseph.
"We will have to employ a
lady's maid for them," she said. "We have tried to make do with mine,
but I am afraid work is getting too much for her if she has to tend to three
ladies at once."
"Why, of course,"
Joseph said. "You know I trust you completely in household matters,
Mother. You need not ask my permission if you need more staff -- just go ahead
and hire as many people as you want."
The Baroness nodded. "I
will see to it first thing tomorrow, then," she said.
"Where are the
girls," Carl asked impatiently. "It is getting late."
"Patience, Carl," the
Baroness said calmly. "The ball does not start before ten o'clock, and we
do not really have to be the first party to arrive."
There was laughter in the
corridor -- Theresia's laughter, definitely.
"Sounds like they are
ready," Joseph said, smiling, and opening the door for them.
The sight was a bit of a shock
for Carl. Until now, he had been able to delude himself, to assume that the
girls were still so very young, that they were children after all. Until
now ... seeing them in their ball gowns overthrew his illusions.
Marie wore a white lacy dress,
very simple, but elegant. Her hair was made up in lots of ringlets, and some
white flowers accentuated its colour.
Theresia stood in the doorway,
smiling the superior smile that showed everyone who really knew her that she
was not quite as sure of herself as she wished to appear. Though there was no
need for her to feel insecure.
Carl wondered if he had been
blind all the time. He had been in the same household with two beauties without
noticing it...though he was certain that other men would notice them at once, as
soon as they entered the ballroom. For the first time Carl thought it possible
that there would be plenty of admirers soon, just as Horvāth had
predicted.
Joseph looked at him, grinning.
"You do look rather silly with your mouth open. I'd close it if I were
you," he whispered.
Carl realised that he was,
indeed, staring at the girls with an expression about as intelligent as an ox
staring at the stable door.
"Well, what do you
think," Theresia asked.
"Very...nice," Carl
managed to say. He had just realised that Theresia had...well, curves ...
and he had yet to get over that discovery.
"Do not listen to him, he
delights in acting stupidly today," Joseph said. "Looks like I am
luckier than I deserve -- going to the ball with the three prettiest ladies in
Vienna is not an honour bestowed on everyone."
Marie smiled and blushed.
"Do you really think so," she said.
"Absolutely," Joseph
answered. "I am very proud of all of you and I cannot wait to show
off."
He helped Theresia put on her cloak and left Carl to do the same with his
mother and sister.
"I think we should go now," he
finally said. "Carl was already getting impatient. It seems he has been gone
from Vienna too long. I hope you will not be disappointed, Carl, Vienna is not
what it used to be."
******
At the ballroom, Carl went in
search of Horvāth and found him at the entrance to the card room, leaning
casually in the doorway with a glass of wine in his hand.
"I wondered how long it would
take you to find me," Horvāth said. "I saw you and your family arrive, and I
must say the young ladies surpassed my expectations by far."
"I need a drink," Carl said.
Horvāth laughed.
"Calm down," he said. "You will
see the whole matter is only half as tragic as you thought it would be."
A tall, slender, dark-haired
young lady in a stunning red dress approached them.
"Captain von Hertenberg," she
exclaimed, "I must say we quite despaired of ever seeing you again. Tell me,
where have you been hiding yourself all the time?"
Carl bowed, and said with a
smile, "I did not hide at all, Miss Horvāth. I spent most of my time working at
the barracks, and then your brother required my company nearly every day."
"You have always been a selfish
brute, Janos," Miss Horvāth said to her brother, though it was quite evident
that she was not really serious.
"The love of a sister," Horvāth
said with a wink at Carl. "Is there anything in the world comparable to it? I
am going to leave the two of you to make up for the long separation caused by
my egoism, and I will welcome your sister and cousin, von Hertenberg. For
purely selfish reasons, of course -- if I am lucky, one of them will consent to
be my partner for the first two dances."
With these words, he left Carl
and his sister alone.
"Speaking of dancing, Miss
Horvāth," Carl said, "would you consider dancing the first two with me?"
"I would not only consider
it, sir," Miss Horvāth answered, "I would even go so far as to actually doing
so, if you asked me to."
Carl laughed. "You know I meant
to ask you if you would dance with me, Miss Horvāth."
"For a lady, Captain von
Hertenberg, it is most advisable only to hear what a gentleman actually says,"
Miss Horvāth said. "Any attempt at figuring out what he might mean to
say could have disastrous consequences."
"You are a pessimist, Miss
Horvāth."
"No, I am a realist, sir.
Only a slight difference, I admit, but a significant one nevertheless. Now, I
see your sister and cousin are here for the first time. I quite like their
gowns, especially your cousin's. Eau-de-nil is such a beautiful colour, is it
not? I wish I could wear it myself, but unfortunately I look awful in it -- like
a ghost. Any shade of green makes my complexion look so pale -- I envy Miss von
Laudeck. She looks so pretty in that colour."
"She does, doesn't she," Carl
said.
"She will be quite a favourite
with the gentlemen soon," Miss Horvāth continued. "She is pretty, and possesses
the right amount of sauciness to make her interesting. Look, she has already
attracted Count Bāthory's attention."
"Bāthory? I did not know you
were acquainted with him."
Miss Horvāth laughed. "Oh, please,
Captain von Hertenberg, everybody knows Count Bāthory. Why should I be an
exception?"
"Why indeed," Carl said darkly.
Although Bāthory was a good friend of his brother's, Carl had always found it
difficult to like him, and Bāthory was not the sort of company he would like
Miss Horvāth to mix with. But this was none of his business. Unfortunately.
******
"Do you think we will find
partners for a dance or two," Marie asked Theresia when they entered the
ballroom. She had been quite calm at home, but now her anxiety began to show.
"I am quite sure that one or two
gentlemen in here will take pity on us, yes," Theresia answered dryly. Her
self-assurance had vanished the moment she had seen dozens of very
pretty young ladies and had realised that most of them were prettier than she.
Lieutenant Horvāth was the first
gentleman in their acquaintance to greet them. He was very kind, Theresia
thought. He talked with them in a very friendly way, complimented them on their
appearance, and asked both of them to dance with him -- Marie was to dance the
first two dances with him, Theresia the second two. That would have been quite
pleasant, had Theresia not seen Carl talk to Lieutenant Horvāth before and
strongly suspected that Carl might have asked his friend to do him a favour --
he probably wanted to spare his sister and cousin the mortification of having
to sit through their first ball. Yet, she consented to dance with him, mainly
because her fear of really having to sit down all evening was stronger
than her pride. Besides, one could do worse. Lieutenant Horvāth was quite
handsome, and he was agreeable.
The next gentleman to join their
party was Count Bāthory, who quickly engaged Theresia for the first two dances.
Theresia was not particularly fond of him, but young as she was, she knew it
would be an unpardonable mistake to snub one of the most prominent men in
Viennese society. Besides, Count Bāthory was Joseph's friend, and she had the
greatest respect for Joseph's views in general.
The crowd was large, and so, to
Theresia's great dismay, she was separated from Marie. Her good humour was only
partly restored when she noticed Carl and Miss Horvāth standing up not very far
from herself.
Happy to have a conversation topic to start with, Theresia pointed them out to her
partner.
"This is my cousin over there,
with Miss Horvāth. They do make a pretty couple, don't they?"
"They both have their qualities
as far as looks are concerned," Count Bāthory concurred.
He did not seem to be pleased to see Carl and Miss Horvāth, though, Theresia
thought.
"I wonder where my cousin Joseph
is," she said in an attempt to change the topic.
Count Bāthory laughed. "In the
card room, most likely," he said. "Baron von Hertenberg is not fond of dancing
-- he hardly dances at all."
"How so," Theresia exclaimed.
"He is a very good dancer, as far as I know."
"One thing does not exclude the
other, Miss von Laudeck," Count Bāthory said with a smile. "A man can be good
at something without actually enjoying it."
"I have not yet had enough opportunity
to get acquainted with gentlemen's ways to contradict you, sir," Theresia said.
"Good for me, Miss von Laudeck.
I do not like to be contradicted," Count Bāthory answered. His polite smile did
by no means soften the harshness of the statement.
Theresia blushed, and they
danced on in silence. When the music stopped and Count Bāthory took her back to
her seat, she was glad to be rid of him. Her opinion of him had not changed a
bit. Actually, she began to think that it would have been more pleasant to be
sitting down than dancing with a partner like the Count.
******
Marie considered herself lucky
that her first dancing partner at her first ball was someone with whom she
could feel at ease. She had had horrible visions of being unable to talk to her
partners and being generally regarded as a complete simpleton. Lieutenant
Horvāth had made her feel more confident. She was already acquainted with him
and had always liked him, which spared her the awkwardness of having to dance
with a complete stranger. He had a way of talking with her that reminded her
very much of her own brother, Carl. The topics were commonplace enough -- they
were talking about the music, acquaintances they had in common, their families,
likes and dislikes.
Before Marie became aware of it, the two dances were over, and Lieutenant
Horvāth led her back to her seat.
"Have a pleasant evening, Miss
von Hertenberg," he said before he left her to dance with Theresia.
"Thank you very much for making
it very enjoyable so far," Marie answered.
Horvāth laughed. "It is always
easy to be pleasing in such charming company, Miss von Hertenberg."
Marie blushed. She did not think
of herself as charming company. Her bashfulness, for example, bothered
her very much. In her opinion, it was a huge obstacle on the way to charm. She
was not yet aware that her shyness was part of her charms.
******
The Hertenbergs met the Horvāths
again later that evening. Mrs. Horvāth wanted to invite the family to dine with
her one of the following evenings, and she and her daughter joined them to
communicate their invitation.
While Mrs. Horvāth and the
Baroness were exchanging pleasantries and gossip, the young ladies were at
leisure to refresh their acquaintance, which had been formed some years before
under not so favourable circumstances.
"Are you enjoying yourselves,"
Miss Horvāth asked.
"Very much," Marie replied.
"Though I am afraid everything is so new to me -- I am certain I will make a
complete fool of myself."
"Oh, there is no need to be
afraid, Miss von Hertenberg," Miss Horvāth said. "My brother has praised you
very highly, and his praise is worth having -- he bestows it most
unwillingly, in general."
"I can hardly believe that,"
Marie said. "Mr. Horvāth is the most good-natured gentleman I know."
"Yet you do not know him as well
as I do," Miss Horvāth said. "I have no doubt that he thinks favourably of many
people, but he is not usually so enthusiastic in praising them. -- Miss von
Laudeck, I have to compliment you on your dress. I have already told your cousin
how much I admire it."
Theresia thanked her and
returned the compliment. Next to Miss Horvāth, she felt rather small, plain and
unimportant.
"I heard you were very fond of
music, Miss von Laudeck," Miss Horvāth continued.
Theresia admitted that she was.
"So am I. I hope you will play
for us one day."
Theresia promised that she
would. Certainly, Miss Horvāth did her best to be civil with them, but Theresia
did not like her. She could hardly forgive anyone for being infinitely more
attractive than she herself was.
"Are you a horsewoman, Miss von
Hertenberg," Miss Horvāth asked, turning to Marie again.
"Not much of one, I am afraid,"
Marie said. "I confess I have always been a bit afraid of horses. I took a bad
fall once when I was little -- probably this is the reason why."
"We practically grew up on
horseback, my brother and I," Miss Horvāth said. "What about you, Miss von
Laudeck? Are you fond of riding?"
"Oh, I like to go horse riding
now and then." Theresia smiled. "If one of my cousins can find the time -- or,
in Marie's case, the courage to accompany me."
"You must join us one of
these days," Miss Horvāth said. "It would be ever so delightful to have another
lady with me. My brother, I am sorry to say, is not much of a companion
sometimes. He does not mean it, I am sure, but he simply does not take any
interest in the things I want to talk about."
Theresia said something polite,
without any intention to accept the invitation. She was convinced that the
fault did not lie with the Lieutenant if Miss Horvāth thought his conversation
lacking in spirit. She could understand his attitude very well -- she did
not think Miss Horvāth capable of intelligent discussion.
Miss Horvāth rose, and after
repeating her invitation to join her on a ride in the Prater "any day you
like", she followed her mother to talk to some other friends of the family.
Soon, Theresia's thoughts on the subject of Ilona Horvāth were interrupted by a
young gentleman wishing to be introduced, and asking her to dance with him.
******
All in all, it was a pleasant
evening; Carl thought when he went in search of his friend Horvāth. Miss
Horvāth had sent him on this mission, accusing her brother of purposefully
avoiding her all night.
He found Horvāth in the smoking room, playing billiards with some young
officers of his regiment.
"So, this is where you are,"
Carl said. "Your sister sent me in search of you."
"My sister?" Horvāth asked.
"What does she want?"
Carl shrugged. "I do not really
know, but I suspect she wishes to introduce you to one of her friends."
"Right, this is it," Horvāth
said. "Will you do me a favour? You see that window over there? Just place my
horse beneath it, I need to escape."
Carl laughed. "Things can hardly
be so bad," he said.
"You have no idea how bad it is.
Ilona has made up her mind to find me a wife, and insists on introducing me to
all her giggly stupid friends. I cannot stand the lot of them! There has to be
an end to it!"
"You will never find yourself a
wife if you are so rude with the ladies," Carl said with a grin.
"Are you my mother in disguise
or what?" Horvāth asked, looking rather annoyed. "Listen, I think I am very
well capable of looking after such matters myself, or do you think I look like
someone who needs assistance?"
"No, not quite," Carl said.
"There you are. Now, you'd do me
a huge favour if you just went and told my sister that I am nowhere to be
found. Thank you very much."
Carl nodded, and went off in
search of Miss Horvāth, trying to think of an excuse for his friend. He hoped
that his sister would never feel the need to marry him off.
******
When the Hertenbergs went home
that evening, both girls were very tired, but also very happy. Their first ball
had been a success -- they had had partners for most dances, and most of those
partners had been pleasant young men, so there was nothing left to be desired.
Though Theresia felt very tired,
she could not go to sleep easily, she was still too full of energy to settle
down calmly. Scenes from the ballroom were on her mind every time she closed
her eyes and tried to sleep. It had been such a wonderful evening, she was sure
she would never forget it as long as she lived.
It was nearly five o'clock in
the morning when she finally drifted off to sleep, still dancing in her dreams.
The following days were very
busy. Many friends of the family came to call on the Hertenbergs, and some of
the young men who had danced with Marie and Theresia at the ball were quite
eager to further their acquaintance with them. Carl watched their proceedings
with growing suspicion. He did not like the way things were developing. After
all, he knew many of these men, and knew them well enough to be convinced that
none of them was even remotely good enough for either of the girls. Carl
hoped that the girls would share his opinion on this point -- but what he would
do if they did not, was still a mystery to him. He could only try to trust his
mother's -- and the girls' -- judgment, but that was hard.
Sometimes Carl envied Joseph. He
acted as if the whole matter was none of his concern. He repeatedly assured
Carl that he would look after the girls, but he refused to interfere with their
lives without necessity. Probably this refusal had something to do with
Joseph's own experience -- though Joseph did not admit it, Carl was certain that
he still suffered from his parents' interference with his personal matters. As
far as Carl knew, there had never been any woman that Joseph had thought worth
his notice ever since Miss Grant had left -- and sometimes Carl suspected that
Joseph kept away from women on purpose. His disappointment might have made
Joseph unable -- or unwilling -- to fall in love ever again. Of course, Joseph
would never confide in his brother, although Carl sometimes wished he would.
Trying to sort out everything by oneself was no good -- no good at all.
So far, the only female company
Joseph seemed to enjoy were the ladies in his own family, and no one seemed to
object to it. Did the Baroness want her eldest son to remain single and lonely?
Carl could not imagine such a thing.
******
One evening, the family were
sitting in the music room after dinner. Theresia and Marie played the
pianoforte, to show off some new piece they had learned, and afterwards they
sat down with Carl and Joseph to play cards. The Baroness sat in her easy
chair, doing her embroidery, but suddenly she said, "I quite forgot to tell you
-- I had a letter from my sister this morning."
"Really? What does Aunt
Macmillan write," Joseph asked, feigning interest.
"I do not know yet," the
Baroness replied. "I was saving it for tonight, to read it to all of you. I
shall just go and fetch it." With these words, she got up and left the room to
get her letter, and Joseph gave an exasperated sigh. If there were an award for
the worst correspondent in the world, Lady Macmillan would win it, he was
certain. Her letters were extremely boring -- why should it concern him
if an English pointer bitch had had a litter of six puppies? Why did Lady
Macmillan assume that it was of any interest to them if her cook had tried a
new recipe for strawberry and rhubarb jam? Though he was not acquainted with
them, Joseph pitied his uncle and cousin Macmillan with all his heart. If Lady
Macmillan was only half as dull as her letters, they suffered extremely.
The Baroness returned, opened
her letter and started reading it aloud. Joseph did not pay much attention to
her, until one particular sentence hit him with the force of lightning.
"Lately, I have had news from
your protégée, your daughter's former governess ... Oh dear!"
Joseph was alert at once. "What
about Miss Grant," he asked, breathlessly.
"Oh, nothing in particular," the
Baroness said, trying to avoid Joseph's desperate look.
"What news? Bad news? Is she
ill?" Joseph continued to ask. He was not going to give in -- if he had to
wrestle the letter out of his mother's hand in order to find out the truth, he
would not hesitate.
"I hope she is not unwell,"
Marie said calmly. "I would be exceedingly sorry to hear such a thing -- I have
always been so fond of Miss Grant, you know. Tell me, Mama -- it is nothing bad,
is it?"
"No, not at all," the Baroness
said soothingly.
"So, what is it, Aunt," Theresia
asked. "Surely there is no need to keep it secret."
Hesitatingly, and with a
cautious look at Joseph, the Baroness went on.
"I have had news from your
protégée, your daughter's former governess, news that will certainly delight
you. She has got married recently..."
The Baroness paused until the
girls' exclamations of surprise and delight died down. She looked at Joseph --
he was as white as a sheet.
"I am not well acquainted
with her new husband, but I know he is a very amiable and intelligent
gentleman, a widower with a son. Mr. Barnaby is highly respected by everyone
who knows him, and will make her happy, no doubt. As far as I know, he owns an
estate in Wiltshire -- not a very large one, but enough to provide Miss Grant
with everything to make her life comfortable. She has done very well for
herself, indeed. This is what my sister writes about Miss Grant."
The Baroness continued to read
the remainder of the letter to them, but Joseph did not listen to what she said
any more. As soon as he could, without raising suspicion, he excused himself,
telling his family that he had an important business letter to write, and
retreated into the library.
Fiona married! For two years,
Joseph had worked hard to convince himself that he could live without her, that
he did not miss her at all, that there were more important things than a
marriage of love -- duty, for example, and family. Only one sentence had managed
to unsettle his resolve again -- Fiona was married.
Of course she was, and Joseph
was angry with himself for reacting on that piece of news the way he did. What
had he expected her to do? That she would remain single and waste her life,
crying her eyes out for him? That there would never be another man who might
become aware of her beauty, her good humour, all those numerous qualities that
she possessed? How could any man know her and NOT fall in love with her?
Hopefully her husband loved and
appreciated her the way he ought to. Hopefully she had not simply married that
man to have someone to provide for her...no, definitely not. Fiona had once told
him about her sister's unhappy marriage, that it had been formed for entirely
prudent reasons on both sides, and that it continued although none of the
partners felt the slightest regard or respect for the other. She had told him
that she would never consider such a thing, that her sister's state was a
constant warning to her. No, Fiona would not have married for such reasons.
Which only left one possible conclusion, and it hurt Joseph infinitely to think
of it -- she must love the man whom she had married. Whoever this Mr. Barnaby
was, Joseph envied him. Envied and hated him. The moment that man had put a
wedding ring on Fiona's finger, Joseph's hope had died. It had been but a speck
of hope, and he had not even been aware of it, but as long as Fiona had been
unmarried, there had been a chance -- a diminutive one, but a chance nevertheless
- that they might meet again one day and be able to start afresh. Now that hope
was gone forever. It was time for Joseph to move on and get a life of his own.
He would never have the chance to be happy with Fiona, but that did not mean
that he would never be happy at all. Fiona had shown him the way -- if
she could be content with someone else, so could he.
******
Some days later, Joseph asked
Theresia and Marie if they wanted to accompany him on a ride in the Prater the
next morning. Marie declined the offer, as it did not provide any particular
enjoyment for her, but Theresia accepted the proposal most readily and seemed
to be delighted by the prospect. The Baroness made no objection either, and so
it was settled. Theresia had not had any proper outdoors exercise for days,
which was why she was so looking forward to the outing with Joseph. She made
sure to be ready in time, and only hoped that no unexpected morning caller
would delay, or worse, prevent her going out. Luckily, no one did.
They set off in the direction of
the park, followed only by a servant who was to tend to the horses, should they
meet someone and be obliged to stop and dismount. The fresh morning air
animated Theresia, and her mood improved every second. It was wonderful to be out
in the city so early, and Theresia thoroughly enjoyed herself.
In good time, they reached the
park, and since there were hardly any people there yet, they could gallop along
the main avenue without having to watch out for pedestrians or other riders. The
sun was shining brightly, and the birds were singing -- it was a typical spring
morning, the sort of morning that made everyone feel happy and contented.
However, Joseph looked rather gloomy and lost in thoughts, and Theresia
wondered why that might be so.
When they arrived at one of
Theresia's favourite spots in the park, she dismounted and decided to take a
turn on foot. Joseph accompanied her, looking rather forlorn. Finally, Theresia
resolved to ask him what the matter was.
"You are not very talkative
today," she said, in an offhand manner.
"I am sorry," Joseph answered.
"I admit I am not quite in the mood to be entertaining."
"I realised as much," Theresia
said, smiling. "But it makes me wonder. What is wrong, Joseph?"
For a moment, Joseph considered
telling Theresia the truth -- but only for a moment. Then he decided that she
would not understand him, and said, quietly, "I wish I knew."
Theresia gave him an inquisitive
look, but did not say anything.
"I was rather surprised last
Saturday when Count Bāthory told me you were not fond of dancing," she remarked
after they had walked in silence for a while. "I always thought you were."
"I used to be very fond of it,
once," Joseph said.
"What has made you change your
mind, Joseph," Theresia asked.
"Many things," Joseph said.
Theresia laughed. "What sort of
an answer is this?"
"It is about as much of an
answer as you can ever expect from me if you ask questions like this one,"
Joseph said, smilingly.
"Secrecy does not become you at
all, Joseph," Theresia said teasingly. "Besides, if a gentleman refuses to
answer questions, he gives way to the wildest speculations. Do you want
me to speculate?"
"If it gives you pleasure, do
so," Joseph said. "But do not forget to inform me of your speculations. I demand
to have my share of the entertainment."
"Very well, then. I suspect that
some young lady or other made you change your mind."
Joseph did not comment on that.
Theresia's conjecture was too near the truth.
"It seems I have hit the nail on
the head," Theresia said with an amused smile.
"I would by no means spoil your
fun by telling you if your surmise is correct. It would deprive you of the
chance for further speculation," Joseph said, turning to the servant and taking
his horse's reins. "Now, what do you think about a race? Let us see who is at
the park entrance first." Right now, he would do anything to divert Theresia
from this rather dangerous topic.
"This is unfair, Joseph, you
know I am not as good at riding as you are."
"Fine. To give you a fair
chance, I will not start until you have reached that tree over there."
"What do I get if I win,"
Theresia asked, grinning.
"Whatever you want," Joseph
answered.
"You must be pretty sure of
yourself to make such a concession," Theresia said, laughing. "Such promises
are quite dangerous -- how can you possibly guess what I might want?"
"Theresia, you are absolutely
right. Realising the danger I am in, I will change my promise. I will ask you
for a dance at the next ball we attend together, even though I am not fond of
dancing in general. What do you say?"
"Deal," Theresia answered. "And
if you win, I will give you a private concert tonight -- I will play to
you whatever you choose." Theresia mounted her horse. "So you will not start
until I have reached that tree over there?"
"No, I will not. Are you ready?"
Theresia nodded, and sped away
in full gallop. Joseph watched her until she passed the tree, and then spurred
his horse into a gallop, too. He gained on Theresia very fast, and was certain
that he would overtake her any moment, when suddenly he saw someone step onto
the main avenue from a side path just in front of him. In a desperate attempt
to restrain his horse and avoid a collision, Joseph tugged at the reins -- but
instead of slowing down, the horse shied and Joseph found himself lying on the
ground the next moment.
Swearing in quite an
un-gentlemanlike manner, Joseph tried to get up on his feet again and go after
his horse -- only to realise that the sound of a breaking twig had, most likely,
not been a twig at all, but his arm. It hurt like hell, and he was not able to
lift it any more -- it had to be broken. One or two of his ribs were probably
out of sorts, too. Every movement sent a flash of pain through his entire body,
and breathing had suddenly become a painful affair.
The young man who had been the
cause of his fall approached him at once, and Theresia, who had heard the
neighing of Joseph's horse and had stopped right away, came running towards
him, looking extremely scared.
"Did you hurt yourself, Joseph,"
she asked breathlessly, kneeling down next to him.
"I am fine -- I think," Joseph
lied, not wishing to appear like a coward in front of a stranger. His
expression betrayed him, however.
"I do not believe a single word,
cousin," Theresia said. "Try to sit up, so I can have a closer look." She put
her arm around his shoulder to support him, and Joseph made an effort to sit
up, clenching his teeth.
"I am very sorry that this had
to happen," the young man said. "I did not want that..."
Joseph sighed. "It was my own
fault," he replied. "Don't blame yourself. This is not the place for
horse-races, as I ought to have known ... aaargh! Careful, Theresia, that hurts!"
Theresia had tried to pull him back on his feet, but it had not worked, she was
too weak to do so.
"I think it would be better,
Miss, if you just left your cousin as he is," the young man addressed Theresia.
"If he faints, he might hurt himself even more in falling. It is much easier
for you to tend to him sitting on the ground like that. -- Are you cold, sir?"
Before the stranger's question,
Joseph had not been aware of his tremor, but now he realised that he was,
indeed, shivering.
"A bit," he said. "Must be the
shock."
Without much ado, the man took
off his greatcoat and put it around Joseph's shoulder. "I see your servant has
caught your horse, sir," he said. "Though I do not believe you will be able to
mount it again -- with your permission, I will tell him to bring the horses back
to their stables and fetch a surgeon to your house."
Joseph nodded.
"Fine. I will go and get a
carriage for you," the young man said and rose.
"Please, sir, you cannot leave
us here," Theresia said pleadingly. He gave her an amused look.
"I will be back in a few
moments," he said. "We need a carriage to take your cousin home -- or do you
have a better idea?"
"No," Theresia said, feeling
rather stupid. "But...but what if he faints?"
"He will not faint, Miss," the
man answered. "Just keep talking to him, that will make him remain conscious.
If all else fails -- I am sure you have some smelling-salts about you, haven't
you? Most ladies have." With a smile, he went away towards the park entrance.
Theresia sighed.
"What a pity this outing had to
end like that," she said quietly. "I should never have consented to that race."
"I should not have suggested
it," Joseph said. "Do not make yourself uneasy, Theresia, this could have
happened at any time or place, with or without you."
"How are you," Theresia asked
anxiously. "Does it hurt much?"
"Very much," Joseph answered,
finally giving up the notion of being heroic. "But I am sure it is nothing
dangerous -- my arm is broken, I think, but that's it."
"Poor you!" Theresia exclaimed.
"How did it happen?"
Joseph explained to her how the
accident had happened, and soon they heard the sound of an approaching
carriage. It was one of those cabs to be hired anywhere in Vienna, not very
comfortable, but it would certainly do to bring the patient home.
"We need to fix your arm before
we lift you into the carriage," their Samaritan said. "May I borrow your scarf,
Miss?"
Theresia untied her
neck-handkerchief and gave it to the stranger. He tied it around Joseph's neck
and carefully placed Joseph's arm in the bow. Theresia could see in Joseph's
eyes how much it hurt him, and she could hardly hold back her tears. It had
been her fault, whatever Joseph had said...
With the help of the coachman,
the young man managed to get Joseph into the carriage, and assisted Theresia in
ascending it, too.
"How can we ever thank you
enough, sir," she said to the stranger.
"There is no need to thank me,
Miss," he replied with a shy smile. "Had it not been for me, the accident would
not have occurred. I just did what everyone would have done, considering the
circumstances. I will take the liberty of calling on the patient tomorrow, to
see how he is doing."
"You are very welcome to do so,
sir...do you know our address?"
"I do," he said, smiling. "I
asked your servant for it."
"Oh...fine," Theresia stammered.
There was something about the man that disconcerted her.
"Will you give us your name and
address, sir," Joseph asked. "We could send you a message as soon as the doctor
has been to see me."
"That would be very kind," the
young man said. "My name is Simon Capellari, and my lodgings are in Domgasse --
though I will not be at home all day, I need to attend to some lectures at the
University. Yet, I would be very much relieved to know if everything was fine,
and I'd really appreciate a message."
*****
When Theresia and Joseph arrived
at the Hertenberg Palais, they found the whole house in an uproar. It seemed
that the servant who had been sent for a surgeon had grossly exaggerated when
informing the Baroness of Joseph's accident, and had made her believe that she
should consider herself very lucky, should she ever again see her son alive.
Her relief in finding Joseph looking rather well in comparison to what she had
expected was extreme.
Just as the carriage drew to a
halt in front of the house, Carl, who had been sent for during the first moments
of shock, arrived, and assisted the coachman and Joseph's valet in bringing the
patient into the house. No one seemed to care much for Theresia, who alighted
from the carriage and went into the house nearly unnoticed. Only Marie realised
that Joseph was not the only one in need of attention and comfort, and urged
Theresia to sit down in the drawing room and have a glass of wine. She asked
Theresia what had happened, and listened patiently to her description of the
events.
The account of Mr. Capellari's actions
raised much curiosity on Marie's part, and her gratitude towards him made her
more than eager to make his acquaintance.
"What sort of looking man is
he," she asked.
"Oh, well...he is quite
young...about Carl's age, I think," Theresia said. "And he is handsome -- as far
as I could tell, that is, I did not pay too much attention to him. But you will
see him yourself tomorrow -- he promised to call on Joseph to see how he is."
"I cannot wait to see him,"
Marie said. "We owe him so much. He must be very kind and agreeable,
certainly."
"Certainly," Theresia agreed,
though without much enthusiasm.
The door opened, and Carl came
into the room.
"Has the doctor arrived,"
Theresia asked him anxiously. Carl nodded.
"Has he seen Joseph?"
"Yes, he has seen him," Carl
answered. "I just came here to tell you that there is no need to worry about
Joseph too much. His arm is broken, which is very painful and rather
inconvenient, true, but things could be worse. There are some bruises, but none
of his injuries are dangerous in any way. He will recover, though it will take
some time."
"Thank God," Marie exclaimed.
"Tell me, Carl, how is Mama?"
Carl smiled reassuringly. "Once
the doctor had convinced her that there is no danger to Joseph's life, she was
well again. She has just expressed her resolve to nurse Joseph day and night."
Theresia smiled. "How is Joseph
at the moment," she asked.
"The doctor gave him some
medicine to send him off to sleep," Carl said. "He said it would be the best
thing to relieve the pain for a while."
"Poor Joseph," Marie said
feelingly. "I hope he will get better soon."
"So he will," Carl said with a
confident smile.
*****
It was very difficult for
Theresia to go to sleep that night. Whenever she closed her eyes, she had the
scene in the Prater before her -- Joseph lying on the ground, obviously hurt,
and her own helplessness in this situation. She shuddered at the thought of
what could have happened to Joseph, and also to Mr. Capellari -- what if
Joseph had not reacted so quickly? It was not to be imagined...
Somehow, Mr. Capellari had
managed to make a lasting impression on her -- his calmness in a situation that
had been so much more dangerous for him than it had been for her, and
his readiness to help, without reproach, without an unkind word, actually
apologizing for having been where he had had the perfect right to be ... Mr.
Capellari was certainly an interesting kind of man, and Theresia sincerely
hoped that she would be able to get better acquainted with him. Hopefully he
would come to see Joseph very often.
Baroness von Hertenberg lost no
time in trying to find out as much as possible about her son's "saviour". When
it came to acquiring information, the Baroness was unbeatable, and so, before
the day was over, she knew that Simon Capellari was a most desirable
acquaintance to make.
Though he was not rich at the
moment, he had a wealthy great-uncle whose sole heir he was. That great-uncle
lived a very secluded life on his estate near Graz in the province of Styria,
and was known to be rather eccentric -- old age had made him despise all those
pleasures in life he had enjoyed when he had been younger, and therefore he
demanded that his nephew led a blameless life devoted to study. To which Simon
Capellari most willingly complied, knowing that any act of disobedience on his
part might end in his uncle's leaving his entire fortune to the Church, as he
had threatened to do more than once. It was not as if Simon Capellari was
greedy, but the expectation of leading a comfortable life with a sizeable
fortune did appeal to him, and it was his decided opinion that the Church was
already rich enough, even without his uncle's inheritance.
Simon Capellari was not often
seen at the haunts of the upper classes, being of a rather shy disposition. If,
however, he chose to mix with polite society, everyone was full of praise for
his amiability and good sense. He was said to be a sensible young man, well
read, fond of art, literature and music.
Thus prepared for a meeting with Mr. Capellari, Baroness von Hertenberg eagerly
awaited his visit, determined to receive him cordially and encourage further
acquaintance. Even if he had not been who he was, the service he had rendered
her son would have indebted her to him, but as it was, she felt a strong inclination
to make him a regular guest in her household.
When Mr. Capellari was shown
into the Hertenbergs' drawing room, he found the Baroness and two young ladies,
each employed with their usual morning tasks. He looked rather uneasy, finding
himself alone with three ladies, Theresia thought.
"Sir, I am happy to make your
acquaintance," the Baroness said, smiling at him in a most welcoming manner.
Mr. Capellari bowed, and made
his apologies at intruding the Baroness's privacy at such an early hour.
The Baroness told him that she
did not at all regard his visit as an intrusion, and continued by introducing
Mr. Capellari to the young ladies. Even though she knew that Theresia had
already met him, she did insist on strictest decorum in that case. Mr. Capellari
exchanged a few pleasantries with the ladies, before he stated the purpose of
his visit.
"May I enquire, Madam, how the
Baron is feeling today?"
"My son is already feeling
better, sir, thank you very much for the inquiry," the Baroness answered. "Unfortunately
he sees himself unfit for company still -- he says the medicine the doctor gave
him yesterday has a rather disagreeable effect on him ... he wishes me to make
his apologies for not being able to come downstairs to meet you."
Mr. Capellari assured her that
he did not mind at all, as he had not expected the Baron to be well enough to
see him already. "I came here to
inquire after him, as I promised to do yesterday, but I had no notion of his
already being able to receive any visitors," he said.
"Mr. Capellari," the Baroness
said, "we are going to have some friends to dine with us tomorrow. Would you do
us the honour of joining the party? My son made a particular point of inviting
you."
With a grateful smile, Mr.
Capellari accepted the invitation, and soon after that he took his leave.
"What a pleasant, well-behaved
young man this is," the Baroness said to the girls. "Just as I had imagined
him!"
Theresia, who was rather
disappointed that he had not paid her any more notice than he had done, did not
say much but returned her attention to her embroidery, while Marie joined her
mother in the praise of Mr. Capellari.
******
The dinner engagement the
Baroness had mentioned had been formed at the spring ball, where she had
invited the Horvāths and Count Bāthory to dine with her. At first, when she had
heard of Joseph's accident, she had wanted to cancel it, but Joseph did not
want to hear of it. He had said that he would not feel any more comfortable in
bed than anywhere else, and that an evening with his friends would do very well
to cheer him up -- he had only asked her to extend the invitation to Mr.
Capellari, which had been very much like the Baroness's own wishes.
The guests all arrived rather
early, probably out of curiosity to see how Baron von Hertenberg did. Joseph
was not one to keep his guests waiting, and joined them at once, apologising
for the sloppiness of his attire. It was, of course, not possible for a young
gentleman with a broken arm to dress as flawlessly as usual, and since everyone
was aware of that, no one made an objection.
Upon being entreated to tell the
tale of his accident once again, Joseph readily submitted. The ladies listened
with horror, expressing their pity for Joseph again and again. The gentlemen
were not so easily impressed. Mr. Capellari, who had witnessed the accident,
kept silent, and Count Bāthory was rather indignant that such an accident
actually could have happened.
"If any of my horses
tried such a trick on me, I would have it shot," he said determinedly. This
statement greatly annoyed Lt. Horvāth, who demanded to know what the poor
animal had been supposed to do. Shooting the horse would only mean to punish
the animal for its rider's stupid mistake, and any man ready to do such a
ghastly thing was not worthy of sitting on such a noble beast's back.
Such was the Lieutenant's
frankly expressed opinion, and it took Joseph some effort to restore the peace
between his own friend and his brother's. He said that he, himself, had felt
like shooting his horse while lying on the ground in the Prater, but that he
had, meanwhile, had enough time to reflect on that matter, and had to agree
with Lt. Horvāth.
Once this matter was resolved,
the Hertenbergs and their guests returned to their evening's amusement, and
only Miss Horvāth seemed to resent her brother's comment on Count Bāthory. She
repeatedly cast angry looks at him, which he chose to ignore.
******
"Tell me, Miss von Laudeck,
shall we hear some of your playing tonight," Miss Horvāth asked Theresia when
the ladies were in the drawing room by themselves.
"If you want me to, I shall
play," Theresia said indifferently and added, politely, "but I hoped to hear you,
as well." In fact, Miss Horvāth's playing or not playing was a matter of
infinite indifference to Theresia, but one had to endure her presence for the
evening, and one might as well make the best of it.
Miss Horvāth laughed. "I
have an idea," she said, smiling.
Theresia doubted it could be
much of an idea, but she smiled encouragingly and said, "What idea, Miss
Horvāth?"
"I was wondering if we
might sing a duet."
"A duet," Theresia
said blankly.
"A duet. Now would that not
be fun?"
"Do you have anything in
particular in mind, Miss Horvāth," Theresia asked. "Any particular
song, I mean?"
"Oh, anything will
do," Miss Horvāth answered. So much for musicality, Theresia
thought. All she wants is to show off, and anything will do. Very well, let
her have it.
"What do you say to Mozart?
My aunt is so fond of him ... Aprite presto aprite from Le nozze di
Figaro?"
Now if that is not enough for
showing off, I do not know,
Theresia thought.
Miss Horvāth hesitated.
"This a bit too fast for my taste," she confessed.
For your taste, or for your
abilities, Theresia
thought.
"So you would prefer
something slower?" she said, sweetly. "What about Canzonetta
sull'aria?"
"I have never sung that
one," Miss Horvāth said. "But I think we could try it -- if you can be
prevailed on singing it with me."
"I would hardly have
suggested it, Miss Horvāth, had I not wished to sing it with you. Which part
would you prefer -- the Contessa or Susanna?"
"Which one are you used to
sing," Miss Horvāth asked.
"I usually sing
Susanna," Theresia said. "Signora Giovanelli usually sings the
Contessa ... it was the last great part she had when she was still performing on
stage."
"Oh dear," Miss
Horvāth said, smiling. "I will hardly be able to sing well enough to match
Signora Giovanelli's excellence ... I have never heard her, but my mother told me
that Signora Giovanelli was the best opera singer she'd ever heard."
Theresia laughed. "It can
hardly be a reason to be ashamed if we are not as good as Signora
Giovanelli. We are singing for our pleasure, while she sings to make her
living, and spends much more time practising than we will ever do. And yes, I
do believe she is the best singer that ever lived. -- Will you follow me to the
music room? We shall take our time to practise until the gentlemen join
us."
While practising, Theresia found
out that Miss Horvāth was not without talent. Her voice was of a very nice
sort, and though she had certainly not spent so much time practising as
Theresia had, she sang very well. This raised Miss Horvāth in her esteem --
though only a bit. Theresia did not know when her animosity towards Miss
Horvāth had started, or what had caused it, but there it was, and it was hard
to get rid of. Not even Miss Horvāth's efforts to be friendly with her could
change anything about it -- rather the reverse. Theresia would have preferred if
Miss Horvāth had not been so nice with her, so that she might loathe her
without having to feel guilty for it.
Their performance was applauded
enthusiastically, and for the first time that evening Mr. Capellari seemed to
take notice of Theresia's presence -- so far practising half an hour with Miss
Horvāth had been worth it, Theresia thought. Since Miss Horvāth was most ready
to take all the praise for herself, Theresia sat down next to Marie, indulging
in visions of Miss Horvāth singing for a large audience and being unable to hit
one single note. It was a healing experience, that sort of thing...even if one
knew that these visions would never come true, anyway.
Mr. Capellari's voice
interrupted her thoughts. "You look disappointed, Miss von Laudeck," he said
earnestly.
"Disappointed?" Theresia gave a
short laugh. "You are mistaken, sir. I have no reason to be disappointed."
"No?" Mr. Capellari looked at
her questioningly. "I had the impression...but I must be mistaken, if you say so.
Your talent is remarkable, Miss von Laudeck."
Theresia blushed. "Thank you,
sir."
"Your cousin told me you studied
with Signora Giovanelli."
"This is true, sir."
"Tell me, what is she like? I
have heard a great deal about her, but I have never been so fortunate as to
make her acquaintance. That is, I have seen her several times, but I never had
the chance to talk to her."
Theresia told Mr. Capellari
about her teacher, and in her eagerness to praise Signora Giovanelli she quite
forgot everything around her. Mr. Capellari was the sort of man who not only
appeared to listen, but was a very attentive listener. Nothing seemed to be as
important to him as Theresia's narrative.
Carl watched them from the other
side of the room.
"I wonder why she is talking to
that idiot for such a long time," he said to Horvāth, grumpily.
Horvāth raised an eyebrow in
surprise. "Idiot? Capellari does not look like an idiot to me."
"Hanging around Theresia like
that..." Carl growled.
"Ah, so a man's noticing Miss
von Laudeck's charms qualifies him for idiocy, does it? " Horvath asked, grinning
mischievously. "I am sorry to say it, von Hertenberg, but I do not think that he
is the problem. The problem is yours, and its name starts with a J."
"J?" Carl said, clueless.
"Now who's the idiot in here,
von Hertenberg," Horvāth asked, laughingly.
Suddenly, Horvāth's meaning
dawned on Carl. "Jealousy? You think I am jealous? Me? Jealous? Why should I?"
"Don't you think it is easier
for you to answer that question," Horvāth asked.
"Horvāth, you are on a
completely wrong track. I am just ... worried, that is all."
"Are you? Very well then, you
are the best judge in such matters, no doubt," Horvāth said with a grin that
Carl did not quite like. It was the grin of a friend who did not believe a
single word one said. Perhaps it would be a good idea to leave Horvāth to his
conjectures and pay more attention to Marie? He heard Theresia and Marie laugh,
as if Capellari had told them something very amusing. Perhaps he'd better go
and sit with Miss Horvāth, Joseph and Count Bāthory. At least then Horvāth would
not be able to accuse him of wishing to interfere with Capellari's designs.
Jealous, indeed!
*****
When the guests left that
evening, Theresia felt quite content on the whole. For the first time someone
had given her considerable attention, and had seemed to take her seriously,
too. Mr. Capellari had turned out to be just the sort of man she liked -- he was
kind, and charming, though a bit shy, but that made him only more interesting.
He took interest in the same things as she did. When the Baroness had invited
him to join the family at the theatre the next day, and he had accepted the
invitation, Theresia had hardly been able to hide her pleasure.
Carl had watched this with growing concern. He did not like Capellari, although if anyone had asked him why, he would not have been able to give a sufficient answer. He just did not like him, there was this nagging feeling that something about Capellari was not quite right...yet he was nice enough, and seemed harmless. Perhaps he would improve on closer acquaintance. Carl was willing to give Capellari a fair chance.
Sanctus, sanctus, sanctus... It was Sunday morning, and the
Hertenbergs were attending the Mass in St Stephen's. Theresia, however, was not
quite able to follow the priest's proceedings. She was much too busy searching
the congregation for a certain face. Mr. Capellari lived in Domgasse, which was
practically next door to St Stephen's; certainly he would go to church there.
However, she was not able to find him in the crowd, and her aunt began to
notice that Theresia did not concentrate on what was going on at the altar. She
had to restrain herself, feeling rather disappointed. It would have been nice
meeting him here, she thought, even though she would see him in the evening,
anyway.
You're completely mad, she thought. Why should it make any
difference to you where Mr. Capellari is? Theresia became quite angry with
herself. If she went on behaving like that, someone might believe she was in
love with Mr. Capellari. Which was definitely not true -- she only happened to
like him. Too bad she could not look behind her to look for him, that would
have been too obvious. Carl would never stop teasing her if she did. No, one
had to keep one's dignity at all means.
When the mass was finished, the
family left the cathedral and Carl excused himself immediately. He had "just
remembered an important meeting". Theresia had to suppress a grin. Her
cousin was eager to keep up pretences, even if everyone knew -- and Carl knew
that they did -- that he was actually going to his favourite coffee house to
spend an hour or two playing billiards with Lieutenant Horvāth and some other
worthless young men. Not that Horvāth was worthless, but the others were.
The rest of the family went home
immediately. Joseph, though he had insisted on going to church, was now rather
fatigued and in need of some rest. The Baroness looked at him anxiously. She
had asked him to stay at home, but he had refused to do so -- "anyone able
to sit up late with one's friends is also able to go to church on
Sundays", he had said. On the whole, he did not much listen to his
mother's entreaties to take care of himself. His injury had been treated by an
excellent surgeon, and now it was merely a bit of an inconvenience, but nothing
more. Joseph refused to be treated as an invalid. This became quite obvious
during lunch, when his mother suggested his going to Baden* and spending the
summer there to recuperate.
"Baden?" Joseph asked,
looking at his mother as if she had gone completely mad. "Why should I go
there?"
"It would do your health a
world of good," the Baroness replied.
"I can assure you, Mother,
that the same effect can be achieved by my going to Hertenberg, which is what I
am planning to do."
"This will not do, Joseph.
In Hertenberg, you will be busy all day, and you will not look after yourself
properly. I know you, you are not the sort of man to be idle."
"Quite so, and this is why
I am not going to go to Baden. I despise the place."
"You have never been there,
Joseph," the Baroness said calmly. "You cannot despise a place
without knowing it."
"Yes, I can. I can do so
very easily."
"Joseph, you are being
unreasonable. At the moment you sound like a very stubborn ten-year-old. You
never behaved like that when you were ten. This sort of behaviour is
more like Carl."
"Thank you very much,
Mother," Carl remarked dryly.
"Oh, do not be offended,
Carl. I did not mean you acted like that now. You used to be
quite stubborn as a boy, though," the Baroness said.
"I am glad to hear that my
behaviour has improved since then," Carl said sulkily.
"Not much," Theresia
said, grinning.
"Not much? What is
that supposed to mean?" Carl asked furiously.
"It means that you have
improved, but not much," Theresia said, not at all impressed with Carl's
rising temper.
"You did not even know
me when I was a boy," Carl protested.
"If your temper was
anything like it was when you were nineteen, I am glad I did not,"
Theresia retorted. "Though, coming to think of it, it might have been a
blessing if I had. Look at my brother Martin -- he used to be quite
well-behaved, but the moment I left home he got out of hand."
"I see -- so you came here
to perfect my good manners, did you?" Carl asked testily.
"Exactly, and I am still
working on it," Theresia said with a mischievous smile. "Haven't you
noticed?"
"Could the two of you just
stop your banter for a while," the Baroness asked, sharply, and turned to
her eldest son again. "Joseph, believe me, Baden will be excellent for
you. I went there once, and it made me feel a great deal better than I had felt
before. I only want the best for you, Joseph."
"Mother, a broken arm will
heal no matter where I spend my summer. I would much rather go to Hertenberg.
There is so much to do. Who is to do all the work while I am away wasting my
time in Baden?"
"Will you consider it, at
least?" The Baroness gave her son a pleading look. That was the moment
when Joseph realised that he would go. Like his father, he was nearly
unable to refuse his mother anything. She would not leave the matter at that,
Joseph knew that. She would refer to it again and again. To give himself a
break, he simply said, "I will think about it, yes. Can we talk about
something else, in the meantime?"
He would not give in too soon -- if he did tell her now, he would lose his face,
which he did not want.
Baroness von Hertenberg was wise
enough to leave the topic for a while. She knew there was no use in pushing
Joseph. If he said he would give his journey to Baden some thought, he would.
All she had to do was wait -- and perhaps drop a hint now and then.
******
Even though the Baroness had
decided to let the topic rest in Joseph's presence, this did not prevent her
from making plans, as Carl found out after lunch. She asked him to join her in
the drawing room, since she had a matter of importance to talk about. Carl,
wondering what this "matter of importance" might be, followed her
readily.
"Joseph seems to worry more
about Hertenberg than is good for him," the Baroness said.
"Well, he takes his duties
very seriously," Carl replied, warily. "You should be glad he does
take care of the estate, instead of simply wasting his inheritance."
"Indeed I am," the
Baroness said. "Only, sometimes I get the feeling that he does not enjoy
his life the way he ought to. One is only young once, Carl, and one
ought to enjoy it while one can. Did you not notice that he hardly ever goes
into company of his own accord? This is worrying me, Carl."
"What can I do about that,
Mother," Carl asked. "Do you want me to talk to him? You know exactly
that Joseph does not really listen to my opinions."
The Baroness sighed. "I
just thought that he would be more inclined to listen to my advice and go to
Baden if there were someone to take over his duties at Hertenberg during his
absence."
"And you want me to be that
someone," Carl said. "Listen, Mother, this is not that easy. I cannot
tell if I will be able to go there anyway -- what if my regiment keeps me in
Vienna? I do have obligations of my own, you know."
"I know," the Baroness
admitted. "Carl, I can deal with Hertenberg myself, but there are some
tasks a woman cannot take into her hands. All I ask of you is to deal with
these while Joseph is gone."
"Do you mean to say that he
has changed his mind about Baden already?"
"No, he has not," the Baroness
said. "I do think, however, that he would consent more readily if he knew
that Hertenberg is well taken care of."
Carl was not so certain about
that. He knew how much Hertenberg meant to his brother -- this had always been
the place where he had been happy, and running the place had been his way of
proving himself. Joseph would not be pleased with the notion that someone
else could do his work as well as himself. No one liked the idea of being
replaceable.
"I must confess I have
other motives as well, not simply Joseph's health. Of course, his well-being is
foremost in my thoughts, but...I do think he secludes himself from society too
much," the Baroness continued. "I am certain that meeting new people
would do him good. You cannot deny that Baden is just the place for such a
purpose."
"Mother, if he does not
manage to meet new people in Vienna, how will he contrive to do so in
Baden?" Carl asked.
"Oh, he will meet
all sorts of people there," the Baroness replied. "I did, when I went
there...coming to think of it, I did not at all like the idea of going there,
either, when your father suggested it to me. Leaving her two young children
behind is not an appealing thought for a mother. " Baroness von Hertenberg
smiled sadly. "Your father really had to put his foot down. He was so
worried about me at that time, he was willing to take any measure just to see
me get well."
"When did you go to Baden,
Mother? I cannot remember it," Carl said.
"Of course you cannot,
Carl. You were too young then. It was shortly after you were born -- you were
scarcely three months old when I left. -- Anyway, I have my reasons for wishing
Joseph to go to Baden. "
Carl laughed. "Do you not
think that Baden has changed in those more than twenty years?"
"Places like Baden never
change much," the Baroness said determinedly. " Joseph will go there,
and if I have to drag him there myself. Now, will you help me to run Hertenberg
or will you not, Carl?"
Carl did not like the idea of
plotting against Joseph behind his back, and he told his mother so. But he also
told her that he would assist her, should Joseph ask him to -- which was an
acceptable compromise.
******
Theresia was watching the maid
doing her hair. Marie, who was already finished with getting dressed, was
sitting on Theresia's bed watching the procedure critically.
"Are you looking forward to
the theatre," she asked Theresia.
"Very much so,"
Theresia answered. "And so do you."
Marie laughed. "How do you
know?"
"It is obvious. Besides, I
know you have always been fond of seeing a play, so why should tonight be an
exception?"
"Why indeed?" Marie
smiled. She had her suspicions concerning Theresia and her newly acquired
fondness for the theatre -- she had once called the reading of a play
"tedious". Of course one had to allow for the play not being read
but acted on stage -- but Marie doubted that Theresia would notice a great deal
of what would be happening on stage. Ever since she had met Mr. Capellari for
the first time, Theresia had lost no opportunity of speaking of him -- or
speaking to him. Only this morning, she had spent half an hour recalling the
past evening and wondering if he would be on time in the evening. This was not
normal -- at least not for Theresia's standards.
"You look so
thoughtful," Theresia said. "Are you worried about something?"
Marie shook her head. "No,
I am not," she said. "I was just thinking."
"It must have been
something dreadful that made you look at me so sadly," Theresia said with
a laugh.
"Not at all dreadful,"
Marie said, smiling. Yet, how else could one describe the feeling one had when
one was afraid of losing one's best friend? If Theresia fell in love with Mr.
Capellari -- Marie did not doubt his falling in love with Theresia, how could
any man resist her -- if they married -- what was to become of her? Marie
would stay behind, all by herself. Not a cheering notion, really, Marie
thought. In a way, the idea was dreadful.
******
Mr. Capellari was already
waiting for their arrival in the vestibule when the Hertenbergs arrived at the
theatre. The Baroness greeted him warmly, as did Theresia. Carl was a bit more
reserved, and had anyone asked him, he would have declared that he would feel
much more comfortable, had Capellari not been around. He noticed that Marie,
too, was rather aloof, which was not at all her usual behaviour. Perhaps she
shared his opinion of Capellari -- it would probably not do any harm if he asked
her. Not now, of course, that was not possible -- he had to wait for a moment
when Theresia was not around.
The first act of "William
Tell" went by quite fast, and during the break Carl left the box to meet a
friend of his whom he had spied in a box opposite theirs. At least, this was
his explanation, but the real reason was that he did not want to spend more
time with Capellari than necessary. That man was just too good to be true -- the
sort of guy Carl had despised back in school. The sort who had always been the
teacher's darling, a model student, the sort whom every boy in his right mind
had avoided. The sort whom he had beaten up more than once and with the
greatest pleasure, Carl thought with a grim smile. Perhaps Capellari would
require the same treatment one day? If so, Carl would not hesitate applying it.
"Now if that is not a
Hertenberg face I do not know," someone exclaimed. Carl turned around and
found himself facing the very last man he had expected to meet in Vienna.
General Hardegg -- his father's
best friend. That was what he had used to be, for years. In their days of
youth, Carl's father and Hardegg had been inseparable. Then they both had
married, and had met less frequently, but still they had remained good friends.
Hardegg had settled in Vienna, just as Joseph von Hertenberg had. Then Countess
Hardegg had died, leaving behind a young son, the same age as Carl, and an
inconsolable husband. Alexander Hardegg, Count Hardegg's son, had spent several
months with the Hertenberg family, to "allow the poor boy to recover from
his loss", as Carl's father had explained the matter to his children. Both
Baron and Baroness von Hertenberg had made considerable efforts to comfort
father and son. But at one point, nobody knew why, Count Hardegg had packed his
things, picked up his son and had left Vienna. From that day on, the Hertenberg
family had only heard from them sporadically. Now, Count Hardegg -- General
Hardegg -- was back, and was standing there, beaming at Carl as if nothing at
all had happened.
"General," Carl said
stiffly, saluting.
General Hardegg laughed.
"Stop that nonsense," he said. "I am your godfather, for
Heaven's sake! You do look very much like your father, has anyone ever told
you?"
"Many people have,"
Carl said. "Welcome back in Vienna, sir. I did not know you were
here."
"One more sir and
you are in for trouble. You used to call me uncle once," Hardegg
said.
"True," Carl admitted.
"But that was a long time ago. It would hardly be appropriate here and
now. How long have you been in town?"
"I only arrived the day
before yesterday. Too much to do to think of anything else but moving in. Your
mother is well, I hope?" Hardegg looked at Carl with an expectant smile.
"Very well, thank you. She
is here tonight, if you want to see her..."
That moment, the bell rang to
remind the audience that the next act would begin in a moment.
Hardegg smiled. "Too
bad," he said. "I will have to join my friends in their box again.
Some other time, perhaps. As soon as I have settled in, I will call on her.
Will you be so good as to give her my compliments?"
Carl nodded, and went back to
his family's box. General Hardegg. What the heck was he doing here? Why had he
not stayed in Linz?
******
The news of General Hardegg
being in town came unexpected for all the family. Theresia, who was not
familiar with the General's connection with them, was eager to hear more, as
was Marie. She distinctly remembered "Uncle Hardegg", and she
remembered Alexander Hardegg, her childhood friend.
"Did Count Hardegg tell you
anything about Alexander," was one of the first questions she asked her
brother.
"No, he did not mention
him," Carl answered.
"Did he say anything about
his reasons for being back in town?" the Baroness asked.
"Nothing at all, Mother. He
just said that he had come back the day before yesterday, and that he would
call on you as soon as he had settled in. He asked me to give you his
compliments."
The Baroness looked grave.
"Why did he leave Vienna in
the first place," Theresia asked.
"I do not know," Carl
said. "Do you, Mother?"
"I do have a vague idea,
yes," the Baroness replied. "I think it had to do with his wife's
death, among other things. He just did not want to live here any more."
"What a sad story,"
Theresia said. The Baroness seemed to share her opinion, but was determined to
change the topic.
They spent the rest of the
evening discussing the play they had seen, and no one touched the subject of
the Hardeggs any more. Theresia could not stop thinking of them. When would
they come to call on her aunt? She could hardly wait to meet them. There was
something mysterious about them -- something appealing.
******
The next day, Horvāth sent Carl
a note and asked him to meet him at their favourite coffee house, as he had
some important news to relate. Carl wondered what it might be, and therefore
was already at the café half an hour before their appointment. Horvāth arrived
punctually, with a satisfied grin in his face.
"So, what is the grand news
that cannot not wait until tomorrow," Carl asked, the moment Horvāth had
seated himself.
"Patience, dear friend,
patience," Horvāth answered. "Won't you buy me a drink?"
"Are you broke or
what," Carl asked. "You really ought to reduce your gaming, you
know."
"Yes, Mama, I will,"
Horvāth said. "Actually, I am not at all broke, I just thought you would
like to celebrate with me."
"Is there any particular
cause for a celebration?"
"In a way, there is,"
Horvāth answered, taking a letter out of his pocket and handing it to Carl.
Carl only needed to have a look at the seal to know its meaning.
"You finally got your
promotion."
"Right, and it was about
time. So, what about that drink you are going to buy me?"
Carl laughed. "Had you told
me right away, Captain Horvāth, that drink would already be on the table. It is
your own fault, you know."
"I will remember it, should
I die of thirst in here," Horvāth answered.
"That would be the first
known case of an Austrian army captain dying of thirst," Carl said dryly,
indicating to the waiter that he wished to place an order. The waiter started
to move slowly towards their table. It could only be a matter of hours until
they got something to drink.
After having emptied a bottle of
wine together, Carl and Horvāth decided to go to another place -- one of those
places where several of their brother officers were be found. Celebration was
fine, but the larger the company was, the more fun it would be.
******
Why the heck do I have to
have those hangovers all the time,
Carl thought the next morning, already regretting having "celebrated"
with Horvāth nearly all night. Life was unfair. Why was it that some men -- like
Horvāth -- could stay up all night drinking the bl**dy wine cellar dry without
feeling as much as a slight headache the next morning, when others - like Carl
himself -- had to pay for every drink they had with a day of suffering of the
worst kind? They said the Lord was merciful -- so where were His thunderbolts
when they were needed? At the moment, the idea of being struck dead by
lightning was especially appealing.
His mother did not pay the least
attention to Carl's sufferings. She had started another attempt at getting
Joseph to travel to Baden, and today Joseph did not seem as averse to the
notion as he had been yesterday. Why could they not wait with their argument
until Carl was gone? And why did women have such shrill voices sometimes?
Carl's mood had not been the best when he had woken up, but by now it had
reached its lowest point. Someone would have to suffer today. If he could not
get hold of Horvāth, it would have to be Novacek. Which was certainly unfair,
but today Carl did not care about fairness at all. Life was not fair, after all.
If it were, Horvāth would feel just as rotten as he did.
"What do you think,
Carl," Joseph asked him. "Do you think I ought to go to Baden?"
"Oh yes, please do,"
Carl said grumpily. "Or we shall never hear the end of it."
Joseph gave him a sharp look.
"Listen, Carl," he said. "If you cannot hold your drink, you
ought to stop drinking. Do not take your hangovers out on us, do you
hear?"
Carl, realising that he had been
extremely rude, and had hurt his mother, apologised.
"I'd better leave," he said, quietly, and left them to discuss the
matter by themselves. If only they would come to a conclusion -- the sooner, the
better. Perhaps Joseph would give in.
******
"Carl said he would take
over Hertenberg while I am gone?" Joseph said disbelievingly. "Does
he know what he is doing?"
"Of course he does,"
the Baroness said. "Carl and I will take the responsibility for Hertenberg
until you return, Joseph. Now that this problem is off your hands, you will go
to Baden, will you not?"
Joseph sighed. "Mother, I
told you repeatedly that I did not want to go. Why do you insist?"
"I simply think it will do
you good. Cannot a mother wish the best for her children?"
There was a pause. The Baroness
knew that Joseph would give in now. He had run out of arguments against the
journey, there was nothing else for him to do but go. Her last comment, the
Baroness admitted to herself, had not been fair -- it got pretty near to the
edge of emotional blackmail. If it worked, however, that would be worth it. It was
Joseph's advantage that she had in her mind, after all. She gained nothing by
sending him away -- except that he would not be able to work as much as he had
done in the past two years. He would have time to relax. He would meet new
people. His injuries would heal. In the Baroness's opinion, Baden represented
the solution to each of Joseph's problems -- if he would but go there.
"When do you want me to
leave," Joseph interrupted her musings.
"You will go,
then?"
"I shall have to, since
everybody wants me to," Joseph answered. He did not sound happy.
"You will like it very
much, Joseph, believe me," the Baroness assured him. Joseph gave a short,
bitter laugh. "I asked you when you wanted me to leave," he said.
"Not before we leave for
Hertenberg," the Baroness replied. "That is in three weeks."
Joseph gave a short nod, and
left the room. It was time to prepare himself for an unwanted journey.
******
*Baden was the Austrian
equivalent to Bath. It was a fashionable spa throughout the 18th and 19th
century, and even the Imperial family spent their summers there.
A few days later, Marie asked Theresia if she wanted to join her on a walk to the bookshop. Marie wanted to have a look at the latest publications, buy some books for Joseph, and besides she wanted to talk to Theresia and find out more about her feelings for Mr. Capellari. Theresia's happy smile when Mr. Capellari had seated himself next to her in the theatre had not escaped Marie's notice. Neither had Mr. Capellari's special attention to Theresia. He had been very polite with her, no doubt, but his principal interest lay with Theresia.
Marie was quite determined to find out in how far Theresia
was interested in Mr. Capellari -- and knowing that Theresia would hardly
confide in her at home, when their private discourse was most likely to be
disturbed any moment by somebody or other, Marie had high hopes that she might
successfully introduce the topic to Theresia during their walk.
On their way, they passed a
millinery shop, and Theresia, to Marie's great dismay, wanted to go inside to
have a closer look at a bonnet she had seen in the shop window. Theresia liked
shopping for clothes, Marie did not. It was not that Theresia was, according to
her own description, a "fashion puppet", but she did care about what
she wore, and was always informed as to the newest fashions and styles --
whether she followed them or simply made fun of them.
That particular bonnet had caught Theresia's eye and was therefore worthy of
being purchased -- Theresia's decisions were always made very quickly. Marie
could do nothing but follow Theresia into the shop with a martyr-like
expression. At least this would give her an opportunity to tease Theresia into
a confession. A simple allusion to Theresia's wish to appear to utmost advantage
in order to please a certain gentleman might do, Marie thought with a grin.
However, Marie did not need to
use that manoeuvre in the end. The topic she wanted to talk about arose quite
naturally when they met Mr. Capellari in the bookshop. He recognised them the
moment they entered the shop, came towards them and greeted them politely. Marie could discern a slight blush and a shy
smile in Theresia's face. Shy. Theresia had never been shy, so why now?
"My brother has asked me to
make some purchases for him," Marie said, answering Mr. Capellari's
question as to their purpose. "He says he has too much time on his hands
at the moment and might as well use it to improve his mind."
"Ever since I had the
pleasure of being acquainted with your brother I have had a high opinion of his
good sense, Miss von Hertenberg. Does he wish for anything in particular?"
"Oh yes, he gave me a list,
and I must endeavour to get all these books -- it looks as if he wants to shut
himself up all summer. He does not care much for the company Baden has to
offer, I am afraid."
Mr. Capellari laughed. "May
I see the list, Miss von Hertenberg?"
"Why, certainly,"
Marie answered, and handed the list to Mr. Capellari, wondering when Theresia
might stop giving monosyllabic answers -- or no answers at all -- to Mr.
Capellari's remarks and start being herself again. Mr. Capellari read through
the list, sometimes commenting on the items written on it, and finally handed
the piece of paper back to Marie.
"Baron von Hertenberg is
obviously not only a man of sense, but also a man of taste," he said.
"I do not think you will face any difficulty in procuring the books
mentioned, Miss von Hertenberg. What about you, Miss von Laudeck," he
said, turning to Theresia. "Have you, too, come here in the quest of
literature? Did our conversation in the theatre the other day inspire you to
give Schiller's plays a fair trial?"
Theresia laughed. "Sir, I
may well be here in search of a good book," she said. "However, I am
not at all fond of reading plays, and I will not even take it up for Schiller's
sake."
"Not fond of reading
plays?" Mr. Capellari asked, with a smile. "Not even Shakespeare,
then?"
"Shakespeare is, perhaps,
the only exception," Theresia said, smiling. "Unfortunately, none of
our German poets can match him, neither in genius nor wit."
"This is a harsh verdict,
Miss von Laudeck. What can I do to convince you of its injustice?"
"Take up writing,
perhaps?" Theresia said, laughingly.
"I take this as a
tremendous compliment," Mr. Capellari said, with a smile. "However, I
am afraid it is as ill justified as your judgment of our poor German poets. I
have no talent for poetry. If I took up writing, it would only make your
judgment more severe than ever. I shall stick to the Law, if you do not mind."
"Not at all, sir. Everyone
should try to do well in what they feel most comfortable with," Theresia
said. "I can easily forgive people for not being excellent in occupations
they have no talent for."
"I am glad to hear it, Miss
von Laudeck."
Marie, having settled business
with one of the assistants, approached Theresia and Mr. Capellari and urged
Theresia to go. Mr. Capellari, after having asked to be remembered to the Baron
and Baroness von Hertenberg, took his leave, and Marie and Theresia directed their
steps homewards. Marie decided to ask Theresia directly.
"You like Mr. Capellari
very much, don't you?"
"I do," Theresia
answered, curtly.
"How much do you like
him," Marie asked.
With a sigh, Theresia said,
"I do not know, Marie. It is ... difficult, you know."
"Difficult in what
way?"
"Difficult because I just
do not know what is happening to me," Theresia confessed. "I like to
be with him, and to talk with him, and I am always happy to see him. If he is
not there, I cannot stop thinking of him, and when he is there, it takes
some time until I have the courage to say something to him. I am so afraid of
making a fool of myself... - Do you think I was very forward today?" she
added, worriedly. "I would not want him to think ill of me, and he
certainly would if I had been too forward...do you think I ought to speak less,
next time I meet him? Or will he think I do not like him if I do?"
"There was nothing wrong in
the way you acted today," Marie said reassuringly. "Theresia -- do you
think you are in love with him?"
"I do not know,"
Theresia replied. "I wish I knew -- but how am I to know whether I am in
love or not if I have never been in love before? If being in love means to keep
thinking of a person and to wish all the best for them, and wanting to have them
around all the time, then, I am afraid, I am in love -- only, on the other hand,
why do I feel uncomfortable every time I meet him? My heart beats so I can
hardly speak...as if I were afraid of him. Certainly, if I were in love, that
should not be the case?"
"I am afraid I am no expert
in such matters, Theresia," Marie said. "Perhaps you should talk to
my mother?"
Theresia shook her head. "I
cannot," she said. "I will just have to find out for myself. Marie ...
promise not to tell anybody what I told you. Not even your mother ...
please!"
"I promise," Marie
said. She would not tell anybody. For her, Theresia's explanation had been
sufficient. Even if Theresia was not in love yet, she was on the way of falling
in love. Hopefully Mr. Capellari felt the same.
******
In entering the drawing room at
the Hertenberg Palais, the girls realised that in the course of their absence
some guests had arrived. Theresia did not know any of them -- by the look of it,
they were father and son, and by the father's way of talking to her aunt, one
could assume that there must have been a certain degree of intimacy in their
acquaintance once, so Theresia concluded that these people must be the
Hardeggs. Her aunt's introduction convinced her of the truth of her conclusion.
Count Hardegg was about as old
as Theresia's father, though he looked younger and was, in a way, still rather
handsome. He had an agreeable voice, open manners, and a very eloquent way of
expressing himself. All in all, Theresia thought, the sort of friend no one needed
to be ashamed of, and some more evidence (had she ever needed any) of her
uncle's good sense.
Alexander Hardegg was handsome too, but in a different way. He was not very
tall -- at least not very tall for a man, though he was still a great deal taller
than Theresia. Everyone was a great deal taller than Theresia. He was
elegantly dressed, though there was a certain amount of casualness in his
appearance -- which increased the impression of elegance. He did not talk much,
but one could say in his defense that his talking was not necessary, since his
father spoke enough for them both. It seemed that General Hardegg had the
annoying tendency of answering questions directed to his son in his son's
place. Theresia realised that Alexander Hardegg found his father's habit just
as irritating as she did.
"Why did you return to
Vienna after all those years," the Baroness asked Count Hardegg.
"I distinctly remember you saying you would not come back."
"I thought I would
not," Count Hardegg admitted, "but I have changed my mind, obviously.
The main reason for our returning is my son's wish to study at the Academy of
Art."
Marie gave Alexander an
approving look. She remembered he had always been a very talented artist -- she
still had some sketches he had made of her when he had been twelve years old,
and the likeness had been amazing even then. Still, his becoming a student of
art was a bit of a surprise -- Marie would not have thought that Count Hardegg
would allow his son to learn such an "unsteady" profession.
The Baroness expressed her
surprise, too, but she congratulated Alexander Hardegg to having been accepted
by such a prestigious institution as the Viennese Academy of Art. Alexander
smiled.
"I am very lucky," he
said. "I do not need to choose a profession that enables me to earn my
living, and am therefore able to do whatever I am inclined to do -- not many men
can consider themselves so fortunate. I know that my father's wishes differ
from mine -- yes, they do, Father, do not deny it. However, I have been able to
convince him -- at least he acts as if I had, and I am very happy about
it."
"Had it been for me to
decide," Count Hardegg admitted, "my son would have entered the
army."
"I did enter the
army, Father," Alexander said.
"Yes, but you did not
stay."
One could tell by Alexander
Hardegg's expression that he had discussed the topic with his father very
often, and that he felt no inclination to continue the discussion -- especially
not in the presence of the Hertenberg family. Calmly, he turned to Joseph and
asked him some questions concerning some mutual friends, thereby signalling
that, as far as he was concerned, his professional ambitions had been
sufficiently debated by now. About a quarter of an hour later, the Hardeggs
took their leave, but not without accepting the Baroness's dinner invitation
for the following Saturday.
******
That evening, Marie searched her
room for Alexander's sketches, and finally found them in her own portfolio,
hidden behind her own drawings and watercolours. One of them was rather small,
hastily pencilled on some piece of paper -- the paper was not even taken from a
sketchbook, it looked more like the sort of paper her father had used for his
letters. But though the drawing was so small, the details were amazing -- the
flow of the little girl's hair, and the cat sleeping on her lap. The background
was not easily recognisable, and had Marie not known where the picture had been
taken, no one might have been able to tell, perhaps. She had been sitting on
the lawn in Hertenberg, under one of her favourite trees, and had played with
the cat. Only in the evening, Alexander had shown her the sketch and she had
begged him to give it to her, as she had liked it so much. Being the
good-natured boy that he was, Alexander had made her a present of this picture,
and had done another one several days later, a more elaborate one, which he had
given her also.
It had been Alexander's pictures
that had made Marie wish she could draw as well, and as he had encouraged her
to take up drawing and had shown her a few basic tricks, she had grown as fond
of it as he -- though, Marie had to admit, she had never quite reached his
excellence. Certainly, if he saw her attempts now...no, she would not show them.
He would probably laugh at her. It was quite likely that he would. A man who
had been accepted in the Academy of Art would hardly take her little pieces of
work seriously.
Unfortunately, Marie had
forgotten that her mother had displayed some of her works in the drawing room,
and only remembered them when, on the following Saturday, she found Alexander
Hardegg seriously studying one of them.
"Is this one of
yours," he asked her, smiling. There was nothing superior in his smile,
Marie thought, but still she blushed. That particular watercolour was not exactly
one of her masterpieces, in her opinion. Why had she not remembered these
pictures and had removed them?
"It is not...very good, is
it," she managed to say.
"It is not bad,
either," he answered, earnestly. "Really, I quite like it. You have a
good sense of colours, Marie."
Marie blushed even more, and he
noticed it. "I ought to call you Miss von Hertenberg now, of
course, only, Marie seems so much more natural --I still remember that little
girl I used to know, and I used to call her by that name."
"I do not mind,
really," Marie said.
"Still, I will have to
remember who you are now," he replied. "Miss von Hertenberg."
His mock solemnity made Marie
laugh.
"I was quite amazed when I
met you here the other day," Alexander continued. "Had I met you in the
street, I would hardly have recognised you, I am ashamed to say."
"There is no need to be
ashamed, sir," Marie said. "One cannot expect a girl at seventeen to
look the same as she did when she was six. Tell me, have I improved?"
Alexander laughed. "Very
much so. Have I?"
"You have grown up,"
Marie said.
"But not improved, I
see," Alexander said, with a grin.
"I did not mean that,"
Marie protested. "You know I did not mean that."
"If you tell me so, I shall
believe it," Alexander replied, and turned to the Baroness, who just now
wished to introduce Mr. Capellari to him. Marie walked away from Alexander
Hardegg, and sat down on the sofa next to Carl.
"What do you think,"
she asked him. "Have the Hardeggs changed much?" Carl shook his head.
"No, not much," he answered. "A little, perhaps -- Alexander has
grown up, of course, and he has become a bit more easygoing. He was not like
that when he was with us, but then, that was shortly after his mother's death,
and I guess that situation was not easy for him."
"Did you know he served in
the Army?"
"I heard about it, yes. I
think it was a good idea of him to quit it, though."
"Why?"
"Because he is a
dreamer," Carl said. "He always was. And, frankly, the average life
expectancy of dreamers in the army is not very high."
"Carl," Marie
exclaimed, aghast. "Do you mean to say he was a bad soldier?"
"I do not think he was a
bad soldier, whatever that means. I only mean that being a soldier was
bad for him, that is why I am glad he gave it up before the profession harmed
him. We should not be talking about such subjects tonight, though."
Marie thought Carl was right.
One should not be talking about such subjects. Not tonight, and not on any
other night.
******
The Hardeggs became regular
visitors in the Hertenberg Palais from that evening on. They spent many
evenings there, and they met the Hertenbergs on other occasions, such as balls
and parties with friends. Count Hardegg
looked rather disappointed when Baroness von Hertenberg announced that she and
her family would leave Vienna for the summer, and that they would leave very
soon.
"This is most
unfortunate," he exclaimed. "Just as we had nearly got back to our
old friendly terms! Can you not delay your departure?"
"I am afraid I
cannot," the Baroness replied. "But you know that, as long as my
husband was alive, you have always been welcome as a guest in his house -- any
time. In that respect, nothing has changed. If you can part with the gaieties
of Vienna for the summer, why not accompany us?"
"I do not wish to
intrude," Count Hardegg said.
"Intrude? You are
practically family, sir. Actually, we would be very happy to have you and your
son with us."
Finally, Count Hardegg accepted
the invitation, which seemed to please him a great deal. Baroness von Hertenberg
decided to invite Mr. Capellari also, but Mr. Capellari declined. He had
already promised his uncle to spend the summer with him in Graz, and could not
break off the engagement.
It was too bad, the Baroness thought, that Theresia and Simon Capellari should be torn apart just when their friendship had started to grow very promising, but it could not be helped. The uncle had a superior claim on Mr. Capellari's attention than the Hertenbergs or Laudecks, and since that particular relative had nearly infinite power over his nephew's happiness, it was better not to snub him. There was nothing left for the Baroness to do but to express her hope that one would meet Mr. Capellari again on his return to Vienna, and Theresia had to reconcile herself to a rather boring summer.
Part VII
Joseph did not really enjoy the
first days of his stay in Baden. The weather was not fine, so the walks in the
countryside he had planned had to wait. Once the arrival of Baron von
Hertenberg had become known, Joseph had hardly been able to escape the
attentions of every ambitious Mama in Baden and its surroundings. For a moment,
Joseph even contemplated spreading a rumour concerning his suffering from an
unmentionable disease -- this would, perhaps, keep those meddlesome women away.
On the other hand, Joseph had no desire to be the Baden town pariah either. All
he wanted was to be left alone, and to be allowed to decide for himself if --
and when -- he chose to mix with society.
In order to avoid those annoying
people who did not seem to get a hint, Joseph spent most of his time in his
room, reading, and occasionally looking out of the window, watching the
goings-on on the main square of Baden. Finally, nearly a week after Joseph's
arrival in Baden, the sky cleared and the weather improved. It became hot and
sunny, and nothing stood in the way of an occasional walk in the forests
surrounding Baden.
At first, however, Joseph wanted
to get acquainted with the town itself. It was a neat little place, to be sure.
Everything was nice and clean, and looked like the sort of town people might
have had in mind when reading fairy tales. Everyone seemed to know everyone,
and everyone knew Joseph, too -- which was rather surprising, after all he had
hardly been in company yet. One could not escape Rumour, at least not in Baden.
The weather being so fine, but
it being too late in the day to venture an outing into the forests, Joseph
decided to spend some time in the park. The park was one of the centres of the
town, but there were some secluded spots where a man could sit and read without
being disturbed every two minutes.
Joseph settled down in some
secluded corner under a tree and opened his book. In a way, he even preferred
this place to his room at the inn -- Joseph was very much of an outdoors person
and did not like being shut up in a stuffy room. Had he been at Hertenberg, he
would have gone out no matter how bad the weather had been, but, well ... Joseph
did still not know why his mother had insisted on his going to Baden. It all
seemed so irrational to him -- fresh air and exercise were just as available in
Hertenberg as they were in Baden. Besides he would have been able to do
something useful, instead of sitting around, hiding from ambitious females.
His book diverted Joseph's
thoughts for a while, and as usual when he was reading, he was absolutely
unaware of what was going on around him. His mind was drawn back into the Here
and Now, however, when a young man came up to him and asked him if he might sit
down here for a while. Joseph looked into the boy's face -- he would have been
quite handsome, had it not been for the paleness of his complexion. There was
no question why he had come to Baden.
"I am a bit short of breath
right now," the youngster said, sitting down next to Joseph after Joseph
had obligingly moved over to make room for him. He gave Joseph a curious look,
but seeing that Joseph did not take much notice of him, did not speak for a
while.
After a couple of minutes,
however, he seemed to have recovered sufficiently to talk to his new
acquaintance.
"Is this book
interesting," he asked Joseph.
"Very much so," Joseph
answered.
"I thought so, you being so
absorbed with it and all that," the young man said. "If you want me
to leave, just tell me -- I may look quite delicate, but I am not. Not
really."
"You are most welcome to
stay, sir," Joseph answered.
"In that case, I
will," the young man said. "My name is Puchinger, by the way -- Arthur
Puchinger. All right, von Puchinger, but I keep forgetting that."
Joseph smiled. Somehow he liked
this boy and his puppy-like behaviour, blurting out things the way he did. It
was quite obvious Arthur von Puchinger wished to be friends with him, and he
had nothing against it.
"Joseph von
Hertenberg," he replied, holding out his hand. "Pleased to make your
acquaintance."
"Oh, so you are
Baron von Hertenberg?" Arthur exclaimed. "I thought you were
older."
"How so," Joseph
asked.
"I don't really know. I
just thought that the name Baron von Hertenberg sounded pretty old. I
thought you'd be thirty, at least."
Joseph laughed. "Once you
reach my age," he said, "you will realise that thirty is not that
old. I am six and twenty, by the way. But how did you come to know my
name?"
Arthur grinned. "My family
have hardly talked of anyone else ever since your arrival," he said.
"They do not know you, but are quite keen to make your acquaintance.
Consider yourself warned."
"So you are here with your
family," Joseph asked, more in order to keep the conversation going than
out of curiosity.
"The whole bunch of
them," Arthur sighed desperately. "Mother, sisters, brother-in-law
and all, and there is no getting rid of them. As if being ill were not bad
enough in itself, really."
"I am sure they mean
well," Joseph said.
"So am I," Arthur
replied. "Only, sometimes I think that well meant is really just
the opposite of good. I am sure I'd be much better off if they just left me
alone. Of all my family, my father is the only one who understands me and
doesn't fuss. Unfortunately he's got business to attend to and hardly ever
comes here. I am left to the mercy of my mother and sisters most of the time,
and they treat me as if I were about to die any moment. Which is nonsense. I'll
outlive them all, I'm sure."
They sat there for a while
silently, each one absorbed in their own thoughts. Then, suddenly, they heard
someone call out for Arthur. The boy started. "Can't a man have five
minutes to himself," he groaned. "Listen, sir, you could do me an
immense favour. If anyone asks you, just tell them you haven't seen me, will
you?"
Joseph laughed. "Will that
be necessary, do you think?"
"Absolutely. Thank you for
putting up with me telling you about my problems. Could we meet again
somewhere? I'd like to have someone intelligent to talk to for a
change."
"If you care to,"
Joseph said, "we could meet at the café on the main square. The waiter
there is quite skilled when it comes to leading inquisitive relatives into a
wrong direction. I have witnessed that several times. Though I do believe he is
at his best with irate wives searching for their drunkard husbands, but I am
sure he can do just as well other relations. What do you say?"
"Sounds like a perfect
place to me," Arthur said, looking about him nervously. "See you
there then. Tomorrow?"
"Tomorrow morning will be
fine," Joseph said. "But not before ten o'clock, I have some letters
to write."
Arthur nodded, bowed, and
vanished among the surrounding bushes -- just in time, as it turned out. A man
came around the corner, and on seeing Joseph sitting there approached him.
"Excuse me, sir," he
said. "I hate to disturb you, but I am looking for my brother-in-law. A
rather thin, ill-looking young fellow, about this tall..."
Joseph replied that he had not
seen anyone fitting that description, calming his conscience with the fact that
Arthur was definitely taller than his brother-in-law had indicated, and not
that "ill-looking" either.
"If the boy only knew what
he is doing to his poor mother, running away like that," the man said to
no one in particular, thanked Joseph for his assistance and walked on, in
search of his young brother-in-law, leaving Joseph to wonder what sort of
family the Puchingers -- the von Puchingers -- were.
******
In the course of the following
days, Joseph had ample opportunity to find out more about Arthur von Puchinger
and his family. Arthur supplied him with information most readily. The von Puchingers were from Klosterneuburg
and, apparently, well known and respected in their hometown. Apart from Arthur
and his parents the family consisted of three sisters, all of them older than
Arthur.
"I am not only the only
son, but also the youngest of four children," Arthur said. "Do you
know what I suffer?"
Joseph assured him that he had
no idea of Arthur's sufferings, him being the eldest and not the only son
either.
Arthur's eldest sister was
already married, and had settled in Baden with her husband, a well-known
physician by the name of Dr. Schnitzler. It was the Schnitzlers that the von
Puchingers were staying with at the moment -- until Mrs. von Puchinger would
find suitable lodgings.
"My sister has been married
for a year and a half now, and is doing pretty well in my opinion, but my
mother does not trust her to find a decent house for us," Arthur said.
"If I were Eleonore, I'd be quite put out."
Arthur's father, Franz von
Puchinger, was a rich man, but also a busy one. His business did not run
itself, after all, and so his family did not see much of him when they were at
home in Klosterneuburg, and even less during their stay in Baden. He came to
pay them a visit about once or twice a month, but that was it. It was quite
obvious, though, that Arthur doted on his father and would have wished him to
be around more often. It seemed that Franz von Puchinger shared his son's
interests and, though not in the habit of demonstrating affection, was very
fond of his son, too. Arthur was looking forward to the autumn, when he would
be back at Klosterneuburg and would be staying with his father while his mother
and sisters would go to Vienna in order to purchase wedding clothes for the
youngest, who was to be married the following spring.
"Hopefully it will take
Maria Luise longer to choose her gowns than it took her to choose her
husband," Arthur said. "But it is most likely that she will."
Joseph laughed. "Did your
sister not take her time to choose?"
"No, she accepted the first
fellow who asked her. It is none of my business, of course, but I do not think
he possesses any good qualities apart from looks and money. Which are, I am
quite prepared to admit, probably the most important ones for my sister."
Arthur grinned. "The basis for a happy marriage, indeed."
Joseph had, by that time, got
used to Arthur's occasional sarcasm. "This is what one is like when one
has to look at life from the outside," Arthur had once explained his
disposition.
As to his illness, Arthur did
not go into detail. He had told Joseph that, although he sometimes felt very
ill, no physician had yet been able to tell him what was wrong with him.
"There are different
schools of thought on that topic. Some said it could have something to do with
my blood, others say my nerves are to blame, and the third party say it is my
heart. I do not care really, but I have given them the permission to cut me
open when I am dead and send word with the next one to follow me. One does
appreciate to know what one is dying of." He had said this with a laugh,
however, so one could not be certain if Arthur had been joking or not.
One could not help noticing that
the slightest exercise fatigued Arthur very much, but he was not willing to
give in to his illness. He was determined to live life to the fullest.
"I'll have enough time to rest when I am dead," was his standard
answer when Joseph suggested their staying indoors due to Arthur's ill health.
One day, however, it seemed as
if Arthur had taken a bit too much on himself. It had been he who had suggested
a walk in the forests around Baden, and since this wish was very much like
Joseph's own plans, Joseph had given in. They had thoroughly enjoyed their
walk, sitting in the sun and admiring the beauty of Nature. In the evening they
made an appointment to meet at the café again the next morning, and both went
into the directions of their respective lodgings.
The next morning, however Joseph
sat waiting for Arthur for nearly an hour, without anyone turning up. Convinced
that something had happened, Joseph decided to pay a visit to the Schnitzlers
and to inquire after Arthur's health. He was just trying to attract the
waiter's attention in order to settle his bill, when a man whom Joseph vaguely
remembered to be Arthur's brother-in-law entered the café. He asked the waiter
something, and was consequently led to Joseph's table.
"Baron von
Hertenberg?" he asked.
Joseph nodded.
"My name is Dr. Michael
Schnitzler, I am Arthur von Puchinger's brother-in-law. I am here on his
behalf."
"Do take a seat, sir," Joseph
said. "Would you like a drink?"
Dr Schnitzler, drawing a chair
towards Joseph's table and sitting down, declined the offer of refreshment. "I
have to see a patient of mine in half an hour," he said. "I only came in here
on my way there."
"Has something happened to Mr.
von Puchinger," Joseph asked.
"Not exactly," Dr Schnitzler
replied. "He only took too much on himself yesterday, and this exertion has
taken its toll. He was not able to leave his bed this morning, he is a bit
feverish, too, and he has asked me to come here and explain the matter to you.
You must know, sir, that Arthur von Puchinger is seriously ill."
Joseph was dumbfounded. True,
Arthur had always looked rather pale, and had been out of breath even after a
short walk, but Joseph had never suspected a serious illness, and Arthur had
never given him the impression that he took his state of health seriously. On
the contrary.
"What do you mean with seriously ill," Joseph asked. "What is he
suffering from?"
"I wish I knew," Dr
Schnitzler said. "I am afraid I do not have the slightest idea."
"Can he receive visitors?"
Joseph asked.
"Not at the moment, I am
afraid," Dr Schnitzler said. "Usually it takes him about three or four days
until he has recovered sufficiently to leave his room. But then, I am sure, he
will appreciate visits from his friends."
"Who would have thought it,"
Joseph said, mournfully. "He ought to have told me ... I would never have taken
him on that outing if I had known..."
Dr. Schnitzler smiled. "This is
exactly why he did not tell you," he said. "Arthur hates to be pitied, and he
hates to be told what to do. He wants to live his life just the way he fancies
it. Which makes things very difficult for his family and friends, but it is
his life, after all. All we can do is advise him, and most of the time he
chooses not to follow our advice. A most stubborn youth, he is." He rose. "I am
afraid I must leave now. Do you want me to deliver any message to my
brother-in-law? I am sure he would be pleased to hear from you."
"Do tell him I hope he will get
better soon," Joseph said. "I will call on him on Friday, if he feels up to it
by then."
"I will gladly tell him so," Dr
Schnitzler said, and took leave. Joseph stayed in the cafe for another half
hour, and then decided to go home and write some letters.
******
"Any news from Joseph," Carl
asked his mother when he saw her reading her letters.
"There was a letter from him,
but as for news, there are not many," the Baroness replied. "He seems to have
made new friends, he mentions an Arthur von Puchinger and a Dr Schnitzler --
though I must say I am not sure if they are really suitable friends for him."
Suitable friends. Sometimes his mother sounded as if they
were still ten, Carl thought.
"I do believe that a man at
six-and-twenty can decide for himself when it comes to choosing his friends,"
Carl said. "I sometimes get the feeling that you have not reconciled yourself
to the fact that we have grown up, Mother."
"A mother will never really
reconcile herself to such a fact," the Baroness said. "No matter how old you
get, you will still remain my children. Just wait until you have
children yourself, you will see what I mean then."
Ah yes, of course. The old
"just wait until you have children of your own" thing.
They stopped their discussion of
the topic when Count Hardegg entered the room. Carl did not think it suitable
to discuss family matters in front of him, even if Hardegg was his godfather
and -- as far as he knew -- had been one of the executors of his father's will.
"Any news from your son,
Baroness," Hardegg asked.
"He seems to enjoy himself
thoroughly," the Baroness answered.
"Glad to hear it. Baden will be
a great benefit to his health, no doubt. Has any of you seen Alexander?"
"Last time I saw him he was in
the library," Carl said. "I asked him to join me -- I have to ride around the
fields to see how the tenants are doing."
"It would do him good to get
outdoors a bit more, to be sure," Count Hardegg said.
"So I thought, but he declined
the offer," Carl said. "He told me he had other plans. Did not go into detail,
though."
Count Hardegg sat down at the
breakfast table and the Baroness poured him some coffee. They sat there talking
about everyday trifles, but most of the time they were silently enjoying their
breakfast.
"Does anybody want
strawberries," Theresia asked, coming in from the garden carrying a large bowl
of said fruit. "I fancied some, so I went to pick some."
"And there are still
strawberries left for us?" Carl asked, grinning. "Amazing."
"Oh, I do have a certain amount
of self-control," Theresia said.
"But not when it comes to
strawberries, usually," Carl answered.
"One more word like that,
cousin, and I will stuff your mouth," Theresia exclaimed angrily.
"If you hand me that bowl of
strawberries, I will do so myself, thank you," Carl said, laughingly. He had
always enjoyed teasing Theresia, and now he had taken to do so as often as he
could -- simply to keep her from pining for that Capellari fellow. He had hoped
that she might forget him once they were in Hertenberg, but it was not so.
Whenever she had seen something particularly beautiful, or had done something
amusing, she had regretted that "Mr. Capellari was not with them". It was
pathetic, Carl thought, and whatever everyone might be saying, Capellari was
not worth it. Reason enough for him to try and cheer up Theresia whenever he
could. If cheering up was out of the question, annoying her was the next best
thing. Theresia put the bowl of
strawberries on the table with a thump and left the room angrily.
"You should not tease the
poor girl like this," the Baroness said calmly. "Things are bad
enough for her as they are."
"I do not see why,"
Carl replied. "She just said she has a certain amount of
self-control, hasn't she? Besides, things would not be better for her if she
had staid in Vienna, so she could have stopped running around looking like a
thundercloud long ago. All I am trying to do is cheer her up."
"You are not very
successful, though," Count Hardegg answered. "Perhaps you ought to
reconsider your methods?"
"Perhaps," Carl
admitted, rose and left the room, silently swearing at Capellari and all his
relations, whoever they might be.
Soon after that, Carl went on
his round, which took him considerable time. The tenants had always liked Carl,
and once they got the chance to have a comfortable chat with him, they did not
let the chance slip away so easily. It was nearly dinnertime when Carl arrived
back at the House, and he was surprised to hear a familiar voice emerge from
the stables, giving the stable hands exact instructions concerning the handling
of his horse. It sounded like Horvāth.
"Horvāth," Carl shouted, walking
towards the stables. "Is that you?"
"Last time I looked into the
mirror it was me, yes," Horvāth answered, turning around to face him. "I
am awfully glad to meet you here, I need your support. You know, I left Vienna
this morning to seek refuge in Hertenberg."
"Seek refuge?" Carl asked.
"You must have ridden as if the devil were after you if you left Vienna in
the morning and are here already." What had Horvāth done that had made him
leave Vienna in such a haste?
"It was not the Devil that
drove me out of Vienna. It was worse. Not even the Devil would choose to be
anywhere near Aunt Erszebet."
Carl gave a sigh of relief. At
least Horvāth had not done anything rash or stupid. "You know you always are a
most welcome guest," he said. "What makes your aunt spread her wings and fly to
Vienna, by the way?"
"Spread her wings? Saddle her
broomstick, more likely. Never mention wings and Erszebet Horvāth in the same
sentence. Family matters, actually. They are both coming, my uncle as well as
she. As I said, things are very serious, and I would rather not be in Vienna
during the next two weeks. Do you think your mother will let me stay for a few
days? Only until I have got one of my superiors to send me away on some
important business or other? I have volunteered for messenger service between
Vienna and Posony*, certainly they will have a few letters to be delivered
soon..."
Carl laughed. "I am sure that my
mother will have nothing against your staying for a while," he said. "Posony
can wait, can't it?"
Together, they entered the
house, and Carl hoped that Horvāth could stay for a while and help him cheer up
Theresia. After all, Horvāth was even better at teasing than he himself was.
Only one thing worried Carl. What were the family matters that made Horvāth's
uncle venture the long journey all the way from Hungary just in order to settle
them? Now, in the worst summer heat? Horvāth had not mentioned anything yet,
but it had to be serious.
******
Posony was once the capital
of Hungary, or at least the place where the Kings of Hungary were crowned, and
is now known by its German name Pressburg or its Slovakian name, Bratislava.
Arthur used a rather morbid
quote, concerning the "being cut open". Actually, this quote was used
by one of the German emperors, Charles VI, on his deathbed, when none of his
doctors were able to tell him what was really wrong with him.
That evening, everyone was in high spirits, for some reason
or other. Doubtless Horvāth's arrival had something to do with it, Carl
thought. Horvāth was the sort of person who could cheer up a whole crowd by his
mere presence. The Baroness, having
invited Horvāth to join them in Hertenberg before she had left Vienna, welcomed
him most readily and asked him to stay as long as he pleased, an invitation
that Horvāth accepted most readily. Yet he kept apologising for his intrusion,
until Carl told him to stop.
After having settled into his
room, Horvāth joined the company in the drawing room again, and soon had the
attention of everyone present. Count Hardegg had met Horvāth before, and had
greatly approved of him then. Therefore Horvāth spent his first half hour
talking about Army matters with Count Hardegg, and even then could only
extricate himself from the conversation with Marie's help.
"Captain Horvāth," she
said, "we were wondering if you might wish to join us in a card game. My
cousin and I want to teach Mr. Hardegg a new card-game, only we need a fourth
player, and Carl has refused, out of mere contrariness, I suppose. Would you do
us the favour?"
"Why, certainly," Horvāth
said. "With the General's permission, that is."
Count Hardegg, laughingly, asked
Horvāth if he had not yet learned to set his priorities the right way. He, in
his days as a Captain, would never have rated a General's wishes higher than a
lady's.
Horvāth laughed. "I am
still young, sir," he said, grinning. "I suppose there is still so
much to learn..." With these words, he joined Theresia, Marie and Alexander
Hardegg at the card table.
It was rather late in the
evening, after the ladies had retired to bed, when Carl had the next chance to
talk to his friend.
"You refused to play cards
with your sister," Horvāth asked, grinning. "Why?"
"Because I saw that Hardegg
was boring you to death, and I knew that she would ask you next, that is
why," Carl replied.
"You ought to be nice to
your sister," Horvāth said, suddenly looking earnest. "You never know
how long she will be there."
"This sounds rather
remarkable from someone like you," Carl said, smiling.
"Did you ever get the
impression I treated my sister badly?" Horvāth asked, sounding rather
annoyed.
"No, never. You have not
told me yet what that family business was about. The one that makes your uncle
and aunt come to Vienna."
It was obvious that Horvāth was
arguing with himself whether to tell Carl or not.
"It is not official
yet," he said, finally. "But I suppose I'd better tell you. It will
not be so very bad if you hear it from me, I guess."
"Why, what is the
problem?" Carl asked. "This does sound serious."
"It is serious, in a
way. Ilona is getting married."
Carl laughed. "For a
moment, you had me really worried, you know," he finally said.
"You mean you do not
mind?" Horvāth asked, sounding surprised.
"Of course not! Why should
I?"
"Only I sometimes had the
impression..." Horvāth stopped short. "All right, I was wrong, anyway,
it seems. Call it wishful thinking or whatever it is."
"You thought I was in love
with your sister?" Carl asked and started wondering how on Earth Horvāth
had come to that conclusion. He had never shown any preference for Miss
Horvāth, had he? Perhaps it had been wishful thinking on Horvāth's part
-- or had Miss Horvāth mentioned any suspicion of hers? Had she expected
something from Carl which had never entered his mind at all?
"Not really, though I
thought it would be a good thing if you were," Horvāth admitted. "You
always got along pretty well with each other, did you not? Besides, looking at
whom she is going to marry makes me think of better alternatives, I cannot help
it."
Suddenly it dawned on Carl that
he still did not know who Miss Horvāth's betrothed was.
"This sounds as if you were not quite happy with her choice," he
said.
"How could I be happy with
it? She is going to marry Bāthory!"
"The same Bāthory who is
friends with my brother?" Carl asked in disbelief. He had never thought
that Bāthory would marry at all -- he had always been enjoying his bachelor life
a bit too much for Carl's taste, and had never been short of female
company either. Bāthory's female acquaintance had not included the sort of women
a decent man would think of marrying, though.
"The same. You know, I
really have my doubts as far as your brother's reasons for choosing his friends
are concerned. With friends like Bāthory, who needs enemies?" Horvāth
asked.
"I am sure he is not that bad,"
Carl said, soothingly, but not quite believing so himself.
"No, he is much worse,
actually. That is the problem -- I have to watch my sister diving headlong into
misery, and there is nothing I can do about it. Absolutely nothing."
"Perhaps you ought to have
stayed in Vienna? Your uncle might have listened to your opinion." It was
a possibility, at least, Carl thought.
"He would, no doubt, but he
does not really care. For my uncle, this is an excellent chance to get Ilona
married, and she herself is quite happy with the scheme. I have never seen her
so happy before, to be precise. The question is how long this is going to take.
Bāthory is the very last man to make her happiness last. There is one person in
the world that he loves above all others, and that is he himself. Everyone else
is completely insignificant."
"He must be in love with
your sister, though," Carl said. A man like Bāthory would not give up his
bachelor life without reason.
"I do not know,"
Horvāth said. "I hope he is...anyway, this is one more reason why I left
Vienna. I cannot bear to see Ilona together with that man. I cannot bear to see
how happy she is because somehow I have got a feeling that all this will end in
a disaster. He will break her heart, I am sure ..."
******
Just as he had promised, Joseph
knocked at the front door of the Schnitzlers' house on Friday morning. An
elderly housemaid opened and asked him whom he wanted to see. Joseph asked if Mr. von Puchinger was at
home, and the maid invited him to come in and wait in the parlour. When she showed him in and announced his
name, the eyes of everyone in the room were fixed on him instantly. Joseph
wondered whether he had a magnet hidden somewhere.
Dr Schnitzler rose from his seat
and greeted him cordially, proceeding by introducing Joseph to the ladies. There was Mr. Schnitzler's mother-in-law, a
short, thin lady with a sharp, eagle-like nose and penetrating eyes. She was
elegantly dressed, though, for Joseph's taste, her dress would have been more
becoming to a lady about thirty years younger than Mrs. von Puchinger. Mrs. Schnitzler was rather petite, like her
mother. There was nothing remarkable about her, though she was pretty, in a
certain, doll-like way. Judging from the amount of words she uttered during
this visit, she might as well have been a doll, a daintily dressed plaything
that had been placed where she was for ornamental purposes only.
The youngest Miss von Puchinger had been sitting by the window reading a book,
which she put away hastily when she noticed that Joseph was talking to her. She
answered some of his questions politely, but was not overly interested in
making his acquaintance, it seemed.
After five minutes, the maid
returned and asked Joseph to follow her, as Mr. von Puchinger was now ready to
receive him. She led him to a room upstairs, which turned out to be Arthur's
bedroom. Arthur was sitting in an easy chair by the fireside, accompanied by a
young lady who had been reading to him. Joseph was at once struck by her beauty
-- her eyes, especially. She had large, grey eyes and fair hair...nearly like
Fiona's.
"It's all right,
Amalia," Arthur said to her. "I think we will leave it at that for
the moment, if you do not mind. Baron von Hertenberg, I would like you to meet
my sister Amalia. I suppose you have already met the rest of my family, haven't
you?"
Joseph bowed to Miss von
Puchinger and tried to think of something particularly clever to say, which
unfortunately did not work. So Miss von Puchinger did most of the talking, and
finally left her brother and his visitor to themselves.
"You should have told me
that your sister was so...beautiful," Joseph said to Arthur once he could be
certain that Miss von Puchinger would be out of earshot.
Arthur laughed. "Amalia?
She is pretty, I guess, but nothing out of the common way. Besides, what
would you have thought of me if I had particularly dwelled on the beauty of my
sisters? You would have suspected I might want to marry them off."
"I thought they were
getting on your nerves?" Joseph said with a mischievous grin.
"True, but sometimes they
are quite useful, nevertheless," Arthur said. "Now, what do you think
of a game of chess?"
******
Marie entered the breakfast
parlour and was surprised to find nobody there. True, she had been up early,
but not that early, for certain. At least Theresia would have been up and about
at that time, normally. However, Marie suspected that Theresia, although she
had gone to bed at the same time as Marie, had not slept for a very long time.
This had happened quite often lately, and since Marie's room was adjacent to
Theresia's, she had often heard Theresia move about in the middle of the night.
On some occasions, she had even heard Theresia go downstairs and had seen her
walk down the path towards the river at night. Whenever one wanted to talk to
her about it, though, Theresia pretended that nothing was wrong, without being
able to convince anyone. It was obvious that she was not her usual self, but
any mention of that fact would make her angry. Where was the Theresia Marie had
known since their childhood, the cheerful, sometimes mischievous girl, always
ready for some fun? Marie sighed. If that was what love made of people, she
would rather not fall in love herself.
She was roused from her gloomy
thoughts when Alexander Hardegg entered the room, evidently surprised at seeing
her.
"Good morning, Ma...Miss von
Hertenberg," he said, sitting down next to her.
Marie laughed.
"I think I have already
told you I would not mind if you called me Marie," she said.
"Yet, I must not forget my
manners," Alexander answered, with a smile. "It was difficult enough
for my father to teach me some in the first place. Or so he keeps telling
me."
"I never had the impression
you were difficult to handle as a child," Marie said.
"Oh, I never was,"
Alexander said with a grin. "I never did anything that was forbidden. The
trouble was that there were so many things my father had not thought of
forbidding because he had not believed they might enter my mind. A bad mistake,
I can tell you, because I tried them all. -- Do you have any plans for today or
are you up so early by chance, Miss von Hertenberg?"
"No plans in particular,
Mr. Hardegg," Marie answered, "and I really must protest. You make it
sound as if I spent every morning in bed."
"I am very sorry, Miss von
Hertenberg, I had not intended such a thing," Alexander answered. He
looked, in fact, so crestfallen that it was quite easy to forgive him, and
Marie told him so.
"It is one of a man's most
useful weapons to be able to look like that," Alexander said with a grin.
"You mean you are not really
sorry," Marie asked, still smiling.
"Of course I am really
sorry. I have to be."
"I do not quite
believe you," Marie said. "I think I should ask for a compensation of
some sort."
"Fine. What would you want
me to do?"
"I have been planning to do
a portrait of Theresia for quite some time..." Marie started.
"I see. You need me to tie
your cousin to a chair, I suppose," Alexander said with a mischievous
grin.
Marie laughed. "She has
been a bit restless lately," she admitted, "but this is not her
usual behaviour. I am sure she would sit for a portrait if she could only be
certain it would be done properly. I have to admit I am not really good at
portraits, though...would you help me?"
Alexander gave Marie a
thoughtful look. "Are you in earnest?" he asked her. "If you
really want to do this properly, this will take some time, you know. And do not
talk to me about unfinished work, because I will not have it."
Marie had already noticed at
several occasions that, fun loving and easygoing as Alexander Hardegg was, as
soon as art was concerned he turned into a different person. For him, painting
was serious work. Marie began to feel slightly sorry for having asked him, but
on the other hand she did not want to back out now.
"I know," she
therefore said. "I promise I will work hard on the portrait, and I will
finish it. Provided, of course, that Theresia is willing to sit for the
picture. I have not asked her yet."
******
Joseph had visited Arthur von
Puchinger quite often lately, as Arthur was still unable to leave the house. He
could leave his room, however, and so they often met in Mr. Schnitzler's study.
Arthur "was not fond of sitting with the womenfolk all the time", as
he had said once, and so Joseph did not see much of the beautiful Amalia. He
caught a glimpse now and then, which only served to raise his interest in her,
but nothing more.
One day, however, Mrs. von
Puchinger graciously invited him to dine with the family the following Sunday.
"My husband will be here," she said, " and he will be delighted
to make your acquaintance, I am sure."
Joseph accepted the invitation,
though, had anyone asked him, he would have had to admit that Mr. von Puchinger
was perhaps the least reason for his doing so.
When the day of the invitation arrived, Joseph caught himself trying on
three different waistcoats and throwing them aside because they "simply
would not do", which earned him a mildly surprised look from his valet.
The man was clever enough not to ask questions, at least.
Dr Schnitzler welcomed Joseph in
his home, and introduced him to his father-in-law. Franz von Puchinger was a
middle-aged, robust man. He seemed good-natured enough, and Joseph noticed that
he spent a great deal of time talking to his son. Dr Schnitzler entertained
Joseph during that time, until the ladies joined them.
At the dinner table, Joseph was
seated between Mrs. Schnitzler and her younger sister, Miss Amalia von
Puchinger.
"I suppose you are in
company quite often, Baron von Hertenberg," Miss von Puchinger said.
"Your family must be quite popular in Viennese society. Baden must make
you feel quite confined, in comparison."
"We are not that
popular, Miss von Puchinger," Joseph answered. "After my father's
death, my mother was leading a rather secluded life, and so did I. However, now
that it is the girls' first season, we are going out quite frequently."
"So you have several
sisters, sir?" Mrs. Schnitzler asked.
"Just one. Her name is
Marie. The other girl is my cousin, Miss von Laudeck, who is living with
us."
"Oh. A poor relation, I
presume," Miss von Puchinger said.
Joseph laughed. "Actually, we
would be Miss von Laudeck's poor relations, Miss von Puchinger, if anyone ever
compared our fortunes," he said.
"Indeed!" Miss von Puchinger
exclaimed. It was obvious that she was wondering what Theresia did in the von
Hertenberg household, but Joseph did not want to share his whole family history
with her. At least not right at the moment -- that would leave him without a
suitable conversation topic before long.
"I am looking forward to
going to Vienna in autumn," Miss von Puchinger continued. "Though I
suppose we will look a bit too country-like, if you know what I mean."
"I am afraid I do not, Miss
von Puchinger, " Joseph said. "What do you mean with
country-like?"
"Do you not think that the
clothes one gets in Klosterneuburg -- or Baden, as well -- will be frowned on in
Vienna," Miss von Puchinger asked.
"I am not much of an expert
when it comes to ladies' fashions, Miss von Puchinger," Joseph answered,
"but I do not believe that Baden or Klosterneuburg are so very much out of
the way."
"Oh, I do not know,"
Miss von Puchinger said. "But I am quite prepared to be laughed at."
Joseph smiled. "No one will
laugh at you, Miss von Puchinger, I am quite certain of that. On the contrary,
I believe that you will be greatly envied. You possess charms that not even the
most elaborate dress could replace."
Miss von Puchinger blushed.
"I am sure you are only being kind," she said.
"Being kind does not
necessarily mean one has to tell lies, however," Joseph answered.
Thus they chatted on during the
excellent dinner, until the dessert was nearly finished. Suddenly Joseph found
himself addressed by Mr. von Puchinger, who wanted to know how he had liked his
dinner.
"Very much, sir,"
Joseph replied.
"The dessert?" Mr. von
Puchinger asked.
"Everything was perfect,
sir," Joseph said. "Thank you very much."
"You must know that my
daughter Amalia made the dessert," Mr. von Puchinger said. "Excellent
cook, that girl is."
"Papa!" Miss von
Puchinger exclaimed indignantly. "I am sure Baron von Hertenberg is not
the least interested in who made his dessert." With an apologetic smile
she turned to Joseph. "My father insisted on our learning to cook when we were
children," she said, "and he is still so fond of our doing so for
him...I find it hard to refuse the wishes of those I love best..."
Mrs. von Puchinger took this as the right opportunity to rise and withdraw to the parlour, and her daughters followed her immediately, leaving the gentlemen to themselves. Had Joseph not known that they would, sooner or later, join the ladies, the evening would probably not have held any more enjoyment for him. As it was, he sat down with Arthur, drank a glass of wine with him and discussed a book that Arthur had read during his illness, while Mr. von Puchinger and Mr. Schnitzler were clearly talking about business. Arthur did his best to amuse Joseph, but somehow Joseph was not able to concentrate any more. All he could concentrate on was a certain face, her beauty, and the sweetness in her voice when she had talked about those she loved best.
Finally, after nearly an hour,
Mr. von Puchinger seemed to be inclined to give up his place in the dining room
and to join the ladies in the parlour. Joseph had been waiting impatiently for
that moment, so impatiently, in fact, that even Arthur had noticed that
something was wrong. He had given Joseph a questioning look several times, but
had not said anything. Joseph tried to pull himself together. He did not want
to hurt his friend by giving him the impression that he only associated with
him to catch glimpses of his sister.
The ladies were gathered around
the large table in the parlour, each of them busy with some piece of needlework.
On the gentlemen's entrance, Mrs. Schnitzler rose and rang for the servant,
ordering coffee and cake to be served at once. Joseph realised happily that the
seat next to Miss von Puchinger was not occupied, and sat down besides her,
complimenting her on the beauty of her embroidery.
"Do you really think
so," Miss von Puchinger replied. "I think it is rather average ... a
friend of mine, Miss Berger, you should see her work. You would not
praise mine any more if you had seen it. I am not particularly good at
needlework, actually, music is much more to my taste."
"Do you play an instrument
then, Miss von Puchinger?"
"I play the pianoforte.
Unfortunately, my sister does not have one in her house -- I do hope my parents
will find lodgings with a pianoforte. Without practice, one loses so much. It
will take me weeks, if not months, to regain my usual standards...and I really do
not know how to pass my time, sometimes."
"So you are very fond of
your music, Miss von Puchinger?"
"Very. Does your sister play?"
"Sometimes, but she is not
really fond of it. My cousin, Miss von Laudeck, is very accomplished, though.
It seems you have something in common." Joseph smiled.
"Does your cousin play
well," Miss von Puchinger asked.
"Yes, she does. But she
practices for hours every day."
Miss von Puchinger sighed.
"I wish I could do so, too, but even if I do have an instrument, my mother
insists on my doing other things as well. She strongly believes that a young
lady should have many interests."
"Your mother is right in
that respect, Miss von Puchinger. A great variety of interests will never leave
one without resources for useful occupation. This is true for both ladies and
gentlemen."
"Do you have any
interests, sir? My brother said you had a liking for reading."
"So I have, but I hardly
have the time to read much, there is so much to do. My estate needs a great
deal looking after." Joseph sighed. "I wish I was there..."
"You are not content with
Baden society, I suppose," Miss von Puchinger said, pouting.
Joseph realised that he had
blundered. What had he been thinking? "Miss von Puchinger," he said,
gently, "this was in no way meant to be an insult to present company.
Please accept my apologies if I hurt you in any way."
"I can understand you, sir.
In comparison to Vienna, Baden must be exceedingly dull."
"My estate is in the
country, Miss von Puchinger, and I assure you that Baden provides a great deal
more diversion than Hertenberg ever will. When I said that I wished to be there
I only meant to express that there was so much work to do in Hertenberg, work
that will not be done as long as I am not there, and that thought does not make
me feel comfortable. Certainly my mother and brother will be doing their best,
but..." Joseph broke off as he caught a glance of Miss von Puchinger. She
looked as if he was not yet forgiven.
Mr. von Puchinger relieved
Joseph of his embarrassment by asking him why he had come to Baden. "You
do not look like someone whose health is delicate," he said.
"I am here because my
mother thought it would do me good," Joseph replied. "I broke my arm
in a riding accident, and she believed that a sojourn in Baden might assist the
healing process. In fact, my arm is as good as new by now, but I have no reason
to regret to have come here." Hopefully Miss von Puchinger would get the
hint.
"A riding accident? How
terrible," Miss Maria Luise exclaimed.
"It sounds worse than it
was," Joseph said, smiling. "I brought it on myself, so there is no
reason to pity me. I was foolish enough to suggest a race, and then the
accident happened."
"A foolhardy thing to
do," Mr. von Puchinger said disapprovingly.
"Sir, I assure you this is
not my usual character, only that day...I was not quite myself." Joseph
smiled. "I somehow wanted to prove myself that I was still alive."
"By breaking your neck?
Sounds perfectly reasonable to me," Arthur said, with a grin.
Joseph laughed. "It does
one good to be unreasonable for a change," he said. "The consequences
usually plant one's feet firmly on the ground again."
"Can we not talk about
something more cheerful," Miss von Puchinger suddenly complained.
"The mere thought of that accident makes me shudder..."
"You are right,
sister," Arthur said determinedly. "You know what, Hertenberg? My
brother-in-law has pronounced me well enough to go out again. I do hope he is
in earnest, because I missed going out. Where shall our next excursion take us,
what do you think?"
******
Theresia stared at Marie with an
expression of utter disbelief in her eyes. "What has got into you, Marie?
You want to paint a portrait? Of ME?"
"I thought it was a good
idea," Marie said apologetically, "and I have been planning to do
this for some time. Only I did not have the courage to start on it until
Alex...Mr. Hardegg promised to help me."
Suddenly, Theresia broke into a
broad grin. "Mr. Hardegg promised to help you, did he? So this is where
your sudden resolve comes from. You should have told me so right away. Well, I might
be tempted to oblige you, but you will have to promise me one thing. If I do not
like the portrait, you are not to show it to anyone. No one is to
see it if I am not pleased with it, do you hear?"
Marie promised to keep this in
mind, but pointed out that, since Mr. Hardegg would help her, there would
certainly be no reason to ashamed of that portrait. Then she proceeded by
trying to determine a setting for her project.
"What about the
garden," she asked Theresia. "The rosebushes are particularly
beautiful at the moment -- they'd make a wonderful background."
"The pink ones?" Theresia
asked. "Marie, you know I am not really fond of anything pink."
"Not even roses?"
"Not even roses, if they
have to appear in the same picture as myself." Theresia said decidedly.
"Besides, I do not think it tempting to sit outside all day in this heat
without being allowed to stir."
Thus, their discussion went on
until Carl, who was interested in why the girls were whispering, joined them
and asked if they would like to share their secret with him.
"No," Theresia said
curtly. "You have never been good at keeping secrets."
"But it is not a
secret," Marie answered, giving Theresia a hurt look. "I am going to
paint a portrait of Theresia."
"Trying to hit moving
targets again?" Carl asked with a grin. "I thought you had given up
this occupation long ago due to a severe lack of success."
"This time Mr. Hardegg is
going to help me. I am sure this picture is going to be the best I ever
painted," Marie said, sounding very convinced of her abilities.
"I hope you will show me
the result of your efforts when you are finished," Carl said.
"I certainly will,"
Marie began, and, on catching Theresia's infuriated look, continued," if
Theresia allows me to do so, that is."
Carl gave Theresia a surprised
look. "You do not say that you are not going to show the picture to
anyone," he said.
"Only if I do not like
it," Theresia answered.
"So, where are you going to
keep it?" Carl asked. "In a closet, locked up and with a sealed
door?"
"No, in the cellars of
Laudeck. Behind seven massive oak doors, all locked, and with a three-headed
dog to guard it," Theresia said, grinning. "Perhaps I will even ask
our White Lady, to look after it. We need someone to remove dust and cobwebs
and such. There are spiders the size of rats in those cellars."
"And it will take a young man
pure at heart to fight his way past those seven doors, rat-sized spiders,
cobwebs like fishing nets, three-headed dogs and white ladies in order to get
to see the picture, I suppose." Carl retorted.
"This is why you
will never get the chance, cousin," Theresia laughed. "You may be
able to tackle those spiders, perhaps, but as for the rest...I am afraid your
heart is not quite pure enough."
"Is there any young man in
the world whose heart might be?" Carl asked, grinning.
"I do not know,"
Theresia answered. "Perhaps there is."
Something in that remark seemed
to have annoyed Carl, because he turned on his heels and went over to Horvāth
and Alexander Hardegg, leaving his sister and cousin quite puzzled.
"What did I say that was
wrong?" Theresia asked Marie. Marie shrugged her shoulders helplessly.
"Carl has grown a bit irritable lately," was all she could say in
defence of her brother.
"He should not take it out on me," Theresia said. "If he cannot
stand a joke, he ought to stay away from me. He has known me for long enough to
know that."
******
It had been Alexander Hardegg
who had finally decided on the question of the picture's setting. According to
his opinion, a model should always feel comfortable with her surroundings in
order to make a favourable impression on the viewer. He had therefore suggested
that Theresia should sit for her portrait in the music room.
"I have hardly seen Miss
von Laudeck feeling more comfortable than when she was practising her
music," he had said, and Marie had had to agree, even though she would
have preferred a setting somewhere outdoors.
Theresia laughed when Marie told
her that the picture would be painted in the music room, with her at the piano.
"May I hold a music-sheet in front of my face," she asked innocently.
"Certainly the picture will be much nicer to look at without my
face in it."
"You do talk a great deal
of nonsense sometimes, Theresia," Marie said. "What would be the use
of a portrait without a face?"
"It would leave room for
speculation, and if you messed it up, nobody would recognise it was me in the
picture," Theresia said, mercilessly.
"If I mess it up, no one
will recognise you anyway," Marie answered. "Besides, I might just as
well tell you that this is going to be my masterpiece. Now, let us see what you
are going to wear..."
Theresia gave her a horrified
look. "Do you mean I will have to dress up for the occasion?"
"Of course," Marie
said. "You will want to look your best, won't you?" She took
Theresia's hand and dragged her upstairs to her room, opened the wardrobe and
pulled out one dress after the other for closer inspection.
"This one will do,"
she finally decided, holding up Theresia's green ball gown.
"This will be a rather
unrealistic portrait, then. I never wear my ball gown when I am practising,"
Theresia said.
"Believe me, no one will
ever know," Marie said. "Get dressed, will you? Mr. Hardegg said we
will have to do as much as we can during the morning. He says the light in the
music room is best at that time of day."
"You owe me a favour,"
Theresia said darkly. "Coming to think of it, you owe me a whole bunch of
favours." Marie laughed and left her reluctant model to herself to get
ready.
Misfortune would have it that
Theresia, just as she went downstairs again, met with her cousin Carl carrying
a hunting rifle.
"Where are you off
to," he asked, with an impertinent grin. "Being presented at
court?"
"What about your presenting
yourself in the courtyard and leaving me alone?" Theresia asked
furiously. "Aren't there any small furry creatures to be killed?"
With these words, she rushed
past him and slammed the music room door shut behind her. Carl shook his head,
smilingly.
"A lovers' squabble,"
he heard someone say to him. It was Horvāth, who had come into the house just
in time to witness the scene.
"Oh, shut up,
Horvāth," Carl said ungraciously, went outside and left his friend to
determine how near he had got to the truth.
******
Theresia found out that sitting
for a picture was not quite as dull as she had thought, especially since
Alexander Hardegg was good at telling amusing stories and anecdotes to divert
her thoughts. He had spent the previous year in Italy, and told them that this
journey had made him more determined to become a professional artist than he
had ever been before.
"I would love to go back
there one day," he said, "and to work there. I would have done so
already, but for my father's sake I came back."
"Why?" Theresia asked.
"I cannot leave him here,
all by himself," Mr. Hardegg answered. "I am all he has got in terms
of relations. If my mother were still alive, or if he had married again, there
would not be a problem in that, but as it is...I am not going to leave him all
alone."
"Why did your father never
marry again," Marie asked. "What do you think? Did he stay single out
of respect for your mother?"
Alexander smiled.
"No," he said. "That is not the reason, definitely. If he had
met the right sort of woman, he might have married again, I suppose. I guess he
just did not want to. Perhaps one only falls in love once in life. -- Anyway,
Italy will have to wait until he does not need me any more."
"Where would you go?"
Theresia asked. "Which part of Italy, I mean?" She was aware that, as
far as Mr. Hardegg was concerned, the topic of his father had been sufficiently
discussed.
"I do not really know...but I
think Tuscany would suit me. The scenery there is breathtaking," he said.
"Or somewhere in the South, near the Amalfi coast. Have you ever been
there?"
"No," Theresia said.
"Trent is about the farthest I ever got. My grandparents used to live
there. My mother speaks both German and Italian."
"You do not look as if you
had Italian ancestors, Miss von Laudeck."
"Neither does my brother. I
think we are both more like my father. Though I have my mother's dark eyes. My
brother's eyes are a sort of bluish-grey."
"Do you miss your family,
Miss von Laudeck?"
"Sometimes I do, yes,"
Theresia said, sadly. "But my mother promised to come to Vienna this year,
or next year, at the latest. -- If this portrait is any good," she continued
with a mischievous grin, "what about sending it to my mother? I sometimes
dream I come back home and she does not recognise me. Certainly she might want
to know what I look like by now?"
Mr. Hardegg, who had just been
helping Marie with getting a colour right, looked at Theresia. "I believe
that is a good idea," he said. "Though you might be certain that she
would not lock the picture into the cellars," he added, smilingly.
This discussion of her family
made Theresia think. Who could tell if she would ever see them again? What if
she married someone in Vienna? Would she never get back home? She sat there
silently, pondering, and watched Marie and Mr. Hardegg working on the picture.
******
It took Marie about a week to
finish the picture. During those days, Theresia had enough time to watch Mr.
Hardegg's behaviour towards her cousin, and formed her own opinion of their
friendship. In the first two weeks of his stay at Hertenberg, Mr. Hardegg had
been like another brother to Marie, but something had changed lately. Theresia
was not sure in how far Marie had realised that, but to her it seemed as
if Mr. Hardegg wanted to be more than just a friend. The signs were
unmistakable. There was a smile here, a gentle touch of Marie's hand there, and
any criticism of her painting was softened by a smile. Even when they were not
working on the portrait, he sought Marie's company whenever that was possible,
and any smile of hers was received with a gratitude that was quite moving.
In a way, this made Theresia feel
envious. Not really jealous, because there was no reason for her to be so, but
she felt as if there ought to be someone for her as well. At those
moments when she saw Alexander Hardegg and Marie together, him being so
obviously engaged in trying to win her, Theresia envied them their chance for
happiness while she was separated from the man she loved. She had sorted out
her feelings for Mr. Capellari by now, and though she tried not to give way to
them, she hoped that he returned her love for him. She missed him more than
anything, and looked forward to the day when they both would be in Vienna again
and could continue their friendship from what it had been in spring, before
they had been separated.
There was no one with whom she
could talk about her feelings, though. Marie would have listened to her, no
doubt, and would have tried to cheer her up, but it would also have disturbed
her to no end. Aunt Hertenberg would have advised her to keep her feelings to
herself. Carl would treat the whole thing as a joke, and even if he had not,
Theresia did not think it wise to share her secrets with him. What did he
know of love?
The more Theresia thought of it,
the more she longed for her mother, who had always listened to everything she
had told her, and who would be able to solve her problem. Hopefully Baroness
von Laudeck would be able to come to Vienna this year.
It was early August, and the
heat was unbearable for both man and animal. The residents of the Great House
in Hertenberg therefore spent most of their days in the house, with the
exception of Carl, who took his duty of overseeing the workers on the fields
very seriously, and Horvāth, who was never averse to a cross-country ride in
good company.
The Baroness felt that the heat
was a strain on her health, and spent most of her days in the drawing room,
with the blinds tightly shut to keep out the sun. Theresia and Marie usually
went out for walks early in the morning when the heat had not quite set in, and
then returned to the house to keep the Baroness company. Alexander Hardegg
often accompanied them on their walks, and Theresia made a point of either
walking ahead or staying behind him and Marie, to give them a chance to talk in
private. She was most ready to be of assistance in any of Alexander Hardegg's
plans -- she liked him, and thought he was a good match for Marie.
On that particular morning,
however, the girls were staying with the Baroness while Alexander Hardegg had
gone out to draw some sketches of the countryside, and were trying to pass
their time in some way or another. Marie had fetched one of her father's books
from the library and had settled down by the window to read, and Theresia was
writing one of her weekly letters to her mother. They were not likely to be
disturbed by any of the gentlemen soon -- Carl and Horvāth had ridden out
immediately after breakfast and would not be back before noon, and Count
Hardegg had departed into the direction of Vienna to attend to some business,
and would stay there for two days at least.
Moments like this sometimes made
Theresia regret that she was a woman, and that there were so few chances for a
young woman to enjoy herself that were really proper. If her aunt were not
quite so bent on propriety, at least...it was not easy to employ oneself if one
was always interrupted by questions like, "Do you really mean to do this?
Have you considered what impression it would make on others?" It was not
as if Theresia wanted to do so very improper things, not at all -- only a little
bit of fun would have been welcome, sometimes, and there was not much fun to be
had here, in the country. Life was unbearably dull, and it was even worse now,
as no one could go outside. One day Theresia had, out of mere boredom,
suggested that she would go and help the haymakers in the fields. She had often
done so when she had been a little girl back in Laudeck, she had been friends
with many of her father's farmhands, but Aunt Hertenberg had been horrified at
the mere notion, and Carl had declared Theresia's idea to be the best joke of
the century.
"Just imagine what people
would say if they saw you," Baroness von Hertenberg had exclaimed.
"And the sunburn you would get! Really, Theresia, you do astonish me
sometimes!"
So Theresia had given up
uttering such strange wishes, and was now sitting in the drawing room with her
aunt, feeling bored, and hoping that some rain would soon cool the air and make
it possible for her to go out more often. In the meantime, she had to content
herself with working on her embroidery, practising her piano playing, and
reading, although unfortunately the Hertenberg library was not up to date -- the
newer sets of books were in Vienna, and Theresia did not fancy reading an
encyclopaedia published in 1734. While
she was still contemplating on what to do when she had finished her letter, the
door opened and Carl and Captain Horvāth returned, much earlier than they had
planned.
"Has something
happened," the Baroness asked her son anxiously. Carl shook his head, and took some letters out of his pocket.
"I just happened to be in
the village when the post arrived, and thought I would take the letters here
myself," he said. "Besides, Horvāth has to leave us -- he has had a
letter, too, and has returned to get packing. He has to be back in Vienna by
tomorrow."
"Thank you, von Hertenberg,
for letting me have my say," Captain Horvāth said with a grin. "It is
such a comfort to know that once my ability to speak fails me, you will be
there to take over."
Theresia laughed, though she did
not really feel like it. If Captain Horvāth left, one more chance for amusement
would be gone. He would be sorely missed.
"Do you really have to
leave already," Marie asked him. It seemed as if she shared Theresia's
opinion on this subject.
"I have already stayed here
for longer than I had expected at first, Miss von Hertenberg," Captain
Horvāth replied. "I knew my stay would not be long."
"Are your uncle and aunt
still in Vienna," the Baroness asked.
"I believe they are,"
Captain Horvāth said, with a sigh that the Baroness ignored but which both Carl
and Theresia could clearly discern. "I will not see much of them, though.
My presence at the barracks will be necessary at all times, just in case any of
the higher ranks wishes to send a message to Posony."
Probably only Carl knew what
this meant to Horvāth. He would be in Vienna and would have an excuse for
staying away from those family meetings he detested. He would not have to spend
the evenings watching his sister and Bāthory. Only another military man could
estimate the significance of such an action, or what a man must really suffer
at home to prefer barracks life.
Horvāth left them in order to
pack his things, and Carl sat down with the ladies, who were, by that time,
already waiting to open their letters.
The Baroness had had another letter from Lady Macmillan, her sister, a
fact that Carl acknowledged with a sense of dread -- another letter-reading and
commenting on Aunt Macmillan's wisdom was enough to make him long for
the comparative amusement of sentry duty.
Theresia's letter was from her
mother, which pleased her very much. She would be able to add her answer to
this letter to her weekly correspondence, and her mother would not have to wait
for so long until she heard the latest news from her daughter. The news Baroness
von Laudeck's letter contained, however, was most alarming. She wrote that she
had been seized by an illness, and that it would therefore be impossible for
her to keep her promise and come to Vienna this year.
The
doctor says it is nothing alarming, my dear, or at least nothing life
threatening, which will be your most urgent question on receiving my letter, I
know. I am fully aware how disappointed you must be, after all we have been
planning my visit for some time now, and I admit I was disappointed, too -- I
longed to see you so much; it is hard to describe this feeling. All those
letters from you and your kind aunt Hertenberg have convinced me that my little
girl has grown into a most charming young woman, and I would have loved to show
you off as MY daughter. The Lord did not want me to indulge in vanity, it
seems. Do not consider my visit broken off altogether, my dear. As soon as I am
feeling well enough, next spring at the latest, I will be on my way to Vienna
to make up for this. In the meantime, I hope you will be content with our
correspondence, which gives me so much pleasure.
This letter really was a serious
disappointment. All the plans Theresia had had for the autumn crumbled from one
moment to the next. There would be no meeting between her mother and Mr.
Capellari, and no confiding to her mother as far as Theresia's feelings for
that gentleman were concerned. Theresia would just have to go on by herself, it
seemed, as well as she could. Until spring...in spring her mother would come, she
had promised to do so. A delay of six months was not much, was it? With such
thoughts Theresia tried to cheer herself up, but she was not really successful.
She rose from her seat, walked to the French window that led out into the
garden and opened it. Staying in this stuffy room with everyone around her was
the last thing she wanted now. Whenever Theresia was sad, she wanted to be
alone. Without a word to anyone, she went out into the garden to think about
her situation.
Carl had received a letter, too,
one from Joseph, who was most anxious to know everything about the goings-on in
Hertenberg and quite as anxious to inform his brother as to the events of
Baden. Carl smiled when he read Joseph's account of a ball that had taken place
the other night. A certain Miss von Puchinger took up a lot of room in his
brother's letter, and Carl felt that Joseph would finally leave his days of
mourning for Miss Grant behind him. Whatever would become of Miss von Puchinger
and her family after Joseph would leave Baden, his family would owe her
gratitude for having brought Joseph back to life.
******
"This heat is awful,"
the very same young lady said to her sister the moment they left their parents'
house in Baden. Mrs. von Puchinger had finally contrived to find a dwelling suitable
for both her family's demands and her own wish of showing off her status.
"Do they really have to go for country walks in such weather?"
"Would you prefer walking
in the rain," Maria Luise von Puchinger sweetly asked her sister.
"Those gentlemen do have the strangest notions, sometimes, and if you want
to pursue the Baron you will have to go for walks to meet him, in rain or
shine."
Amalia gave her sister a furious
look. As if she were in the least interested in this Viennese Baron. There were
lots of young men of fortune in the world, probably with larger fortunes than
this particular one. Amalia had to admit that he seemed to be a kind, likeable
gentleman, though, which made up for a great deal. He would do, for a summer's
amusement.
It was a permanent strain on
Amalia's temper that both her sisters were already married, or at least engaged
to be married, while she was not. Amalia was by far the prettiest of them; she
knew that, so why did men prefer her sisters? There was only one way for her to
show them that she was, after all, better than they were. She had to marry up,
not a gentleman of their sphere. A Baronet, a real one, not one with
such a recent title like her Papa, would be the least she required. Baron von
Hertenberg was all that, but Amalia would not commit herself before she knew
more about him. A Baron was fine enough, but what did a title mean without the
means of living as this title required one to do? No, she would not attach
herself yet, but on the other hand it was wise to strike the iron while it was
hot, and Amalia was clever enough to have perceived that Baron von Hertenberg did
like her company very much.
It was quite obvious when she
met him this time. He greeted her with a radiant smile, evidently surprised and
very happy to see her. Men were like children sometimes, Amalia thought. This
one, at least, was -- not the least inclined to conceal his feelings from her,
or probably not at all aware of how openly he was displaying them. It would be
ever so easy to secure him -- if Amalia wanted to. But for the moment, Amalia
kept herself back. She would go to Vienna in October, and her chances of
meeting young gentlemen of equal status but even larger fortune were pretty
good. There was no need throwing herself away if she could help it.
So Amalia returned Baron von
Hertenberg's smile, just a little, in order to keep him interested, but not too
much -- he should not have too much of encouragement.
"Have you been shopping,
Miss von Puchinger," he asked her, offering her his arm which she readily
accepted.
"No, sir, we were just
longing for a short walk, my sister and I," Amalia answered.
Unfortunately, the heat is too
much for me -- I would love to go for a long walk, but it is so
fatiguing. I sometimes wonder how my brother in his weakened state can
manage."
"Your brother, Miss von
Puchinger, is very fond of walking, and has a very strong will of his own,
perhaps this is his secret."
"I am fond of walking too,
Baron von Hertenberg," Amalia said. "Yet I would not insist on
walking in this heat if I knew it would be the death of me."
Joseph gave her an inquisitive
look. "Is there something I ought to know, Miss von Puchinger? You know I
am the very last person in the world who would wish to do your brother any
harm. If our country walks are bad for him..."
Amalia gave a deep sigh.
"My brother will do as he pleases, no matter what any of us says,"
she said. "Let us not talk about him, it will only depress us. Have
you had news from your family, sir?"
"Not much. My brother
writes to me every day, but his letters contain little news about my family.
They are all about business. I suppose everyone is well -- I would have heard
about it if it were otherwise."
"You would, without
doubt," Amalia said.
"We are going to meet soon,
anyway," Baron von Hertenberg continued. "I am going to leave Baden
by the end of next week."
Amalia managed to look
disappointed. "So soon, sir," she asked, quietly.
"I am afraid so, Miss von
Puchinger," he said, looking at her earnestly. "There are matters of
business which my brother cannot settle -- Carl will have to return to his
regiment by that time and will no longer be able to take care of my
estate."
"Will you not be sorry to
leave your friends behind, Baron von Hertenberg? My brother will be
inconsolable, to be sure -- have you already told him?"
"I have told your brother,
and he understands my reasons for leaving Baden very well -- just as I expected,
Miss von Puchinger. He promised me to keep in contact, which makes me very
glad. That way, I will never be without news from my friends, and I hope to
meet some -- or all -- of them when they come to Vienna in autumn."
As they arrived back at the von
Puchingers' house, Amalia once again expressed her regrets that Baron von
Hertenberg was to leave them so soon. Then, Baron von Hertenberg left Amalia to
the company of her brother and sister, and walked on towards his rooms.
Arthur turned to Amalia and
said, sharply, "Tell me, what are you up to?"
"I do not know what you
mean," Amalia said coolly.
"You know very well what I
mean, Amalia. What are you up to? I would not say anything against it if you
really liked von Hertenberg, but I know you well enough to know that you do
not. So what do you want?"
"I do not believe it is any
business of yours, Arthur," Amalia said angrily.
"It is my
business," Arthur said. "He is my friend, and you are my sister. Keep
your hands off him if you are not seriously interested in him, Amalia. I would
not want to lose a friend just for your sake. Besides, von Hertenberg is much
too good for you."
"I doubt that," Amalia
said sweetly. "No man is too good for me. There is just a great
deal of such who are not good enough." With these words, she went
upstairs to her room, greatly annoyed with her brother and his views concerning
her and his friend.
******
It had been one of those hot
summer days when not even a breeze had reached the house to give a bit of
refreshing coolness. Consequently, Baroness von Hertenberg was sitting in the
drawing room, feeling tired and old. Days like that had this effect on her,
sometimes, and much as she hated it, she had to admit that she was not twenty
any more.
The door opened quietly, and
Baroness von Hertenberg greeted the visitor.
"Count Hardegg! You are
back already? I thought you would not be back before supper."
"I arrived an hour
ago," Hardegg answered. "I hurried back to Hertenberg -- there is some
important business I have to attend to here."
"Important business in
Hertenberg," the Baroness asked, now seriously worried. "Is there
anything wrong?"
"Nothing at all, I assure
you," Hardegg answered. "No, the business I had to attend to was my
son. We had a serious talk today."
"I hope your son feels
comfortable here," the Baroness said. "Life can be a bit dull in the
country, sometimes. I would be very sorry to hear that he is not feeling
comfortable in my house."
"Believe me, Baroness,
Alexander is enjoying his stay very much," Hardegg said. "Actually, I
wanted to talk to you about something he told me. I think it is of interest for
you, as well."
The Baroness doubted this. What
business between father and son Hardegg could be her business as well...unless,
of course, Count Hardegg had renewed the foolish notion he had once indulged
in, the notion that had made him leave Vienna.
While the Baroness was still
contemplating the wording of her refusal, which would have to be unmistakable
and yet polite, Count Hardegg continued, "Alexander had a confession to
make, though I admit that I had suspected something of that sort already. He is
in love with your daughter, and his fondest wish at the moment is to marry
her."
Fine. So it was not the father
who was considering marriage, but the son. Marie the future Countess Hardegg?
Well, why not? She could certainly do worse.
"Does your son know you are
telling me about his plans," she asked, calmly.
"I told him I would do so,
yes. I had to, in order to make him refrain from declaring himself right now.
It would be utter foolishness to marry so young -- for both of them. In two or
three years, perhaps...it would not be such a bad idea, would it? As it is, I
finally convinced him to wait, at least until he can be sure as to how Marie
feels for him. What do you think?"
"I think this was a wise
decision," Baroness von Hertenberg answered. "I sometimes get the
feeling that Marie is not yet ready for such a thing as marriage. She is too
young, indeed, and I am afraid she has not the least suspicion as to your son's
feelings for her. What is more, I do believe she is far from returning
them."
"You believe Marie does not
like Alexander? This would be quite contrary to my impression," Count
Hardegg exclaimed.
"I did not say she does not
like him," Baroness von Hertenberg said. "What I meant is that
she is far from being in love with him. She likes him, the way she likes most
people. I am sure she would not want to risk her friendship with him, but that
is exactly the point -- she wishes to be his friend, but nothing
more."
"Do you not think that
could change?"
"Oh, things may be
different one day, no doubt," the Baroness said. "But I am quite sure
that nothing would get Marie to consent to a marriage without actually being in
love. A proposal of marriage -- at this moment -- would most certainly be
refused."
"You think Marie would
refuse him?"
"I am pretty certain that she
would, yes. I cannot vouch for her decision if your son were to ask her in a
year or two, of course. The only advice I can give him is to make himself
agreeable and to watch Marie closely. I know that, once she has lost her heart
to someone, she will let him know, in a way."
Count Hardegg laughed. "How
do you know?"
"She is my daughter,
sir. We must have something in common."
"I can distinctly remember
one day when a certain Joseph von Hertenberg, captain in Her Majesty's guards,
came to my quarters in despair because a certain Miss Bradbury did not care for
him. I quote: "If she did, she would show it." So where exactly does
the likeness come in?"
"I did not care for him, on
that particular day. He had flirted with one of my friends the whole previous
evening, he needed to be punished," Baroness von Hertenberg said,
laughingly. "Had he not run to you to cry on your shoulder, he might have
found out that my acting as if I did not care actually meant that I did
love him. Very much, even." She became serious again. "I still
do."
Something in Count Hardegg's countenance showed her that this was not quite
what he had wanted to hear. Had he returned to Vienna because of her? If so,
the Baroness pitied him. She still considered herself married, even though her
husband had been dead for nearly three years. There would never be room in her
heart for another.
She got up and went to the
window, looking out. "It looks as if there is a storm coming up," she
said. If you know nothing suitable to say, talk about the weather, her
mother had told her when she had been a young girl, and it had been one good
piece of advice.
"About time," Count
Hardegg said. "We could do with a bit of rain."
He seemed to know the
time-honoured rule as well. Getting up, he told her that he would go and tell
his son what she had advised him to do, and then left the room. Baroness von Hertenberg sighed. Whoever had
said that worries grew up just the way children did had been right. The older
her children got, the more she worried about them. There was Joseph, who was
doing well on the whole, but had turned into an insecure young man, yearning
for love but not expecting it. There was Carl, the soldier, who was like his
father in so many ways -- and like his father he could be killed by his profession
any time. There was Marie, her shy little girl who had grown into a promising
young lady, and who needed a loving, caring husband. Alexander Hardegg was the
one, certainly. Hopefully Marie would, one day, see him like that.
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