The Fortune Hunter

Chapter 11

They arrived in London just in time before it started to rain again, and it continued to rain the next day. The day afterwards, it cleared up sufficiently to make Olivia wish for some means to get outside. She was not the only one who wished to do so, it turned out. Just as Olivia was having breakfast, a messenger brought a note from Susannah telling her that they would pick her up for a ride in the park, should she be inclined to join them. Olivia sent back a note telling Susannah that she would gladly do so.

Their party consisted of Susannah, Captain Lennox, Lord Burnhope and Jane. Mr Lennox, Olivia was disappointed to see, was not with them. When Olivia inquired after him, Susannah informed her that she had not seen her brother Adrian ever since their trip to Richmond, but that she thought he had left London to attend to some business in Gloucestershire.

"Wiltshire, Susannah," Captain Lennox said calmly. "He told me he was going to some remote place to see some excavation or other."

"Mr Lennox is greatly interested in archaeology," Olivia said.

"I wonder what can be so interesting about it," Susannah complained. "It is a useless science, and unsavoury besides -- think of all that rubbish one comes across. Shards of pottery by the dozen! And then there are the skeletons! Call me old-fashioned, but I do believe the dead ought to remain buried where they are. Just imagine someone digging US up in a couple of centuries, and displaying us as particularly interesting specimens!"

Captain Lennox laughed. "Specimens of what, Susannah?" he asked. "I am sure I do not mind if they do dig me up. Since I shall be dead, I will not notice."

"Going all the way to Wiltshire, just to see some excavations," Susannah went on, contemptuously. "What does Adrian think he will see there?"

"Perhaps he is hoping for an English Pompeii?" Captain Lennox asked, grinning.

"I am afraid he will be disappointed if he does," Olivia said with a smile. "There are no volcanoes in Wiltshire, I am told. -- Do you happen to know when your brother is expected back in London, Captain Lennox?"

"I do not have the slightest idea," Captain Lennox said.

The news that Mr Lennox had left London made Olivia feel deserted -- even though, she told herself, she had no right to expect Mr Lennox to consider her for a moment if he chose to leave. Yet she felt that he ought to have said goodbye -- it was quite unlikely that he had not known, on the day before his departure, that he would make a journey soon. He could have mentioned it to her, at least, Olivia thought, and the fact that he had not done so convinced her that he did not care for her at all. Surely if she -- or her opinion -- meant anything to him, he would share his plans with her, even if it was only an insignificant journey to see some excavations in Wiltshire.

Olivia's musings were ended by Susannah, who informed her brother of all the particulars of their outing to Richmond, to which account he subjected himself without showing much interest. Susannah often called for Olivia's opinion, and therefore Olivia could not dwell on her worries, for which she was glad. She noticed the slight frown on Captain Lennox's face whenever Colonel Daltrey was mentioned, and again wondered why he disliked the Colonel. She soon had the opportunity to see the two men in each other's company -- they were on their way back when they suddenly met Colonel Daltrey himself on horseback, enjoying a ride in the park with a friend. Their surprise was great -- none of them had expected the Colonel to be in London. Susannah was especially pleased to see him, and her lively questions soon provided them with all the information they needed -- Colonel Daltrey had come to London to see his man of business and settle the lease of a house for his mother in Brighton.

"She has taken it into her head that a sojourn in Brighton will do her good, and being a good son I did what she wanted without waiting to be asked for it," he said with a good-humoured smile.

Captain Lennox had not shown his sister's enthusiasm for Colonel Daltrey. He had greeted him with a cold bow, and did not contribute to the conversation unless he had to. Colonel Daltrey did not seem inclined to exclude the Captain from their company, however.

"It has been some time since we last met," he said, with an affable smile.

"Quite so," Captain Lennox replied coldly.

"How did you like Gibraltar?"

"A trifle flat, I thought," Captain Lennox said.

"How is my old friend, Colonel Harris?"

"I left him in good health, sir."

"Glad to hear it. I always thought Harris was an excellent man; I have always been fond of him. -- Your brother told me you were trying to get a post in India."

"True."

"If you need any assistance..." Colonel Daltrey began.

"This is very kindly meant, I am sure, but not at all necessary," Captain Lennox interrupted him before he could finish his sentence. "A friend of mine has promised to use his influence on my behalf. His father is currently stationed in India, and always on the lookout for good officers, I have heard."

"Indeed? Who is the gentleman, if I may ask?" Colonel Daltrey asked. There was no sign of annoyance in his manner, although Olivia believed he had more than enough reason to be angry. Lively interest in Captain Lennox's plans was all that she could discern in his tone of voice.

"General Simmons. I do not believe you are acquainted with him," Captain Lennox said.

"Simmons! I do not know him in person, I admit, but his reputation has reached my ears. If I were you, I'd think twice before accepting a post in his staff. Or why do you think is he always on the lookout for good officers?"

"I neither know nor care," Captain Lennox said. "All I do want is to go to India to make my fortune."

"Get killed, more likely," Colonel Daltrey said dryly.

"Why, Colonel, is it dangerous?" Susannah exclaimed. "Bernie, you are not to go to India if there is any danger to your life and health! Promise me..."

"I promise you not to get killed," Captain Lennox said, with a furious look at Colonel Daltrey.

"But Bernie..." Susannah began.

"Can we talk about this at home, Susannah?" Captain Lennox said, quietly but with a dangerous glint in his eyes. Olivia had never seen him like this before.

Susannah gave Colonel Daltrey a desperate look. "Sir, do you really think it is dangerous for my brother to go to India?"

"I am sure Captain Lennox can take care of himself," the Colonel replied soothingly. Captain Lennox gave him a short bow, claimed to have seen a friend of his in the distance and rode off to join him.

"I sometimes think that I will never understand my brothers," Susannah said with a sigh, and turned to Colonel Daltrey again. "How long are you going to stay in London?" she asked him.

"Not long, only a couple of days," the Colonel said. "I do not think it will take my solicitor very long to find suitable lodgings for my mother."

"Will you do us the honour of dining with us one of these days?" Susannah asked.

"I will, if I am invited," the Colonel said.

Susannah then called on Lord Burnhope's assistance, and Lord Burnhope assured Colonel Daltrey that he would be welcome in Burnhope House at any time -- and that he would personally sit down to write an invitation the moment he got home. Thus they parted on the best terms.
The moment Colonel Daltrey and his friend had left them, Captain Lennox joined their party again, and had to listen to his sister's reproach for having been so uncivil to "the poor man".

"This sounds as if Colonel Daltrey had made quite an impression on you," Captain Lennox said teasingly.

"What is so wrong about that?" Susannah asked furiously. "Colonel Daltrey is an admirable man! Such excellent manners -- you would do well to follow his example!"

Captain Lennox sighed. "You too, dearest sister? If you have not noticed -- I cannot stand the man. The very last thing I want to be is a copy of his perfection. I'd rather be an imperfect original."

"But what is it you do not like about him?" Susannah demanded.

"If he were not such a picture of perfection, I might even like him," Captain Lennox said. "As it is, I stay away from him when I can -- one can only look bad in comparison to such a paragon of virtue." The icy accents in which Captain Lennox pronounced the Colonel a paragon of virtue did not escape Olivia. There was no love lost between Captain Lennox and Colonel Daltrey, that was quite obvious -- although if the Colonel disliked the Captain, he made a good job of hiding it.

Back in Half Moon Street, Agnes reminded Olivia that Mrs. Somerville had chosen that evening for her rout party, an event Olivia was by no means looking forward to. The more she saw of her godmother, the less she liked her, and wondered how her mother could ever have harboured friendly feelings for a person so completely different from herself. No doubt Mrs. Somerville had meant well by organising a party in Olivia's honour, but Olivia did not expect to derive much pleasure from it. Neither did Sir Felix, Olivia realised -- he, who loved to go into company normally, did not sound too happy when Agnes told him where they were to spend the evening.


One had to grant Mrs. Somerville one thing -- whatever she took on herself to organise, was bound to be a great success. There were dozens of guests at her house, although Olivia knew hardly any of them. Those she did know were not favourites with her either -- the Culverthorpes and Lady Wesley were not the sort of people with whom she wished to associate. Neither the Lennoxes nor Sir Edwin had been invited, and Olivia suspected that the sole purpose of this evening was to throw her into Lord Swafford's company and to keep her away from any possible rivals for her affection.

Lord Swafford was very solicitous that evening -- he talked less of himself than he was wont to do, and paid Olivia a couple of very handsome compliments. Olivia did not believe any of them to be meant seriously, and besides she did not consider Lord Swafford capable of devising such homage to anyone but himself. Probably someone -- very likely Mrs. Somerville -- had assisted him there.

Lady Wesley sang some songs to entertain the guests, and Olivia granted her voice to be very good and her playing superior to her own. When Lady Wesley was finished, Mrs. Somerville asked Olivia to play, and although she felt that her own performance would be nothing in comparison to Lady Wesley's, she sat down at the pianoforte, looked at the music-sheets and chose one of the easiest pieces.

"I am afraid I am not the most talented of musicians," she said with a smile, "but I shall play this to please our hostess."

She put the music-sheets in place, and Lord Swafford rose immediately, hurried to her side and asked her whether he could be of assistance. Even though Olivia declined his kind offer, he remained at her side, and turned the pages of the music-sheets for her. Unfortunately, he did not quite know what he was doing, turning a page before Olivia was finished playing it, and thus nearly ruining her performance. Somehow she managed to finish playing without making a complete fool of herself, and gratefully received Mrs. Somerville's compliments on her musical talent. Lord Swafford, she noticed, seemed to be one of her greatest admirers. Had he known a bit more about music than she thought he did, his applause might have been flattering. As it was, his compliments did not give her pleasure at all.

Olivia went back to her seat, and since Agnes was the next lady to exhibit her skill on the pianoforte, the chair next to her was vacant. It was instantly taken by Lady Wesley, who sat down declaring that she had long been waiting for an opportunity to further her acquaintance with the famous Miss Paige.

"I could hardly take my eyes off you when you were playing, Miss Paige," she said. "You were such a beautiful picture! Especially in Lord Swafford's company -- what a beautiful pair you make! You quite took my breath away!" Olivia did not quite like the sly smile that accompanied Lady Wesley's praise.

"Lord Swafford is aware of it, of course," Lady Wesley continued. "Will we soon hear interesting news, I wonder?"

Coldly, Olivia replied, "I do hope you hear interesting news every day, Lady Wesley."

Lady Wesley giggled. "You do not want to talk about it until the matter is settled, of course. Very prudent of you."

"I did not know there was any matter to be settled between Lord Swafford and me, Lady Wesley," Olivia said, now seriously annoyed but trying hard to hide it.

"His opinion may be different," Lady Wesley said, still smiling.

"Lord Swafford's opinion is a matter of greatest indifference to me, madam," Olivia said curtly.

Lady Wesley laughed. "Of course! We all say so until a gentleman declares himself! Why, until dear Sir Timothy proposed, I barely acknowledged his existence!"

"You are suffering from some kind of misapprehension, Lady Wesley. I neither expect nor wish Lord Swafford to propose."

"I do hope you will change your mind," Lady Wesley laughed. "The poor gentleman! I did not know you could be so cruel!"

Olivia had heard quite enough, and tried to get up from her chair. Lady Wesley detained her. "I beg you, Miss Paige, stay! Now that I finally have the chance to get acquainted with you, we ought to make the most of it! I hear you are very friendly with Susannah Lennox and Jane Hervey! Nothing to be said against them, of course, charming girls, both of them."

Olivia did not mean to pick up this topic, even though she realised that this was what she was meant to do. She simply nodded, but said nothing.

"Lady Burnhope's ball will be quite out of the common way, I hear. Too bad I shall not attend it -- I have not been invited," Lady Wesley said.

"I am very sorry to hear this," Olivia said politely, but unconcerned.

With a sigh, Lady Wesley said, "Well, ever since my engagement to Sir Timothy became known, the Lennoxes have slighted me. I am quite disappointed at their behaviour, I am sure they had no reason ... but ... it will not do to complain to you, will it?" She gave a brilliant laugh. "Here comes Sir Felix Gordon, looking like a thundercloud, and I daresay he will take you away from me. Good bye, Miss Paige! I am sure we will meet more often, once..." She smiled. "No, I shall not speak of it yet, if it embarrasses you." She walked off in direction of her husband, who was sitting with Lord Swafford, and left Olivia to herself. Sir Felix took the empty seat next to Olivia.

"It seems Lady Wesley has taken to the absurd notion of my marrying Lord Swafford," Olivia said, nettled. "How can she? I am sure neither of us has shown any sign of attachment!"

With a smile, Sir Felix said, "Sir Timothy is a close friend of Swafford's. Swafford may have dropped a hint to him."

"He never dropped a hint to me," Olivia said indignantly and made Sir Felix laugh.

"He may not have thought it necessary," he said. "If you have not noticed yet -- Lord Swafford is very sure of himself. It may not have crossed his mind that you might not be interested. -- Agnes wishes to go home. Do you want to stay a bit longer?"

Olivia laughed. "To receive Lord Swafford's very flattering offer?" she asked. "No, indeed! Let us go home!"


Two days later, they had an invitation from Lady Burnhope to dine at Burnhope House. Olivia, not having heard anything from Mr Lennox ever since their outing to Richmond, hoped she would see him, or at least hear from him, and was therefore eager to go.

While Crewe did her hair, Olivia took the sketch Mr Lennox had drawn out of the drawer and looked at it. There was a strange fluttering feeling whenever she thought of that moment in Richmond, or the way he had looked at her -- that intense, arresting look.

"You seem in good spirits today, Miss, if I may say so," Crewe remarked, and as her eyes fell on her reflection in the mirror Olivia realised she had been smiling.

"Oh, I am looking forward to pleasant company, that is all," she said, blushing furiously. Crewe refrained from commenting on that, but simply remarked that she had seen "that Italian fellow that works for Mr Lennox" in town that morning. This was excellent news, Olivia thought -- for if Mr Lennox was back in town he would very likely dine at his brother's house that evening. It was unlikely for Luca to be in town if his employer was still away.

Olivia was not disappointed -- when they were ushered into Lady Burnhope's drawing room, Mr Lennox was among the guests, standing next to Colonel Daltrey's chair and obviously sharing a particularly amusing story with him. She greeted him with a smile that, Olivia felt on reflection, left no doubt how much she had missed him.

"I am glad to see you back in London, Mr Lennox," she said. "You were missed, I can tell you -- we were quite a miserable party when we rode in the park the day before yesterday. Weren't we, Colonel Daltrey?"

Colonel Daltrey laughed. "I did not notice any particular amount of misery in your demeanour, Miss Paige, but I shall not contradict you."

"Tell me, sir, what made you leave London in such a hurry?" Olivia asked.

"Important business called me to Gloucestershire," Mr Lennox said, "and since I already was on the way, I went to Wiltshire to see a university friend of mine, who is at the moment conducting an excavation on his property."

"Does he hope to find anything interesting?" Olivia asked.

"Yes, he does. Various coins of Roman origin have been found on the fields surrounding the village, so he does hope for some more Roman relics," Mr Lennox said.

"And the business in Gloucestershire?" Olivia asked mischievously.

"Was very important, or I would not have gone there," Mr Lennox said with a smile.

"More important than riding into the park with us?"

"Unfortunately." He smiled. "Do you think anything but important matters could keep me away from y ... London?"

Olivia had noticed his lapse, but pretended not to have done so. Lightly, she said, "Who am I to make such a judgement? Besides, what is of foremost importance to you may seem but a trifle to me, sir."

"If you choose to take offence, Miss Paige, I am sorry there is not much I can do to defend myself," Mr Lennox said, earnestly. Olivia realised that she had hurt him.

"I am sorry, Mr Lennox," she said. "I should not have said that -- besides, my curiosity was quite out of place. You have never given me reason to feel slighted, sir."

"I am glad to hear it," Mr Lennox said gravely. He soon recovered his good spirits, however, and the evening turned out to be a very pleasant one. After dinner, they sat down to card games, and Olivia played a rubber of whist with Mr Lennox, Susannah and Colonel Daltrey. Susannah seemed to be quite fond of the Colonel, and even though she could not discern any signs of love in him yet, Olivia thought they would make a very pretty couple -- though what Captain Lennox would have to say to a union between them Olivia did not wish to imagine.


The next morning, Olivia called on Susannah to take her on a shopping expedition, but when she entered the drawing room at Burnhope House she saw that there was already a visitor -- Colonel Daltrey.

"What a surprise to find you here, Colonel!" Olivia said after having greeted everyone in the room.

"I am afraid I cannot stay long," the Colonel said. "I just came here to take leave -- my mother has been taken ill, and I am to return to Richmond without delay."

"Poor Mrs. Daltrey!" Susannah exclaimed, looking disappointed. "Is she very ill?"

"I do not think so," the Colonel said. "Just her usual complaint -- which causes a great deal of suffering, without doubt, but it is not exactly dangerous."

"But you will be able to come back for the ball, Colonel Daltrey?" Susannah asked. "I had so hoped to see you there!"

"I shall try to come," Colonel Daltrey said. "Although, Miss Lennox, I am afraid I am not much use as a dancing partner." With his stick, he tapped against his ankle to emphasise his meaning.

"Never mind, sir, there will be plenty of amusement without having to dance," Susannah said eagerly.

Colonel Daltrey said, with a brilliant smile, that he did not doubt that in the least, took leave of the ladies, bowed and was off. Susannah turned to Olivia.

"Shall we go for a walk?" she asked.

"I actually came to ask you whether you wanted to go shopping with me," Olivia said.

"Good!" Susannah exclaimed, and went to her room to change into her walking dress.

"Let us take the shortcut through the park," Susannah said as they left Burnhope House. Olivia had no objection to that, and as they passed the park gate, Susannah said, "There is something I want to tell you, Olivia."

"I thought you wanted to speak to me in private," Olivia said with a smile.

"You can read me like an open book, can't you?" Susannah said. "Right from the beginning of our acquaintance, you always knew what I thought. It is as if I had known you for ages. This is why I want to tell you ... but promise me not to tell anyone."

"I will not tell anyone," Olivia said.

"I do not know whether you have noticed it or not," Susannah said, "but I am very fond of Colonel Daltrey."

Olivia laughed. "That was quite obvious yesterday evening," she said.

"Too obvious?" Susannah asked anxiously. "Did I make a fool of myself, do you think?"

"Not at all," Olivia assured her.

"I have always been fond of him, you know," Susannah said, blushing. "I was just a schoolgirl when I first met him -- thirteen or fourteen years of age, and he was so handsome, so kind... He did not take much notice of me then, of course, I was simply Adrian's annoying little sister. He was a favourite with all the ladies, and could have had any he fancied, I am sure! He did not think of me at all, but I -- I thought of him all the time. He was so clever, so lively -- and then there was Waterloo. I cried for him when I heard, for I was so afraid he might die and never know what I felt for him. Then he returned, and I saw him sometimes, but he had changed so much ... He is very different now from what he was, but I love him the more for the things he has gone through! Do you think I am foolish, Olivia?"

Olivia, stunned by Susannah's open confession, shook her head.

"I do, sometimes," Susannah said. "To let a schoolgirl fancy get the better of me! But I love him for different reasons now. I admired his looks and his lively manners when I was fourteen. I suppose I loved his regimentals most."

She laughed, and Olivia laughed along with her.

"But now, I have realised what a good man he is, and how much he needs someone to love him. I love so many things about him now that I did not even notice when I was younger! And his regimentals do not mean anything to me any more."

Olivia smiled. Susannah stopped short. "You are laughing at me," she said, eyeing Olivia suspiciously.

"No, I am not," Olivia said calmly. "Only your last statement amused me. I would never make fun of your feelings, Susannah."

With a sigh of relief, Susannah said, "I am so glad you understand me. Being in love without knowing whether one's feelings are returned is not funny. I cannot think of anything but him, whenever I see him my heart beats so wildly that it chokes me, and in my mind I repeat ever word of his, every look, and try to discover his state of mind concerning me. Am I not to be pitied?" She laughed, but it was not her usual merry laugh. "And yet I would not miss this feeling for the world."

There was a short pause, and Olivia reflected on how Susannah's description of her feelings for Colonel Daltrey corresponded with her own feelings for someone else.

"You will not tell anyone what I told you, will you?" Susannah finally asked. "If I make a fool of myself over Colonel Daltrey, I had rather not have everyone know."

"I told you that this would remain between the two of us," Olivia said. "I promise."

"I am so glad I told you," Susannah said. "I could not have kept it to myself much longer, but I did not really know whom to tell. But then it occurred to me...that you might understand me." She gave Olivia a searching look. "Or don't you?"

With a shy smile, Olivia said, "I think I do."

Their eyes met, and for a moment Olivia wished she could speak to Susannah as openly as she had done. There was a bond between them, a mutual understanding, and it would be such a comfort to know that there was someone who knew exactly how one felt ... but Susannah was Mr Lennox's sister.

They walked on and, with a sigh, Susannah expressed her hope that Colonel Daltrey would come to the ball. Then they reached one of the busier streets of London, and Olivia's chance to open her heart to Susannah was gone. Her love for Mr Lennox remained her secret.

 

 

Chapter 12

 

One afternoon, Sir Felix surprised his wife with the announcement that he had invited his cousin Adrian to dine with them. Agnes was not altogether fond of this kind of surprise -- last-minute guests, she felt, could never be received the way they ought to. The dinner would not be up to her usual standard, and although Sir Felix assured his wife that Cousin Adrian was the very last man to wish to be fussed over, Agnes was not reconciled to the idea until an emergency conference in the kitchen had reassured her that her cook could still prepare a dinner worthy of feeding the King, should he choose to honour them with his presence. Mr. Lennox being a great favourite with her, there was no other reason for her not to look forward to the evening, and when Olivia heard of her brother-in-law's plans, she was hard put to check her enthusiasm. Yet she felt that Sir Felix suspected something -- she did not quite relish his knowing smile.

Mr. Lennox arrived in time, and the evening promised to be a very agreeable one. During dinner, Agnes mentioned a new exhibition in Somerset House, and asked Mr. Lennox whether he had already seen it.

"I went there yesterday, Lady Gordon," Mr. Lennox said.

"There! Everyone I know has seen it, while I remain ignorant," Agnes said with a sigh.

"Which means?" Sir Felix asked, with a wink at his cousin.

"I feel like a fool whenever anyone talks about it and I have not seen it," Agnes replied challengingly.

"Why do you not tell me that you want to see it?" Sir Felix asked. "You only had to ask!"

"I wanted to give you an opportunity to show what a good husband you are," Agnes said teasingly.

"By not telling me what you want? Could there be a fault in your logic, my dear?"

"Not at all! A good husband knows what his wife wishes without her telling him about it all the time."

"I never knew I had psychic abilities," Sir Felix said with a grin.

"You don't. Obviously." Mr. Lennox said. Sir Felix laughed.

"I am afraid, Agnes, you will have to go on giving me gentle hints if you want me to do something," he said.

Mr. Lennox laughed. "That is cheating, Felix. You are supposed to be able to guess what your wife wants without any prompting from her."

"This, Mr. Lennox, is marriage at an advanced level," Agnes said, smiling mischievously. "I will not expect Sir Felix to perform this before the third year of our marriage. He is still young -- he will learn."

"Thank you, my dear, for not giving up on me just yet," Sir Felix said, taking his wife's hand. "You want to see that exhibition, and see it you shall. When do you want to go?"

After some discussion it was decided that they would go to see the exhibition the day after the next, and that Mr. Lennox would join them -- even though he had already seen it, he pointed out that it was well worth seeing more often.

After dinner, they settled down to a game of whist, and Olivia greatly enjoyed the quiet evening in the company she loved most -- that of her sister and, more importantly, Mr. Lennox's. When he left, Olivia hated to see him go, but her spirits improved when she thought of the treat that was in store for her the day after the next.


The next morning, Agnes asked Olivia what she was going to wear at Lady Burnhope's ball. Having not decided yet, she spent half of the morning showing Agnes every single ball gown she possessed, only to find out that none of them really suited her, apart from those she had already worn somewhere else, and it was out of the question that the rich Miss Paige should be seen wearing the same dress twice.

Therefore they set out towards Madame Lenore's establishment, one of the most fashionable shops in London, to supply themselves with suitable attire for Lady Burnhope's ball. It took them nearly an hour and a half, but finally they were both rigged out to their satisfaction and, after Madame Lenore had congratulated them on their excellent taste and had promised them to deliver their new gowns to Half Moon Street, they decided to walk home. They had hardly left Madame's premises when a carriage stopped next to them, and a familiar voice hailed them. It was Lady Wesley, who offered to take them home in her carriage. Politely, Agnes tried to decline the offer, but when Lady Wesley insisted and acted as if she was going to take offence if they did not join her, Agnes saw no other solution than getting into the carriage -- it would not do to snub Lady Wesley in public.

"You are staying in Half Moon Street, are you not?" Lady Wesley asked when they had settled down in their seat, feeling far from comfortable.

"Yes, we are," Agnes said.

"We used to reside there during the first year of our marriage," Lady Wesley said, "but then Sir Timothy and I agreed that we needed something better. Our house is in Berkeley Square. Do you frequent Madame Lenore's very often?"

"We do," Agnes said. "I think her fashions are very elegant."

"Oh, elegant indeed!" Lady Wesley said dismissively. "Nothing out of the common way, however. I prefer Arlette's -- she sells French fashions as well, and they are much more exclusive than Lenore's."

"And frightfully expensive," Agnes said with a smile. Lady Wesley laughed as if she had heard the best joke ever.

"Oh yes, but then I always say to dear Sir Timothy that a lady's style reflects on her husband. I would not have supposed Sir Felix Gordon to be tight-fisted, I admit."

Though Lady Wesley could not tell, Olivia was fully aware of Agnes's fury as she replied, "He is not. But I do not want to spend three hundred on a gown when I can get two for the same price somewhere else. No one sees the difference, either."

"At least they will not say so if they do," Lady Wesley said tartly. "Here we are! Half Moon Street! My compliments to Sir Felix, Lady Gordon. Miss Paige!" While curtseying to Lady Wesley, Olivia decided that she did not like her. She had been ready to make allowances for first impressions, which might not always be favourable but which ought not to weigh too heavily with one, but now her opinion of Lady Wesley was settled -- she was an odious woman.

Agnes seemed to agree with her on that matter. At the dinner table that evening, she described her encounter with Lady Wesley, and though Sir Felix did not say anything at first, the frown in his face betrayed what he might think.

"I wonder what that woman may want of you," he finally said. "

"I have no idea," Agnes said.

"At Mrs. Somerville's party, she was chatting with Olivia as if they had always been friends, and now she tries to be on friendly terms with you..." Sir Felix went on.

"Her method is not efficient," Agnes said, bitingly.

"Nevertheless, she tries," Sir Felix said, "and I do not like it. Be careful, Agnes -- and Olivia, too. Lady Wesley has never been known for her altruism."

Sir Felix's condemnation of Lady Wesley, even if it coincided with her own opinion of her, puzzled Olivia. "You do not like Lady Wesley, Sir Felix, do you?" she said.

"Not at all, I admit," Sir Felix said.

"For what reason?" Olivia asked.

"There are many, but the main reason is that that woman has no heart," Sir Felix said.

"Harsh censure," Olivia said with a smile.

"But it is true," Sir Felix said. "Had you seen what I have ... Lady Wesley does not care what suffering she causes in others."

"Do you have a reason to think so?" Agnes asked her husband, suddenly suspicious. Even though Agnes's husband could not, Olivia could read her mind at times. At the moment she suspected that her husband had, at one point, been in some way attached to Lady Wesley.

"One of my friends..." Sir Felix began, but broke off. "You must promise me that this will stay between the three of us," he said earnestly. "The poor fellow has suffered enough, and you can be certain that no sympathy on your part would be welcome -- not at all. One of my friends was engaged to be married with her, but she jilted him. She found a weak excuse and cried off three weeks before their projected wedding."

"How terrible!" Agnes exclaimed, her slight frown giving way to an expression of deep concern. "How could she! Was he ... very unhappy?"

"Of course," Sir Felix said. "He loved her very much, and this hit him out of the blue -- he had no idea that she did not want to marry him. I know this sounds melodramatic, but she really broke his heart."

"The poor man," Olivia said. "I do hope he has got over it by now."

"I would not know," Sir Felix said bitterly. "It is the one subject he never discusses, not even with me. Besides, I am the last one to inflict such a conversation on him. Anyway, this is why I -- and everyone else who really care for him -- cut Lady Wesley. As for him, he tries to keep out of her way, which is not always possible. If they do happen to be present at the same function, she acts as if nothing had ever happened, even though she must know how this must hurt him. There is no sense of decency in her."

"I discovered as much," Agnes said. "I do hope we shall not meet her very often. It was most vexing today, not to be able to decline her offer without snubbing her in public, which is a thing I would not usually do. But I admit I never liked her."

Sir Felix smiled. "I knew you wouldn't, and I am happy to see that I was not mistaken in you. I cannot influence your choice in friends, of course, at least I do not want to, but I would have been really sorry if you had taken a liking to Lady Wesley."

Olivia wondered which of Sir Felix's friends had been Lady Wesley's fiancé, but she could not decide among them. From what she had witnessed, it could have been any of them. Much as she wished to know, she knew that Sir Felix would not tell her, probably to protect his friend from being insulted even further by her compassion. But it would have been interesting to know.


While they were waiting for Mr. Lennox's arrival the next day, Sir Felix handed the Gazette to his sister-in-law and said, with a mischievous smile, that she might find this very interesting.

"I hardly ever read newspapers," Olivia said.

"I know," Sir Felix said and grinned. "Do make an exception today, Olivia. Just check the announcements page." Olivia turned the pages until she found the page that was usually reserved for rumours and announcements concerning London society. What she found there was not exactly a surprise -- she had seen this coming for quite some time -- but the notion of having made a correct guess made her smile.

"What is the news," Agnes asked calmly, and Olivia obliged her by reading the notice aloud.

"Sir John and Lady Hervey are pleased to announce the betrothal of their younger daughter, Jane Alexandra, to William Henry Lennox, Viscount Burnhope. - I knew this would happen sooner or later," she exclaimed. "Can you imagine a couple better suited for each other? I cannot!"

"I daresay they will be very happy," Agnes agreed. "Coming to think of it, I believed Lord Burnhope to be uncommonly fond of Jane Hervey."

"Oh, her sister will be furious," Olivia said, relishing the thought. That the slighted little sister should become married before the bullying older one -- and to a Viscount, too! This sounded like a fairy tale.

When Mr. Lennox was announced, Sir Felix asked him at once whether he had known about his brother's engagement.

"I was probably one of the first people to know that he meant to marry," Mr. Lennox said, with a smile. "This was why he wanted me to come back -- not that he could not have married without my assistance, but he wanted me to look after the Burnhope estate while he was on his wedding tour. It only took him some time to summon the nerve to offer for Miss Hervey."

"Why did you not tell me?" Sir Felix asked. "And why did I have to read about the engagement in the paper, instead of Burnhope telling me himself?"

"As for the first question," Mr. Lennox said with a smile, "I do not know how it was with you, Felix, but should I ever marry, I'd rather make the announcement myself and not leave it to my brothers. This is why I did not tell you. The second question is easily answered." Mr. Lennox pointed to the pile of unopened letters in front of Sir Felix. "It is not William's fault if you read the newspaper before checking your correspondence."

Sir Felix looked through his letters and indeed found one directed to him in Lord Burnhope's neat hand which informed him that Miss Jane Hervey had been so obliging as to accept Lord Burnhope's hand in marriage.

"I like his way of expressing himself," Sir Felix said, smiling. "Very formal."

"Most appropriate and to the point," Mr. Lennox agreed. "Just what I would expect from my brother."

"Have you seen Lord Burnhope this morning?" Olivia asked. "How is he?"

"Besieged by well-wishers," Mr. Lennox said, grinning. "He is doing well, however. Miss Jane Hervey is being beleaguered as well -- everyone in town wants to know how she managed to catch one of the largest prizes on the marriage mart."

"How do you know Jane is beleaguered?"

"I went there before I came here, to congratulate her and welcome her in my family," Mr. Lennox said.

"I must go and see her as well," Olivia said. "Not now, of course, but after we have been to Somerset House."

Upon their entering Somerset House, Sir Felix sighted a friend of his going up the stairs and left his party behind to follow him. With a sigh, Agnes turned to Olivia.

"You see what happens once you are married," she said to her sister. "Take my advice, Olivia, and do not marry -- it only leads to permanent neglect." The sparkle in her eyes betrayed that she was not quite serious. She turned to Mr. Lennox. "Don't you agree, Mr. Lennox?"

"I am afraid I know nothing of the married state, Lady Gordon, so I shall have to take your word for it," he said smilingly. "Besides, as a gentleman I think I ought to take your husband's side."

"Of course," Agnes said, smiling. "Family duty and code of honour among gentlemen, I suppose."

"Quite so, Lady Gordon."

Sir Felix waited for them at the entrance to the Exhibition Room, and together they went in. However, in the crowd of people admiring the paintings, Olivia soon lost her sister and brother-in-law and was grateful for Mr. Lennox, who remained at her side and whose arm she could hold on to. They walked around the room, looked at the pictures, and Mr. Lennox explained the paintings to her. Olivia wished she knew more about art, for it was quite evident that it was one of Mr. Lennox's chief interests, and she felt that her ignorance might throw a bad light on her. If it did, Mr. Lennox did not show any signs of impatience with her, on the contrary. Olivia suspected that he quite enjoyed himself. Finally, they came to a collection of small landscapes, and Olivia went closer to the pictures to examine them. One of them showed a village, placed on cliffs high above the sea. Even if she did not know exactly where it was, she could make an educated guess.

"Mr. Lennox," she said smilingly, "this is what I have always imagined Italy to be."

"You are right, Miss Paige," Mr. Lennox said. "This is Italy -- the town is called Sorrento."

"Have you seen it, Mr. Lennox? Is the picture like the original?"

"Very much so," Mr. Lennox said. "Sorrento is not very far from Naples. Or Pompeii, for that matter, so I went there several times."

"How beautiful," Olivia sighed and went on to the next picture. "Palermo. Have you ever been to Palermo, Mr. Lennox?"

"No, I have not," Mr. Lennox said. "Sicily was not on my itinerary."

"Oh! Judging by that picture, Mr. Lennox, I think you have missed something."

"So I have," Mr. Lennox said. "I shall go to Sicily next time I get to Italy. There is an interesting volcano to be found -- Mount Etna. Besides, Palermo is said to be very beautiful. Then there is Messina -- there are many things I have not seen yet."

Olivia cast another glance at the pictures and sighed. "I would so much like to see all this," she said longingly.

With an affectionate look at her, Mr. Lennox said, "Yes, that would be ... nice, wouldn't it?" His gaze made Olivia nervous, and she tried to lead away from a subject that had, in her opinion, become dangerous.

"Have you done any pictures like these, Mr. Lennox?" she asked. "Ones I have not seen yet?"

Mr. Lennox shook his head. "No, I have not," he said. "I am quite good at sketching, and I can do some decent watercolours, if I put my mind to it, but I have always been a poor hand at oil-painting."

"Have you ever thought of travelling further than Italy?" Olivia asked him, as they walked on.

"For example?" Mr. Lennox asked, smiling.

"Oh, I do not know, there are so many places to go..." Olivia said uncertainly.

"Mongolia?" Mr. Lennox suggested, smiling mischievously. "China?"

"What I had in mind," Olivia said laughingly, "was not quite so far. Greece, for example. Egypt."

"As for Greece, it would be worth a thought or two," Mr. Lennox said. "But Egypt -- no, not really. The Egyptian climate would not agree with me, I think."

"Too hot?"

"I do not mind the heat so much," he said. "As long as there is some water somewhere, I can deal with that. But spending weeks and weeks in the desert -- no, I am afraid Egypt shall never make my acquaintance."

Olivia laughed. "But it would be interesting to go there, would it not?" she insisted. "Especially for someone with your interest!"

"My interest, Miss Paige?"

"Digging," Olivia said with a laugh. "You went all the way to Wiltshire just to see some Roman coins, after all, and you spent some time in Pompeii, did you not?"

"Most of the people who are digging in Egypt," Mr. Lennox said, "do so to enrich themselves. I see no point in robbing a country of its heritage, as some do, in the name of Science. I am ready to admit that Belzoni, for example, is doing valuable work, but I doubt his motives. -- Apart from that, Miss Paige," he continued, "I am not very interested in temples and palaces, or dead kings."

"What are you interested in, Mr. Lennox?" Olivia asked. "What made you join your friend in Pompeii?"

"People, Miss Paige. I am interested in the way they used to live -- their daily lives. That is what I love about Pompeii. It tells us how people lived."

"And died," Olivia said earnestly.

"That, too," Mr. Lennox said. "Yet, right up to the end, Pompeii was a place for the living. Kings' Valley is a place for the dead."

Meanwhile they had reached the entrance again, where Agnes and Sir Felix were waiting for them. Agnes praised the exhibition in the highest terms, while Sir Felix admitted that it "had been worth seeing after all."

Just as their party were walking down the stairs, Sir Edwin Arncott was coming towards them, accompanied by a gentleman Olivia did not know. He shook hands with all of them and kept Olivia's hand in his rather longer than necessary. Everything in his demeanour indicated that he considered Olivia his property -- probably he wished to make it plain to a possible rival that he had been there first. Mr. Lennox was too intelligent not to take the hint, and as he led Olivia down the stairs after the encounter he said, quietly, "It is none of my business, of course, but Arncott seems to believe himself in your favour."

"I do not know how he came to think so," Olivia said. "I thought I had made it very plain to him that I was not interested."

"Ladies have been known to change their minds, however," Mr. Lennox said with a smile.

"Not I," Olivia said hotly. "I am not like..." She broke off as she saw Mr. Lennox's eyes harden.

"Not like....?" he prompted.

"Not like others, I wanted to say," Olivia said, without looking at him.

"That, Miss Paige, is evident," he said with a polite smile, as he handed her into a carriage. "You are quite unique."

Then, he took his leave and walked off, while the carriage took them back to Half Moon Street. Olivia went upstairs immediately after her arrival, to change into another dress for her visit to Jane. She could not wait to hear all the particulars concerning Jane's betrothal, and in her eagerness to see her friend she almost forgot the look in Mr. Lennox's eyes when she had nearly pronounced herself to be quite different from Lady Wesley.

 

 

Chapter 13

As they were ushered into Lady Hervey's drawing room, they found that they were not the only visitors. The news of Miss Jane Hervey's engagement to one of the most eligible bachelors in Town had certainly made its way among London society, and everyone seemed to wish to confirm the news.

Jane was seated next to her mother, and looked flushed. She had never liked being the centre of attention, and she did not like it now. Her embarrassment was obvious, and she did not talk much, but left the talking to her mother and sister.

That she was suddenly very high in her mother's favour was evident -- Lady Hervey could not utter a single sentence without referring to her younger daughter as "my dear girl", or "dearest Jane". Miss Hervey looked resentful -- she obviously envied her sister's happiness, and that Jane had managed to marry before her, to marry a man who had evaded so many attempts at match-making already, piqued her.

Jane received their congratulations with a shy smile and a half-whispered "Thank you".

"You must tell me all about it one of these days, Jane," Olivia said, and pressed Jane's hand. "I can see you are quite overwhelmed at the moment, but I am sure you will recover." She noticed a stunning diamond ring on Jane's finger she had not seen before.

"Did Lord Burnhope give you this ring?" she asked Jane. Jane nodded.

"It is a family heirloom," she said quietly. "I am afraid Lady Burnhope will hate me for this -- how could anyone ever part with such a beautiful piece without feeling resentful?"

"Nonsense," Lady Hervey said sharply. "If it is a family heirloom, she will have to part with it, and well she knows it."

"If you say so," Jane said quietly, but sounded far from convinced.

They sat there talking while the visitors came and went, and Olivia could not help but feel sorry for Jane. That someone who was so uncomfortable in company should have to receive so many guests made her feel uncomfortable on Jane's account, and if there had been anything she could have done to relieve Jane, she would have done it. This, however, was not necessary, for Jane's rescue was well on its way.

Agnes had just stated that they had better leave when the butler announced Lord and Lady Burnhope and Miss Lennox. Olivia saw the happy glow in Jane's eyes when her betrothed entered the room, and from that moment on, Olivia noticed, Jane seemed to have forgotten her self-consciousness. She did not become more loquacious, but at least acted with more assurance.

Lord Burnhope greeted his future mother and sister-in-law with exquisite politeness, and kissed Jane's hand with a smile, asking her whether she had had many visitors that day.

He kept Jane's hand in his and pressed it reassuringly for a few moments before he released her. Olivia was happy to witness this -- such a display of affection in public from Lord Burnhope, she felt, was worth as much as a kiss from any other man.

Susannah congratulated Jane on her engagement, and expressed her happiness at the occasion quite freely.

"I am very pleased with my brother's choice, Jane," she said with a smile. "I could not have been more pleased with it if I had made it myself."

There was a trace of irony in Lord Burnhope's voice, Olivia thought, as he replied, "I am glad I managed to make you happy, Susannah."

"Oh, I know you had your happiness in mind when you proposed to Jane," Susannah said, undaunted. "I only wanted to tell Jane how happy I was that one of my best friends is going to be my sister! Now if only Adrian would..." She broke off as she saw the look in her brother's eyes.

"I do hope, Susannah, that you will refrain from making any such remark in Adrian's presence," he said sharply. "Some things are just not your business, you know."

He sat down next to Sir Felix, and the general conversation continued until a new guest -- a friend of Lady Hervey's -- was announced. After having heard this friend's felicitations, Lady Hervey was content to praise her daughter in what she thought were the highest terms.

"Who would have thought this of my dearest Jane?" she sighed happily. "That she, of all people, might make a man of such consequence fall in love with her!"

A slight twitch around the corners of his mouth betrayed that Lord Burnhope had heard Lady Hervey, but chose not to comment.

"To say the truth," Lady Hervey continued, "I often felt as if I was going to despair -- Jane is pretty as a picture, but no one could ever get her to open her mouth and talk! People thought her quite insipid!"

This time, Lord Burnhope had evidently had enough of Lady Hervey. With a dangerous look in his eyes, he said loudly, "I have always thought it was an admirable quality in a lady to know when to be silent." As everyone looked at him, he said, very calmly, "Would you not agree, Felix?" He looked at his cousin as if daring him to disagree.

"Absolutely," Sir Felix said, with a smile.

Lady Hervey blushed violently and, for the remainder of their stay, refrained from praising her daughter in the way she had done. Olivia was happy to see that Lord Burnhope had obviously taken it on himself to protect Jane from anything that might possibly distress her. She had never seen him like this before, but she knew from Sir Felix's accounts of him that he was well capable of assuming an air of authority within his own family. Apparently, he already counted Lady Hervey into that circle.

Lady Burnhope, it seemed, was far from resenting that she had had to give up the Burnhope engagement ring for Jane. Her manner whenever she talked to Jane was warm and motherly, and Olivia could not help but believe that Jane's future family appreciated her more than her present family did.


The next morning, Olivia set out to buy a pair of gloves for the ball at Burnhope House, and some other necessities. She had soon accomplished her purchases and was on her way home, when Sir Edwin Arncott drew up his curricle next to her.

"Miss Paige," he exclaimed. "Let me take you home! You cannot carry all those parcels by yourself!"

Olivia gave him a disbelieving look. To her knowledge, she was carrying one parcel and her reticule, and did not feel over-burdened. "This is very kind of you, sir, but I had rather walk," she said.

He got down from the carriage and told his groom to take it back.

"Let me escort you, then," he said, and held out his hand for her parcel. With a slight curtsey, Olivia handed him the package, and took his proffered arm.

"I was just on my way to call on you in Half Moon Street," he said as they walked along Piccadilly.

"Indeed?" Olivia inquired politely. One had to talk about something, after all.

"Yes, I wanted to take leave," Sir Edwin said, giving her an ardent look, probably to see whether the announcement agitated her. However, Olivia did not show any gratifying signs of anxiety.

"You are going to leave London, then?" she simply asked, in a calm, indifferent tone.

"Only for a week or two," Sir Edwin said. "There is some important business that calls me to Bradenham Park."

"Oh," Olivia said evasively. Oh was an excellent word, she had found when dealing with Sir Edwin. It conveyed an interest she did not feel, and encouraged him to go on without discouraging him, should he wish to remain silent.

"I wanted to ask whether you had any letters to your parents you wished me to take along," he said. Suddenly, Olivia felt sorry for Sir Edwin. He was trying so hard to please her.

"Actually, I was going to write a letter to my mother," Olivia said. "But please, sir, do not feel obliged to wait for that letter to take it with you. You know you are always welcome in my father's house, whether you bring letters or not."

Sir Edwin smiled. "Mr. Paige is indeed an excellent neighbour," he said. "I am looking forward to visiting him -- we shall sit in your father's library and talk about you, Miss Paige."

Olivia laughed. "This can hardly be a rewarding subject for discussion, Sir Edwin," she said.

"It is your modesty that makes you say so," Sir Edwin said. "But you must be aware that your father -- both your parents -- will wish to know how you are going on in London, and as for myself..." He left the rest unsaid. It was quite unnecessary for him to say anything -- his expression left Olivia in no doubt as to what he meant. Her face must have betrayed her thoughts, though, because Sir Edwin hurried to assure her that had not meant to take any liberties.

"I know I have no right to speak to you in such a way, as you have told me in no uncertain terms, Miss Paige. But I cannot keep silent on a subject that means so much to me."

Had he not told Olivia, on an earlier occasion, that love had nothing to do with marriage, she might even have been taken in. But she did not for one moment believe that Sir Edwin was in love with her -- more likely, he was trying to give her the impression that he was, to suit her notions of marriage. There was one flaw in the plan, though. She did not love him.

She was glad when they reached Half Moon Street, and Olivia asked him to wait for a couple of minutes, should he still be determined to take her letter to Bradenham with him. Sir Edwin assured her that he was, and went to sit with Agnes while Olivia went to her room to write the letter. Once he had taken leave of them -- telling Olivia that he would guard her letter with his life, which, she thought, was a bit of an exaggeration, Olivia turned to her sister to ask her what to do about Sir Edwin's marked attentions.

"I am in an awkward situation, Agnes, don't you think?" she said. "With any other man, I might resort to incivility, at least, to get my message across, but with Sir Edwin things are different. I owe him at least basic civility; he is one of my father's friends, after all. The problem is that he seems to mistake politeness for complaisance. So tell me, Agnes, what am I to do?"

"I am afraid I have no idea," Agnes said. "But do not blame yourself, Olivia. You refused his offer of marriage, and if he keeps thinking that you might, one day, change your mind, it is his problem, not yours. I do not see any fault in your behaviour with him."

"Thank you," Olivia said with a smile. "I was beginning to think that I was doing something wrong. I think it is my fault, however. I told him only love could induce me to marry a man, and I suppose he is trying to oblige me by making me believe he does love me. Which he doesn't -- or he would have said so when he proposed to me."

"Undoubtedly. From what you have told me about that proposal, he was not in love with you then. A man in love would act differently." Agnes sighed happily, probably recalling Sir Felix's proposal.

"Then why does he persevere?" Olivia asked.

"I do not know. Perhaps he is piqued?" Agnes said. "Or perhaps he simply wants to have things his way?"

"The way I see it," Olivia said darkly, "he will not give up until I get married to another man."

"Then you had better hurry up," Agnes said with a laugh. "Has Lord Swafford already asked you?"

"I do not think he means to," Olivia said, and added, dryly, "and even if he does, I do not mean to have him."

That moment, the butler came in and announced visitors -- Mrs. Somerville and Lord Swafford. Agnes smiled and asked him to show them in.

"The Earl makes his move," she said as she rose to receive the callers, winking at Olivia. Olivia had never hated her sister more than at that moment.


The purpose of Mrs. Somerville and Lord Swafford's visit became evident immediately. Mrs. Somerville wished to invite her goddaughter to come to the opera with her that evening, and Lord Swafford had accompanied her to add his entreaties to hers.

Unfortunately, Olivia thought, she had no other plans, and since Agnes had unguardedly said so before, it was impossible for her to refuse without insulting her godmother. She did not look forward to what Mrs. Somerville undoubtedly considered a treat. It was just another means of getting her into Lord Swafford's company, and it was to be expected that, as Agnes had so inappropriately remarked, that the Earl would make his move that evening -- though how he should do so in the Opera, with hundreds of people around him, was a mystery to Olivia.

The evening turned out to be just as dull as Olivia had expected it to be. She did not meet a single person of her acquaintance, apart from Lady Wesley, whom she loathed. Sir Timothy Wesley, accompanying his wife to Mrs. Somerville's box, turned out to be an intolerable show-off, just the sort of person with whom Lord Swafford would associate.

"The Wesleys are particular friends of mine," Lord Swafford said to Olivia when they had returned to their own box.

"Indeed?" Olivia asked. "How did you get to know them?"

"I met Wesley at the club," Lord Swafford replied. He did not go into detail, neither did he mention in which club he had met Sir Timothy, nor what interests they had in common. Olivia conjectured that a number of convivial evenings spent in each other's company meant friendship in Lord Swafford's eyes.

The opera performance was rather indifferent. Olivia did not enjoy herself very much, and was glad when the final curtain went down. Had it been for her, she would have returned to Half Moon Street immediately, but Mrs. Somerville held another treat for her in store -- they were to have supper in a restaurant before going home.

The meal was excellent, but the company did not much to enhance it. It was true that Mrs. Somerville did her best to entertain her, but Lord Swafford was not much of a help. Olivia had a hard time suppressing a sigh of relief when Mrs. Somerville finally announced that she wished to go home.

They got into the carriage, and Mrs. Somerville turned to her nephew, asking him to take her home first.

"Old age takes its toll, it seems," she said with an artificial smile. "I am so very tired... will you be so kind as to escort Miss Paige home?"

Lord Swafford said eagerly that he would, and Olivia realised that this was probably what Mrs. Somerville had had in mind all evening.

Mrs. Somerville left the carriage at her house, saying that she was certain her nephew would take good care of Olivia, and then the carriage set into motion again. Olivia leaned back and waited for the things to come.

"I must say," Lord Swafford began, "that this is a rather fortunate coincidence, is it not? I have been meaning to speak to you alone for days."

"Have you, my lord?" Perhaps the trick she used with Sir Edwin would work with Lord Swafford as well, Olivia hoped. But then, it was not likely -- of the two men, Sir Edwin was the more intelligent one, and even he had problems in understanding her meaning.

"Oh yes," Lord Swafford said. "I had better tell you, Miss Paige, that I have written to your father."

"I did not know you were acquainted with him," Olivia said, pretending not to know what he was aiming at.

"I am not, Miss Paige," Lord Swafford said. "Though I do hope to become acquainted with him before long."

"My father will be honoured," Olivia said dryly. What if they reached Half Moon Street before Lord Swafford had come to the point, she thought. Would he instruct the coachman to drive them around London until he had done so?

"I asked your father whether I was allowed to make you an offer of marriage, Miss Paige," he said.

"And what did he reply?" Olivia asked, politely.

"Actually ... I did not wait for his answer," Lord Swafford said.

"I thought so," Olivia said. "For I must say I should have been greatly surprised, had my father given his consent."

"I beg your pardon?" Lord Swafford asked, unsurprisingly annoyed. "You do not mean to tell me that your father, a mere Mr. Paige, should consider an Earl an ineligible parti for his daughter?"

"Not generally speaking, no," Olivia said. Her voice had sounded sharper than she had intended. "But is it not true, my lord, that though the fortune you inherited from your father was large, it is dwindling fast?"

"Who told you that?" Lord Swafford asked, taken aback.

"That does not signify," Olivia said calmly. "Am I right?"

"It was Lennox, I suppose," Lord Swafford said grimly. "It was he who bought my horses last week."

It had indeed been Mr. Lennox who had told Sir Felix of his purchase in Olivia's presence, and who had mentioned that Lord Swafford would be ruined, if he continued to keep up his expensive lifestyle. Yet, Olivia did not choose to confirm Lord Swafford's suspicion.

"It may be a consolation, my lord, that I have never meant to accept an offer of marriage from you," she simply said. "Not even if my father had given his consent."

"May I ask for an explanation, Miss Paige? What renders me unacceptable in your eyes?" Lord Swafford asked coldly.

"The conviction that we should not suit," Olivia said. "I am not the kind of wife you need, my lord."

The carriage stopped in front of Sir Felix's house, and there was nothing left for Lord Swafford to do but to assist Olivia in getting out of the carriage. He did manage to keep up the polite façade, Olivia thought. He wished her a good night, and left. With a sigh of relief, Olivia entered the house. At least one unwanted suitor had got the message.


The following days, Olivia spent most of her time with Susannah. Jane, unfortunately, could not join them too often -- Lady Hervey kept her busy with buying her bride-clothes. The wedding, Susannah had informed Olivia, would take place in January, and there was still a great deal to be done.

"William will have to go to Burnhope again soon," Susannah said. "The Dower House needs to be put in order. Mama says she is looking forward to living there, but I am not really sure about that. She used to like being mistress of Burnhope Hall."

"But surely she knew that the day would come when she would have to give up her place to her daughter-in-law," Olivia said. "And, honestly, I think Jane is quite reluctant to take Lady Burnhope's position."

"Oh yes, Jane is the dearest creature, and I am sure that, if it were for her, Mama need not give up a single thing." Susannah said. "She has already tried to persuade William to take a house in Berkeley Square and leave Burnhope House to Mama. Is that not generous?"

"What did Lord Burnhope say to that?" Olivia asked.

"He said he would take a house in Berkeley Square. For Mama."

"I suppose this was not the answer Jane had expected," Olivia said with a smile.

"No, but once Mama had convinced her that she loved the scheme, she seemed to be able to accept his decision," Susannah said. "And I really believe that Mama prefers to live in Berkeley Square. How often have I heard her complain about Burnhope House! A huge, inconvenient mausoleum, she used to call it. A burden. And indeed it is! What an effort we have to make to decorate it for the ball!"

Olivia smiled. "Are you looking forward to it?" she asked.

"Oh yes," Susannah said, beaming. "Colonel Daltrey has sent us a letter and accepted the invitation!"

Olivia was happy to hear the news on her friend's account, but doubted that Susannah would be able to spend much time with the Colonel. Since the ball took place in her honour, she would have to attend to the guests all evening - but Olivia refrained from pointing this out.

"Both Adrian and Bernie will be there, too," Susannah continued. "And they both mean to ask you for a dance."

Olivia laughed. "You did not tell them to do so?" she said disbelievingly.

"No, I just mentioned that I would be VERY disappointed if they didn't," Susannah said and laughed as she saw Olivia's flushed face.

"There, now, I do not think that my intervention was necessary," she said. "I know that they are both eager to meet you again, and, my dear, you need not pretend that you are not impatient to see ... at least one of them."

Olivia was glad when Susannah left her to herself soon after that. Were her feelings for Mr. Lennox that obvious? If so, was he aware of them too? Susannah had mentioned that both her brothers were eager to see her again. Was it possible that Captain Lennox had a tendre for her? If that was the case, what would happen if he found out that Olivia was in love with his brother? The very last thing she wanted was to cause a rift between Captain and Mr. Lennox. How was she to encourage one brother and keep the other at a distance without hurting him?

Love was a complicated business, Olivia thought as she went to bed that evening, and she hoped the ball at Burnhope House would not turn out to be a disaster. Had she been able to find an excuse for not attending the ball, she would have seized it. But there was nothing for it. Lady Burnhope's ball was to take place the next day, and Olivia was to be one of the guests.

 

Chapter 14

Olivia passed an uncomfortable night -- she kept thinking about the Lennox brothers, and what Susannah had said about them. Was it possible that they were both in love with her? What had she done to let this happen? Olivia was certain that, although she had always liked Captain Lennox and had had fun with him whenever they had met, she had never really encouraged him -- or had she? Even with Mr. Lennox, whom she did love, she had been on her guard, for she did not know what to make of him.

Something told her that she should acquit him of mercenary motives. But the fact remained that his own words had condemned him -- it had been Mr. Lennox himself who had told Sir Felix about his gaming debts, and she had heard him say so. There was no possibility to explain this away -- Mr. Lennox was in need of money, and meant to marry a rich woman to get hold of it. Or didn't he? Olivia tried hard to recall the entire conversation she had heard on that evening in Sutton Court. It had been Sir Felix who had said that Mr. Lennox would recover -- with the aid of the right woman. Whereupon Mr. Lennox had said...

At this point, Olivia finally drifted off to sleep.

In the morning, she received a note from Susannah, who entreated her to "rescue her, for she was on the brink of insanity". On her arrival in Burnhope House, Olivia realised what her friend might mean -- there were people busy in each of the rooms, and Lady Burnhope, who was instructing each and every one of them on what they were to do, could only greet Olivia in passing, and advised her daughter to keep out of the way.

"You have heard my mother," Susannah said smilingly. "Shall we go out?"

Glad to escape the bustle in Burnhope House, Olivia agreed to go for a walk with Susannah, and Susannah suggested that they should call at Lady Hervey's to take Jane with them.

"She will need a break as much as I do," she said, with a sigh. "I can tell you, Olivia, much as I am looking forward to that ball, the preparations are likely to drive me mad. Indeed, I cannot help but wonder how my mother keeps her calm all the time -- she even seems to enjoy herself!"

"I suppose this is not the first ball Lady Burnhope has organised," Olivia said.

"Of course not, there used to be a ball at Burnhope House every season when Papa was still alive," Susannah said, "and another one every Christmas season at Burnhope Hall. I remember sitting on the landing and watching the arrival of our guests -- all those people wearing the most beautiful clothes imaginable, and everyone seemed to be in excellent spirits! How I longed to be one of them! Besides, Mama always looked so beautiful in her ball gowns -- she was a beautiful woman in her everyday clothes as well, of course, but she always looked like a ... a fairy. A vision. You know what I mean, don't you?"

"I am afraid I do not," Olivia said.

"I will try to explain it," Susannah said. "My mother, you see, is a very pretty woman, but to us she was -- just Mama. None of us ever thought her remarkable, for she was there all the time! Only when she dressed up for a ball, and came to see us before it started, we became aware of how beautiful she was."

At Lady Hervey's house, they were told that Miss Jane had gone out with her Mama, and so they went for a short walk in the nearby park by themselves. They discussed what they were going to wear in the evening, and finally returned to Burnhope House because Susannah felt that, whatever her mother might have said, she did need her assistance after all.

"I hate it when Mama takes everything on herself and does not let me help her," she admitted. "I feel obliged to do something, and if she does not let me, I feel useless and guilty for letting her down."

Olivia went in with Susannah for a couple of minutes, and was just about to leave when Mr. Lennox was announced.

He greeted the ladies with a polite bow in Olivia's direction and a kiss on Susannah's cheek.

"Have you come to see my mother?" Susannah asked him. "She will not have the time to receive you today, Adrian."

"I feared as much," Mr. Lennox said with a smile. "No, I have come to call on William. Is he at home?"

"I think he is," Susannah said, "but he may not be up yet. He was out last night -- escorting Jane to some dinner party."

"This is quite a novelty," Mr. Lennox said.

"William going out?" Susannah asked, smiling.

"That too, but William still abed at this time of day even more so," Mr. Lennox said with a grin. "He, who is such an early bird! I shudder when I think of the countless occasions he roused me at dawn. "Look, Adrian, Flo has had pups!" "Wake up, Adrian, let's go fishing! The best sport's to be had in the morning!" "What are you doing in bed, Adrian? I declare I never saw such a lazybones in my life.""

"I take it," Olivia said smilingly, "that you are not an early riser, sir."

"Not as early as my brother," Mr. Lennox said and turned to his sister. "I think I should take the chance and get even with him for kicking me out of bed at daybreak so often," he said with a mischievous grin.

"I have an even better idea," Susannah said. "Why don't you take Olivia home, and I shall rouse William? He will be down by the time you are back."

"Spoilsport," Mr. Lennox said, laughingly. "Really, were it not for the alternative you have offered me, I would have to reject your offer. But who can resist the company of Miss Paige? I know I can't."

Olivia blushed, as Mr. Lennox turned to her. "Miss Paige, I'd be honoured if you allowed me to take you home in my phaeton," he said.

"I shall be greatly obliged," Olivia said quietly, hoping that Mr. Lennox would not notice just how pleased she was.

Susannah rose and extended her hand to Olivia. "I am glad you could come and relieve my suffering a bit," she said with a smile. "We shall meet in the evening -- though the Lord only knows how much time I will be able to spare for you."

"I shall be grateful for every minute," Olivia said smilingly.

"Nonsense. Most likely it will be you who has no time for me," Susannah said laughingly. "I daresay you will be surrounded by admirers all evening."

"Oh no," Olivia demurred. "You are much prettier than me. If one of us is going to be surrounded by admirers, you will be the one, Susannah."

"I shall see to it that you have your fair share," Susannah laughed and shook Olivia's hand. "Until tonight, then!"

Mr. Lennox led Olivia down the stairs and helped her alight his phaeton which was waiting outside. He took his seat next to her, and smiled at her.

"My sister has made me aware of one thing," he said. "I shall need to be quick to secure a dance with you tonight."

Olivia laughed. "I am sure this will not be at all necessary," she said. "Susannah seems to think more highly of my charms than they deserve."

"Modesty is a charming virtue, Miss Paige, but there is no need to carry it too far," Mr. Lennox said lightly. "You must know that you are greatly admired."

"I ... I only feel, sometimes ... that ... my personal charms have ... little to do with that," Olivia stammered, taken aback by Mr. Lennox's words. "Some people would certainly not be so eager to know me if..." She broke off.

Mr. Lennox gave her an understanding look. "I shall not pretend not to understand your meaning," he said gravely. "There are such people, of course, but believe me, they are not as numerous as you believe. -- Anyway, I'd rather be safe than sorry, Miss Paige, so will you be so kind as to dance with me tonight?" He had assumed a lighter note, and his comical tone made Olivia laugh out loud.

"Certainly, sir. Since my dance card is empty at the moment, I can even offer you free choice as to which dance you would prefer."

"I'd prefer a waltz," Mr. Lennox said, "but on the other hand, I would also like to dance the first two dances with you. Tough choice, isn't it?"

"I am afraid I cannot help you, sir. You will have to make up your mind," Olivia said with a smile.

"What if I choose both? Does your feeling for propriety allow you such a thing, or do you shrink from it altogether?" Mr. Lennox asked, with a mischievous twinkle in his eyes.

"I think my credit will survive my standing up with the same gentleman twice in one evening," Olivia said laughingly. "The first two, and a waltz -- very well, sir."

They stopped in front of Sir Felix's house in Half Moon Street, and Mr. Lennox went in with Olivia to pay his respects to her sister. After he had had a few words with Agnes and his cousin, he left, and Olivia stood at the window, watching him drive away. Now she was looking forward to the ball.


Never before had Olivia seen such splendour as at Burnhope House that evening. Lady Burnhope, she felt, had outdone herself. Probably she felt that this was one of the last occasions on which she would do the honours as a hostess in this house, and meant to leave a lasting impression.

Lord and Lady Burnhope and Susannah were standing at the entrance of the ball room, receiving their guests. Lady Burnhope looked magnificent, Olivia thought. Her age did not show at all, and her modish dress and elegant headdress made her one of the most stylish ladies present. Yet she did not manage to outshine her daughter.

Susannah was dressed in a white gown trimmed with pink satin ribbons. Her hair was done in a simple, but most becoming way, and she gave Olivia a radiant smile as she welcomed her at her ball. Olivia was certain that more than one gentleman would be struck by her appearance -- but she was also quite sure that just one gentleman's opinion would count with Susannah.

"Here you are, dearest!" Susannah exclaimed as she saw her friend. "You have not promised too much -- I love your dress! And your hair! If I may say so, Olivia, you are by far the loveliest creature in this house tonight!"

"Jane cannot have arrived yet, then," Olivia said with a smile. "I know I cannot be compared to her."

She saw Lord Burnhope smile appreciatively. At least someone, she saw, was of the same mind as she was -- but it was hardly surprising that Jane's fiancé would share her opinion.

"Oh, Jane does not count any more," Susannah said with a mischievous smile and turned to her brother. "Now, before you say anything, William, let me tell you that I am quite aware of what you mean to say, so you may as well spare your breath. I do not precisely mean that Jane does not count. I only think that she is engaged to be married now, and not likely to be anyone's rival any more. Unless, of course, there is some other young lady aspiring to your hand."

Lord Burnhope laughed. "Not to my knowledge, Susannah," he said, and welcomed Olivia and Agnes with a gracious smile. As Olivia entered the ballroom, Mr. Lennox was talking with some gentlemen, and smiled and nodded in her direction, but was not able to extricate himself from his friends' company.

Jane and her family arrived shortly after that, and in their wake another guest made his appearance -- Colonel Daltrey. Olivia saw the happy smile in Susannah's face as he bowed to her, and hoped that those two would get a chance to spend some time together that evening. Colonel Daltrey proceeded into the room, saw Olivia, Agnes and Sir Felix and joined them, wishing them a good evening.

"So you have been able to make it," Sir Felix greeted him amiably. "I am glad to see you. Do you mean to dance, Daltrey?"

"I would not mind dancing if I could," Colonel Daltrey laughed, but there was a bitter touch in his laugh. "I have been as bold as to ask Miss Lennox for a dance, though -- she told me that if I obliged her by asking her for a dance, she would oblige me by being tired and wishing to sit down when it actually comes to dancing."

"This sounds like an agreeable compromise," Olivia said, shaking hands with Colonel Daltrey. "I am happy to see you here tonight, Colonel, and I hope you will enjoy yourself exceedingly."

The Colonel answered in the same fashion, and then Agnes took Olivia with her, to present her to some people she was not familiar with. They were soon accompanied by Captain Lennox, who did his best to make himself agreeable and asked Olivia to dance the first two dances with him. He did not look too disappointed when Olivia informed him that she was already engaged for those dances.

"Let me guess," he simply said. "Adrian has taken the opportunity when he saw you this morning."

"So he has," Olivia said, smiling. "But how do you know?"

"I saw him drive you home in his phaeton, Miss Paige, and knowing Adrian I know he does not let such an opportunity slip away."

"In that case I had better confess that I have also promised your brother a waltz," Olivia said laughingly.

"Of course," Captain Lennox nodded. "How could it be otherwise? It is just like Adrian to take what he can get." He smiled. "I cannot blame him, however. Is there any chance for me to be dancing with you tonight?"

After consulting her dance card, Olivia told him that there was, and Captain Lennox solicited her hand for a country dance preceding the waltz she had promised to his brother.

After that, he left her to see whether the guests in the library, which had been turned into a card room for that evening, had everything to make them comfortable. On her round through the ballroom, Olivia also met Mr. Farnham, the gentleman who had sold Sutton Court to Sir Felix, and Lord Swafford, who greeted her with ice-cold courtesy, but did not ask her for a dance. Olivia was glad about it.

By that time, most of the guests had arrived, and the musicians began to tune their instruments. Mr. Lennox suddenly appeared at Olivia's side, and took her away from Agnes to take her to their place in the set of dancers already forming in the centre of the ballroom. Olivia noticed his admiring look on her, and could not help but cast an appreciative glance at him as well. He was dressed in the latest style of fashion, and was without doubt one of the best-looking men present. There were several envious glances directed at them, too, Olivia noticed -- young ladies as well as their Mamas seemed to take an interest in their proceedings.

Lord Burnhope and Jane were to open the ball, and Olivia could see that Jane was nervous about it. She gave Jane an encouraging smile, and in return Jane confided in her just how uneasy she was.

"I do not like to have everyone's eyes on me," she whispered to Olivia. "Though I hope I will get used to it, for once I am married I will have to act as hostess on occasions such as this -- but how shall I manage?"

"You will do very well," Olivia assured her, "and I daresay Lady Burnhope will advise you whenever you wish it. Besides, since neither you nor Lord Burnhope are very fond of such occasions, I doubt he will want you to host a ball very often."

Olivia turned to her partner again, and Mr. Lennox said, smilingly, "It does not seem as if I were able to keep your attention to myself."

"I am sorry," Olivia said. "But Jane seemed so nervous; I had to do something to make her feel more comfortable. Surely you understand that, sir? It is the same thing you would do for a friend of yours, I am persuaded."

"Just so," Mr. Lennox said with a smile. "There is very little I would not do for a friend of mine. -- By the way, Miss Paige, I have not yet complimented you on your looks tonight. I cannot remember your being so lovely ever before -- apart from our first meeting."

"On our first meeting," Olivia said dryly, "my dress was soaked and dirty, and my hair was looking like seaweed. Besides, I was terribly scared and, later, rather angry because you were looking at me in a decidedly insolent manner."

Mr. Lennox laughed. "Did I? I am sorry to have upset you, Miss Paige. But, though I admit your description was quite accurate, you did look lovely. That may explain that insolent look of mine."

"I shall ask Crewe to empty a bucket of water on my head next time I dress for a ball," Olivia said, laughingly. "But, to be honest, your confession rather puzzles me, for you did not see me at my best that day."

"An intriguing thought," Mr. Lennox said, smiling at her.

"Which one?"

"The fact that you can look even lovelier than you did that day," Mr. Lennox laughed.

"You are making fun of me," Olivia said.

"Never. Not at the moment, at any rate," Mr. Lennox said. There was a tender note in his voice that sent a shiver down Olivia's spine. She wished he would talk to her in that voice more often -- and look at her they way he was doing at that moment. To have his eyes fixed on her so intently -- this, too, was exciting, in an agreeable way.

By that time, the music started and they had to concentrate on their dancing. Olivia trod on air -- she wished that dance would never end, for that would mean that Mr. Lennox would leave her for the time being and this feeling of unbounded happiness would end.

However, it was not to be. At the end of the first two dances, Mr. Lennox took Olivia back to Agnes and excused himself. Being the host's brother, he said, had its drawbacks, for just like his brother he felt responsible for the guests' well-being, and could not concentrate on his own enjoyment of the ball as he wished to do.

Olivia's next partner, Mr. Farnham, probably considered her the most boring dancing partner he had ever had -- most of the time Olivia was looking around to see Mr. Lennox, and hardly listened to any of Mr. Farnham's remarks. He had to repeat nearly everything he said, and Olivia was certain that his relief was nothing short of hers when their dance finally ended. Olivia had hardly enough time to recover her good spirits before Captain Lennox claimed her hand for the next dance. She had to admit she was looking forward to that dance for two reasons -- firstly, Captain Lennox was an amiable man, and she found him very entertaining. Secondly, this dance was the one that divided her from her waltz with Mr. Lennox, and she was looking forward to that one.

Again, Olivia looked whether she could see Mr. Lennox anywhere, but he was not among the dancers. Olivia remarked upon it as Captain Lennox led her to the set.

"I wonder where Mr. Lennox has gone," she said. "I have not seen him ever since we danced together."

"Last time I saw him he was in the library, playing cards," Captain Lennox said lightly. Olivia frowned.

"Is anything the matter, Miss Paige?" Captain Lennox asked.

"No, it is nothing," Olivia said slowly. "Only, I thought he had got rid of the habit."

"What habit? I am afraid I do not have the pleasure of understanding you, Miss Paige."

"Captain Lennox, it does you credit to try to keep this from me," Olivia said, "but you need not. I am fully aware that Mr. Lennox had to leave the country after accumulating gaming debts -- and I thought that since his return he had given up the habit of heavy gambling."

"Heavy gambling? Adrian? Whoever said such a thing?" Captain Lennox asked, thunderstruck.

"I heard him say so himself," Olivia said indignantly. Why did Captain Lennox act as if he doubted her words? "He said to Sir Felix that gaming debts had been his ruin."

Captain Lennox went pale. "I should have known he would see it like that ... Miss Paige, you think Adrian is living beyond his means?"

"It is quite obvious, isn't it?" Olivia asked stiffly.

Captain Lennox took her hand and drew her away from the set.

"Where are we going?" Olivia protested.

"To some quiet corner," Captain Lennox said. "I am afraid you have taken some notion in your head, and I am to set you right."

"Does this have to be now?" Olivia asked.

"This should have taken place weeks ago," Captain Lennox said, and drew her to a quiet nook hidden behind a curtain, where they could sit and talk without anyone disturbing them.

"Take a seat, Miss Paige, for I have some explaining to do," he said calmly. "I do hope you will consent to listen to me, for I must tell you something important."

"What is it?" Olivia asked, with a laugh. "What makes you drag me here?"

Captain Lennox sat down next to Olivia and took her hands. "Miss Paige, whatever you do, I beg you, do not think ill of Adrian."

"I do not think ill of Mr. Lennox," Olivia defended herself.

"Yes, you do," Captain Lennox said calmly, "but I hope you will not, once you have heard the truth. I am aware that this may make me look bad, but I shall take that risk. You need to know what happened about two years ago to understand, Miss Paige. Will you listen?"

Olivia leant back in her chair. "I shall," she said calmly. She would gladly listen to anything that cleared Mr. Lennox's name.

Captain Lennox rose, obviously agitated. "Where shall I start?" he asked, in a voice that made Olivia believe that he was talking to himself rather than her.

"At the beginning?" she suggested faintly. Captain Lennox smiled.

"Very well," he said. "I shall start at the beginning. First of all, Miss Paige, Adrian is not living beyond his means, as you have believed. In fact, he is in the possession of a considerable fortune -- he inherited his grandfather's estate - Wetherham Priory in Gloucestershire - and along with some shares in several enterprises this provides him with a large income. Not quite as large as William's, but somewhere between ten and twelve thousand a year. Very likely more, because Adrian is an excellent businessman."

Olivia gasped. "Then how can he say he is ruined?" she asked. "And why, if I may ask, did your grandfather not favour his other grandchildren as well?"

"There is only one other grandchild," Captain Lennox said. "We are talking about Adrian's maternal grandfather, a Mr. Everett."

"Your mother is not Mr. Lennox's mother, then?"

"No, we are only half-brothers. My father married my mother a year after his first wife had died -- he needed a mother for his two children. But this has nothing to do with Adrian, has it? Now to your next question -- why did he say he was ruined? Have you ever thought that a man could be ruined in more ways than one, Miss Paige?"

"You mean to say that though his gaming debts had not ruined Mr. Lennox financially, they ruined him in some other way?"

"Exactly," Captain Lennox said. "Except that the gaming debts were not his, Miss Paige. They were mine."

He looked at Olivia and smiled. "I can see you find this confusing," he said. "Let me tell the story from the beginning. Two and a half years ago, I was stationed in London, and was what one might generally call a rake. I had a steady income -- though my pay was not exactly handsome, my brother gave me a generous allowance. Unfortunately, I could not handle money. The more I had, the more I spent, and of course I followed the set of my friends and spent a great deal of time at the races, and playing cards -- though I was not a very successful player. On the contrary, I lost a great deal of money in various gaming hells -- more than I could afford, in fact. That did not cause me to think for one moment, for I was absolutely sure of one thing. If I was in dire straits, William would help me. He always did, Miss Paige -- whenever I came to him for money, he gave it to me, and though he did remonstrate, he paid up in the end. It is quite convenient to have such a brother." He sighed.

"My behaviour at that time was enough to try the patience of even the most lenient brother, and at one point he had had enough. I had incurred gaming debts of over three thousand pounds, and saw no possibility of paying them. I called on William, confident that he would, once more, enable me to do so. But that time, I was wrong. William refused point-blank to give me anything more than my quarterly allowance, telling me that he had helped me too often already. "I have done everything to assist you in the past, and have found that I have not helped you at all," he said. "Perhaps if you must for once get yourself out of trouble without assistance, you may learn your lesson. And do not think you can come back tomorrow and I shall give you the money, for I won't. You have gone too far, Bernie." I knew, of course, that William was in earnest. He would not pay my debts -- and that left me in a terrible fix."

He sat down next to Olivia again. "I spent a whole night thinking about my situation, and found that I had three more possibilities. One, to borrow the money -- but who would lend me money, apart from those moneylenders who charge horrible interest rates? I knew that would not solve my problem at all, for I would never be able to repay them. Two, I could ask Adrian for help. That he would help me I had no doubt -- but I knew that he, unlike William, would only do so under certain conditions. Yet, considering the third alternative made me take that step."

"What was the third alternative?" Olivia asked.

"Putting an end to my existence," Captain Lennox said.

"Oh!"

"Don't be shocked, Miss Paige, I did not do it after all," Captain Lennox said with a smile. "The next morning I called on Adrian, and told him about my troubles. He listened to me, and told me he would think about the best way to help me. When I came back to see him that evening, he told me that he would pay my debts -- all of them, not just my gaming debts -- but in return for it I would have to leave England for a while. He said that those friends of mine had got me into trouble, and would continue doing so unless we were separated. I did not like this -- but there was no alternative. Adrian paid my debts, and bought me an exchange, and before I knew it I was on my way to Gibraltar. I suppose Daltrey had something to do with that."

"Is this why you do not like him?" Olivia asked.

"One of the reasons," Captain Lennox said. "Daltrey did tell me in no uncertain terms that, had it not been for Adrian, he would not have moved a finger to assist me. Besides he told me what he thought of my behaviour. Not the kind of thing one wants to hear from someone who does not even belong to one's family."

"But that does still not explain why Mr. Lennox thinks your gaming debts ruined him," Olivia said, after a short pause.

"That is because I am not finished yet," Captain Lennox said. "Of course, word got round that young Lennox was in trouble. It also reached the ear of the lady to whom Adrian was, at that time, engaged, and whom he planned to marry three weeks after that. She did not pause to think which Lennox it was -- assuming that it was Adrian, she broke off the engagement, telling him that she would not marry a man with such a character. She did not even give him the chance to explain, which gives me the impression that she had only waited for an opportunity to get rid of him. I think it was this what Adrian was talking about when he told Sir Felix that my gaming debts had been his ruin."

"I think this is ... quite possible," Olivia said quietly. She remembered Sir Felix's words. You will recover -- once you meet the right woman...

"I suppose there was a scandal," she said. "A lady cannot cry off three weeks before her wedding without there being some talk."

"She brushed through that pretty well," Captain Lennox said grimly. "She told everyone that she had found out something about her fiancé that had made her change her mind about him, and everyone assumed that Adrian had done something wrong. Everyone apart from a few people who really cared for him, that is -- his family, and some of his friends. Felix, Daltrey, and a couple of others. The worst blow came six weeks later -- the girl got engaged to another man, to someone Adrian had believed to be his friend."

"Oh, how could she?" Olivia exclaimed indignantly.

"I believe this was what she had wanted right from the beginning," Captain Lennox said. "She never cared for Adrian, and always wanted Sir -- that other fellow."

"Are we talking about Lady Wesley?" Olivia asked, putting two and two together.

"Yes, we are talking about Lady Wesley," Captain Lennox said.

"So this is why she is not here tonight!" Olivia exclaimed. "This is why the Lennox family did not approve of her engagement to Sir Timothy! What a..." She broke off.

"You need not say it," Captain Lennox said with a smile and took Olivia's hand. "Miss Paige, I hope you are not angry with me for taking you here. You see, I could not bear you thinking ill of someone whom I owe so much -- who has put up with a great deal of suffering to help me. There is one good thing that came of it, at least. I have changed -- I have given up my gaming habit, and I am no longer a rake." He laughed. "Not much of one, at any rate. Think of what I have told you, Miss Paige..."

"Am I intruding?" A cold, distinct voice coming from the curtain made them look round to see Mr. Lennox standing there. He smiled, but his expression was murderous, and he was looking at his brother as if he could hardly believe what he saw.

"Miss Paige, I hope you have not forgotten about our waltz," he continued, still looking at his brother with such hatred in his eyes that Olivia held, for one moment, her breath. She had seen him look like that only once -- when he had met Lady Wesley at Almack's.

 

Chapter 15

"I have not forgotten, of course," Olivia said, trying to look calm. If Mr. Lennox saw her confusion and worry, he might think there had been some improper dealings between her and his brother. "Captain Lennox was just about to take me back to my sister, weren't you, Captain?"

Olivia looked at Captain Lennox and saw that, unlike her, he did not seem in the least surprised about his brother's behaviour. He returned his glare openly, betraying no sign of discomfort. Realising that Olivia wanted him to say something, he smiled and said, in a soothing voice, "Just so, Miss Paige. I hope you are feeling better now?"

"Much better ... thank you, sir," Olivia said. Thankfully, Captain Lennox was not about to tell his brother why they had retired behind that curtain, or what they had talked about. He gave his brother a disarming smile.

"Miss Paige was not feeling quite the thing," he said.

Mr. Lennox's gaze turned to Olivia. He was now more worried than angry, or at least his eyes showed nothing but concern when they met hers.

"Miss Paige, you need not dance with me if you are not feeling up to it right now," he said.

"But I am much better," Olivia protested. "All I needed was sitting down for a while -- and Captain Lennox has taken it on himself to entertain me, for which I can never cease to be thankful."

"He did not have enough sense to get you something to drink, though," Mr. Lennox remarked acidly.

"I should have, of course," Captain Lennox said, rising. "Miss Paige, I am shockingly inattentive at times. Please accept my apologies." There was nothing extraordinary in Captain Lennox's behaviour, and Olivia was glad. It did not look as if the two brothers were going to quarrel over her. Though, perhaps ... they did not want to quarrel in front of her. Suddenly, Olivia was bent on getting away from that scene. The tension was getting too much for her nerves.

"Shall we go?" she asked Mr. Lennox, and without another word, he offered her his arm. On their way across the room to the dance floor, they passed Lord Swafford -- who was looking at her with an unmistakably smug grin. It dawned on Olivia that he might have had something to do with Mr. Lennox's annoyance -- perhaps he had seen her disappear behind that curtain with Captain Lennox, and had told Mr. Lennox about it. She did not put it past Lord Swafford that he would try to make mischief, after she had told him that she would have none of him. Her suspicions were confirmed when Swafford gave Mr. Lennox an even broader smile, as if his agitation amused him.

Under normal circumstances, Olivia would have enjoyed waltzing with Mr. Lennox -- but now there were so many things on her mind that she hardly had time to consider how wonderful it was to be so close to him. For a moment, she contemplated telling him what she and his brother had been talking about -- but she dismissed that idea. She did not dare to explain matters to him -- for this would mean to confess her mistake, her firm belief that he was a rake and a fortune hunter. Mr. Lennox must never know that she had believed this of him, Olivia thought. If he found out, he would despise her -- as he despised Lady Wesley for believing the worst of him without proof. No, she could not tell Mr. Lennox why his brother had wished to speak to her in private, and what they had talked about.

Mr. Lennox was no more inclined to speak than Olivia. He held her close, however, and Olivia noticed that he subjected her features to close scrutiny, as if he wanted to find out what she was thinking. The look in his eyes was still worried, even though he did smile at her from time to time, as if to soothe her, as if trying to tell her that he harboured no resentment against her.

The dance ended, and Mr. Lennox took her into the dining room for supper, where they met Susannah and Colonel Daltrey. They made a lovely couple, Olivia thought, and Susannah was so obviously fond of the Colonel that he would have to be blind not to notice it. Though she detected no signs of love in him, she was certain that he might -- perhaps very soon -- succumb to Susannah's charms. That he admired her was quite evident -- Olivia had believed him to be a very serious man, but tonight he was quite ready to flirt with Susannah, laughed at her witticisms, and took pains to treat her with a consideration that was quite promising. He did not see Susannah as a mere acquaintance, Olivia was sure -- perhaps he wished for friendship, but very soon, she surmised, he might want more than that. She was happy for Susannah's sake, but when she thought of the fix she was in, her happiness faded.

They sat down, and Mr. Lennox was talking with the Colonel, quite at his ease, but not speaking with Olivia unless he had to. Susannah looked from Olivia to Mr. Lennox and back again.

"Are you at odds?" she whispered to Olivia when no one seemed to pay attention.

"I do not know," Olivia whispered back. "I am not at odds with Mr. Lennox, but he may be cross with me."

"Why?" Susannah asked.

"I cannot tell you now," Olivia whispered with a look at Mr. Lennox. "Tomorrow?"

"We shall go for a ride in the morning," Susannah said, smilingly. "But take heart, Olivia. Adrian is never out of reason cross."

"I know," Olivia sighed. "That is why I do worry."

Susannah's gaze scanned her brother's demeanour, and she shook her head. "You are making a mountain out of a molehill, I am sure," she said resolutely.

Mr. Lennox turned to his sister. "Were you saying something, Susannah?" he asked.

"Yes, but I was talking to Olivia," Susannah said. "Are you enjoying yourself, Adrian?"

"What can I say?" Mr. Lennox asked. "I have attended God knows how many balls in my time, and one is very much like the other -- but yes, I think I am enjoying myself. Reasonably."

Susannah laughed. "Do not get carried away with enthusiasm, brother dear," she said sarcastically. "Colonel, Italy has turned my brother into a recluse."

"I am sorry to contradict you, Susannah," Mr. Lennox said. "Italy was not to blame."

Olivia could make an educated guess at what he was thinking, and said, smilingly, "You cannot call your brother a recluse, Susannah. He goes into company a great deal, doesn't he?"

"Thank you, Miss Paige," Mr. Lennox said with a faint smile.

"The question being, does he enjoy it?" Susannah persisted. "He may not put his preference for solitude into practice very often, but he is a recluse at heart."

"At heart I am very far from being that," Mr. Lennox said quietly and rose. "Daltrey, let us take the ladies back to the ballroom. It seems as if the dancing is about to start again, and we do not want their partners for the next dance to despair of them, do we?"

Colonel Daltrey laughed. "There is enough selfishness in me to make me quite indifferent to anyone else's claims on your sister," he said. Yet he rose, and took Susannah's hand. "But I should not keep you from your dancing, Miss Lennox," he said, a trifle wistfully, Olivia thought.

The rest of the evening was quite uneventful. Olivia danced three more dances with gentlemen she either did not know very well or did not particularly like, met up with Susannah or Jane in between, and tried to enjoy herself as best she could. But it had not escaped her notice that Mr. Lennox, after having handed her over to Agnes, had taken leave and disappeared in the library, from where he did not emerge again the entire evening. Whenever she thought of him she felt miserable. If only he were the sort to say openly what was bothering him -- but that he was not going to do so was obvious. Olivia despised unpleasant scenes, but would have infinitely preferred a scene to this ... studied indifference. He had been behaving in a very gentleman-like manner even when he had found her alone with his brother -- and yet Olivia would have preferred him to act violently. He had behaved like someone resigned to being, once again, disappointed by people whom he had trusted, and that broke Olivia's heart.


The next morning, Susannah called on Olivia to take her riding in the Park. For this time of year, the weather was remarkably fine, but there were not many people around. Olivia could be sure that her confession of what had happened the night before would not be disturbed.

"I had to come alone," Susannah said as they set out in direction of the Park, leaving the attendant groom behind them. "William was still in bed -- he is not used to staying up so long, you know -- and Adrian has left for Gloucestershire early this morning."

"He did what?" Olivia exclaimed.

"Apparently, he is needed at Wetherham," Susannah said. "Though your reaction is similar to Bernie's. He said Adrian was not able to hoax him, that he had flown into a temper yesterday evening, and that he'd make him see reason. I am using my own words, not Bernie's, for some of the expressions he used are unfit to be repeated. Anyway, he has gone after Adrian."

Olivia moaned. "Oh, no!"

"Which makes me wonder," Susannah said. "Does this have anything to do with you, do you think?"

Olivia nodded. "Captain Lennox will tell him all about...oh, what am I to do?"

"Tell me, first," Susannah said with an encouraging smile. "Ten to one it is not as bad as you think."

With a deep breath, Olivia began to recount her tale -- her initial opinion of Mr. Lennox, how Captain Lennox had enlightened her on the subject of his brother's "ruin", and how Mr. Lennox had found them seated close together, Captain Lennox holding her hand, in a secluded spot.
"And if Captain Lennox tells him what I have been thinking of him," she concluded her narrative, "how am I ever to look in his eyes again? I am so ashamed of myself; I can hardly look at my own reflection in the mirror!"

"I do not think Adrian will blame you for your opinion of him," Susannah said soothingly.

"But what about Lady Wesley? She believed the worst of him, even though she had had no reason to do so! He will think me as bad as her!"

"There are a couple of differences between you and Lady Wesley, however," Susannah said. "First of all, you have not known Adrian for years, as she has done. For all you knew, he could very likely have been a fortune hunter. Secondly, if you want to hear my opinion, Lady Wesley was only looking for an excuse to get rid of him the moment she realised Sir Timothy was interested in her. That weighs much more with Adrian, I think -- her betrayal. Not that she cried off, but the circumstances of her doing so -- and that she got engaged to one of his friends only a couple of weeks later. This led him to believe that there must have been some dealings behind his back for ages -- very rightly so, if you ask me."

"Poor Mr. Lennox!" Olivia sighed. "I hope Captain Lennox will be able to convince him that nothing  ... untoward ... has happened behind that curtain."

"If Bernie puts his mind to it, he can convince people that the sky is green," Susannah said smilingly. "Do not worry, Olivia. Adrian will come back to London before long -- and then you will be able to kiss and make up."

"Susannah!"

Susannah laughed. "Olivia, I am not blind, you know," she said. "I know you are in love with Adrian -- and now we have some proof that he is not indifferent to you, either. So, instead of worrying, you should be glad. I will like having you for a sister-in-law, I confess. Now all that is left for me to do is find a suitable wife for Bernie."

Olivia smiled faintly. "You are incorrigible, Susannah," she said.

"I know. Don't you like that?" Susannah asked.

Olivia chuckled. "I do," she said.


Susannah's prediction, Olivia found out, had been a trifle inaccurate -- in the following days, no sign of either Mr. Lennox or his younger brother could be seen in London. Olivia waited eagerly for news of them, but there was only a short letter to Susannah from Captain Lennox, informing her that he had safely arrived in Wetherham.

Olivia's thoughts were constantly with Mr. Lennox. She hoped he would listen to his brother, and believe what his brother told him. Most of all, she wished he would come back to London.

In the meantime, she had to find some other way to amuse herself, and went either shopping with Jane or riding with Susannah. Sometimes Colonel Daltrey joined them in their outings, and Olivia liked to watch Colonel Daltrey - slowly but surely - fall in love with her friend.

A great deal of evening engagements kept Olivia from repining. Sir Felix and Agnes took her to the theatre and the opera, there was Almack's and some dinner parties at the houses of some of Sir Felix's friends. A week passed without her hearing anything of Mr. Lennox at all. But she was to be recompensed for the loss by Sir Edwin's return to London.

He arrived a week after Mr. Lennox had left town, and the first thing he did after his arrival (or so he said) was to call on the ladies in Half Moon Street. Their parents had entrusted several letters to him, and he was only too happy to have an excuse to visit Olivia.

"Thank you for the letters, Sir Edwin," Olivia said. "Did you find my mother and father in good health, sir?"

"Oh yes, they were in excellent health," Sir Edwin said. "I flatter myself that Mr. Paige was quite happy to see me. He said he missed you very much, Miss Paige."

"I miss him too, at times," Olivia said with a smile.

"We made a pretty pair, your father and me," Sir Edwin said. "Each of us praising you in the highest terms, and each of us wishing you were there with us!"

"Please, Sir Edwin," Olivia said, reddening. Why did he always have to mention his partiality for her, even when he knew she did not like it?

"I know," he said quietly. "No more of this, Miss Paige. -- Your mother made some special enquiries regarding Lord Swafford. Is there an announcement to be made soon, Miss Paige?"

Olivia shook her head. "Most certainly not, Sir Edwin."

"Oh. I only thought since he had written to your father..."

"He could have spared himself the trouble," Olivia said.

"I am shocked, Miss Paige," Sir Edwin said, a hint of reproach in his voice. "I would never have suspected that you, of all ladies, would play with gentlemen's hearts so ruthlessly!"

"I am not ruthless, Sir Edwin, and I do not play with gentlemen's hearts. You may rest assured that Lord Swafford's heart has received no injury. I wish you will change the subject, sir."

Sir Edwin bowed, and started to give Olivia and Agnes an update on the latest Bradenham gossip -- young Farmer Wilkins had married, Mrs. Barnard was expecting her eleventh child, the vicar was more and more troubled with the gout, and old Mrs. Fellowes -- the oldest resident of Bradenham -- had died, aged 102.

"Poor Mrs. Fellowes," Agnes said. "Though she has been ailing for ages now, hasn't she?"

Sir Edwin agreed that Mrs. Fellowes had not been able to leave her house for several years.

"That did not trouble her much, though," Olivia said. "I used to visit her regularly -- she could tell such wonderful stories, it was a treat to listen to her! She only worried about not being able to go to Church on Sundays. She said she could not die because she was afraid of what the Lord would say to her about being so remiss in her duties to Him."

Sir Edwin laughed. "That certainly sounds like the old lady," he said.

"I am pretty convinced that Mrs. Fellowes will receive a warm welcome in heaven," Agnes said. "I hardly knew a better woman. Though I remember being a little afraid of her as a child. -- We must write a letter of condolence to the family, Olivia."

"Of course," Olivia said, rose and walked over to the writing desk. "I shall start immediately."

She had just taken out a sheet of Agnes' writing paper when the butler announced another visitor -- Mr. Lennox. Olivia turned to the door to greet him, her eyes glowing with happiness. The change in her demeanour did not escape Sir Edwin -- he watched her with an expression of surprise and irritation.

Mr. Lennox entered the room, smiling shyly at Olivia, and politely greeting Agnes and Sir Edwin.

"So you have come back at last," Agnes said, holding out her hand to Mr. Lennox. "I must say your sudden departure had us puzzled, sir! Even Sir Felix was not able to make anything of it! Whatever took you away from here so suddenly?"

"I could not stay in London," Mr. Lennox answered, but did not seem inclined to give Agnes any insight on his motives for leaving. He turned to Olivia, who was standing there beaming at him.

"I trust ... your business in Wetherham is ... settled now, is it, sir?" she stammered, confused at the tender look in his eyes.

He gave her a reassuring smile. "Yes, my brother has been so kind as to assist me," he said. "Matters are much clearer now."

"I am glad," Olivia managed to say. "We would not want you to leave London again in a hurry, would we, Agnes?"

"Certainly not," Agnes said.

"Oh, I will not leave in a hurry," Mr. Lennox said, again fixing his eyes on Olivia. "Next time I go to the Priory I hope I shall not do so alone."

Olivia blushed, unable to say anything in reply to this. Sir Edwin, obviously having seen enough, rose and took his leave, fuming.

"So how have you been passing your time lately, Lady Gordon?" Mr. Lennox asked, turning to Agnes. Agnes told him of the various functions they had attended, and he seemed to listen with lively interest.

"Where is Cousin Felix?" he asked, when Agnes had finished her report. "Is he at home?"

"Not at the moment," Agnes said. "He mentioned something about going to Tattersall's today, to have a look at some horses."

"I shall meet him there, then," Mr. Lennox said. "You see, I have come here on a mission."

"A mission?" Olivia asked. He turned to her with a smile. "Two missions, actually. The first one is to invite all of you to spend Christmas at Wetherham Priory. My mother likes spending the Christmas season in the country, and since Burnhope Hall is in the process of being redecorated at the moment, she asked me to assemble a party at Wetherham."

"I am sure Sir Felix will be delighted with the plan," Agnes exclaimed. "I can safely promise that we will come!"

Olivia was slightly disappointed -- so that had been his meaning when he had talked about not being alone when he returned to Wetherham. But she was curious to see the place, nevertheless.

"What kind of place is the Priory?" she asked. "It sounds ancient!"

Mr. Lennox laughed. "So it would be, if it were still standing," he said. "The Benedictine Priory was founded in the eleventh century -- but only ruins are left of it. The whole thing burned down in Queen Anne's days, and my great-great-grandfather built a house on a different spot on the Priory grounds. I am sorry to disappoint you, Miss Paige, but there will be no ancient vaults or stained-glass windows to look at. No phantom monks, either."

"No spectres haunting the place?" Olivia asked, smiling mischievously. "What kind of priory is that?"

"One in which the monks led respectable, God-fearing lives and did not leave any unfinished business behind when they departed," Mr. Lennox retorted.

"I am glad to hear it. Though I am not easily frightened, sir. You said there were ruins?"

"Plenty of them," Mr. Lennox said. "Are you fond of ruins, Miss Paige?"

"I am," she said, laughing. "Aren't you?"

"Not of those. It costs a great deal to keep ruins in tolerable repair, Miss Paige."

Both Olivia and Agnes laughed at this -- the picture of keeping ruins in repair was an amusing one.  Mr. Lennox rose and took his leave. It was then that Olivia remembered that he had spoken about two missions before.

"What was your other mission, Mr. Lennox," she asked as they shook hands. He kept her hand in his for a moment, and said, lightly, "I shall leave that for you to find out, Miss Paige."

The look in his eyes, however, betrayed what his second mission had been -- he had come to show Olivia that he did not resent her misapprehension about his character.

 

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