Beginning, Section II, Section III

Chapter 9

Posted on Thursday, 27 January 2000

After a restless night, Lizzy rose early feeling not at all refreshed. In an attempt to wake up, she took a brisk walk, which helped somewhat, and relied on caffeine to do the rest. Jane entered the kitchen and found her sister sipping coffee, staring off into space.

"Good morning dear sister!" Jane was altogether too bright and cheerful for Lizzy's mood. Lizzy looked up with bleary eyes and noticed her sister was wearing the same clothes she had on the night before.

"Are you just getting home? And why are you so danged cheerful?"

"Oh Lizzy, I have wonderful news!" Jane dropped into the chair opposite Lizzy and smiled broadly. "Charles asked me to marry him last night!"

Lizzy jumped up and grabbed her sister in a bear hug. "Jane, congratulations! I am so happy for you! Tell me everything!" This news revived Lizzy more effectively than did exercise or artificial stimulants. She poured Jane a cup of coffee and sat back down to hear the details.

"He is so wonderful Lizzy! I am so happy! When I drove Charles home last night, we didn't speak the whole way but he kept looking at me in a funny manner. I must have asked him a dozen times what was wrong but he just shook his head and didn't say anything. I finally gave up, thinking he was just still upset about Caroline. When we got to his house he led me to the family room, sat me on the couch and knelt in front of me. He took my hands in his and said that he realized today, meaning yesterday of course, how much he needed me . He said it meant a lot that I was there for him and that my kindness helped him get through the pain and embarrassment of what happened. He said I gave him hope and made him feel much better. He said he wanted me to always be there to share the good times with him and to help him through the bad. He said he loves me more than life itself and asked me to be his wife. Oh Lizzy, I was so surprised and happy! Of course I said yes and then I attacked him! He carried me to his room and we made love all night long!"

"You SLEPT with him?" Lizzy couldn't believe her sister.

"Of course Lizzy. It wasn't the first time. We've been intimate since our 5th or 6th date. Why are you so shocked? Haven't you and George been..."

"NO, OF COURSE NOT!!" Lizzy shouted. Forcing herself to calm down she added, "I'm waiting until I'm married. Mama always drilled that into our heads didn't she?"

"Lizzy, you never listened to Mother on anything! Why this? Do you really feel that strongly about it? Are you still a virgin? I must say I am surprised, in this day and age! I certainly don't sleep around but Charles was not the first. I love Charles too dearly and desire him too greatly to deny ourselves this pleasure." Jane had a note of defensiveness in her voice.

Lizzy was suddenly embarrassed. "Jane, I am not passing judgement on you. If this is what is right for you, then I have no wish to make you uncomfortable about it. I was just surprised, that's all. You're right, I never did take too much of what Mama said to heart. I had a bad experience with a boy in high school and I think that is what caused me to believe I should wait until marriage. Anyway, enough about me, congratulations to you and Charles. I know you will be very happy together. Have you set a date yet?"

"No, we didn't want to interfere with your wedding plans so we're going to wait until spring. We thought we'd announce our engagement at dinner today and then discuss possible dates with Mother and Dad." Their plans for the day included Sunday dinner with their family after visiting their grandfather.

"Are you going to tell Papa this morning?" Lizzy inquired.

"Yes, which means Dad will get the news before the rest of the family as he is coming with us. In fact, I better go take a shower and get ready. He and Charles will be here in less than a half-hour."

Lizzy and Jane thought Papa hadn't looked very well today. Papa had requested some private time with their father so they went for a walk and discussed it.

"Do you thing there is something wrong with him?" Jane asked, concerned. Charles held her hand in sympathy for her distress. He wanted to show his support as she had for him the day before.

"I don't know. I wonder what he wanted to discuss so secretly with Dad. It's giving me a bad feeling." Lizzy replied.

"I'm sure he'll be fine," assured Charles. "After all the man is 80 years old. He's entitled to a bad day now and then."

"Maybe you're right." Jane wanted to believe Charles but couldn't help feeling uneasy. "At least we were able to bring him some cheer with our good news." She tightened her grip on Charles' hand and smiled at him.

Lizzy remained thoughtful as they walked back to the car.

Sunday dinner was a hectic affair at the Bennet house. Not only were the seven members of the family in attendance, but there were usually several more friends and relative present. In addition to Charles, this Sunday's guests included Mr. Bennet's sister and brother-in-law, the Phillipses, and a college friend of Mary's. Food was plentiful and various conversations could be heard all around the table.

"How was my father today dear?" asked Mrs. Bennet of her husband. She was too busy with dinner preparations on Sundays to join her daughters' visits with her father.

"He seemed a little under the weather today I thought," Mr. Bennet replied. A pained look passed his countenance so quickly that no one at the table noticed. He had some dreadful news to share with his family but would do it later in privacy.

"The dear man tries to do too much for his age. I must go visit him this week and see if he needs anything."

"Yes, do that Fran. I know he would like to see you." Mr. Bennet quickly changed the topic of conversation to something else.

When the main meal was finished and dessert and coffee served, Charles stood up. All conversation ceased as he cleared his throat. "I have an announcement to make. Last night I asked the beautiful Jane Bennet to be my wife and she accepted, making me the happiest man on earth!"

Pandemonium broke out as all rushed to congratulate the couple. Charles beamed and Jane cried, as did her mother. Lizzy watched the blissful couple with happiness and a little envy. George was rarely at her side for these family gatherings and she wished he were there to share her joy. She hoped his hangover hadn't been too awful. She would call him later to see how he is feeling and relate the good news. She was positive that once they were married, he would make more of an effort to spend time with her family.

Summer was a good time of year for the Bennet family. Since all except Mrs. Bennet were either attending or working at a school, they all shared the good fortune of having a nice long summer holiday. The band engagements provided the girls with a good income while leaving them with lots of free time. Lizzy had spent the last two weeks industriously completing her Master's thesis and now could enjoy her extended vacation along with her sisters.

After dinner all the company left except for Mary's friend Amy who was spending three weeks with the Bennet family before flying home to Oklahoma. Charles had gone to his sister Louisa's house to see if Caroline had appeared and to share the news of his engagement. Jane had offered to go with him, but he felt Louisa might want some private time to discuss yesterday's debacle. Jane was not unhappy to spend her afternoon lazing by the pool at her parents' home with her sisters. Charles would return for her later.

The six girls chatted happily about their summer plans. The band was engaged at least one day every weekend during July and August, but they had all of their weekdays free except for a gig coming up on Friday at the Meryton July 4th Carnival. Lizzy would spend much of her summer on wedding arrangements and Jane was most eager to help as she could get ideas for her own wedding at the same time. Mary was looking forward to spending lots of time at the Meryton Public Library and Kitty had plans to visit several of her college friends. Lydia had no fixed plans and would go wherever a good time was to be found. Lizzy was concerned that Lydia's idea of a good time would include questionable and possibly illegal) behavior and resolved to include her sister in activities whenever possible.

Tom Bennet was struggling with the news his father-in-law had shared with him that morning. He would have to tell his family but didn't know when to do so. He had waited until after Jane make her happy announcement at dinner and then for the guests to leave, but now the laughter coming from the backyard made him reluctant to spoil his daughters' enjoyment. Well it couldn't be helped. He would have to break the news today. Edward felt that he would not live more than another week or two and Tom wanted his family to have time to accept the inevitable and spend time with their grandfather while he was still lucid. He knew his girls, especially Lizzy and Jane, would want to be with their Papa as much as possible until the end. Edward had also informed him of the contents of his will and that was weighing heavily on Tom's mind as well. After his amazement at the size of his father-in-law's legacy had subsided, he realized trouble would be ahead. While he was very happy for Lizzy and Jane, and knew they deserved their grandfather's largesse, he was concerned at the reaction of his wife and younger daughters. And he was afraid that Lizzy and Jane would feel guilty when they had no cause to. Tom hoped that Edward's videotape would explain his reasons sufficiently for the method of distribution of his wealth to calm everyone's emotions. Tom feared this would be a very trying summer.

Chapter 10

Posted on Thursday, 27 January 2000

Rick was tired of William's moping about. He'd come to spend a month with his cousin and was not having fun. He and Georgie tried everything to improve William's mood to no avail. Well today was the 4th of July and he and Georgie were going to enjoy the town's celebration, William or no William. They had arranged to meet Charles near the bandstand since the Bennet Sisters were playing at the event.

Even though it was only 6 o'clock in the evening, William was already well on his way to being drunk. He had sunk into a deep depression after his failed wedding, which only got worse as the week went by. While not usually much of a drinker, he could no longer stand the pain of loneliness that wracked his body every second of the day and night and was attempting to numb it a little.

Rick burst into his cousin's office. "William, this has gone on long enough. You have to come out of this room. Georgiana and I are going to the 4th of July carnival and we would like you to come with us."

William looked up at him and smiled goofily. "Hey there, cuz. 4th of July? Carnival? Sure, let's go." He stood a bit unsteadily and wove his way to the door. Rick looked at him in amazement. His cousin was drunk! Rick never thought he would see this day. Fortunately William was a happy drunk and Rick was almost relieved at this change of attitude even though it was artificially induced. If William didn't get any more to drink maybe he'd sober up a bit and enjoy himself.

They met Georgiana by the front door. "Oh William, I am so glad you decided to come with us. It will be fun," she said happily until she saw her brother stumble and giggle. A look of astonishment came over her face. Rick took William's arm and led him out the door. "He's had a little bit to drink. Don't worry, it will do him good to get out and get some fresh air. And it's better than letting him stay here to drink more. I'll take care of him." Georgiana nodded mutely and followed them outside. The chauffeur opened the car doors for them and they settled into the back of the limousine. Since a large crowd was expected at the carnival, they had decided not to drive themselves and have to search for a place to park. This way they could be dropped off near the town common and call on the cell phone when they were ready to be picked up. Rick's family did not have nearly as much money as the Darcys did and he enjoyed these little niceties that came along with wealth.

"Hey cuz, open the bar and gimme some whiskey," slurred William. When Rick ignored his request, William took out the bottle himself. Georgiana went to stop him, but Rick laid a hand on her arm. "Let him be." He'd had enough experience with drunks to know how to handle this one. William attempted to pour himself a drink but spilled it all over the counter. Rick calmly wiped it up with some paper towels. William tried again and spilled some more. Rick cleaned it up. Then the motion of the car made William feel queasy. He put down the bottle and collapsed on the seat groaning softly. Rick smiled at Georgiana's grimace. "Don't worry, once we get outside he'll be OK. We're almost there." He corked the whiskey bottle and returned it to the liquor cabinet and put the unused but dirty glass in the sink. By the time he was finished, the car had stopped at the carnival and Rick helped William get out.

The crowd was already large as the carnival had started hours ago. The afternoon had been devoted to family activities - games and a picnic - and the evening events were now beginning. The Bennet Sisters were setting up in the bandstand and carnival rides had started to operate. A large area by the bandstand had been roped off for dancing and a huge fireworks display was set to go off at 10:00. Rick noticed Charles waving at them and he waved back. It took a few minutes to navigate through the crowd to the bandstand, mostly because William could hardly walk.

"Chuckie!" yelled William when they reached their goal. "How's it hangin'?" Charles grimaced at the sound of his nickname. William gave his friend a big bear hug and almost pulled him to the ground. Rick went over to help Charles steady him. "Hey Chuckie, congrats on your engagement! You're gettin' a great girl there. Jane is a great girl. She's Lizzy's sister ya know. Hey there's Lizzy! Hi Lizzy!" Lizzy heard her name being shouted and looked in the direction of its origin. She was surprised to see William smiling broadly and waving at her enthusiastically. She waved back and continued with her preparations. William started to walk (rather, stumble) in her direction but was stopped by Rick and Charles. "Lizzy. I wanna go say hi to Lizzy," William whined. "She'll come over when she's ready," said Rick. "Let her get set up first. Don't bother her." William plunked himself on the ground, pouting. Georgiana sat down next to him and rubbed his back soothingly.

"Wow!" Charles remarked in surprise. "He is drunk! I've never seen William drunk before. Not even in college."

"I know," Rick agreed. "Fortunately he's happy at the moment. It's the first time I've seen him so since the wedding. Speaking of which, have you seen Caroline?"

Charles winced. "No, it seems she has taken off to Europe. I think she's hiding from everyone. But she does talk to Louisa. I found out that she went back and apologized to William."

Rick looked at him in surprise. "She did? William never said a word about it. Of course, he hasn't said much of anything to anyone all week. He's been holed up in his office and Georgiana has been out of her mind with worry. I was determined to drag him here with us tonight but found him drunk and very willing to come. Although I am a little afraid of what he'll be like once the alcohol wears off."

Lizzy and Jane came over to say hello to their friends. Charles took Jane in his arms and gave her a big kiss. "I wish you didn't have to play tonight. I'd like to ride the Ferris wheel with you and dance too."

She smiled at him lovingly. "We're going to have a couple of breaks so we can take in a ride or two. I'm afraid we'll have to dance some other time though unless Lizzy will sing for us!"

Lizzy smiled at them. "No way! I'm gonna ride the Zipper. Any of you guys game to ride with me?"

"Count me in," said Georgiana. "How about you Rick?"

"Not me. I get sick on that stuff. I'll baby sit the big guy here." He motioned to William who was peering up at them with a dazed and confused look on his face.

"Lizzy? That you Lizzy?" William tried to stand up but fell back down. Rick and Charles put out their hands to help him. Lizzy looked at them questioningly.

"He's drowning his sorrows today," explained Rick. "He's not one for the booze and I'm afraid he's been a bit affected by it."

Seems to be contagious these days, Lizzy thought.

Once William was able to stand by himself, he toddled over to Charles and Jane and put his arms around both of them. "So happy for you guys," he slurred. "I know you'll be happy. Better'en me and Caroline."

Lizzy thought her heart would break hearing his words. She had thought of him often during the week and picked up the phone to call him several times but felt it wasn't her place to interfere. She felt so sorry for him. No wonder he was trying to drown his sorrows.

William then turned his attention to Lizzy. "Hey Lizzy. Where's Georgie boy? Couldn't make it again? If I was your boyfriend I woddit let you out of my sight for a minnit." He stumbled over to give her a hug but fell down. He laid on the ground and laughed uproariously. Lizzy turned away, red with embarrassment. It was such a pitiful sight. And the comment about George hurt. He had a business trip to Las Vegas and decided to leave early to spend the weekend there. He said he wanted to take in some shows and see the sights as he had never been there before (should we doubt his word, dear reader?). Lizzy was hurt that he once again would be gone for the weekend, and a holiday weekend at that. Truthfully she was getting tired of his excuses. They would have to have a serious talk when he returned.

"Well we better get ready to begin," Jane said hurriedly, taking Lizzy by the arm. She blew Charles a kiss and led her sister to the bandstand.

"I wanna ride the Ferris wheel," William shouted suddenly, still flat on his back.

Rick sat down beside him and put a hand on his chest to keep him from trying to get up again. "Hey William. Lizzy's band is going to play in a minute. Let's stay and listen."

"Lizzy's band. Wanna hear Lizzy. Hear Lizzy sing. Lizzy sings like an angel." William smiled and closed his eyes. In a minute he was asleep (or, I should say, passed out).

"It's going to be a long night," Rick mumbled.

It was amazing that William could sleep for two hours with the crowd milling all around him. Once someone even spilled a drink on his leg but all he did was moan and turn over. Rick and Charles took turns sitting with him and taking Georgiana on the rides (well they watched as she rode). When William finally opened his eyes, the band was on a break so Rick was tending him as Charles was with Jane and Georgiana had gone off with Lizzy, Kitty and Lydia to ride the Zipper.

"Oh," he moaned. "Where am I?"

"Hey William. We're at the carnival."

"Carnival? Oh, my head. Oh, I think I'm going to be sick."

Rick pulled William up and hurried him to some bushes at the edge of the common. There were no people in this area and it beginning to get dark so William was able to be sick in relative privacy.

"I don't feel so good Rick," he moaned. "How much did I drink?"

"I have no idea cousin. Enough, I dare say. Let's go sit back down and I'll get you a cold drink and something to eat. And some aspirin." Rick had the foresight to bring some with him.

"Can't we just go home?"

"No. We are staying for the fireworks. You've been a jerk all week and you're not going to spoil Georgie's time tonight. She is having fun."

"Georgie is with us? Where is she?"

"She's taking in some rides with Lizzy and her sisters."

"Elizabeth? She's here too? Oh, my head hurts!"

"You don't remember do you. Yes Lizzy is here. Her band is playing but they're on a break right now. Here we are. Sit down and I'll get you fixed up. Then you can enjoy the music and let Georgie have her good time. You owe it to her."

"OK, Rick." William sat down, resting his head on his knees. Rick was soon back with a drink and pizza. Once William had four aspirin and some food inside of him, he began to feel a bit better. The band was back preparing for their next set and Lizzy looked their way. She had noticed earlier that William was comatose and was glad to see him looking somewhat revived. She gave a little wave and he returned it weakly. She wondered if he remembered his earlier actions. She hoped not.

The blare of the music didn't help William's headache much but he liked listening to the Bennet Sisters sing. He thought they were truly talented. Especially Elizabeth, with her sweet alto voice. He closed his eyes and let the music envelop him.

A short time later a song Lizzy was singing made him sit up and pay close attention.

Oh what a night!
Late that spring break back in '93.
What a very special time for me
As I remember what a night.

Oh what a night!
You know I didn't even know his name
But I was never going to be the same.
What a fella, what a night.

Oh I, I got a funny feeling
When he walked in the room.
And I, as I recall it ended
Much too soon.

Oh what a night!
Hypnotizing, mesmerizing me
He was everything I dreamed he'd be
Sweet surrender, what a night.

I got a rush like a rolling ball of thunder
Spinning my head around and
Takin' my body under.
Oh what a night!

Oh what a night!
Why'd it take so long to see the light?
Seemed so wrong but now it seems so right.
What a fella, what a night.*

At that moment William knew. Lizzy was the girl he had met in Fort Lauderdale. He put his head down into his arms and sobbed. If only he had known sooner. Even though he hardly knew her, he had always felt that his lady in red (which was how he always thought of her) would be perfect for him. He had been desperate to discover who she was all those years ago. He had tried to find out at the nightclub but no one he questioned knew her. He never did know why she ran away. But now he knew who she was and what did that get him? She's engaged to someone else.

William felt Rick pat him on the back as he continued to sob. He knew Rick was thinking he was crying over Caroline but Caroline was history. Now that he knew whom his lady in red was, he was totally over Caroline. Now if only he could do something about George...

*Lizzy's version of "Oh, What a Night! (December 1963)" by Frankie Vallee and the Four Seasons

Chapter 11

Posted on Sunday, 30 January 2000

Surprisingly enough, the 4th of July weekend was a popular time for weddings. The Bennet Sisters had been booked months in advance for both Saturday and Sunday and had been forced to turn down several other opportunities. After visiting Mr. Gardiner Saturday morning, Charles dropped Jane and Lizzy off at their apartment to prepare for the band's 4:00 engagement and he headed over to visit William and Rick. It was a hot summer afternoon and the three of them lounged in beach chairs by the lake. Now completely recovered from his hangover, William mustered up the courage to ask the other two how much of a spectacle he made of himself the previous evening. He could not remember anything between mid-afternoon and waking up on the town common feeling terribly sick.

Rick and Charles were both laughing at the recollection of the uncharacteristic behavior of their normally taciturn friend. "At least you are a happy drunk cousin and we did not have to break up any fights or bail you out of jail!" But William hid his head in his hands in mortification when Rick related his interaction with Elizabeth. I shall have to apologize to her. What an a - - I made of myself!

"What I should dearly like to know, Billy," Charles continued, "is where that comment about George's frequent absences came from. You don't even know George. Surely Lizzy hasn't confided in you about her fiancé's habits. She barely acknowledges her concerns to Jane."

"I must confess, Chuckie," William responded, "I received my perception from Georgiana. Elizabeth has been so kind as to spend quite a bit of time with her lately. My dear sister, shy though she is, seems to have an unending curiosity about Miss Bennet and has been most indefatigable in obtaining information from her. Georgie never discusses her own part in their conversations but is quite eager to impart everything that Elizabeth relates, including the fact that George's absences have become more frequent. Georgie knows that I would never reveal Elizabeth's confidences, at least not consciously. I do hope that she doesn't blame my sister for my indiscretion. I would hate to jeopardize their relationship. It's been very good for Georgie."

"Lizzy would probably suspect me before Georgiana. She knows Jane tells me everything," Charles reasoned. "Truthfully William, I don't think that Lizzy was disturbed because it was you saying those things, but rather because of the reality behind your words. Jane confided that Lizzy was most upset when George was not to be here this weekend. I don't understand it myself. I want to spend every possible minute with my fiancée. Jane has never been overly fond of George and his behavior these last two weeks has made my normally tranquil angel quite agitated. She feels that George has deserted Lizzy in her time of need."

"Time of need?" questioned William. "Of what are you referring?"

Charles explained, "Mrs. Bennet's father is terminally ill with cancer. He has known for several months but did not tell his family until recently and now the end is near. Lizzy and Jane are very attached to their grandfather and this is a difficult time for them. They have taken to visiting him every day, even though he lives close to an hour's drive away. It's been exhausting both emotionally and physically. I think that is another reason why Lizzy reacted as she did to your comments. She would normally laugh off such remarks."

"Then I am doubly ashamed of my behavior. I am surprised though, that Elizabeth didn't share this news with Georgiana."

"Lizzy is closest of all the girls to her grandfather. It has probably been difficult for her to speak of it. In George's defense, she has not even told him yet. But Jane offers him no such justification. She says that if he had been around when he should, he would have known."

"I have to side with your admirable fiancée then Charles. Although I don't remember saying it the first time, I will repeat that if Elizabeth was my girlfriend, I would rarely leave her side."

After a few moments of silent contemplation, William asked Charles, "Elizabeth sang a song last night, I believe it's called 'Oh, What a Night!', but she had changed some of the words. Do you know what the significance of the song is?"

Charles laughed. "It seems that Lizzy and Jane went to Fort Lauderdale on spring break back in 1993 when Lizzy was only a freshman. I understand she danced most of one night with a handsome stranger and hasn't been able to get him out of her mind since. Jane says she holds him up as her ideal man even though she didn't even get his name. I guess he kissed her and she kissed back but then got scared that he would get the wrong idea so she fled. It's been one of her life's regrets I guess. Too bad she had to settle for George instead." It did mean as much to her as it did to me! Is there reason to hope I can win her back? Should I tell her that her 'ideal man' is yours truly? What does 'the wrong idea' mean? Does she regret kissing me? I better not say anything. At least, not yet.

"Hey William, you and I went to Fort Lauderdale on spring break one year. Wasn't that 1993? Maybe we saw them and didn't even know it."

Wouldn't you be surprised Rick, thought William. So now he had confirmation that his intuition was correct. Elizabeth was is his 'lady in red' and he had to figure out a way to get her back in his arms.

Author's note: Medical information in this section stems from my own imagination. Any resemblance to reality is unintentional and pure coincidence.

Precisely at noon the next day, the phone rang in the Darcy mansion.

"Darcy residence."

"Hello Mrs. Reynolds. This is Elizabeth Bennet. Is Georgiana home please?"

"Please hold on Miss Elizabeth."

After a brief moment, a man's deep voice came over the other end of the phone. "Elizabeth?"

"My your voice has changed Georgiana."

"I'm sorry Elizabeth. Georgiana has gone riding with my cousin. They have left me all alone so that I may get some work done. I've been rather neglectful of my responsibilities these last couple of weeks."

"I can imagine. Well please do tell her that I called."

"Wait, please don't hang up. I don't normally serve as my sister's personal secretary but I do wish to pass along a message from her. She wishes to invite you and all your sisters to our house tomorrow for the day. My cousin Rick and I will be here as well and we can swim and water ski and whatnot. Charles has agreed to join us in the evening for a barbecue. Georgiana greatly enjoyed being with you and your sisters at the carnival the other night but because your available time was so brief, she wanted the opportunity extend the pleasure."

"That's very sweet of her. We are all going to visit my grandfather in the morning, but perhaps could come over around 1:00. I'm at my parents' house now and my sisters are all here. I will ask them at dinner and call Georgiana tonight when we return from today's wedding. It shouldn't be any later than 10:00. Is that too late to call?"

"Not at all. Charles was here yesterday and told us about your grandfather's illness. I am very sorry to hear it. How did you find him today?"

"A little better actually. He seems to have bounced back somewhat. The hospice nurse said this could last anywhere from a couple days to a couple weeks. Unfortunately the subsequent relapse is often precipitous and patients typically do not survive for long. However, it was very gratifying to see him looking so much less pale and sitting up in a chair. I'm trying to get him to relate any stories he can think of about his childhood and my mother's so these personal histories are not lost forever. As he was lucid today, the visit was very satisfying."

"I'm glad to hear it. It must be so hard for you to see him suffer. I understand you are very close."

Elizabeth sighed deeply. "Yes we are. I wish he had told us of his illness before so we could have made an effort to be with him more often. But he is a proud man and did not want our pity. I shall miss him greatly when he is gone."

"Elizabeth, I would like to offer you and your family the use of a limousine and driver to take you to your grandfather's every day. We have two and don't often use them so it would be no hardship for us and may provide some comfort to you. Charles mentioned it is a long drive and this way you and your family can relax on the journey."

"William, it is very kind of you, but..."

"I insist Elizabeth. I will not take no for an answer. Tell me what time you normally depart and the driver will be ready either at your apartment or your parents' house. If you refuse to tell me, I'll send a limo to each location at five a.m. to wait for you."

"OK, OK, you win. Thank you William. You are very considerate and it will be a relief not to have to drive. If you have him come to my apartment at 8:00, that would be wonderful. We can come directly to your house after our visit. As you can imagine, my grandfather tires easily so we rarely stay longer than two to three hours."

"The car will be waiting for you."

"Again, thank you. I must go now. Mother is calling us to dinner."

"Could I have just one more minute of your time?"

"What is it William?"

"I just wanted to apologize for my unpardonable manners the other night. I must admit I have limited recollection of the event but my cousin and Charles tell me I was most impertinent to you. I am sorry to have caused you any pain and can offer no justification for my behavior. It was wrong of me to drown my sorrows in alcohol and I assure you it is not a common event."

"William, I took no offense at your behavior. In fact I found you rather amusing. Quite out of character, I dare say. Therefore you penance will be to suffer ridicule at the hands of everyone who witnessed your spectacle!"

"'Tis a sentence I gladly serve if it purchases your forgiveness."

Chapter 12

Posted on Sunday, 30 January 2000

As promised, a stretch limo was parked outside of Lizzy's apartment at 7:45 on Monday morning. By the time the five sisters exited the front door, the chauffeur was holding the car door open for them to enter the spacious vehicle. Lydia and Kitty were visibly excited to be riding in such luxurious accommodations. Lizzy was the last one to climb in and was greatly surprised to find Georgiana and William seated inside. "Good morning," she said with the question evident on her face.

"I hope you don't find our presence interfering, William began. "Upon hearing of your grandfather's condition, Georgiana was desirous to lend her support by accompanying you on your trip and I followed her good example. We have brought books and will wait in the car while you visit."

"Nonsense. It is very good of you to come with us and I insist that you meet my grandfather. Unless you would rather not, that is." Jane voiced her concurrence and the other girls nodded their heads in agreement.

"I was hoping you would allow us to meet him," Georgiana replied. "William and I have few people we can call family. Only our cousin Rick, his brother and parents."

"Well you have all of us, for we have adopted you as the sixth Bennet sister. It is imperative that you now meet all of your new relations." Lizzy smiled fondly at Georgiana and William was again grateful that they had become friends.

William had thoughtfully provided coffee and muffins for refreshment and after serving his guests, they settled in for the journey in ease and comfort.

The trip that day seemed much shorter to Lizzy between the luxury of their conveyance and the sociable conversation. Lizzy was impressed at William's knack for drawing all her sisters into the discourse. It must stem from years of attempting to bring Georgiana out of her shyness, she decided. Before she knew it, they had arrived at their grandfather's modest ranch house.

The guests were pleased to find that Papa was again looking well and sitting up in a chair, closely watched by his private duty nurse for any sign of fatigue. Lizzy introduced her friends to her grandfather.

"Darcy?" asked her grandfather. "Are you the children of George and Anne Darcy?"

"Why yes Mr. Gardiner. Did you know my parents?"

"Yes I did William. Quite well actually." Lizzy was just as astonished as William and Georgiana. "When my wife and I were first married, we lived in California, right next door to the Fitzwilliam family. We became friendly with the parents and their children, Anne and Edward, were frequent visitors to our home. Fran was not particularly friendly with the children, but they seemed to like Maddie very much and would come over to sample her famous desserts. Several years later, Maddie and I were having dinner in the city and a nice young couple approached us. It was your mother and her new husband. We renewed the acquaintance and soon became good friends. Maddie and I would meet George and Anne once a month in town for dinner and the theater. We enjoyed all those plays, good and bad, for the lively discussions they inspired. After Maddie died, your parents invited me frequently to their home for dinner. Anne was afraid I wasn't cooking for myself and felt compelled to feed me. Although we often dined after you two had retired to your rooms, I do remember you as a nice young man and an adorable little girl, both very well mannered. I was devastated by your parents' deaths. I attended the wake and funeral but I'm sure you were too overwhelmed to recall my presence."

"Were you a judge Mr. Gardiner?" asked William.

"Indeed I was, for 15 years."

"I do recall a Judge Gardiner visiting us, but I'm sorry to say I can't place you as that man."

"It's hardly surprising son since I'm not looking much like my old self these days."

William blushed at his insensitivity. "But it is an honor sir to meet someone who was a friend to my parents." Lizzy smiled at him kindly.

"And it's wonderful to see you and Georgiana again after so many years. As a diligent reader of the financial news, I know you have made a success of yourself William, and I can see your sister has turned out to be a lovely young woman. Much to your credit, since you have had responsibility for her welfare. I think your parents must be very proud indeed as they look down upon you. If I am so fortunate to meet up with them in the afterlife, I'll make sure to tell them I met you again. I'm sure they and Maddie are waiting impatiently for me to get up there to continue our theatrical discussions!"

The conversation continued for two more hours until the hospice nurse arrived. By then, Papa was visibly tiring in his chair and ready to return to bed. The Bennet sisters each kissed their grandfather and Georgiana shyly followed suit to Mr. Gardiner's delight. William shook his hand and the crew departed leaving their contented grandfather in the capable hands of his nurses.

"Lizzy can I come again with you tomorrow?" asked Georgiana when they got in the car. "Now I really do feel that Mr. Gardiner is a relation since he knew my parents so well. I can pretend he is my own grandfather since I never knew either of mine. Isn't it amazing that your grandfather knew my parents?"

"Yes it certainly is and he seemed well pleased to see you and your brother again. I'm sure he will happily adopt you both!" Lizzy replied. "You are very welcome to come with us any time. Your brother included. After all, he is supplying us with the transportation." She addressed this to Georgiana but winked at William. He gave her a pleased smile.

It was a noisy afternoon at the Darcy mansion. All of the sisters accepted Georgiana's invitation and they were soon frolicking in the cool lake water, so refreshing on a hot summer's day. Rick and William spent much of the afternoon simply watching with vast enjoyment the scantily clad women playing in the water. That is, until they became the target of a water fight. Charles arrived in the late afternoon to find an exhausted and wet but exhilarated group spread out on the deck drinking sodas, chatting happily. Thinking he looked entirely too dry, Lizzy and Rick promptly threw him into the lake fully clothed. Fortunately Charles' good nature (and the fact that he had brought a change of clothes) prevented him from being angry and he splashed happily in the cool reservoir for several minutes before dragging his soggy body out.

Because the men showered and changed in much less time than the women, they brought out trays of marinated meats and vegetables to the deck and began grilling. By the time the women presented themselves, an opulent spread of cold and hot dishes awaited them in the gazebo and the men were serving up the barbecued delights. Two tables had been laid with casual dinnerware and adorned with flowers. Soon the congenial group was eating, drinking, talking and laughing with relish.

William looked around him with satisfaction. He couldn't remember a happier day at the Darcy mansion since his parents died. He was pleased to provide a respite for the Bennet sisters from their sorrows. Georgiana was glowing with happiness and the pleasure of their company. The presence of his best friends, Charles and Rick, completed the picture. This contentment was what William was hoping to achieve by marrying Caroline. He now saw how misguided that notion had been. He looked over at Elizabeth seated at the other table. Her eyes were sparkling with humor at some story Rick was relating. How he wished he could be the cause of that brightness.

Georgiana did not want the day to end. "How about a pajama party?" she suggested. Lydia and Kitty readily agreed. "You have to stay too Lizzy," Georgiana insisted. Lizzy nodded her head.

Jane and Mary declined the invitation but agreed to get clothes ready for the others and return them with the chauffeur. Jane left with Charles and Rick kindly rode along with Mary so she wouldn't be alone in the limo.

William left the girls chatting in the family room and went to his office to attend to some business. A couple hours later, William put his work aside and checked to see what his sister and her friends were up to. He found Georgiana, Lydia and Kitty enthralled with a movie, absently eating popcorn. Lizzy was not with them. He continued on to the kitchen and sure enough, there was Lizzy eating ice cream. She was dressed in well-worn sweats and an oversized tee shirt. Her hair, released from its normal constraining ponytail or braid, tumbled down her back. William thought she looked just as young as the teenagers and quite adorable.

"I knew I would find you here," he laughed as he helped himself to a bowl of tonight's choice, which was Fudge Brownie Sundae. She smiled back. "Already you know me so well! I hope you don't mind my helping myself. I asked Georgiana but she was too intent on the movie to hear."

"Not at all Elizabeth. I would like you to feel at home here. What movie has so captured the imagination of our sisters?"

"Some teenage horror film. I think it's called 'Scream', or some such thing. After 10 minutes I knew it was not something I wanted to see. I felt like an old lady in there with the girls. The giggling was driving me insane! I should have gone home and let them be but Georgiana was so insistent that I stay."

"I'm glad you did. Now I can have some adult company. Rick seems to have deserted us for the evening."

"My sisters are planning to sleep on the floor in Georgiana's room. Would it be too much to ask for a room with a bed for my poor old bones? I'm afraid I will never be able to get up in the morning if I sleep on the floor!"

"Certainly. We have plenty of empty guestrooms. I'll put you in a separate wing from Georgiana's room so the girls can be as noisy as they want without disturbing you. Of course that means you will be near to my room, just in case you get lonely. William silently chastised himself for these lascivious thoughts.

"Thank you. I hope I am not causing too much trouble."

"Of course not. Let me just inform Mrs. Reynolds so she can have a room prepared."

When William left the room Lizzy occupied herself with trying to come up with a way to ask him how he was feeling about his failed wedding. By the time he had returned, she decided the direct approach was best.

"I know you were surprised to see me at your wedding," she began. "I was just as surprised myself to be here. You see, I was not aware that Caroline was Charles' sister or that you were the 'Billy' whose wedding Charles had invited me to. Charles later explained the nickname thing, which I found quite amusing. I have taken to calling him Chuckie which causes him no end of remorse for ever mentioning it!"

"Just please don't start calling me Billy!"

"No, Billy does not fit you. You have nothing to fear from me on that front. However there is that public drunkenness incident..."

"Please, I beg of you, stop! Do not remind me of that horrid event! I suffered a great deal from that, physically as well as mentally!"

"But I did tell you I was going to tease you mercilessly!"

"That you did, but I am appealing to your kind and generous nature to forget that sorry chapter of my life."

"OK, I'll back off for now. But don't think you've heard the end of this."

"I don't imagine I have. Charles and Rick will remind me if you do not."

"So tell me William, as one friend to another, how are you doing? You seem outwardly quite over Caroline but I know it can hardly be the case after so short a time. But if you'd rather not discuss it I understand."

"I have no objections to discussing this with you. We did agree to be friends, didn't we? And friends should be able to discuss everything. Seriously, Elizabeth, I feel I am fully over Caroline's deception, except for maybe some residual embarrassment. I spent last week holed up in my office, shutting out everyone, and thinking long and hard about my situation. My drinking was an act of desperation to rid myself of the incredible ache I felt inside. While I would never endorse alcohol as the remedy to one's problems, when I finally recovered from my hangover, the ache had dulled considerably and things seemed clearer to me. It was probably the fresh air that unclouded my muddled head and not the alcohol, as I hadn't gone out of doors for an entire week. Whatever the cure, I came to the realization that having Caroline for a wife would not have ended my loneliness. She did not love me, she made that perfectly clear. And I did not love her. I tried to convince myself I did but deep down I knew it was a sham, merely an attempt to justify my actions to myself. But I have my sister and good friends and I realize now that a better course is to concentrate on them and if it is meant to be, love will find me some day. I hope it is sooner rather than later, but I'm not so old that I have to be despairing of ever finding it."

Lizzy laid a comforting hand on William's arm. "I'm sure you will find someone to love. You are a wonderful man - a terrific brother and a thoughtful friend. And good-looking too. I can't believe that women are knocking your door down."

"Not to sound conceited, but I have had plenty of women knocking on the door, as you say. Unfortunately they were all after my money. That was another reason I felt Caroline was a safe choice - she is wealthy in her own right. I want a woman who will love me not because of my money, but in spite of it." Can't that be you Lizzy? Please?

"It will happen William. In the meantime, your friends are happy to have your company. But right now this friend is tired and we shall have to be up early. Will you please show me to my room?"

"My pleasure. Thank you for listening. It does help to talk about it."

"Any time. That's what friends are for."

Chapter 13

Posted on Tuesday, 1 February 2000

Tuesday morning found three bleary-eyed teenagers taking advantage of the limousine's comfort by napping on the way to visit their grandfather. Rick Fitzwilliam, upon hearing that Mr. Gardiner was acquainted with his father and grandparents, decided to join them in the day's journey.

"When are you due back at your base Rick?" Mary asked. Rick was a captain in the Air Force, stationed in Cheyenne, Wyoming.

"My leave is not over for another three weeks," he responded. "I rarely take leave time so I had a lot built up and decided to use some to visit my cousins. We don't see as much of each other these days as we would like."

"We are enjoying your company as well," Mary added shyly, to the astonishment of her sisters. Lizzy wondered what happened last night when Rick accompanied her home. Perhaps it was best not to know!

Papa was once again out of bed, but as he seemed to tire more quickly today, the younger folks concluded their visit after only an hour and a half. However, Rick was pleased to have heard several amusing anecdotes about his family that he would be all too happy to tease them with.

The driver went to the Bennet home first to drop off Lydia, Kitty and Mary. They departed with thanks to William and Georgiana and promises to see them once again the following morning. Lizzy had agreed to horseback riding that afternoon with the Darcy siblings and cousin so the limo was detained at the apartment while she changed. Jane agreed to join them with Charles for dinner.

The day was not as hot as the previous several had been and the quartet greatly enjoyed their exercise. When they reached an open field, Rick challenged William to a race and they galloped away, leaving Lizzy and Georgiana to trot along companionably.

"Lizzy, I really enjoyed the company of you and your sisters yesterday. And Lydia and Kitty and I had a grand time last night. We talked until well after midnight."

"I surmised that by your appearance this morning. I apologize for deserting you but at my age, beauty sleep is essential!"

Georgiana giggled, then turned serious. "I can't help but envy your sister's and their apparent ease with boys. They both seem to date frequently. I have been asked but I find myself too afraid to go out alone with a boy."

Believing Georgiana referred to her shyness, Lizzy offered, "Perhaps you could start with a group date. That way if conversation falters between the two of you, there are other sources of amusement."

"Lizzy, I'm going to confess something to you that only my brother and Rick know about. I know I can rely on you to keep my confidence and I'm hoping maybe you can advise me."

"Of course."

"My freshman year I attended Concord Academy in Massachusetts, a private co-ed prep school. I went out with a classmate a few times near the end of the school year. He was the first real boyfriend I ever had. We had a nice time but after awhile I lost interest and decided not to continue the relationship. We soon left school for summer vacation and I believed that would be the end of it, but he followed me home. Evidently he has relations in the area and convinced them he wanted to visit. He called repeatedly and I bluntly informed him that I did not care to see him ever again.

"Then he started stalking me. He sent me love letters and came here several times to try to convince me that I should remain his girlfriend. It began to get very scary and I turned to my brother for help. William was furious of course and spoke to the boy as well as to his parent and relatives and demanded that he leave me alone. That didn't stop him, it just made him more devious. I awoke one morning to find him in my bedroom. In my surprise, he was able to gag me and made sexual advances. Fortunately I was able to break free and my brother apprehended him. William considered calling the police and pressing charges but was concerned about the effect the publicity would have on me. However he did threaten the boy's parents that he would do so and they came personally to apologize to us and took him home to Connecticut. They promised he would be firmly dealt with and we determined to let the matter drop. I have not heard from him since. However, I did decide not to return to Concord and instead chose to transfer to Netherfield. It has the dual advantages of being an all-girls school and near to home. My brother immediately consulted with a security company and outfitted the estate as they recommended."

"I had wondered at the necessity of a security guard at the gate. Now I understand completely. Your brother must have been frantic with worry. And you, poor Georgiana, no wonder you are reluctant to resume dating. It is a pity that your first experience should have ended so badly. Why didn't you and your brother insist that the boy not return to Concord instead of you changing schools? That hardly seems fair."

"I had thought about switching to Netherfield even before this happened as I had been terribly homesick. That change was no hardship, but the incident has made me so leery of all boys that I am fearful I shall never date again. I know intellectually that most boys are not like he was but emotionally I feel I can never trust another boy again. How can I get over this Lizzy? I feel like I am missing out."

"It won't be so easy I'm afraid. I still think group dating might be a good start. Not even with a specific boy, but just a bunch of boys and girls going somewhere together. Then you wouldn't be tied to a particular person for the duration of the date. Also it would be difficult for a boy to do anything against your wishes when there are others around. Once you start to feel more comfortable around boys again, friendships will develop and you can take it from there. It may be a long process, but you are young and have plenty of time for romance.

"The question now becomes, how do we put the plan in place?" Lizzy continued. "There appeared to be some very nice boys at your birthday party and several asked you to dance. Would you be interested in getting to know any of them better? If so, perhaps you could have a day like we spent yesterday with swimming and water sports. I would suggest some group games as well, such as volleyball or croquet. Invite your friends and have them bring the boys that came to your party. I think everyone would enjoy themselves and there would be no pressure to form couples."

"Thank you for your advice Lizzy. I have tried to talk to William about this but he is too protective. His opinion is I should wait until I'm 25 to date! But I am sure he will allow me to have a small outdoor party. I am so grateful that I have you to talk to."

"Oh come, Georgiana, after all we are sisters!" They laughed and headed their horses to where Rick and William were waiting.

That evening Lizzy laid on her bed, reflecting on the day. She had enjoyed herself exceedingly well in the company of William, Georgiana and Rick. The addition of Jane and Charles at dinner only increased the conviviality. She was grateful for the opportunity she had been given to become acquainted with the Darcys and their friendship was rapidly becoming an important part of her life. With George frequently absent, it was nice to have people in addition to her sisters that she could spend time with. Most of her other friends had either moved away or had jobs and/or family obligations that prevented them from providing her with much company. And she couldn't deny that the Darcys' circumstances provided many advantages that she could not otherwise enjoy. While George had experienced considerable financial success in pursuit of his career, his wealth was nothing compared to William's.

The day's gathering ended not only with the promise of their new friends' company in the morning, but with plans for an outing on Friday night. A new restaurant in town was determined as the rendezvous point. Lizzy thought she would also invite Charlotte as she had not seen much of her good friend lately. She would not admit, even to herself because she detested matchmaking, that she thought her friend and Rick might have some common interests.

Lizzy was startled out of her reverie by the telephone. It was George, at last, calling from Las Vegas.

"Hey babe."

Lizzy responded sarcastically, "How nice of you to call."

"Hey I'm sorry kid. It's been very hectic here. Busy 24 - 7. Called you as soon as I could. It is hotter than H - E double L here, close to 120 degrees. Why they decided on Vegas in the summer is beyond me. To save a couple of bucks I guess. "

Lizzy did not respond so George kept up his lively banter until he realized something was wrong. "Hey honey, are you mad at me or something?"

"And why should I be mad, George?" asked Lizzy icily. "I haven't seen you for nearly three weeks, you hardly call and you weren't here when I found out my grandfather is dying. George, I think we need to seriously reevaluate this relationship. I am not at all convinced that you are ready to settle down and get married."

George suffered a moment of intense panic. Maybe he had pushed his luck too far. He'd better recover and quick. "Oh baby, your grandfather? That's terrible. You two are so close. What's the matter with him?"

Lizzy started to sob quietly. "He has cancer and probably won't live another two weeks. George, I have needed you here but you don't even call. You didn't even leave me a number where you could be reached."

"Honey, I am so, so, so sorry. You're right, I have been terribly neglectful lately. I've just been so busy with work. I know that's no excuse but I have gotten several new clients lately. Then this trade show came up and I had to attend. You know how important it is for me to see what new products these companies are offering before I can recommend their stock to my clients."

"I know your job is very important to you George, but I always thought that I was at least as important. If I am not, I don't see how I can marry you. I don't want to spend my life alone."

"Lizzy, please, don't be like this. I am truly sorry. I promise I won't let it happen again. I'm flying back on Friday afternoon and I won't go to the city. I'll come right to Meryton and we can spend the entire weekend together. I'll go with you to visit Gramps and we'll spend time with your family. I'll make it up to you, I promise."

Lizzy sniffed, "OK, George. I'll give you one more chance. But you are skating on thin ice at this moment."

"Honey, I WILL make it up to you, I promise. I'll be so attentive that you will be sick of me!" He was relieved to hear a small giggle come from the other end of the phone line. "Say, why don't we go out to dinner with Jane and Charles on Friday night? My treat of course, I haven't had the opportunity yet to congratulate them on their engagement."

"As it turns out we already have plans to go out to dinner on Friday along with some other friends. You can join the party."

"That sounds like fun babe. I'm looking forward to it, and to seeing my baby doll again. I love you Lizzy."

"I love you too."

"You'd better. I'll see you on Friday." They both hung up before Lizzy realized he still hadn't given her the phone number for his hotel.

"What's the matter babe, trouble in paradise?" purred Julie.

"Good news doll. Gramps is on death's door. It won't be long now before our plan is in operation. But I'm gonna have to spend more time with the little woman. She's getting nasty about my absence. I'll have to sacrifice our weekend time. Sorry babe but it can't be helped, and we'll still have all week together."

"I understand love, but I'm not going to like it."

"Me neither, babe, me neither."

Chapter 14

Posted on Tuesday, 1 February 2000

On Thursday Lizzy and Jane were the only Bennet sisters making the daily jaunt to visit Mr. Gardiner. As had become habit, William, Georgiana and Rick were waiting in the limo as they entered, as was breakfast. William's thoughtfulness was greatly appreciated by the young women and they thanked him unfailingly each day.

"We would like to take you both to lunch today if it would be convenient," William proposed.

Jane and Lizzy looked at each other and reached a silent agreement. "We'd be delighted. Jane and I have plans to do some wedding preparation today but that can wait until after lunch."

"Ooh, could we help?" squealed Georgiana. "I would love to go with you. And my brother and cousin have impeccable taste."

"You are certainly welcome to join us Georgiana, but I'm sure these menfolk have better things to do."

Now it was Rick and William's turn for tacit understandings. "We would be happy to tag along," William replied, speaking for them both. "If you recall Elizabeth, I did offer you my assistance. I am an experienced wedding planner even though not as successful in actually getting married."

Rick laughed loudly. The rest were too uneasy to join him but William seemed unconcerned by his cousin's mirth. Perhaps he truly was over Caroline, Lizzy thought. He had given her a convincing argument the other evening but she had some lingering doubt until now.

They found Mr. Gardiner in bed that day but still looking fairly well. He entertained them for nearly three hours with amusing and touching stories of his courtship and marriage to Maddie before his nurse kicked them out.

Over lunch the discussion centered on Mr. Gardiner. Lizzy found herself more and more emotional upon leaving him as the days went by. She knew they would not enjoy many more such days with her dear Papa. She had tears in her eyes as she recollected his anecdotes.

"He and Grandmother were so in love," she said. "I was only five when she died, but I recognized it even at that young age. And he has tried to keep her memory alive for Jane and I all these years."

"It must be wonderful to have such a great marriage," Georgiana said. "I felt my parents did as well. But I've seen so many of my friends' parents that are either divorced or miserable. How do you know when you have found the right person?"

To the surprise of the rest of the party, William jumped in with a response. "It's someone you can envision yourself growing old with." Jane was the only one to catch the look of longing he gave Lizzy.

The group grew silent, each lost in their own thoughts. William wondered why he hadn't used this measure with Caroline. But he could imagine himself in his dotage with Elizabeth, swinging on a porch swing and holding hands. Rick had to keep from giggling out loud as he tried to picture Caroline as an old lady. Some things just defied the imagination! Jane was also smiling as she thought about how cute Charles would be as an old man. Georgiana was just wishing she could get a date. And Lizzy, well Lizzy was having a very difficult time seeing her and George as an old married couple. In fact, she was having trouble seeing her and George as a married couple at all. She felt this coming weekend would be a turning point in their relationship and she was not at all sure that there would be any relationship left at the end of it.

The afternoon was enjoyably spent in selecting flowers (Georgiana was correct, William's taste was impeccable) and wedding garments. Georgiana joined Jane in modeling bridesmaid's dresses for Lizzy, William and Rick's approval, then all three women tried on wedding gowns. Seeing his baby sister in bridal apparel caused a lump to form in William's throat, but that was soon surpassed by the emotional impact of seeing Lizzy thus attired. He had to leave the shop claiming a need for fresh air.

Chapter 15

Posted on Tuesday, 1 February 2000

Chez Jacques, an elegant French restaurant, had opened its doors in Meryton to rave reviews for its fine food and romantic atmosphere. The friends were united in the anticipation of a wonderful meal as they perused the menus. True to his word, George made it home in time to join his fiancée. As this was their first encounter, William, Rick and Georgiana were all highly interested in sketching George's character. They had received such differing accounts of him as to puzzle them exceedingly.

William thought Elizabeth looked lovely. She was wearing a soft silk blouse in a deep rose shade with black linen slacks; simple but elegant. Her luxurious hair was pulled back from her face by two tortoise shell combs and tiny gold hoops adorned her delicate ears. While he was not sitting by her, his seat faced hers and he could admire her without it being obvious to anyone else.

At first George played the role of attentive fiancé to the hilt. He helped Lizzy slide into the booth, ordered her a cocktail, discussed all of the menu selections with her and ordered her dinner. However, several drinks later, his veneer was threatening to slip. He had resolved not to drink in Lizzy's presence but a distraction from the table across the room from their party was causing a tremendous thirst.

"George," Lizzy hissed in his ear. "I've never seen you drink so much. Is this becoming a habit?"

"Relax babe," he whispered back. "I can handle it. I'm just trying to relax. I've been too wound up and tense. But if it bothers you I will stop."

"Don't bother," she snapped. Lizzy ordered another drink for herself.

George attempted to monopolize the conversation by relating amusing anecdotes of Las Vegas. Then he proceeded to educate them on the workings of the stock exchange. After that, it was discourse on what makes a stockbroker successful. Whenever Lizzy tried to interject a comment, George would pat her head patronizingly and continue on as if she hadn't spoken a word. At this point, most of the others had lost interest entirely and entered into private discussions. Lizzy looked around the table and was startled to find Charlotte hanging all over William, whispering in his ear and agreeing with every word that came out of his mouth. I never realized Charlotte could be so much like Caroline! Why isn't she speaking to Rick? This is not going well at all! I feel like Emma from that Jane Austen story! She ordered another drink.

William kept a watchful eye on George all evening. He was dismayed at how George belittled Lizzy and amazed that she would stand for it. And while George acted attentive to Lizzy, William noticed his frequent glances to a woman sitting alone at another table. She was shamelessly batting her eyelashes at George. Her blouse seemed to go lower and lower and her skirt higher and higher as the evening progressed, and William could see George was virtually panting. How can he look at that cheap floozy when he has the most beautiful, kind, interesting woman in the world beside him? William was disgusted at this behavior and appalled that Lizzy seemed to be getting herself drunk. Having recently lived through such an episode and knowing Lizzy did not drink very much, he was concerned for her welfare. But it was not his place to interfere and he felt helpless.

"Lizzy, your hair," George reprimanded when one of Lizzy's combs fell out. She dutifully pulled her hair back off her face, the way that George liked it. He patted her hand condescendingly. Lizzy ordered another drink.

George excused himself to go the to men's room. William was the only one that noticed George stopping for brief moment at that woman's table.

"Hey babe, you're looking hot tonight." George said softly to Julie who had been giving him quite a show all night. "I didn't expect to see you here but it sure has been a turn-on. The ball and chain is well on her way to getting sloshed so I should be able to dump her pretty soon. Stick around and we'll dance later."

Julie blew him a kiss as George headed towards the men's room.

Lizzy looked around her with bleary eyes. It was difficult to focus and she couldn't make out what anyone was saying. She realized she had to go to the bathroom but she was blocked in. She tugged on George's arm to get him to move but he was engrossed in an argument with Charles and ignored her. On her other side Rick was laughing at Charlotte give William goo-goo eyes. Seeing no other way out, Lizzy crawled over the top of the table to freedom. This caught the attention of the entire group and Jane jumped up to steady Lizzy as she swayed towards the ladies' room. Charlotte and Georgiana decided they might also be needed to lend their assistance.

With the women gone, George laughed heartily. "Little Lizzy is gonna have one heck of an hangover tomorrow. She never drinks. I don't know what got into her tonight." Maybe she's finally realized what a jerk her so-called fiancé is, William thought angrily. Rick and Charles were having similar thoughts.

The women were absent for several minutes and William began to get concerned. George continued to ogle that woman. When the waitress brought coffee and dessert to the table, George flirted shamelessly with her. Jane finally came back alone and said Lizzy was not feeling well. She asked Charles to take them home and told William that Georgiana was waiting outside with Lizzy and Charlotte. The others decided to leave as well.

"Charles, since you're going that way, why don't you drop Lizzy off too. I'll stay here and take care of the tab." He added in a whisper that only Charles could hear, "I don't want her throwing up in my Vette." Charles nodded coldly and departed with Jane. William dropped some bills on the table before he and Rick took their leave. George picked them up and saw it was enough to cover the entire meal with a generous tip. "Cool."

Once the coast was clear, George motioned for Julie to join him. They enjoyed coffee and the selection of untouched desserts.

Once outside, William offered to stay with Lizzy while the others retrieved their cars. Lizzy was having a little trouble standing without swaying, but otherwise seemed quite happy.

"Hiya William," she said, leaning heavily against him. "Are you having fun? I'm having fun."

"Yes I am having fun," he replied, keeping a firm grasp on her and reveling in the feel of her body so close to his. You are so dishonorable! She's drunk and you're enjoying it!

Lizzy pulled William's head down so she could whisper in his ear. Her warm breath tickled him causing a shiver of pleasure to run up his spine. "I vomited in my hair," she confessed, giggling. "Does it smell bad?"

William took the opportunity to hold her close as he sniffed her silken locks. He caught a whiff of fresh flowers. "It smells nice actually," he replied huskily. He noticed her combs were gone but William liked her hair down. He kept his arms firmly wrapped around her so she would not fall. Yeah, sure, good excuse! Shamelessly he snuck a few light kisses on the top of her head.

Too soon, Charles and Jane pulled up and William guided Lizzy to the car and helped her into the back seat. She promptly laid down on the seat and passed out. "I guess I'll see the two of you in the morning, but this one looks unlikely. Take care of her."

"Don't worry William, she's in good hands," Charles replied. William closed the car door and Charles sped off.

"I think William is falling hard for your sister," Charles remarked to Jane on the ride home.

"You certainly know him better than I but I must confess I have seen some of the looks he gives her and they are far more than friendly."

"Should we say something to her? William is so much better than George. Why can't Lizzy see what a scumbag he is? Every time I see him I like him less."

"While I have to agree with you darling, it is not our place. She is a grown woman and has the right to make her own decisions without our interference. I think Lizzy is starting to see George's real character and she will soon come to reason. She already believes that William is a wonderful person so maybe with George out of the way, she will fall in love with him. I think all will turn out well in the end." Jane was an eternal optimist.

"We can only hope, Jane. But I would dearly love to see both William and Lizzy as happy as we are."

Chapter 16

Posted on Tuesday, 1 February 2000

The limo driver waited patiently for William. "Where to now Mr. Darcy?" he asked as he opened the car door. "I'm not sure, give us a minute please." "Very good, sir." William climbed in the car then the chauffeur closed the door and entered the front seat to await instruction.

They had picked up Charlotte on the way to the restaurant so now the four of them discussed what they would like to do next as it was still fairly early for a Friday night.

"How about that jazz club on _ _ Street?" Charlotte suggested.

"Georgiana is underage, so clubs are out," Rick replied.

"You could take me home and go without me. I don't want to spoil your time," Georgiana interjected.

"Let's just all go home and we can have coffee and that dessert we never got to eat. Charlotte, would that be OK with you?" They all agreed to William's proposal. He pushed the button on the intercom and directed the driver to take them home.

Charlotte was clearly in awe at the elegance of the Darcy mansion. She had never encountered anything even remotely as impressive. She looked wonderingly from floor to ceiling in each room, taking in every piece of furniture, drapery and work of art. She was a little surprised when they ended up in the kitchen (even though it was a huge, elaborate kitchen), where William, Rick and Georgiana casually dished out ice cream, made coffee and rummaged through the cupboards in search of goodies. They enjoyed their dessert at the kitchen table and William and Rick put their feet up on it as they leaned back in their chairs. Charlotte had thought that in such a grand house, they would be more formally seated at a long mahogany dining table with French maids in uniforms serving them. She was relieved that the manners of her hosts did not match their refined surroundings. Her new acquaintances welcomed her warmly and put her quite at ease. It only served to increase Charlotte's interest in William.

Rick suggested they go for a walk as it was a beautiful summer night. Georgiana readily agreed but Charlotte preferred to have another cup of coffee. William graciously elected to stay with his guest. When Rick and Georgiana left, William stood to pour the coffee. Charlotte quickly moved to stand by him.

"I had a really nice time tonight William." He didn't reply and seemed lost in thought. Charlotte put her hands on his arms and turning him to face her, she kissed him firmly on the lips. William did not stop her, but neither did he kiss her back. "Do you think we could go out again, maybe just the two of us next time?" she asked.

"Charlotte, you are a very nice person, but I am pretty messed up right now and don't feel ready to date. I'm sure Elizabeth told you about my failed almost-marriage."

"Yes, and I understand. Maybe another time." She was disappointed but not surprised by his response.

William poured the coffee and returned to the table. Charlotte followed suit.

"Charlotte, you are Elizabeth's best friend. Can you tell me what she sees in George? This was the first time I met him and he seemed to treat her abominably. Was this his normal behavior?"

"I've only seen George with Lizzy a few times as he is not around much and I don't think he likes me very well. The feeling is mutual, by the way, because I have always thought Lizzy could do better. She has always been such a sensible girl, that I find it hard to understand how she can consider marrying such a man. I don't think they share any interests at all."

"He totally disgusted me. Not only did he belittle Elizabeth but also he flirted with a woman at another table all night long, as well as with the waitress. He did not seem the least concerned that Elizabeth was drinking too much or that she got sick. How can he say he loves her? Why does he want to marry her?"

"I don't know William. Jane and I discuss this frequently. We are both clueless as to what either of them gets from this relationship. I wasn't at the party where Lizzy first met George and I guess he pursued her quite relentlessly, but only after Jane turned him down. Jane never told Lizzy that George was after her first, which I now think was a mistake. Why would he turn from Jane to Lizzy? They are so completely different that it's hard to believe they are sisters. Is it because they are both Bennets? I could understand that if they were rich or something, but they are not. George has much more wealth than their family will ever have. They are all teachers for goodness sake."

"So we don't know what George sees in Elizabeth as he obviously doesn't appreciate her beauty and intelligence. And what does she see in him? I find it hard to believe it is his money. Elizabeth does not strike me as a fortune hunter. She seems quite content with her current economic situation and has never spoken a word about wanting more or envying those that have it. No, I refuse to believe that of her."

"Lizzy is definitely not a gold digger. She has never cared much about status or possessions. I think the whole family is like that, except maybe Lydia, and Lizzy has learned from her parents' example. Her mother does talk about marrying them off to rich men, but that seems to be more of a running family joke than real sentiment. However, I do have to say that Lizzy has always talked about wanting security from a marriage. Not money-wise but she wants to feel safe, secure and loved. She has a strong nesting instinct, I think. She wants the little house with the white picket fence, a loving husband and many children. George played right into those desires and made her believe they are also his own, but now I'm not so sure it wasn't all an act. He can provide for her financially, but I am afraid he will leave her wanting for the rest."

"But why would he put on an act? What is he getting out of this? The 'little woman' at home waiting for him? Someone to take care of him? But why Elizabeth?" William began pacing the room, worry lines on his forehead.

"You should also know that Lizzy is fiercely loyal to her family and friends. That will make it difficult for her to step away from George as she will have a hard time seeing anything bad in someone she once thought she loved. It will take a pretty drastic event, I think."

William looked at her hopefully. "You said loved, past tense. Do you think she no longer loves him?"

"She told me earlier today that she was having doubts but I can't say for sure she does not love him." Charlotte realized at that moment that William was in love with Lizzy. That's why he won't go out with me. I hope Lizzy wakes up and realizes William is ten times the consequence of George, in character as well as fortune.

Just then, Rick and Georgiana returned from their walk. "I would like to go home now William, if it is convenient," Charlotte said.

"I'll drive you Charlotte," offered Rick. "Maybe William will let me borrow his Jag."

"Sure," William mumbled absently. "Goodnight Charlotte."

Rick led Charlotte to the front door where he called for the Jag to be brought up from the garage.

William continued to pace the kitchen floor, deep in thought.

"What's the matter brother?" Georgiana inquired. "You're wearing a hole in the floor. Not easy to do on tile I might add."

"Georgie, what did you think of George Wickham?"

"I didn't like him at all William. He doesn't seem very nice. I think Lizzy could do much better. I'm a little surprised at her choice."

"I agree with you little sister and I must admit I am puzzled by the whole situation. He certainly did not act as I would expect for a man in love who hadn't seen his fiancée in three weeks. I thought he appeared quite indifferent to Elizabeth. So why does he want to marry her? What does he want from her?"

Georgiana suspected her brother was falling in love with her friend. "You seem quite distressed by this William. Might I ask why?"

"I would hate to see Elizabeth make as big a mistake as I almost did, or worse. She is a good friend to us Georgie and friends watch out for each other."

"Yes, they do brother. Goodnight, I'm going to bed."

"Goodnight dear." William retired soon after but laid awake for a long time worrying and wondering. Before he finally fell asleep, he resolved to hire a private investigator to look into George Wickham. He would get to the bottom of this before his Elizabeth got hurt." His Elizabeth? One could always hope.

Chapter 17

Posted on Tuesday, 1 February 2000

William and Rick regretfully decided not to visit Mr. Gardiner during the weekend as George would be going. They sent their apologies with Georgiana on Saturday. Lizzy was in no shape to go herself and was missed greatly by her grandfather. However George played his most charming role for the old man's benefit and almost made up for her absence. Jane and Charles were quite sickened by the display.

Georgiana passed on Sunday's trip too for she found George made her uncomfortable. He looked at her in a manner that bordered on indecency, as if he could see through her clothes. And he was always winking at her. It gave her the creeps. She didn't dare tell this to her brother or cousin as she didn't want them to overreact and cause a problem with Lizzy. George would be back in the city on Monday and she wouldn't have to be around him again any time soon. She asked the chauffeur to relay her regrets to the Bennets.

Lizzy spent all day Saturday in bed, repenting her night of drinking. She wasn't sure why she had done it but now she felt compassion for what William had suffered after his overindulgence. Strange how both of them had made the same stupid error of judgement in such a short period of time.

Lizzy hated missing a visit with Papa. That was the worst part of her mistake. She had so little time left with him and she had wasted a precious day. But there was no way she could have made that trip in her condition, not even in the luxury of the limo.

When he returned from the visit, George came to sit with her and hold her hand. He told her that Papa seemed pretty well today and was back up in the chair again. George thought her grandfather enjoyed his presence. After awhile Lizzy just wanted to sleep and sent George home. He promised he'd be back early in the morning. Lizzy's head was muddled and not just by the hangover. She was so confused. As she remembered, but admittedly her memory was a bit hazy, George had not been very nice to her the night before. Well he was at first, but not later in the evening. And today he was Mr. Wonderful. And every time she closed her eyes, Lizzy was whacked by an image of Charlotte hanging onto William. That caused her stomach to ache even more. Am I jealous? That would be ridiculous. Lizzy just wanted to sleep.

Things were back to normal on Monday. William, Rick and Georgiana were waiting for the Bennets at their usual time in the limousine. All five sisters were present today. William asked how their grandfather had fared over the weekend.

"He seemed fairly well," Jane replied. "He did miss seeing you though. Georgiana has become quite a favorite of his. She is fitting in quite well as an adopted Bennet."

"Yes we all missed you," Lizzy added softly, looking at William. He felt a tug at his heartstrings.

Mr. Gardiner was in good spirits that morning even though he was in bed and looking rather pale. Today's stories were of interesting, and some downright bizarre, incidents from his time on the bench. He kept them laughing for almost two hours when fatigue overtook him.

When they left the house, Lizzy started sobbing. William put his arms around her gently and she cried into his shoulder. Jane hugged her from behind as Rick herded the younger girls into the limo and closed the door, allowing Lizzy at least some privacy.

"What's wrong honey?" asked Jane sympathetically. William made a move to leave the women alone but Jane stopped him with a hand on his arm. She felt his presence was beneficial to Lizzy.

"I just got the feeling when I walked out the door that this is the last time he will be able to talk to us as he did today. I'm going to miss him so much." The tears ran unchecked down her face.

"I know honey, we all are."

"Elizabeth, it has been such a pleasure getting to know your grandfather. He is a remarkable man and I know I speak for Georgiana and Rick as well as myself when I say how grateful I am for the opportunity you have given us." William's deep voice was soothing.

Lizzy sniffed and smiled up at him weakly. Knowing that she had a good support system in her family and friends was no small comfort. William offered his handkerchief, which she gratefully accepted and held onto his arm as they headed for the car.

As they approached the Bennet home, Lizzy started to brighten up. "Jane and I are sampling wedding cake today. Would any of you like to come?"

Her younger sisters begged off claiming other plans, but Georgiana, William and Rick were game. Lizzy gave the driver directions to the bakery and they were soon feeding each other various flavors of cake.

"Let's make this like a real wedding," suggested Georgiana as she shoved a whole piece of cake into Rick's mouth. He grabbed another piece and returned the favor. Unfortunately Georgiana didn't have her mouth open and the cake went in her hair, down her blouse and all over the floor.

"Stop it you two before you get us thrown out of here," William hissed at them. He politely apologized to the owner and requested a broom and dustpan, which he handed to Rick to clean up the mess. Georgiana went outside to pick crumbs out of her hair. The two culprits were not at all ashamed of their behavior. They could not stop laughing and neither could Lizzy and Jane. William overcame his embarrassment at his unruly relations and joined in.

Jane decided the almond torte was her favorite. Georgina adored the dark chocolate while Rick preferred the Italian rum cake. Lizzy and William said, in unison, "Lemon" which caused everyone to crack up once again. It was a fun afternoon and just what Lizzy needed.

Authors note: Much of the credit for the dialog in this section goes to the movie 'The Wedding Singer'.

Back at the Darcy mansion the group gathered in the kitchen for cold drinks. Somehow (and it remains a mystery how this topic ever came up, but I suspect it was Rick's doing), the topic of conversation turned to the wedding kiss.

Georgiana: "I think it should be an open mouth kiss."

William: "That is not appropriate Georgiana. I'm surprised at you." Jane nodded her head in agreement.

Georgiana: "What do you think then? Thin, tight mouth, then over? Short and not too sweet. Nah, I don't like it."

Lizzy: "I think it should be partially open mouth, no tongue, over."

Rick: "There has to be a little tongue."

William: "Maybe a little tongue, but not porno."

Lizzy: "Church tongue." William nodded in agreement.

Georgiana: "What the heck is church tongue? Show me William." William stepped near his sister and she slapped his arm. "Not on me you idiot! Kiss Lizzy. It's her wedding after all."

William and Lizzy both blushed and hesitated.

Rick: "Come on, we're all adults here. We're gonna have to see it if we're supposed to make an educated decision. Right Georgie, Jane?"

Georgiana and Jane both nod in agreement.

William: "Well, if it's for educational purposes..." He stood, facing Lizzy. They moved closer together.

Georgiana: "OK. I now pronounce you man and wife. You may kiss the bride."

Georgiana: "OK. I now pronounce you man and wife. You may kiss the bride."

Lizzy stood facing William. She looked up at him and noticed the pink color of his cheeks. He's so adorable when he's embarrassed! He took her hands in his and she felt his warmth. The look in his eyes made her tremble. Then he leaned in for the kiss. Lizzy closed her eyes and parted her lips slightly. She felt William's warm, sweet lips touch hers. A bolt of electricity jolted her body. When his tongue lightly touched her lips she thought she would swoon. How Victorian of me! She tentatively snaked her tongue out to touch his and heard a small sigh escape from him. The kiss seemed to go on forever. When he finally pulled away, Lizzy was thankful he was holding her hands or she would have slid to the ground. She opened her eyes and looked up at him dazedly.

Georgiana: "OK. I now pronounce you man and wife. You may kiss the bride."

William stood facing Lizzy. He looked down at her and noticed her face was a very becoming shade of pink. He took her hands in his and looked deep into her eyes. Feeling her tremble, he leaned in to kiss her. He closed his eyes and parted his lips slightly. Good Lord! Her mouth is so soft and sweet. His stomach flip-flopped and his chest tightened. He gently eased his tongue out to touch her lips and felt a jolt of electricity when her tongue touched him back. This is heaven, he sighed. It felt like time stood still as the kiss went on and on. A strong impulse to take her in his arms and carry her to his bedroom made William finally pull away. He opened his eyes and the look on Lizzy's face sent thrills down his back.

Georgiana: "OK. I now pronounce you man and wife. You may kiss the bride."

William took Lizzy's hands in his, leaned in and kissed her. It is a long sweet kiss and both were reluctant to stop it. Finally they broke apart.

Georgiana: "Wow that was great! That's the kiss you should use at the wedding!"

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