Without Their Mother ~ Section I

    By Carissa


    Section I, Next Section


    Prologue

    Posted on Saturday, 18 August 2001

    The snow was becoming thicker and the carriage still had two miles to go. Mrs. Bennet was quieter than usual. Her husband seated across from her was also quiet but he rarely had many words for his wife. Mr. Bennet asked the driver how much longer only to hear "not long sir" followed by a jolt, the screams of driver and horse and the world going black. Mr. Bennet awoke to see the face of Dr. French. He was in his own bed back at Longbourn and it was obviously day time. Dr. French told the patient that he would be fine but for a headache and then left Mr. Bennet to his family. The doctor did not mention the other occupant of the carriage accident as the result may be too much for a newly recovered patient.

    Mr. Bennet looked at his five daughters as they huddled together in their mourning black. Jane the eldest is 20 years old, holding close her youngest sister Lydia who is twelve. Lizzy at 18 years was standing nearby holding the hand of her second youngest sister and all were looking at Mary the middle girl who was standing a little aloof from her sisters. Mr. Bennet looked at them for a while, how was he to bring these five young girls into society with his wife so recently buried. Lizzie looked to her father. She is his favourite, he gave her a quick smile of support then led them all to the carriage for the return to Longbourn with no Mrs. Bennet.


    Chapter 1

    A year after the death of Mrs. Bennet, Mr. Bennet began to worry about his daughters and their situation. The Longbourn home was left to him in such a way that it is entailed away from the female line, so if he were to pass on his daughters would be at the mercy of their cousin, a Mr. Collins, and would be relying on their uncle and aunt Gardiner who lived in London. There is little that he could do about this situation but worry for the future of his daughters who with little money of their own were not likely to marry particularly well. Although his eldest daughters showed a great deal of promise, Jane was a beauty and had admirers, and his favourite Lizzy had wit and education that would endear her to anyone, but as for the youngest daughters, they were silly and did not care to learn or be influenced by their elder sisters or the governess that he had introduced to Longbourn shortly after the demise of his wife.

    Thirty months after the death of his wife, returning to the subject of his daughters, Mr. Bennet's opinions over a year earlier were proved well founded. Lizzie and Jane continued to improve in manner, appearance and education through the influence of their governess (although she was primarily for the younger girls) and the assistance of their father. Mary, although not as attractive as her sisters spent a great deal of time dedicated to playing and singing and although she became quite competent to listen to her was not pleasing, Lizzie had explained that it is something about taste. As for the younger two girls, at 17 and 15 years of age they were ungovernable. Although the governess, who has now left them (a little over two years with Miss Lydia Bennet was more than sufficient for any governess and when a nice young clergyman proposed Miss Sharpe was not one to refuse), did all that she could to teach and educate her charges, Lydia was indulged by her mother and when her mother had left her she was determined, even at the tender age of twelve years old that nobody would decide what she would undertake. Kitty followed wherever Lydia led and with other charges to care for, and Mary claimed a great deal of Miss Sharpe's time, Miss Sharpe was not able to keep the younger Bennets in check.

    One evening Mr. Bennet was sitting watching his eldest two daughters talk and laugh while they were at their needlework, and their younger sisters were in another room and he began.

    "Well Lizzy, it seems that Netherfield is let and a young man is to take residence, name of Bingley."

    "Yes father, My aunt Phillips told us of this today when we were in Meryton. I am surprised that Lydia has not asked that you call on him the moment he is out of his carriage tomorrow."

    "Indeed she did. Of course I will call on him as I would any new neighbour but let us not share that information with your sister, let her continue her cries that I should call on him."

    To this Jane answered "Father how can you be so cruel to her, and encourage her in this way." This speech is the nearest to comment on the inappropriate behaviour of her younger sister that Jane would make. Jane was convinced that time would solve all her sister's wrongs and Lydia Bennet would become as clever and well behaved as her two eldest sisters. Lizzy however did not restrain herself and often attempted to curb her younger sister's behaviour and ask her father to do the same.

    He moved to his elder daughter, kissed her head, "Jane you are too good to your sisters, almost a mother to them" smiled at Lizzy and left the room.

    "Lizzy, a single young gentleman moving into the neighbourhood. I do so hope that he will attend the next ball in Meryton, it is in two weeks and a new face would be pleasant."

    "Indeed it would, especially as aunt Phillips said that this new face is a handsome young man with open manners."

    In due course, Mr. Bingley arrived and was visited by the gentlemen of the neighbourhood after the appropriate time. This left Mr. Bingley, and the companions that had now joined him three days to prepare to meet the young ladies of the neighbourhood at the next Meryton ball.

    The gossip in Meryton is that Mr. Bingley is bringing a great party to the ball, but when he arrived he was accompanied by only two ladies and two gentlemen. The ladies are his sisters, one of the gentlemen is Mr. Hurst married to the elder sister, and the other tall handsome gentleman is Mr. Darcy.

    Miss Bingley and Mrs. Hurst were obviously more pleased with themselves than any other person in the room. Mr. Hurst quickly showed himself to the refreshment area and a glass of wine and for the whole evening was not seen without one. Mr. Bingley was eager to dance, and after obtaining an introduction to the eldest two Miss Bennets he was quickly engaged for the next two dances with the eldest Miss Bennet.

    On returning to Longbourn the young ladies of the house had to discuss the ball. All were generally happy with the manners of Mr. Bingley. He had danced with all the Misses Bennet once, and Jane twice giving this honour to no other lady at the assembly. Mr. Bingleys manners were pleasing and he expressed a wish to repeat his attendance at the next ball and even hinted at hosting a ball at Netherfield.

    His friend Mr. Darcy was another matter. He was universally disliked. Although handsome and tall, and rumoured to be very rich he was found to be proud and did not dance with any lady who he did not know and he sought no introduction with any lady in the room. This meant that a number of ladies sat out dances as gentlemen were scarce.

    While sitting and watching her sister enjoy the company of Mr. Bingley, Lizzy overheard Sir William Lucas ask Mr. Darcy if he cared to dance. Mr. Darcy declined to be introduced to any lady in the room and continued to walk about the room. Later, during a break in the dance, Lizzy heard Mr. Bingley offer to have his partner, Miss Bennet, introduce him to her sister. Mr. Darcy declined stating "You know that it would be a torture to stand up with any lady whom he was not intimately acquainted and he would not give consequence to young ladies slighted by other gentlemen."

    Hearing this, Lizzy was far from being offended, even if her pride was a little injured the behaviour of the gentleman precluded her from being affronted. Lizzy was diverted and immediately stood smiling and walked toward Charlotte Lucas, her dear friend and neighbour, to share this story. To Lizzy, it was far better to laugh than to regret what she could not and did not wish to change.

    Mr. Darcy noticed a sparkle in the eye of the smiling Miss Elizabeth Bennet as she walked past him. He suspected she had heard his comments to his friend but was not sure why this bothered him. While Mr. Darcy attempted to make sense of his thoughts he heard a laugh that was as magic to his ears. He turned to see the young lady and her friend (Miss Lucas was it?) looking in his direction and laughing. He no longer only suspected she had heard. He looked away quickly but could not help but notice her eyes again. A pair of pleasant eyes in the face of a country girl are soon dismissed by Mr. Darcy and he even referred to her as having no beauty when he was alone with the Netherfield party.

    In the morning, upon hearing of Lizzy being rejected by Mr. Darcy, no matter how Lizzy protested that she did not mind as she did not like him, Mr. Bennet was not pleased with this gentleman, even if he were the richest man in Derbyshire. Lizzy thought it best that the subject of the ball not be mentioned to Mr. Bennet again, but when she was alone with Charlotte and Jane they had a great deal to discuss. Jane was not only admired by the brother but his sisters even attempted to form an acquaintance with her. Although Lizzy did not envy the attention of the sisters, she was deeply happy for her sister for the attentions of the brother.

    When they returned to the house, Jane found a note from Miss Bingley. Apparently Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley could not bare to spend an entire day alone so Jane's company was requested in order that they would have another companion for dinner. Mr. Bennet ordered the carriage and Jane returned to Longbourn that evening satisfied with the manners of her companions, even if they did ask a great many questions about her aunts and uncles, especially those in London.


    Chapter 2

    Over the three weeks since the arrival of Mr. Bingley and his companions, he was not able to sit down to a dinner at his own home with only the residents of Netherfield. Mr. Bingley's open and pleasant nature led to many invitations, and in turn many invitations issued from Netherfield for return visits. His unwillingness to refuse when invited to dine or drink tea with a family in the region led to many engagements, and many more than either of his sisters or his friend desired. To Miss Bingley, all of the company she desired was in the form of Mr. Darcy. It was not a secret to any intimately acquainted with Miss Bingley that she saw herself as the next Mrs. Darcy of Pemberley and to share his company with the unbred of Meryton caused a great deal of distress, especially as the eyes of a certain Miss Bennet were gaining more and more attention and her wit and lively conversation were becoming pleasing to Mr. Darcy.

    When Miss Bingley attempted to contain the number of engagements her brother attended, Mr. Bingley simply responded "Caroline, if you wish to remain home you may, I will be accepting the invitations that come my way and enjoying the company of the people of this neighbourhood." As Mr. Darcy often accompanied his friend, especially when the Miss Bennets were to be of the party, so too Miss Bingley followed where her brother led.

    The Miss Bennets were often invited to dine at the houses in the region of their home, so it often happened that the party from Netherfield was in company with the party of Longbourn. A preference for the company of the eldest Miss Bennet was obvious to all who observed Mr. Bingley with the family of Longbourn. This filled Miss Elizabeth with a great deal of happiness for her sister, for it was obvious to Lizzy that Mr. Bingley preferred Jane to any other young lady in Meryton. To others, Miss Bennets feelings were not so obvious.

    One morning after dining at Lucas Lodge, Miss Charlotte Lucas was walking with Miss Elizabeth and discussing the previous evening.

    "Oh Eliza, Mr. Bingley is becoming quite inattentive to all but your sister. I heard mother speak to him and receive no response at all"

    "Indeed. I believe that both are quite on the way to falling in love. Jane is very well pleased with his company"

    "I had noticed. I am not sure however, if others are so sure. If Jane is so well on the way to love, she should leave Mr. Bingley in no doubt of her regard"

    "If I do not doubt, how can he?"

    "Lizzy, Mr. Bingley does not know your sister so well as you do, but perhaps you are correct and Mr. Bingley has recognised her regard. For Jane's sake, we can only hope that he does."

    "Yes, but I don't believe that his friends or sisters are friends of his acquaintance with Jane."

    "Perhaps you are correct about his sisters, but his friend spends little time watching your sister and devotes a great deal of his time watching her sister"

    "Oh Charlotte, you cannot think so. Mr. Darcy would not devote any time watching any of my sisters."

    Charlotte started to laugh, at a look of confusion from her companion, she continued "You Elizabeth. Mr. Darcy watches you a great deal and listens when you speak"

    "I have spoken to him on a few occasions, he seems to speak very little and last night he and Miss Bingley were speaking about his steadfast opinions and how he is unlikely to change his opinion as once lost is lost forever. The scarcity of his comments leads me to believe that his good opinion is not held with regard to myself or any residents of the region of Meryton. We are not fine enough for him. Remember he slighted me at the ball in Meryton and never approached me. Our conversations have been by accident not by any plan I can assure you."

    Though Charlotte held her opinions of Mr. Darcys admiration of her friend, she did not pursue it, it would do no good to raise hopes in the breast of her friend. The young ladies changed the subject and spoke of gowns and meetings, balls and the weather until the returned to Longbourn where Charlotte remained for dinner with the family.


    Chapter Three

    Posted on Thursday, 23 August 2001

    Not Many days after the gathering at Lucas Lodge, Mr. Bennet revealed to his daughters at breakfast that their family party was to be expanded that evening for a period of ten days. After suffering the questions of his younger daughters, and the comments regarding the lack of notice from his elder daughters for fifteen minutes, Mr. Bennet broke their suspense and told his daughters who he was expecting.

    "A fortnight ago I received a letter from my cousin Mr. Collins, my nearest relative on my fathers side" Jane interrupted at this point

    "Does that mean that he will be inheriting Longbourn" she stopped short of saying "when you die"

    "Yes Jane, Mr. Collins is to inherit, but not for a great many years I am sure" He added the last to comfort his eldest daughter who had begun to look concerned. "I replied quickly to his letter as it required early attention. I will read some of what he wrote.

    Dear Mr. Bennet,

    I have long intended to write in order to mend the breach that existed between yourself and my father. Since he has passed, and I am now so fortunate as to have gained the living at Hunsford with the noble patroness lady Catherine De Bourgh I feel that my current overtures will not be displeasing.

    Though I do not believe that it is possible for any person to do away with the future problems your daughters may face on your demise sir, though I believe that this will be a great many years away. I am hoping to make some amends for their situation. I will say no more of this now, but rest assured that I do not wish to be the cause of distress to your fair daughters.

    At this Lizzy interrupted. "Are we to suppose that he would severe the entail if it were in his power?" she asked sarcastically, answering herself she continued "I do not believe so. He does seem an oddity but no young man, for I believe you said that he is about five and twenty, would cut his ability to inherit an estate that would make him independent."

    "I believe you a quite correct Lizzy, he does seem quite strange I must admit that I am curious about how is proposes to prevent your distress at my death, but for now I shall continue with the letter"

    I have been in possession of this valuable family parsonage for a number of months now and feel that, due to my position in the church and that I am the cause of injuring your most amiable daughters through the entail of Longbourn, my current communication would not be rejected and that you would accept a visit from my humble self on the afternoon of __________. I would wish impose on your hospitality for ten days.

    Although his letter continued with his civilities, Mr. Bennet had read it before and his daughters expressed little desire to hear it so he did not continue to read but only said "Well girls, we expect your cousin this evening. I expect him to be quite a diversion for our family party for a short period." With this statement Mr. Bennet rose, kissed Lizzy on the head as he departed for his library and left his daughters to discuss their cousin, and the officers in Meryton.

    Mr. Collins arrived at the time he had promised and proved to his cousin that he was exactly as expected. Mr. Collins praised every furnishing and every room that he saw. He praised the beauty of the daughters of the house, expressed his sympathy that Mrs. Bennet was not any longer with them so could not greet him.

    In conversations with his cousin, Mr. Bennet soon found his cousins manners to be more than appropriate, his compliments too many and his praises far to unrealistic to be convincing as sincere. Mr. Bennet soon found himself making sport of the oddities of his cousin in order to provide entertainment for himself and his elder daughters. Only Mary seemed to care for the company of her cousin, and while all of her sisters avoided any conversation with their guest whenever possible, Mary sort the company of Mr. Collins. He was not a great reader, but often felt obliged to join his host in the library. For years the library had been a place of quiet where only urgent business would disturb him, even Lizzy did not often enter the library when her father was there. Mr. Bennet attempted to give his cousin a book to read but Mr. Collins soon tired of the book and felt it necessary to enter conversation with Mr. Bennet. To Mr. Collins, conversation was chiefly focused on the good fortune that had found him a post with such a person as lady Catherine. After one such conversation, Mr. Bennet was unsure how his patroness could withstand all of Mr. Collins civilities, for the praise he spoke of lady Catherine and her daughter when they were not present would be none with comparison to the praise and compliments he would bestow on her personally.

    At every opportunity, Mr. Bennet directed Mr. Collins to his daughters and how they would be grateful of his company. Half of the time that this suggestion was made, Mr. Collins found an excuse to remain in the company of Mr. Bennet, but when a reason to remain eluded him, Mr. Collins did take the opportunity of seeking the company of his cousins, especially the elder two.

    While Mary and Mr. Collins were walking through the shrubbery and Mary was encouraging a slight attachment in the heart of her companion. Jane, Lizzy, Kitty and Lydia walked towards Meryton (without waiting for their cousin to attend them) in order to visit with their aunt Philips and watch the officers walk by. On entering the town, Lydia quickly notices some fabric in a shop window and began to point it out to her sisters as being ugly enough for Mary when Lt. Denny approached accompanied by another gentleman who, according to Lydia "would be mighty handsome if he were in regimentals."

    With the hushes of her eldest sisters still in the air, Lydia turned in order to be greeted by Lt. Denny. "Good morning ladies. May I present my friend Mr. Wickham. Mr. Wickham, meet Miss Bennet, Miss Elizabeth, Miss Kitty and Miss Lydia." Giving a brief bow to each of the Misses Bennet, Mr. Wickham was addressed by the youngest, but most forward of his company.

    "Mr. Wickham, do you intend to stay long in Meryton?"

    "As long as the regiment, I have accepted a commission and will Winter in Meryton"

    "See Lydia, he will be in regimentals" Kitty whispered to her sister but Lydia scarcely heard her as she was not one to resign the attention of a handsome, soon to be officer while she had it. With a brief conversation of the common things that would be appropriate for such a short acquaintance, Lydia quickly moved to inviting Mr. Wickham to tea at the Phillips' with some other officers. With a very little pressing Mr. Wickham accepted the invitation.

    While Lydia continued her talking at Mr. Wickham his attention was drawn by the pleasing countenance and obviously lively conversation between the eldest Miss Bennets. Just as he began to view the young ladies with pleasure and develop the intention to move toward the elder Miss Bennets when the sound of two horses slowing on the road drew the attention of all the whole party. Mr. Darcy and Mr. Bingley dismounted and moved toward the elder two sisters. On catching the eye of Mr. Darcy, Mr. Wickham coloured, recovered himself and briefly touched his hat in acknowledgment. Mr. Darcy returned the civility, barely and returned to a grave silence.

    Lizzy had seen this pass and was confused and curious but not so much as to not enjoy the moment of seeing her sister and Mr. Bingley gradually become lost to the rest of the party. After a brief civil greeting with Lizzy the gentlemen left. Lizzys attention returned to the two officers as they took their leave and bid farewell until the evening.


    Chapter Four

    Mr. Bennet did not often go out of an evening with his daughters if propriety allowed, and as they were attending their aunts home he saw no reason to accompany them. Mr. Collins and Mary chose to remain at Longbourn with Mr. Bennet, Mr. Collins preferred to stay with his host and Mary remained to stay with Mr. Collins, while the others young ladies and the carriage departed for Meryton and the Phillips'. At a time such as this Mr. Bennet would usually retire to his library, on this occasion however, his library was occupied by Mr. Collins and Mary. They had been discussing a book all afternoon and as much as Mr. Bennet found great pleasure in observing the folly of his fellow man, of the folly of his cousin, a little pleasure goes a long way. Mr. Bennet had seen enough absurdity in the previous few days to last many months or even more so Mr. Bennet left his daughter and Mr. Collins to their discussion and retired to the sitting room until his other daughters returned.

    The Bennet party was in good time in their arrival at their aunts home so they were able to become comfortable and watch at leisure the arrival of the other guests. Mr. Phillips had called on a number of the officers over the time that the regiment had been in Meryton and had invited a number of them for tea this evening. Some of the Lucas ladies would attend with Sir William making a rather large party.

    On the arrival of Mr. Wickham, the eyes of all ladies turned towards him inviting him to attend them. After making his greetings to the clear pleasure of all he spoke to, he stationed himself next to Miss Elizabeth Bennet. The envy in the eyes of her younger sisters was obvious but soon done away with by the attention offered them by the other officers.

    The conversation between Miss Elizabeth and Mr. Wickham impressed on her the depth of his manners and polite nature of his address. Conversation ensued regarding neighbours and family, the room they were in and Meryton in general. This conversation was pleasing to both and Mr. Wickham changed the subject and introduced another with

    "I do not see Mr. Bingley and his friends here"

    "No, I believe that Mr. Bingleys friends would believe this gathering far below their station."

    "You refer to Mr. Darcy" Lizzy expressed a little surprise at this direct response but indicated that that gentleman was indeed to whom she referred. Mr. Wickham continued, answering her confused look "You wonder at my knowledge of the gentleman and our strained greeting earlier today."

    "Indeed, I must confess that I did notice that you and Mr. Darcy appeared to know each other"

    "Have you known Mr. Darcy long"

    "A couple of weeks. We have met with Mr. Bingley and his sisters a number of times and on most occasions Mr. Darcy has been in their company. I have no desire to be further acquainted with him as he has shown himself to be quite proud and haughty." Lizzy blushed that she could make such a speech to a man so unknown to her but a look at her companion settled her mind.

    "That is an opinion that I believe few would share but myself"

    "Not at all, he is not liked at all in Meryton. I hope that his being here does not lead you to leave"

    "It is not for me to avoid him, I have but one reason to dislike his presence, that he has been the means of creating my current circumstances"

    Mr. Wickham continued here to detail his past with Mr. Darcy. His companion attempted to not show her curiosity and keep her countenance as the story is related. Mr. Wickham told that he was the son of the late Mr. Darcys steward and lived at Pemberley all his youth. Mr. Darcy and Mr. Wickham played as children and were companions for years. Mr. Wickham was a favourite with old Mr. Darcy and a valuable family living was left to him that he would take orders and be in possession when it fell vacant. Old Mr. Darcy died before the living was vacant and the son refused what the father had promised, leaving Mr. Wickham in his present state to make his way in the world as best he can. The revelations in this story shocked Elizabeth and showed Mr. Darcy to be even worse than she had ever imagined. A silence began to exist between Mr. Wickham and Lizzy and the gentleman chose to break the silence with "Do not feel sorry for me...."

    At this point the tête-à-tête was interrupted by the approach of Lizzys youngest sister "Lizzy, why would you feel sorry for Mr. Wickham?" Wickham looked to his companion and then to Lydia and answered

    "Because I have not had a dance this three months" At such an invitation as this, Lydia collected Mr. Wickham by the hand escorting him to the end of the room where a few young ladies were dancing with some of the officers. It was only three couples in total but to Lydia a dance was a dance. Lizzy was left with her feelings on what had been discussed earlier.

    The rest of the evening passed pleasantly enough for Lizzy. She spent some time speaking with Charlotte Lucas and with Jane.

    In the carriage on the way back to Longbourn Jane and Lizzy were silently considering their evening and half listening to the continual talk of dancing and Mr. Wickham.

    It was soon obvious that to Lizzy that she would have a chance to dance with Mr. Wickham at a ball of a very high standard. The Netherfield ball that had often been alluded to but never confirmed was set. Mr. Bingley and his younger sister arrived in person to Longbourn to issue the invitation. It was obvious to all present that both Miss Bennet and Mr. Bingley took a great deal of pleasure in the visit and the prospect of a ball where they could dance together. Anticipation of a match on this front was growing in the neighbourhood. Mothers were still attempting to put their daughters in the way of Mr. Bingley but the time of most young ladies was spent with officers of the regiment.

    The invitation to the ball was accepted on behalf of all the members of the Longbourn household, and their guest Mr. Collins. Although Lydia is young to be out, her father would not refuse her entreaties when she first turned fifteen. He resisted for two months, but the constant tantrums and other behaviour was more than he could stand. She would never be out without her sisters and aunt so he saw little harm in her early presentation into society. Although her older sisters did not approve the decision, they reasoned that it would be unfair to limit their sisters amusements simply because they had not married early.

    The days leading to the ball were so wet and dirty that the residents could not venture to Meryton and the purchase of their decoration and lace was done by proxy. If it was not for the ball in three days the young ladies, all except Mary who had her music and Mr. Collins to entertain, would be incredibly bored.


    Chapter Five

    The Misses Bennet arrived at the Netherfield ball at the appropriate hour escorted by their father, Mr. Collins and their aunt Phillips. Before entering the house, Lizzy noticed Mr. Darcy in an upstairs window watching her approach. She quickly averted her eyes, laughed at the probability that he was looking to see a blemish and continued into the entrance hall of Netherfield house.

    Miss Bingley and Mrs. Hurst were surprised by the attendance of all the Bennet daughters and greeted them, their father and their guest with insincere civility. Lizzy and her father saw this reaction in the ladies, her younger sisters were too occupied with finding the officers to notice, and Jane felt too deeply any civilities given in her direction to notice the slight.

    Mr. Bennet and Mr. and Mrs. Phillips entered the ball room and retreated quickly to the room that was set for refreshment, cards and chess. Mr. Collins escorted Miss Mary Bennet into the ball room (as she was the only one of his cousins willing to accept him as escort) and did not leave her side as she had agreed to honour him with the first dance, the other Miss Bennets were required elsewhere whenever Mr. Collins mentioned dancing. The younger Miss Bennets had quickly found some officers who engaged them for the first two dances leaving their elder sisters to wander towards the ball room unaccompanied. This situation was soon rectified by the approach of their host. Mr. Bingley offered an arm to each of the elder Miss Bennets and escorted them to the ball. Lizzy soon left Mr. Bingley on the approach of Lt. Denny.

    Lt. Denny greeted Lizzy with a formal bow and began "Good evening Miss Bennet. I have been commissioned to extend to you my friend Wickhams apology that he is unable to attend this evening, he had business in town that was pressing and needed immediate attention."

    "Good evening Denny, I thank you for ..."

    Before she could finish her sentence, Denny continued as his eyes surveyed the room and his eyes settled on Mr. Darcy "Although I do not believe the business would be so urgent if it was not for a certain person." Lizzy attempted to indicate that she did not know to what or who her companion was referring although her eyes had wandered to Mr. Darcy. Mr. Darcy noticed the attention that he had gained and returned the look at Miss Bennet with a puzzled look on his face. Lizzy quickly withdrew her eyes from Mr. Darcy, thanked Lt. Denny for his communication and accepted his request that she honour him with the first two dances. As the music started up almost instantly, Denny escorted Lizzy into their place in the set.

    The dance was pleasant enough and both Denny and Lizzy were competent dancers, Lizzy had often been called an elegant and graceful dancer, one of the best in Meryton, and Denny was capable. They had some conversation on the general topics of the ball and the other guests and the time passed most suitably for both. On being released from the dance Lizzy approached her dear friend Charlotte Lucas.

    Miss Lucas was a few years older than Lizzy and a near neighbour and particular friend. Due to the recent cold and dirty weather they had not been able to meet often so this was their chance to catch up on their gossip and Lizzy to tell her friend about their current houseguest. Mr. Collins' habits and behaviours discussed and laughed about it was time for Lizzy to discuss her dislike of a gentleman staying in the house they now stood in.

    Over their meetings, Lizzy had decided that the manners and behaviour of Mr. Darcy were not only offensive, but when coupled with the behaviour to Mr. Wickham (she did not give particulars of this as she was not so authorised) Lizzy was quite sure that Mr. Darcy was the worst of men. While she was quite enthusiastically sharing her opinion of Mr. Darcy with Charlotte, the man himself approached and bowed most solemnly to Miss Bennet. Charlotte was able to hush her friend, she believed a second before he could hear. Mr. Darcy began "Miss Bennet, may I have the honour of your company for the next two dances?"

    Her hesitation was obvious to her friend but not so much so to Mr. Darcy "I had not...... I was not .....Why yes I thank you." Mr. Darcy gave a small bow and left. Immediately Lizzy began to express her disinclination to dance with a man that did so little to please her when the music began again and Mr. Darcy approached to claim his partner.

    The music was slow and the dance a rather stately one and while she was being placed in her place in the set, all that Lizzy could think, is 'why could I not think of a way to refuse him, an excuse. This is fitting, the most formal of dances with an arrogant and proud man. At least Jane appears to be enjoying herself with his friend.'

    The dance progressed and the couple in question were silent. Lizzy could not help observe that her partner was a fine dancer, this she had not doubted, and so close he was handsome, but his pride and obvious belief that he is far above his company made his countenance less pleasing to Lizzy. Feeling that the silence is of more comfort to her partner than herself, Lizzy attempted to begin some conversation, commenting on the dance. She merely had a slight nod in response from her companion. After a few minutes, Lizzy challenged Mr. Darcy to speak, even giving the topic that could be discussed.

    Their conversation continued in this stunted manner until they were interrupted by Sir William Lucas. Sir William complimented Mr. Darcy on fine dancing and a fine partner. Mr. Darcy was barely civil in his responses to Sir William's conversation but when Sir William made comments of marriage with regard to Miss Bennet and Mr. Bingley, the colour in his face rose. Mr. Darcy heard no more of Sir William's compliments or comments and studied his friend until Sir William released them to the dance.

    "Of what were we speaking, I cannot remember"

    "Of very little Mr. Darcy, we have tried all the common topics and you even suggested books, but that will not do in a ball room. We seem to have little to say to one another"

    "That cannot be so. Do you and your sisters often walk to Meryton"

    This is the opening that Lizzy needed. "Yes. When you saw us we had been making a new acquaintance"

    "Mr. Wickham has the manners to make friends, whether he can keep them is less certain"

    "He has been so unhappy as to lose your friendship in a way that affects him even now"

    "You take an eager interest in that gentleman's affairs"

    "Who that knows his misfortunes cannot"

    "Oh Yes, his misfortunes have been heavy indeed" Mr. Darcy resolved to comment no further on this topic as his voice was growing less steady and rather too loud for their situation.

    No such restraint existed with Lizzy and she kept her voice steady and low as she answered

    "And of your infliction. I have heard that your good opinion once lost is lost forever, you are careful when creating this resentment"

    Although unsure how and where she had heard this opinion, it is what he believed of himself and he had recently expressed it to Miss Bingley....at Lucas Lodge, perhaps he was heard.......Mr. Darcy answered "I am"

    "And are never influenced by pride"

    "I hope not, why do you ask these questions, to what do they tend"

    "Merely to the illustration of your character"

    "And how do you get along?"

    "Not very well, I hear such differing reports"

    The music ended so Darcy saw the opportunity to have the last words as he returned his partner to the edge of the dance floor "Miss Bennet, please do not take my likeness now, it will do neither of us justice" Mr. Darcy was mistaken believing that his companion would allow him the parting words.

    "If not now I may not have another opportunity" Lizzy replied, Mr. Darcy could not let her take this control of their conversation, it is not something he would allow. With all the gallantry he could put into his voice, Mr. Darcy answered.

    "I would by no means suspend any pleasure of yours" He quickly bowed and left before his quick-witted companion could respond. Lizzy was left confused and unsure of the gentleman who had left her. As she walked towards Charlotte, Lizzy knew that the dates and facts and events Mr. Wickham had given were true, but how could Mr. Darcy be so unfeeling of his plight. How could he disguise his behaviour so much as to be friends with Bingley, a man of apparent judgment and intelligence. Rather than think of a man who gave her so little pleasure, even if he did single her out by asking her to dance, Lizzy stood beside Charlotte and watched Bingley watch Jane dancing with the uncoordinated Mr. Collins.


    Chapter Six

    The morning after the Netherfield ball, Mr. Collins meets with Mr. Bennet in the Breakfast room before the young ladies of the house arrive. Mr. Collins is to leave Longbourn in two days and, although not yet sure of the affections of any of the sisters, for all but Mary seemed to evade his company, he is not dissuaded from his aim in attending his cousins home, that aim is to secure a wife from himself from among the daughters of the house. He had long heard of the beauty of his cousins and was in no way disappointed with this on arriving as all the Misses Bennet were handsome, the eldest two in particular, followed by the youngest two and then Miss Mary, although handsome was overshadowed by her sisters.

    On a growing acquaintance, Mr. Collins discounted the two youngest Miss Bennets as the next Mrs. Collins as their behaviour was not at all times what would be required in a wife for himself, he feared that they would not even be sufficiently in awe of Lady Catherine to give her the respect that she would require and was entitled. So, due to her superior beauty and superior claims as the eldest, Mr. Collins had resolved to seek the hand of Miss Jane Bennet. All feelings of love were imaginary and would easily transfer to any of the sisters if required, but Mr. Collins thought too well of himself to not aim at the best prize. He felt that as he was to inherit their home he could not be refused but he decided, as the opportunity had arisen, that he would seek the advice of the father in the hopes that he would consent to the arrangement.

    While Mr. Collins was planning what compliments he would preface his speech with, his companion began.

    "Well Mr. Collins, it is but two days until you leave us. I trust that your visit has been all that you expected."

    "Yes Yes Mr. Bennet" he paused "Your daughters and yourself have been all that is pleasing in your treatment of myself. I am much obliged for your hospitality, though I would like to speak to you on a matter of significance to myself, and I flatter myself, to your family too."

    Suppressing a smile at the stupidity of his guest Mr. Bennet continued, although he did not much care for the man before him he was curious although he suspected what could be the cause of this speech. "Pray continue Mr. Collins I am very interested in what you could say that has such importance to my family"

    Mr. Collins was somewhat pleased with this response and continued "I believe that you must be concerned for the future of your daughters at the unhappy event of you leaving this world" if Mr. Collins had looked at his companion he would have known that this conversation was not proving pleasant for Mr. Bennet but he did not look and felt that this conversation must be agreeable.

    He continued "As I am fortunate enough to be the next master of Longbourn and am now in possession of a good living, I felt that I should make amends to your amiable daughters" Here he paused hoping for a word of encouragement but not receiving it, he interpreted the silence as agreement that he should continue "Of course I am aware that the offer that I will make will be valued by yourself and your daughters, especially Miss Bennet as I have become quite attached to her" Here Mr. Bennets amusement was lost and he felt the need to interrupt. Although Jane was not his favourite daughter, he knew that she had been forming an attachment with Mr. Bingley and as this was not publicly acknowledged by both, a preference was clear to all who saw them and a general expectation that on his return to Netherfield he would be soon engaged to Miss Bennet.

    If Mr. Collins were to pay his addresses to the eldest Miss Bennet, her father feared that her nature would force her to accept the compliment and the proposal. Mr. Bennet resolved that his speech must stop any inclination in this direction. Mr. Bennet was convinced that Mr. Collins wanted a wife and his affections were in no way set so he must redirect them away from Jane. He further decided that he would not part with his Lizzy to this man, although she would not likely accept him Mr. Bennet would not have his cousin pay any addresses in that direction and cause Lizzy or Mr. Collins any pain or discomfort in the refusal.

    "Mr. Collins, I understand your feeling and I believe that your wishes are honourable towards my eldest daughter and her family. I do not however believe that Miss Bennet's heart is captured by you. I believe that she is quite attached elsewhere and although I will say no more I am sure that you understand." Mr. Bennet saw in the reaction of Mr. Collins that his affection was in no way engaged and his thoughts had moved to the next in beauty and birth. Before Mr. Collins could speak, Mr. Bennet continued "I have seen symptoms of regard in the behaviour of Miss Mary towards yourself. Mary has been most attentive and seeks out your company. Perhaps you would care to sit by her at Breakfast and judge for yourself. Of course I would not dream of directing your affections, you are after all fortunate enough to enjoy the patronage of Lady Catherine De Bourgh and be a gentleman of the world yourself" Lizzy and Jane entered the room in time to hear the comment regarding his patroness and were pleased to note the civility that Mr. Collins showed in his greeting of them was less than on previous mornings. They were further amused to see the attention he directed towards Mary.

    Although surprised that her cousin had seated himself by her, Mary received his attentions with pleasure. She was not so silly as her younger sisters and had quickly figured that her cousin's means of making amends to her family was to marry one of the daughters. Not a romantic, Mary needed a comfortable home and to be where she would not be compared to the beauty of her sisters. With Mr. Collins she would have an honourable establishment and would be mistress of her current home at some time. Considering all this, Mary decided that she would forgo her music for the morning and walk with Mr. Collins in the shrubbery.

    The morning of his departure, Mr. Collins decided that, as he was to leave Meryton, it would be appropriate to offer his hand to his cousin Mary. Mr. Collins had hesitation and doubt, not in any way related to the possibility of being refused, he was too sure that his situation was far above what this young lady could expect that she must be grateful. Mr. Collins' hesitation was related to his ego, although he would not go against the wishes of the father of the young ladies, he felt that his situation was at least deserving of the eldest Miss Bennet or the second sister. His situation now and the expected inheritance of Longbourn were so much in his favour and the condescension he is honoured with by Lady Catherine de Bourgh and Miss Anne are circumstances that can only assist his cause. But the father must know his daughters best and the company of Miss Mary, although she was not so handsome as her sisters, was pleasant enough. Yes she is the one who inspired strong affection, he convinced himself of that just before Mary entered the room.

    "Good morning Mr. Collins, I did not expect to find any person in this room, I was to practice at the pianoforte before breakfast"

    "I am here with the intention of gaining an audience with you, my fair cousin" He cooed in reply.

    Mary saw the look in his eyes and his manner enough to realise that he was well into a planned proposal. Mary further knew that it would be best for her to show a little more modesty and less enthusiasm than she felt on this occasion, to anticipate his motives for the interview would not give her favour in his eyes. "Why Mr. Collins of what could you wish to speak with me about?"

    Both sat down on chairs that are in the room and Mr. Collins continued to explain that he had come to Longbourn with the wish of gaining the favour of one of his cousins so much that she would agree to be his bride. He explained that it was the wish of his patroness that he marry, and that he felt a man in possession of a living such as his should demonstrate the state of matrimony in his parish. After many professions of affection and his reasons for marrying Mr. Collins concluded his speech "And so Miss Mary Bennet, I would ask that you accept my proposals, agree to become my wife and make me the happiest of men"

    Mary's lack of experience in the world had not prepared her for the moment, but the time that Mr. Collins had been devoting his attention to her gave her time to prepare herself. Mary, in the most modest of ways gave Mr. Collins sufficient encouragement to believe that his proposal would be accepted. Mary gave her consent to the marriage, Mr. Collins quickly went to Mr. Bennet and he gave his permission to the newly engaged couple.

    Mr. Collins, after sharing the news of his engagement with any in Meryton who he could reach, left for Rosings to prepare for his bride. He would return to make the wedding arrangements in a number of weeks.

    In no way did any of her sisters envy Mary marrying a clergyman, especially that particular one. Lizzy and Jane were sincere in their congratulations, but did not wish to trade places with their sister. Jane wished Mary all the joy possible in a marriage. Lizzy did not believe that any could be happy with their cousin but her congratulations were more sincere than anything that Kitty or Lydia. Kitty attempted to congratulate her sister, but Lydia merely replied to the news by saying "I could not marry any man who did not wear a red coat. A man is nothing without regimentals."

    Mary, knowing her sister wished above all things to be married first, for it would be a good joke, replied "Yes sister, I am sure that you do require a man in regimentals but I will be married within this year and you will still be chasing any soldier who passes" This speech made Mary fell better, and affronted Kitty, but Lydia never paid Mary much head and any affect finished with her sisters speech. Mary stood, thanked her elder sisters and left the room saying "I must go now and prepare for my upcoming marriage" Being the least handsome of the family, it was such a triumph to be chosen as bride. Mary was not usually inclined to sink to the level of petty barbs directed at her younger sisters but here it was so satisfying as she was in a position of definite advantage.


    Chapter Seven

    Posted on Monday, 27 August 2001

    The day that saw Mr. Collins leave Longbourn, saw the party of Netherfield leave the country. Mr. Bingley had left the previous day and the whole party felt it necessary to follow. Mr. Bingley had told all that he intended to return to Netherfield within the week, but a letter addressed to Jane from Caroline Bingley changed all that.

    My dear Jane,

    You will be aware that our party has departed for London. Although my brother believes that his business will be completed in a few days, we are sure that this can not be so. A season in London is much desired and I will not regret anything I leave behind but your company.

    Mr. Darcy has been long desirous to see his sister and I must confess that I too long to see her. Charles always finds great joy in her company and I believe that it will soon be that I can call her sister. It is not wrong of me to hope what will bring joy to two families.

    I am only sorry that I will be denied your company. Write often.

    yoursetc.c

    Caroline Bingley

    Discussing this letter, Jane and Lizzy had quite different views. While Jane thought it a letter showing regard and warning her to be on her guard for the brother has views other than Jane Bennet. Lizzy saw the letter as the note of a woman who wishes her brother to marry another. Miss Bingley had seen the regard her brother held for Jane and is working to separate them. Lizzy hoped that Bingley would be back and dining at Longbourn (he was engaged to dine there on his return to the area) within the week.

    Another letter arrived days later confirming that nobody would be returning to Netherfield for the Winter and the Bingleys were spending a great deal of time with Mr. Darcy and his sister. Lizzy was still convinced that Bingley loved Jane, but the pressure of his sisters and possibly his friend had diverted his attentions for now. Lizzy was confident that Bingley would not marry another but would return to reclaim the affections of Jane.


    Not two months after his return to Hunsford, Mr. Collins is again expected to Longbourn. This time, however he will not be returning to his home alone. Mr. Collins and Miss Mary Bennet are to be married two days after his arrival. With the exception of Mary, all the inhabitants are not looking forward to the visit. Her younger sisters are eager to see Mary leave, although a little jealous that she, the plain one, will be the first Bennet married. Jane and Lizzy are happy for her, though Lizzy does pity Mary marrying such an odious man but she had her eyes open and is obviously looking forward to leaving her fathers home to go to that of her husband.

    The wedding takes place in Longbourn chapel and the newly married Mr. and Mrs. Collins spend the wedding night in Longbourn before returning to Hunsford. It is agreed that Lizzy and her father will travel to visit the newly married couple in their home a little before Easter. Although the trip would bring little happiness to either, Mr. Bennet was convinced by his eldest daughters that it would be a great neglect on his part not to attend and recognise the couple in their new home. Mr. Bennet agreed to attend for a week with the condition that Lizzy accompany him. Mr. Bennet would leave her at Hunsford until after Easter Sunday and return to collect her, he had business to complete in town and would visit with the Gardiners while Lizzy enjoys the company of her sister and endures the company of her brother in law.


    Chapter Eight

    As Mr. and Mrs. Collins were married shortly before Christmas, Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner remain at Longbourn with their nieces for the seasons festivities.

    Mrs. Gardiner soon noticed that Jane was out of spirits and, on discussing this with Lizzy, quickly understood that a broken heart affects Jane very deeply.

    "He has been gone for two months Lizzy?"

    "Yes aunt, I am sure he would be back but for his sisters and friend but this is of little consolation to Jane."

    "Yes indeed, do you think that Jane would enjoy a change of scene and society?"

    "Indeed aunt, I believe that she would" The glint in Lizzys eyes made her aunt worry.

    "No Lizzy, it is very unlikely that Jane would see anything of Mr. Bingley for we move in such different circles."

    "Of course you are correct aunt. The change would be good for her and Jane adores her cousins."

    "Well I will speak to Jane in a moment, I am sure that your father will agree to the arrangement. I was meaning to speak to you about a trip though. In June, your uncle and I were planning to tour the Lake country. Our plans are not yet set, but we would like to ask you to accompany us, I do so know how much you love the picturesque."

    Lizzy was so happy with this proposal. She instantly moved to embrace her aunt and gave her to understand that she agreed to the trip.

    Permissions were granted and when the Gardiners left, Jane accompanied them. If it were not for the regiment in town, Lydia and Kitty would have been noisy with jealousy for their sisters trip. As it was, the younger sisters were in no way envoys of Jane, there would not be a regiment of officers near their aunt Gardiners home.

    When she arrived in Gracechurch street, Jane penned a note to her friend Caroline Bingley informing her of her arrival, she had written before leaving Longbourn giving her intentions. Jane received no reply to either letter for two weeks and when her aunt had cause to go to the part of town, Jane took the opportunity to call on Miss Bingley. The visit was short as Miss Bingley and her sister were going out, but Miss Bingley reprimanded Jane for giving no notice of her being in town. Jane thought it strange that her letters would both go astray but this was possible and she had no reason to doubt Miss Bingleys assertions.

    Expecting the visit would be returned quickly, Jane remained home every morning to await her friend. At last after two weeks, Miss Bingley arrived. She kept her coat and bonnet with her, spoke barely a word and remained a little over five minutes, refusing to take any refreshment. Jane was no longer deceived by Miss Bingley. Jane wrote to her sister

    Dearest Lizzy

    I know that you will by no means feel triumph over me, but you were correct in your assertions regarding Miss Bingley. Today, two weeks after my visit to her and Mrs. Hurst, Caroline Bingley appeared. She took no pleasure in the visit, made it clear that her brother was aware of my being in town, but is, along with herself, much occupied with Mr. Darcy and his sister. I must conclude that he no longer cares and Miss Bingleys regard has also left.

    Do not feel sorry for me Lizzy, they will soon be forgot (it will be much easier to forget the brother without seeing the sister) and I will be as I was before he took Netherfield.

    The letter continued to tell Lizzy of the activities that Jane had been undertaking over the last week (as Jane wrote every week) and what her young cousins were doing.

    On reading this letter, Lizzy was happy for her sister finally seeing what she had always seen in Mr. Bingleys sister, but sorry for what the sister had said of her brother. Well Lizzy had the comfort of knowing that she would see her sister in a little over a month on the way to Hunsford when her and her father stopped for the night.

    The weeks leading to the trip to Hunsford moved quickly for Lizzy. The letters she received from Jane were showing her cheering slowly, and the sooner that Lizzy visits the Collins' commences, the sooner she can travel home and begin preparing for her tour of pleasure.

    Mr. Bennet and Lizzy left Mr. and Mrs. Philips at Longbourn, Mrs. Philips was to care for her nieces while their father was absent, and departed for London.

    Arriving at Gracechurch street, Lizzy and her father were met by Jane in the door. A number of small children were on the stairs, eager to see their uncle and cousin, scared to venture near the people they had not seen for a number of months. Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner stepped forward and happily greeted the new guests.

    Lizzy found an opportunity of speaking with her aunt about Jane. Mrs. Gardiner was able to report some improvement in Jane, though not as much as she hoped. She was also able to confirm the particulars of Miss Bingleys visit, and as Lizzy suspected, Jane had been too kind in her relation of the facts, Miss Bingleys behaviour was not that of a civilized guest, she behaved as one who was far superior to her company.

    Mr. Bennet and Lizzy continued their trip the following day and arrived at the parsonage by three o'clock.

    On hearing the carriage arrive, Mr. Collins was quickly outside and on the drive and Mrs. Collins was in the doorway awaiting the arrival of her sister and father.

    After giving his compliments to his father in law and sister in law for ten minutes, Mr. Collins allowed his guests to enter his 'humble abode'. Lizzy was surprised at the changes in her sister. Mary was genuine in her greetings to her family and almost cheerful at the prospect of visitors. In this, her home, Mary Collins was not reserved and superior in her behaviour to her sister.

    Mr. Collins, after allowing his wife to offer some refreshment to the travelers, took the whole party outside to show them his garden and grounds. A short walk was all that the ladies boots would allow, so Mr. Bennet continued alone with Mr. Collins and his daughters returned to the house.

    Rather houseproud, Mary showed her sister around the home. The parsonage was not large, but was comfortable and tastefully fitted up. Lizzy attributed the taste to someone other than the current residents, but during Mary's tour, Lizzy learnt that a great deal of the furniture and furnishings had been updated since Mary arrived. A great deal of advice and direction was offered by lady Catherine who appeared to be more than attentive to her neighbours. Judging by Mary's comments of the mistress of Rosings, Lizzy was intrigued to meet the woman who had influenced such a change in her sisters manner and was the cause of such violent compliments as Mr. Collins gave.

    Lizzy was not to be kept waiting long as Mr. Collins returned from Rosings the following day with an invitation to dinner for the following day. Mr. Bennet was no less anxious to meet the lady who inspired such behaviour in his cousin.

    While dressing for dinner, Lizzy was surprised by the knocking at her door and the calls of Mr. Collins that she should hurry, and not worry about her dress, she should only wear what she has superior to her other clothing. Lizzy ceased her laughter at this and the other comments and advice that Mr. Collins was offering her, and descended the stairs with her father, ready to depart for Rosings.

    The meeting with Lady Catherine was a challenge to both Lizzy and her father. While attempting not to show their amusement at the compliments and thanks Mr. Collins felt it necessary to give to lady Catherine, they studied her.

    Lady Catherine was a large woman with features that may once have been handsome but were now lost in time. Lady Catherine knew herself to be superior to her company and Lizzy quickly decided that this lady would not look favourably to any opposition to her views. It was clear that Mary and Mr. Collins never opposed their hostess in opinions and she was grateful for the continual flow of compliments directed to herself and her daughter.

    Miss De Bourgh was a slight, pale, sickly young lady who appeared many years younger than her five and twenty. Lizzys first thoughts of this young lady were how well she would suit Mr. Darcy. Lizzy took a strange pleasure in imagining him married to such a creature who is as unaccomplished as any female could be.

    When asked if Miss De Bourgh plays or sings her mother replied,

    "If her health had permitted her learning, Anne would have been quite the proficient, I know she is only surpassed in taste by myself in England, I am sure"

    The afternoon passed as well as could be expected in such company. As Mr. Collins had foretold, he was seated at the foot of the table and carved at lady Catherine's request. Anne was mostly silent throughout the visit, and lady Catherine enquired after Mary's house concerns with an obviously intimate knowledge of her affairs. This did not bother Mary and Mr. Collins paid so many compliments that his pleasure in the company was obvious to all. All the plate that he had told his cousin about was there and lady Catherine would not hear of them walking home and offered her coach for their return journey.

    Two days later, Mr. Bennet returned to London to visit the Gardiners and complete his business. Mr. Bennet was glad that he planned to leave Mr. Collins' home for a week in his cousins presence was sufficient to confirm in his mind that his daughter was well settled and her husband was just as he remembered him. Lizzy was to remain until after Easter when her father would return to collect her. The evening after Mr. Bennets departure was spent at Rosings and lady Catherine felt it important to bring it upon herself to learn more of Miss Elizabeth Bennet. While her father was there, Lizzy was confident and did not shrink under the comments of lady Catherine, but with her father now departed the appropriate level of respect must be displayed, or so Lady Catherine believed.

    "Miss Bennet, do you play and sing as your sister does?"

    Lizzy contained her entertainment at the comparison of her skills to her sisters and merely answered "A little ma'am"

    "Do you draw?"

    "No ma'am, not I nor any of my sisters draw but I believe Mary may have been able to give you this information"

    A little affronted by this response lady Catherine continued "You are correct, I believe Mrs. Collins has informed me of this. I believe she told me that all of your sisters are out, before the eldest are married. For Mr. and Mrs. Collins sake I am glad for it for he could not have found a better wife." Mary smiled at the compliment and lady Catherine continued "but to have five daughters out at once."

    At this pause, Lizzy saw an opportunity to answer. As soon as she began to speak all in the room, including lady Catherine looked at Lizzy with shock thinly veiled on their faces, nobody interrupts lady Catherine. Lizzy continued "lady Catherine, I do not believe that it would be fair to prevent younger sisters their share of amusements simply because the older sisters do not have the inclination or ability to marry early."

    "You give your opinions decidedly for a young lady of not one and twenty." Turning her attention to Mr. Collins who she was confident would not interrupt or question lady Catherine directed the conversation until the coach was ordered for returning the party to Hunsford Parsonage.

    The next ten days passed quietly for the small party of Hunsford parsonage as much of the amusement in the neighbourhood was beyond the reach of the Collins'. They dined or drank tea at Rosings a couple of times a week for the first three weeks of Lizzys visit but the invitations ceased when lady Catherine had her nephews arrive to stay.

    Mr. Darcy and his cousin Col. Fitzwilliam visited the parsonage three days after they arrived at Rosings. As field sports were finished there was little amusement for them and the walk to the parsonage was pleasant and the company of one of the inhabitants was more than pleasant to both gentlemen.

    To Lizzy the visits of the gentlemen were confusing. Col. Fitzwilliam was a pleasant man whose conversation gave a great deal of pleasure, but Mr. Darcy was grave and silent and spoke only a few words whenever he visited.


    Chapter Nine

    Although both gentlemen called at the parsonage, it was almost a week after their arrival before the party was invited to tea at Rosings by lady Catherine. The invitation was accepted of course and the party departed the Collins' home at the appropriate time.

    The greeting Lady Catherine met Mr. Collins and his two female companions with was civil, but it was clear, at least to Elizabeth, that they were not the chosen company for the evening and she would be satisfied with her nephews, her daughter and Mrs. Jenkinson (formerly Miss de Bourgh's governess). It was also clear that Col. Fitzwilliam enjoyed the company of Miss Bennet and the addition to the small party that would otherwise of been assembled was agreeable.

    Wickham had told Lizzy that Miss Anne de Bourgh was destined to be the bride of Mr. Darcy so seeing them together for the first time was a chance to see if Miss Bingleys hopes of securing Mr. Darcy were at all in danger.

    Observing Lady Catherine, it was obvious to all that she wished the match, some would even say that she expected the match and it was only the time that is not yet settled. Mr. Darcy paid no attention at all to his cousin and the lady was far to occupied in her own comforts to give any attention to her intended.

    The meeting passed as pleasantly as expected for Elizabeth. The comfort of having Col. Fitzwilliam to speak with, along with the chance to observe Mr. Darcy in his family were great diversions and she was almost sorry to leave when the coach was ordered.

    The next visit to Rosings was to dine two days after they had been there to drink tea. Lizzy was pleased at the prospect of a meal with Col. Fitzwilliam for meals with her sister and Mr. Collins were not to her liking at all. The Colonel had earlier spoken to Lizzy about the possibility of her performing on the piano forte after dinner. Without agreeing to the arrangement as a definite engagement, Lizzy had answered in a way to give her companion a hope that she may play. The Colonel had been told (by Mr. Darcy who had heard her play and sing in Hertfordshire) that Miss Bennet plays and sings in a way that is pleasing and he was eager to hear for himself. What Mr. Darcy did not confide to his cousin was that he was equally looking forward to the performance.

    Dinner passed quietly, as lady Catherine was busy speaking to her nephews who sat on either side of her. Although both often looked towards Miss Bennet in an attempt to converse with her, they were quickly called to attention by their aunt. Lady Catherine had an opinion on every subject and was not allowing any comment, and definately no contradiction of her statements. Both gentlemen bore her manners well though both had little pleasure in her conversation.

    After the gentlemen joined the ladies in the drawing room, Col. Fitzwilliam placed himself beside Miss Bennet and began to persuade her to take her place at the piano forte. Mrs. Collins was not inclined to play as she was speaking with her husband and attempting to gain a share in lady Catherine's discussions. Lizzy agreed and, accompanied by the colonel, she walked to the place where some music was laying beside the piano. She turned over a number of pieces before her companion selected one. Lizzy agreed to the selection and sat down and began to play. The whole room turned and listened for a few minutes then lady Catherine turned to her nephew Darcy and began to speak of her own and Anne's taste and how they would be quite proficient if they had learned to play. Darcy knew not what to say for he wished to listen to the performance. When his aunt began to speak to Mr. Collins, Darcy snatched the chance, stood, and walked towards where his cousin stood beside the piano.

    The cousins were both enthralled by the performance and remained speechless until the performer turned to the colonel and began "Does Mr. Darcy mean to frighten me by moving all this way to hear me play. Though his sister does play well, I will not be frightened, my courage always rises with every attempt to intimidate me"

    Fitzwilliam did not answer immediately as he was aware that his cousin had met Miss Bennet before and that Darcy had some feelings for this lady was obvious to one who knows him as well as his cousin does. The pause to think gave Darcy the chance to answer for himself as he would not forgo the opportunity to speak with Miss Bennet, especially when she was speaking in such a playful manner.

    "I shall not say that you are mistaken as you could not really believe me to entertain any design of alarming you. I have had the pleasure of your acquaintance long enough to know that you take great pleasure in professing opinions that are not your own"

    Col. Fitzwilliam did not wish to interrupt this. It was now very clear to him that the two people before him were well acquainted, and though he had suspicions of his cousins feelings, those of the lady were not clear. It was the lady who continued, again addressing the colonel.

    "Your cousin will teach you not to believe any word I say. I am so unfortunate as to meet a person so able to expose my character in this part of the world where I was hoping to pass myself off with some credit. It is very ungenerous of your cousin to say all that he knew of my in Hertfordshire, and may I say impolitic too, for it is provoking me to say what he may not wish his relations to hear."

    Darcy answered her with a smile "I am not afraid of you"

    Now the Colonel was very interested and responded. "Pray Miss Bennet, what do you have to accuse him of, I do so wish to know how Darcy is among strangers."

    "Prepare yourself for something quite shocking then. The first time I saw Mr. Darcy was at a ball. He danced only four dances, though gentlemen were scarce and to my certain knowledge a number of ladies were forced to sit down for want of a partner."

    Darcy had been regretting that evening for a long time now and could only answer "I had not the pleasure of knowing any lady in the room beyond my own party"

    "And nobody can be introduced in a ball room" Lizzy quickly answered. Col. Fitzwilliam was quite entertained by this sparring between his cousin and Miss Bennet. The lady was obviously quite quick witted and would not be scared from her own opinion by Mr. Darcy. Mr. Darcy was enjoying that Miss Bennet was having such an animated conversation with himself. "What do I play next, my fingers await your command Colonel."

    "Perhaps" Mr. Darcy continued as his cousin placed some music in front of Miss Bennet who hardly noticed the action "I should have sought an introduction, but I am ill qualified to recommend myself to strangers"

    "Do we ask your cousin why he is ill qualified to recommend himself to strangers? A man of sense and education who has lived in the world."

    "No need" Col. Fitzwilliam answered to Darcys distress "I can answer that he will not give himself the trouble.." Darcy interrupted his cousin.

    "I have not the talent which some possess of conversing easily with those I have never seen before. I cannot appear interested in their concerns as I see often done."

    "My fingers do not fly over the keys of this instrument as well as I see other ladies' do. They have not the same force or speed, and do not produce the same expression. But I have always supposed it is my own fault as I would not take the trouble of practicing. It is not that I do not believe my fingers as capable as any other woman's of superior execution."

    Darcy smiled. told her that her time was much better spent and any person who had heard her play would not think anything missing. In a lower more serious voice he said

    "We neither of us perform for strangers" Any further comment and conversation was prevented by shrill voice of lady Catherine demanding to be a part of the conversation that was occupying her nephews.

    Miss Bennet began to play again and the cousins chose to ignore the instructions their aunt was issuing to the performer. The performer answered all as well as she could without missing a beat on the keys. She remained at the piano until the carriage was ordered and the Collins' party departed.

    The Collins' and their guests were invited to dine and drink tea at Rosings more regularly and after each of the meetings Col. Fitzwilliam was more sure that his cousin was attached quite seriously to Miss Elizabeth Bennet. He was also quickly realising that she was not interested in Mr. Darcy. Fitzwilliam would be tempted to say that Miss Bennet did not like Mr. Darcy one bit.

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