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Chapter 5
To imagine Lizzy's surprise is a mighty understatement, since she herself could not believe what she had done. Accepting him in his invitation to lunch? It had never occurred to her what would happen with Caroline. Or would she come with? It was too fast and yet too exciting for her to think completely straight. But those questions didn't surprise her half as much as the kisses he lightly left on her cheek before the evening was over. She was stunned...mortified, embarrassed, happy, overjoyed, confused, and mostly delirious. She wasn't listening completely to Jane and her time with Charles looking about the different rooms and talking about each other, making another night for a date...nor their first kiss.
She heard none of it. All she heard was ‘Till Thursday then. Thank you Lizzy.' Over and over in her head did it reel about. It wasn't until the next day that she was brought back down to earth.
‘Lizzy, could you help me with some painting in the den. I need someone to help me out.' Mr. Bennet asked his daughter while she was eating her breakfast of popovers and chocolate milk. Lizzy looked up at her father and nodded.
She didn't have any plans this weekend. Jane was busy with Charles and Lizzy had no want of friends at the moment. A quiet weekend at home was what she desired.
The whole morning and into the late afternoon, Lizzy and her father painted his den a dark chestnut. By the time they had finished, they had covered all sorts of subjects from Shakespeare, modern art, the NHL, and then all the way to her mother. It was a fairly easy topic and yet it was a painful one...for both participants.
Mrs. Bennet was in an uproar it seemed. Of course this was thanks to Lydia who wanted to go to the local dance at school and needed a dress right away since it was that night. Kitty had then caught wind of this and threw her own fit for not being able to go on such short notice unless she had something to wear too. Therefore this was all too vexing for Mrs. Bennet, who had so many things to accomplish this weekend that buying new dresses and mending her daughters hearts were not on the agenda.
‘Go speak to your father! You know I don't have the time nor energy to take care of you two squabbling like chickens about this nonsense. I have many things to do this weekend, however I do not see why you cannot go Lydia to this dance. Kitty...you should be able to go too, however I only have enough money to buy one new dress and I'm sure you can wear your yellow dress from the wedding you went to last spring. It would be just fine.'
‘But mom! I have grown two inches since then! I don't fit it anymore. Lydia can certainly wear that thing and I can get my own! Please mom!!' Kitty wailed and brought herself to tears.
‘No! Mom, tell her no! I need the new dress, besides I'm the prettiest and the tallest of you and me and I should get the new dress. You are always getting new things!' Lydia went on and on.
Mr. Bennet and Lizzy could hear the uproar from the den and both chose to ignore it. It was no use arguing or getting in the middle of it when the three of them got into it. It would soon settle itself out.
‘I can't understand her sometimes.' Mr. Bennet stated as he painted his side of the molding.
‘Why not? She is easy enough for sure. All mom wants is attention and to do her own thing. She can't handle anything but herself. I wonder at all how she can handle that!'
‘With great care and money...however your mom is a very good person, just absent minded at times...and fool hardy.'
Lizzy rolled her eyes at her father's comments in regards to her mother. But the word fool caught her quick and her mind flooded with Will Darcy.
She was unsure now of what to think or how to act around him. He is an engaged man! Surely it was the wine that night.
‘What must he think of me? Does he think I'm a fool? Or easy? Or a stepping stone to give him what Caroline won't ?? I won't let that be the case! He will not make a fool out of me...not at all!'
Lizzy was firm in her quick resolve to not be taken for granted. She couldn't allow it because if she did she would be a fool and with a broken heart. She had done that once, she would certainly be a fool to do it again.
Will Darcy found himself sitting at home in his office thinking about the previous night. About Lizzy, about the kisses, about the lunch date. It was all that was on his mind since it happened.
He didn't know what to think or what to say. He had been honest with himself in wanting to ask her to lunch. He was honest when he meant his thank you to her. But he knew he wasn't being honest in regards to Caroline.
‘Caroline...humph...now that does cause a problem.' He said to himself and went back to pondering.
Do I love her? Can I really marry her? Or should I take a break from all of this? Maybe I should not have my trip cancelled. Maybe I should rethink all of this...you damn fool you NEED to think about all of this! Again and again until it is right!
Those thoughts clouded his mind until a solution was found on his mind's horizon.
‘That's it! I must tell her! I must do it at once...'
With that, Will grabbed his car keys and his leather coat and was gone. Gone to talk to Caroline.
‘Charles I must simply have you gone tonight. You are always around when Will comes to visit me and I can't have it anymore! I am planning a quiet romantic evening at home tonight with him so you can go out with your dear Jane and leave me be!' She cried as she fingered the lace on her new lingerie she had sitting out on the table.
Tonight Caroline was planning a very seductive, in the arts of the deep orange see through lingerie, which is very disgusting and not at all seductive to minds of normality, for her and "her" Will. She was tired of having Charles around all the time. It was as if they were all friends and she and Will were not engaged. Her brother was always around, although when Caroline thought about it, Will didn't seem to mind one bit. In fact he never said a word otherwise. Caroline hated it. She hardly had any affection from him at all. They never did anything together, except parties or social gatherings where they would attend together or maybe even dinner outside of the house would happen...a few times. But she wasn't feeling the intimacy that she craved from him.
She sought out a way to nix that and after speaking with Louisa for hours on end, it was decided that she needed to plan a romantic evening at home...without company.
When Charles heard that he was to be dismissed, he stopped for a moment.
Now Charles was, is, and always will be one of the best of men. His circle of friends were all good men. Robert, Edward, George, Will...Will being his best friend. It was mutually understood that Caroline had the hots for Will ever since they were young and it was understood that Will did not always like her.
For goodness sakes, Charles couldn't say that Will even loved Caroline. She was not an easy person to admire or love. She was selfish, overbearing, ignorant, arrogant, and mindless at times. Charles loved her that was certain, however his love was brotherly and yet he still watched over her when she needed to be.
Charles remembered numerous conversations of how Will requested not to be alone with Caroline throughout the years of their friendship. It seemed that requested was never at a halt. That Will never stopped wanting Charles's company in regards to Caroline. He was so used to being around when Caroline was in Will's company that it did not occur to him that maybe Will wasn't in love after all. He didn't declare yet, and he didn't deny it...in fact, he wouldn't say anything except ‘ This is the right thing to do' and leave it at that. Charles never felt the need to question his intentions, but longed more for Will's comfort in marriage and love, than to see it taken away from him.
He loved his sister, but he loved his friend too...as a brother and wanted him to have the very best. This came with the realization that Caroline was not the best for him. No matter whether she was blood or not, she was not his match.
‘Caroline, Jane and I have a date tonight, however I was hoping to bring her over here. Besides, you don't need to spend a night at home to be romantic. Why not go out to the Den and Green or the Silver Line for dinner. Those are two very romantic restaurants.'
‘Oh Charles! But I planned all of this for tonight...here. You don't want me to suffer through another night without romance from Will do you?'
‘Caroline I don't care about your romantic life, however, I wouldn't be so hasty as you in going all out to be romantic. Not all seductive nightwear, chocolates, candles, and flowers are romantic...Yuck! To think my sister...oh Caroline...please...no more!" Charles put his hand up and quickly exited the dining room with a slight smile on his face.
‘Now to call Will.'
‘ Hello?'
‘Georgie? It's Will.'
‘Oh ello Will. How are ya?'
‘I'm well Georgie I'm well. Say do you have a minute?'
The soft giggle of Georgie escaped her lips and she answered she did have but only a moment.
‘Good...good. I have something to ask you.'
‘What is it then? I've only got a few moments before I have to board my boat.'
‘Oh well then...uh...Gee...do you really like Caroline enough to see her as your sister?'
Silence prevailed the phone line and Will started to doubt her being available on it anymore. Soon the sound of native tongue was spoken in the back ground of Georgie's line that Will didn't lose hope and waited patiently for her to answer.
‘To be honest Will, I have never cared for her. She doesn't seem to suit you and I think you could do much better. But in my telling you that, might you tell me what is going on?'
Will let out a breath of relief and answered her.
‘Well, I have been thinking and I don't think that Caroline and I should be together anymore. I'm not happy and I would like to...uh...well...'
‘Will, what about this is new to you? You have never seemed so happy with Caroline. You are always dull and quiet around her and you let her push you around most of the time. I don't understand you in that situation, Will. But I'm glad to hear you're starting to find your senses on the subject. Have ya talked to her yet?' Georgie asked in a soft but clipped British accent.
‘Uh no...no Georgie I have not. But I wanted to ask you how you felt on the subject.'
‘By all means Will, please do not marry her. You aren't happy with her and I have never seen you so miserable before. Find a woman who will respect who ya are and who will take care of you. You don't need a wife, but should you want one and find one, let her be worthy of you and deserving. Caroline could only care about the family fortune and nothing else. Maybe a crush on you, but those never last. But uh Will...I'm needing to be heading off now, so I'll call you later this week if not next. I love you Will! Take care!'
‘I love you too Gee and be careful out there...Lord knows I need you in my life...be safe!'
‘Yes yes...and don't forget---break it off with Caroline! Bye!'
And with that she was gone. Will was halfway to Charles's house before getting a call himself.
‘Will? It's Charles.'
‘I'm on my way over now. I need to talk to you and Caroline. Preferably you first. I have-‘
Charles cut Will off before he could go on.
‘Yes I think that would be the best thing. I need to talk to you as well...uh..it's in regards to Caroline...she's been planning something...uh...come through the back door. I'll meet you there.'
Will grimaced at the sound of her name and then he nodded at Charles's idea.
‘Right, I'll meet in a few minutes.'
Will pulled into BridgeWater Street with the clear morning sun beaming into his face. It was bright outside and the sun glistening the snow didn't make it any easier. He stopped his car a few houses down from Charles's house and parked. He grabbed his mobile phone and got out the car feeling the brisk cold air bite at his cheeks, lips, nose, and ears. He then locked up his BMW and started heading towards the house by the sidewalk. He reached the side of the house and instead of walking to the front door, he trekked towards the back. He was glad to be fortunate about having the back door on his side instead of having to cross the back yard and being potentially seen by Caroline.
Will reached the back door and gently knocked and in a moment the door opened with Charles standing there waiting.
‘Will! Good to see you.' Charles said in a stage whisper.
Will walked in and rubbed his hands from the crisp coldness.
‘Hey Charles...it's freezing out there.'
‘Well it is 35 degrees out. It is winter...being that the month is February. ‘ A moment stood between them before Charles shook his head and invited his friend inside. They took the back hallway to Charles's office and Will took a seat in a chair by the fireplace.
The room was comfortable for men. The dark bookshelves full of leather bound, paperback, hard cover books from all types of genres. There was a leather couch that was against the wall opposite his desk and then a chair next to it that faced the desk but was placed next to the fireplace. Pictures of random art was displayed to give the room good taste and a nice hearty rug was enveloping the whole room with its rich and steady colors. Charles was very proud of his office. His desk was messy with his work. His desktop computer was arranged and with papers and files spread about. He also had another laptop behind him that he used when traveling and a bit of gaming when needed a break from work. He had a television to the left of his desk that he had many gaming networks hooked up to such as Xbox and PS2. Anything to give him some fun in his life to break from his tedious work so he would say.
He offered Will a drink and was declined. He went and got himself some coffee and came back. He turned the tv on and played a prerecorded game he missed while with Jane. On the other hand, Will wanted to get to the brass tacks of it all and confront him about his sister.
‘Charles, let me be plain. I don't think I should marry Caroline.'
Well what can one expect when your closet friend denies his sister but in such a brooding mood to a light hearted friend? Silence prevailed but soon was overtook with laughter.
‘Oh Will...I had come to the realization of the same conclusion this morning. Hence my call, but you astound me. It has taken you this long to figure it out?'
‘What are you talking about? You just said that you figured it out too. So why put the blame all on me. Well wait...scratch that...I am to blame partly. But I was so blind!'
Charles put his bare feet up on his desk, slipped his hand through his curly blonde hair and sipped his coffee. Will looked at him. All clad in dark gray sweats and with his Yale sweatshirt on. He didn't even go to Yale. It was just one he liked. It disgusted Will. Here his best friend was happy and content watching a pre recorded football game sipping his coffee and all comfortable. Happy with what life had allowed him and not even committed with someone...and he still had Caroline for a sister! Something he could never replace! Will was astonished. He wanted to be like Charles. He never felt this way before about him. He was never jealous or coveted his friend's life for anything.
‘Will, I think you need to tell her.' Charles said as he sipped his drink, eyes not leaving the screen.
‘Uh right...I could tell her and then have to hear about it the rest of my life. But by then I hope I have found someone else to take the place of the match I am looking for.'
Charles appeared to not be listening and wasn't. Will growled at him to shut the tv off but not so loud as for Caroline to hear.
Relectantly Charles shut it off and turned to Will. He sighed and then stopped a moment before he said,
‘William I really think that you should tell her sooner than later. It would save a lot of trouble for you and me...for everyone. It's been so long that you two have been engaged and you two hardly do anything about it. Every time she says wedding you buy her something and that keeps her shut up for another eight months. You aren't happy. I'm always around you two when you are here. She never goes to your place, you're always over here if not on business. But majority of the time it's with me either about business or playing video games. I thought about it this morning. You have no romance with her...you aren't happy with her. You only wanted to marry her because you saw that she was the fit for your description of a wife. I think now your realizing that there may...may be...wait a minute....Will...are you...have you...is there someone else?'
Charles hit the nail on the head but Will's face was stone. He wasn't going to show it. He couldn't say he was in love nor didn't think of anyone. There was someone...no...not someone...the one. Or wait...maybe...Will's thoughts were confused.
‘Wait...no...I don't...' Will sighed.
It was no apparent that Charles was needed in Will's life to help him out.
‘You must tell her Will for both your sakes...and mine. Besides...I don't think you want to get caught up in drabby orange lingerie that she pulled out of the blue this morning to tell me she was wearing for you tonight. Seems she's planning a romantic evening tonight. Best nip it now.'
Will shuddered and closed his eyes...never again would orange be such a vibrant color in his life.
Lizzy and Mr. Bennet finished cleaning up the den by the time Lydia and Kitty were getting ready for the mixer. Mrs. Bennet went ahead and purchased both her girls new dresses, however spending a bit more on her youngest and had their nails done. She was asleep on the sofa when Mr. Bennet entered the room to see about dinner.
‘Your mother finds ways to take so many naps. Shopping must be an adventure with her.' He whispered to Lizzy. They both made their way upstairs to clean up and once refreshed were downstairs trying to figure out dinner.
‘Maybe burgers? How about we go to the joint downtown. I'm sure-‘
‘None of that Lizzy. Dad has to take us to the dance. Come on dad. Kitty and I are ready and we don't want to be late.'
‘Lydia!' Lizzy breathed and looked hotly at her father.
‘Take the Volvo Kitty. I'm sure your mother isn't going anywhere tonight. Be mindful not to drive too fast and not get in an accident. You can't afford it.'
Kitty and Lydia were overjoyed and left hastily. Lizzy shook her head. To avoid certain confrontations, Mr. Bennet always took the easy way out if it afforded him peace and quiet.
‘Let's go Lizzy. I'll leave a note for your mother.'
With that they were gone.
Will paced the office floor while he decided what to do. He needed to tell her. He wanted to tell her. Charles had been busy watching his game and shouting out words of cheer and disgust.
Suddenly Will burst out with ‘Wish me luck.' And he stormed out the room.
He strode into the dining room where he found Caroline still making notes and keeping her mouth busy with some chocolate confection. She looked up at the sound of her name that stoned itself out of Will's mouth.
‘Will! My love...what are you doing here? I am so happy to see you! And look at me...all in my silk pjs too! Want to go upstairs?'
By now she was clinging to Will and actually purring by his ear. Will took his hands, took hold of her arms and looked down at her. Her face was no cunning cat...more like a frozen duck. Dressed in lime green silk pjs if that's what anyone could call them and makeup fully on, he pushed her away in slight disgust.
‘We need to talk.' He said forwardly and seriously. He brushed past her and went to the far side of the room.
He faced the window and clasped his hands behind his back.
This was business. He told himself.
‘Well...yes my love...what...whatever you need.' Caroline simpered and sat down on a nearby chair.
He turned to her and looked into her eyes, then her face and then her whole being. This was too easy. He didn't feel anything for her. Nothing but disgust at her actions to him and uneasiness by her appearance and situation of their engagement.
‘I'm breaking off the engagement.'
Those five words hung in the air and then sliced into Caroline. She sat with a weakening smile plastered on her face. Then suddenly her smile dropped and her eyes glared at him.
‘What.' She demanded after a moment of registering his words.
‘I don't want to marry you Caroline. In fact, I don't want anything to do with you excepting your brother's company of course. It's for the best.'
Tears of maybe anger or hurt started to well into her eyes. She was seething that was certain.
‘Break off the engagement?! William Darcy I'm surprised at you! Why would you want to do that? What have I done to deserve this?!'
Will faced his whole body to her and sighed while standing tall and his jaw tight and firm.
Finally he spoke.
‘I don't know if you have noticed, but I'm not in love with you and you are certainly not in love with me. It was a major decision which I thought easy and fine to make you this offer, until the recent turn of events which helped me to understand that I am no longer wanting to marry someone who only wants my money and status in her life.'
‘But my love that's not what I want...I love you. I adore you. I want us to be together.'
Will shook his head.
‘You don't know me Caroline. You don't even want a family. I need someone who wants the same things I do. Money and status are nothing to me in that regard, however comfortable I am with them.'
‘But I do know you William...I will give you...(here she slightly gulped) children. But really William...I do love you...I do.'
‘Caroline you know nothing and you do nothing. I am to blame for this as well. I thought that you could provide me the type of companionship I need in my life and I'm finding that now it's impossible that you would meet my terms. I am decided and it is final. I hope you the best in your endeavors and that you have happiness in your life. I also hope that this will not be awkward with my friendship with Charles or your family.'
‘What do you want to know that I know about you! I know you like oranges and drink lots of wine when you are over here. I know that you enjoy Charles's company and hang around him at every opportunity. I know that you like to wear suits more than you do every day clothes, which is in all honesty very charming, I also know that you adore your sister and love spending summers in England with her. I know so many things about you...' Caroline grasped onto his leather coat he was wearing and held on as if for life. She was pleading almost begging.
Will wanted to laugh at her pathetic attempt to admitting how she knew him. She said only what she thought and saw. Nothing in the attempts of who he really was. Instead though, Will shook his head slightly, pushed her aside and walked out of the room, but before completely walking through, he turned to his side and looked at her once more.
‘I expect the ring now Caroline.'
Her face full of shock and almost an attempt at sadness mad her eyes droop down towards her ring. She hesitated and was about to say something when she pulled it off and set it on the dining room table. He picked it up and put it in his pocket.
‘You may keep everything else I have given you. I have no need for those items. You may also want to think about not calling me and emailing me throughout the day. I'm sure you will have more important things to think about. Goodbye Caroline.' And with that...he was gone.
Caroline was in shock and in ever need of understanding. Yet she didn't cry that is until she realized that she would be broke and without the name of Darcy as her own. Here she cried and cried and this is how Charles found her by lunchtime.
He was on his way to the kitchen to make himself a snack and when he saw her shedding the tears of blunt misery, he rolled his eyes.
‘Good work Darce...leave me to pick it up.' He thought but then again he was okay with it being that it was the best thing and it was expected.
Charles went into the dining room and smacked his hands together.
‘Come on now Caroline! You don't need to be crying over Darcy when you know that its for the best of both of you! I'm sure you will be smiling in no time after you get yourself together and go...shopping...or to the spa or whatever it is you do.' He ended unsure. He shrugged his shoulders and went over to her.
‘Oh Charles! He won't have me and now I'm never going to marry and be rich. How will I afford anything! He was the man I deserve him!'
Charles again rolled his eyes.
‘You do not and you know it. Come now! Go upstairs call Louisa and play make up and dress up with her or whatever...Just don't sit around her sulking all day! I won't put up with it. So go with you. Freshen up. If you hurry, I'm sure you can catch today's sale at Macy's.'
Caroline shot her brother a dirty look and retorted.
‘I do not shop at Macy's Charles!' She thought before speaking again,' But, I will(sniff) go and (sniff sniff) call Louisa. Maybe she will want to go to the spa with me (sniff).' And with that she was off.
To say that Lizzy was surprised yet again by Caroline's behavior Monday morning is an understatement. She was beyond shock. Caroline wasn't on the phone all day long, she was actually working! She even took normal breaks and to top it off, she was wearing almost normal clothes! It was amazing and yet despite it all Lizzy felt a bit of pity towards her.
What happened? She thought when she didn't hear anything after another long while. Lizzy was determined to make sure she was okay and walked over to her desk.
‘Uh Caroline...I was wondering...is...is everything okay?'
Caroline stopped her typing and looked up at Lizzy. To imagine Caroline after a break up would be to see someone who didn't look like anything had changed. Her make up was in place, her hair was straightened perfectly and her nails manicured to a T. Her outfit was simple and vibrant in color, but not flashy as it usually could have been. It was as though nothing major really happened.
‘I'm fine Eliza. I'm just in the mood to get some work done today is that alright by you?' She sneered and continued typing.
Lizzy looked around to try and find some information. She noticed the pictures of Will Darcy gone and in their place of a puppy with a woman who looked slightly like Caroline only fairer along with Caroline herself in the picture. She also noticed that she wasn't wearing her gaudy engagement ring.
Lizzy was confused and starting to become frustrated.
What was going on?! She thought.
Lizzy went back to her desk and continued to work. She wasn't going to press matters that weren't her own. At least not yet...
Lizzy received an email from Charlotte regarding a small get together that night. It was karaoke night at the pub they went to usually and tonight Lizzy was going to sing.
She was prepared and invited Jane and Charles to come if they wanted to. Unbeknownst to Lizzy, Jane invited Will to tag along, since after hearing of his break up with Caroline, she thought it would be a good thing for him to get out. Jane had hardly spoken to Lizzy all weekend and was able to quickly answer that she and Charles would be there for her performance.
Later that night, Lizzy and Charlotte were warming up and once they were done, they ordered some drinks for the gang. Marianne, Robert, Jane and Charles along with Charlotte and her sister Mariah were all filing through the door into the busy and noisy pub.
‘Are you ready for this?' Charlotte asked the group while pointing at Lizzy.
‘She's going to rock tonight!' She exclaimed and got cheers and laughs all around.
‘Where's Will?' Jane whispered to Charles who shrugged and then looked towards the door.
‘Not sure. I know he's coming though.'
After about half an hour, people were singing and drinking, talking and eating having a wonderful time. Will was still nowhere to be seen. However, Lizzy's turn was up next and she was already by the small stage waiting for her turn.
Once the person ahead of her finished singing a Ricky Martin number, she went up stage and started to blush. Soon the music turned on and just before she was about to sing the first verse...she saw him. Walking right through the door.
Will quickly hopped out of the shower and dressed. He was running late. Good thing that the pub was close to his place. Not even 3 miles away. He didn't want to be late and miss Lizzy's singing. Charlie invited him along and he took up the invitation right away. He was worried at first but dismissed those feelings since he just wanted to tag along and see her again.
As soon as he sprayed his Blue cologne on and put on his leather coat, he grabbed his keys and left. It was about 15 minutes later and he got a parking spot 4 blocks away from the pub. He was almost running to get there. Charles said she was singing at 8.30pm and it was already 8.32 pm.
As he came closer to the pub door he heard music just starting...it was soft at first and as he walked through the door he was looking around and then saw her.
Lizzy was just about to slip out the first words of her song when she instantly caught eyes with Will. She almost didn't begin but caught herself from practicing so much that she hardly missed a beat.
*Would you spare me a minute give me a single chanceShe closed her eyes and gave into the music but when she opened them to go onto the chorus she saw Will's eyes locked onto hers. He didn't blink...he just stared at her. At first, Lizzy thought she was singing horribly in his mind, but after she saw a slight smile on his beautiful face, she smiled back and continued on. She didn't take her eyes off of him...it was as if she was singing to him...and yet she felt she was.
I need a hook so you won't be the one that got awayWill watched her intently and was instantly taken in. He stood in his place since he walked through the door until she finished. He surrendered to his heart. To her. Her dark green eyes sparkled and her face glowed from the warm lights and from the sensation of singing. He smiled and when she smiled back his smile grew bigger. She was completely into her music. The words were heard by Will, every single one. He was wondering if it was fate that the words seemed so familiar to him and his attraction to her.
Could she be attracted to me likewise? Could she want me in that regard?
Will was lost in her performance.Lizzy was into now. She felt the words of the song pull at her heartstrings and make her want to soar. She felt her voice carry them so well that she didn't think it was her at first. She forgot about everyone else except Will and just let the music become her with a huge smile on her face. The pub was small but forgiving of the loud speakers and her soprano voice. It was welcoming as always in the pub to hear her sing.
Turn around don't evaporateLizzy finished the song and felt her heart beating outside her chest. She heard nothing for a mere moment and then the full pub applauded, whoohooed, cried encore, and whistled at her performance. All she could do was smile and give a small bow. She was blushing from the warmth of the pub and lights and from all the praise. Her eyes went towards the door of the pub but Will was gone. She was confused until she sat back down at the table her friends and sister were at and noticed Will standing there.
‘You are wonderful Lizzy!' Jane cried out.
‘Absolutely marvelous! I loved it!' Charles replied.
‘I loved the song Lizzy! You did wonderful!' Marianne squealed.
Lizzy thanked everyone and then turned to say hello to Will.
‘I loved your performance. It was stunning. You sing very well Lizzy.' Will said and felt it was stupid to say as he could of gone on and on.
‘Oh thanks...and to everyone...I felt it went very well.'
‘So do you sing here often?' Will asked as he ordered a beer from a nearby waitress.
Lizzy took a long sip of water and then nodded.
‘I try to come out every week but lately I have been so busy that I only make it out twice a month if that. I usually practice a song the week before and sing it the next week. This is one of my favorites from Natasha Bedingfield so I decided to go for it. It's tough though on some of the high notes but I think I did well.'
‘You did more than well Lizzy as you are well aware.' Jane commented.
‘Thanks.' Lizzy replied and sat down. Will found a seat next to her and they sat like this for the rest of the night listening to other people perform. Some were really good and some had too much to drink. But for Will, Lizzy's performance was the ultimate and could not be matched.
‘So Marianne, are you going to sing for us tonight?' Lizzy asked as she turned to her friend.
‘No. I'm not up for it tonight, but I will sing next week. Robert has a new song he wants me to try out.'
Lizzy turned to Robert.
‘Ahh a new song for our dear Marianne. You always have good taste in music Robert.'
Robert shrugged and replied
‘I do what I can Lizzy. I try to please Marianne as best I can and through music I think I have that talent to do so. But as it is a weeknight I'm afraid I will have to turn in early. Marianne is that alright with you if we leave now?'
Marianne smiled and nodded and the couple left. It was nearing 10.30pm and Charlotte agreed shortly afterwards that it was time to go home. The group packed up and soon found themselves outside.
‘If you don't mind I'm going to take Jane home.' Charles commented and was about to walk on until Jane put her hand on his arm to stop him. She then turned to Lizzy.
‘Do you want to stay at my place tonight? Or are you going home?' Jane asked and everyone's eyes turned to Lizzy.
‘I think I'll just go home. I have a few things I need to do there tonight. But I'll be at your house tomorrow night anyways.'
After making sure about ten times with Lizzy and getting semi yes answers, Jane left with Charles and then it was only Will and Lizzy standing in front of the pub.
‘I'm parked...down...on Station Ave. Are you parked close?' Lizzy asked Will who was looking down at her.
‘Uh...yes I'm only about four blocks away...Haverly I think. No matter. Can I walk you to your car?'
Lizzy nodded and they went on. She instantly remembered Caroline as they were walking down the almost empty lighted street. She wasn't going to bring it up but she didn't want to forget it either.
‘How was your weekend?' There...that was a start.
Will looked ahead and almost grinned.
‘Interesting.' He started with a small grin,' I got a lot of things accomplished. Many of which should have been done a long time ago.'
‘Oh...such as what? Cleaning the garage? ‘ Lizzy asked half smart half interested with a smile.
‘No...I...uh...well that is to say...I broke up with Caroline.' He stated and kept walking. He didn't notice however that Lizzy stopped completely with her mouth half open, staring at him.
‘Something the matter?' He asked when he noticed he was walking singular for a few paces. He turned to her and slightly laughed at her look.
She shook her head and then tried to say something.
‘Uh no...I just...well...why?'
Will walked back to her and stood directly in front of her.
‘I don't mind telling you why. In fact I think you should know. But...not here. Not now. I'll tell you-‘
‘Why should I know? I shouldn't of asked you, I'm sorry.' Lizzy said as she tried to smile the whole conversation off and walk on. But Will was feeling confident and seemed to realize a lot of what was going on around him. He was feeling alive. He was seeing things he didn't seem to see before. Could it be love? Could it be Lizzy?
‘Don't worry. I want to tell you, but tonight is your night. I don't want to ruin that by my past relationship with Caroline.'
Lizzy was completely confused. She didn't even try to think about it nor rummage through the questions that were popping around in her mind. She shrugged and then walked on.
Once they reached Station Ave and then to Lizzy's truck, Will helped her get in and then gently shut her door. She rolled the window down and smiled at him.
‘Thank you for walking me to my truck. I appreciate it. I'm afraid of the dark so...'
‘You're welcome. I guess it's a good thing I'm not afraid of the dark...so that I could...protect you.' He replied and smiled.
Lizzy felt warm. No...hot. She could feel her face getting red and looked away.
Will noticed this and smiled. He was getting to her and he picked up on it. He was thrilled with this prospect of hope.
‘Lizzy...I want you to know that...I hope you get home safe. ‘ He chickened. He wasn't ready to tell her anything...this was going way too fast. He realized he needed to capture her heart...not scare it away.
She expected something else but then didn't. She nodded and assured of her safety was gone.
Will was left watching her drive away and then walked to his car.
To the utter amazement and confusion of the past few days, Lizzy was actually looking forward to Thursday night. She wanted to get to know Will more and hoping that he would tell her more on the situation of Caroline and himself. Caroline was in relatively good spirits, but unknown to everyone else except Louisa, Caroline was not through with Will Darcy. This was only temporary she told herself. Just a simple misunderstanding. Certainly after a few days, Will would be back begging for her to marry him and live happily ever after. It was just taking some time for Will to realize that surely.
Of course for Will all his thoughts were on Lizzy and Thursday. He wanted it to be perfect, but friendly. He didn't want to scare her off and think that he was rushing into anything. It was confusing for her and he knew that. It wasn't looking so good for him to have been engaged last week and then this week single and already going out to lunch with another woman. However, the people who knew him, knew that this was huge and a very good thing for him to break ties with Caroline and start over.
Caroline was endured by most people as Charles' sister or Will's fiancé and not Caroline Bingley as herself. She was tolerated and had her sister as her closest friend. At times, people would feel sorry for her, but once her true colors were shown, people were reverted back to their original opinion of her.
Tuesday night brought the telling tale to Jane. Jane was beyond delighted to hear of it and Lizzy couldn't understand why. Of course for Jane, she was becoming very close with Charles through their dating each other and learned many new things of Caroline. Now Jane, still sweet and pure as ever, saw goodness in Caroline but in different aspects. Certainly marriage was not for Caroline and certainly Caroline could use her goodness in other realms, say...advertising or marketing? Not love.
Jane had little time to feel sorry for Caroline, but did have some pity for her. But Lizzy's impression on her sister was a high mark against Caroline and withstood anything.
‘Lizzy...Charles has told me certain things regarding his sister that are quite astonishing yet believable to place on Caroline. The fact that Will broke off the engagement is a relief to many. She wasn't in love with him at all and soon after Will's visit she was giggling and happy with her other sister Louisa shopping at the mall. Charles doesn't understand her but has also realized that this is the best course for Will. It seems that they don't love each other and that Will thought it could work out.'
‘Well I'm glad to hear that he won't marry her and especially so since he doesn't love her. I have to give him kudos there, but why so soon would he want to date? And me?!'
Jane smiled.
‘How could he not? You are wonderful Lizzy. You're the best sister, the best friend, the best companion. You are lively and bright. People love you. Will is very lucky that you accepted his invitation and you are very lucky that he is single. True it is very soon that he has become single and already asking you out, but why not now? Why wait when you can start now?'
‘But Jane he asked me Friday! When he was still engaged!'
‘I think this has been a very overdue thing for Will and Caroline. It takes time to break news to people and Will found the courage and confidence to break it off. He was worried about Charles and his friendship with him. He didn't care anymore about status and name.' Jane replied lightly.
Lizzy looked quizzical at Jane.
‘What do you mean status?'
‘Well...uh...according to Charles...Will wanted someone from a good family and position. Of course that was two...three years ago. Now it seems that it doesn't matter anymore to him. He is looking for love...for companionship. Things that Caroline can't give him and won't. I'm sure he means the best Lizzy. Please be kind to him. He only deserves the best and desires it...you my love are the best.'
That would have to do. Jane didn't know what else to say to make her see how perfect he was for her. Jane had come to know Will through Charles as well as a bit on her own and even though she exuded goodness and kindness of people, she always saw the whole picture. Knowing that he broke off the engagement before even going on a lunch date with Lizzy showed that he cared about her. He would not put her reputation in danger nor anyone else's.
Lizzy saw this...she saw and felt what her sister was saying although she didn't feel completely comfortable with seeing someone under these circumstances. Lizzy was seeing in the future...what about Caroline? What if she found out? Bad enough she was working with her...and the fact that he was the owner?! How did it all work out? Her sister seeing the President of Dresden the company she worked for and then she was seeing the owner of it? It was crazy! It was too much.
Lizzy shook her head.
‘I understand what you're saying and it is quite flattering to hear this but it doesn't make it completely right. Jane just think...you are nearly dating my boss! The President of the company! It might look awful and I don't want our names being dragged through the mud. It's bad enough that I have to actual work with Caroline. It seems worse to be so connected in relationships and work related issues. But Jane...you are at liberty to see Charles. You can afford it and I wish you all the happiness in the world. I just...I don't want to see either of us hurt because of something we could avoid...but I guess I'm talking about me here...since I know Charles wouldn't hurt you.'
Jane tried to smile. Lizzy had a point but it was silly. Love prevailed over this crap she was claiming. Jane could see it. She couldn't say she was in love, but she did know that she wanted to be in love with Charles. A kind, sweet, and caring man who seemed to adore her as she did him. But for Lizzy's sake she could quit her job or better yet, she could stay and not let the rumors if there would be any, get to her.
‘Just give him a chance Lizzy!' Jane cried in exasperation.
Lizzy could tell it meant something to Jane and she nodded. Thursday would begin the chance of something she wasn't sure what to think about...except she was looking forward to it.
As time marched on without blinking, Thursday morning came, finding Lizzy and Will excited and nervous about the lunch date. Being that Will was a man of numerous resources, he was able to relatively easily find contact information for Lizzy at her work office. He decided that he would email her so that not to disturb her work.
When Lizzy got back from a quick break she saw her email notice flashing on her screen. She didn't think it would be from Will.
From: FADarcy@pemberenter.comTo: Ebennet@dresden.com
Subject: Lunch
Lizzy,
I hope I am not intruding on your work, however, I wanted to be sure of a time that would work for you. I am available pretty much all day. I have a meeting this afternoon around 2.30 so I was wondering if 12.30 would work for you. You can reply to this address. Hope things are well.
Will
Lizzy smiled at her message and responded.
Will,Thanks for your email, however please don't think the intrusion is unwelcome. I'm curious how you got my information though. You must be a man of resources.
12.30 works great for me.
Lizzy
Before she hit the send button, she read through it to make sure it was okay and then sent it.
It was about ten minutes later that Lizzy got a response from Will.
Glad to hear that I'm welcome then. I'll pick you up from your office at 12.30.P/S I am a man of resources...many in fact.
Lizzy smiled and kept on working. She knew he was trouble.
12.30 finally came and Lizzy subtly tried not to look rushed in leaving the office for lunch. Part of her didn't want Will to come down to her desk or even the reception area in fear of Caroline seeing anything. But then apart of her really didn't care since he owned the company and according to him, Caroline and him were over.
She dashed up the stairs and walked through the lobby of the building and saw him standing there with a smile on his face.
‘Hello.' He said
Lizzy looked up at him and blushed. She nodded back and he turned to his side to admit her through the doors.
‘Thank you for picking me up. I appreciate it.' Lizzy said as she felt the chilly air bite her nose.
‘It's my pleasure. The restaurant is not too far from here, so we are in no rush. That is unless you have to be back at a certain time.'
Lizzy again smiled at him and shook her head but didn't leave it at that.
‘I have a schedule, but I can't really refuse the owner of Dresden now can I? Or maybe I should...hmmm'
Another smile but this time he smiled to. Is she flirting with me?
‘I don't want to keep you too long from your work, but I would like to keep you...for a long lunch.' Will completed his sentence. He wanted to leave it at you but knew it was too much so a lame cover up of a long lunch would have to suffice.
Lizzy blushed and looked out the window of the Lincoln car. The driver took them to Den and Green, a tavern like restaurant that served German food. Will helped Lizzy out of the car and lead her through the front door.
The setting inside was warm, cozy, and dark. It wasn't crowded, but had an ample amount of customers to keep the place busy. It seemed as though Will had reservations as they were immediately sat in a corner table by the window.
The couple was shy and more into their menus and orders than each other right off. But as soon as their drinks were placed on the table, Lizzy and Will fell into easy conversation.
‘I hope your morning has gone well?' Lizzy asked him to start.
‘Yes extremely well, however, lunch is improving to be the best part of my day.' Will said with a smile and took a sip of his water.
Lizzy paused. She was flattered by the compliment but more intrigued with his accent.
‘Tell me Will,'
‘hmm?'
‘Where are you from? I mean...I know Britain but where in Britain?' Lizzy asked.
Will grinned and then twisted his glass around in circles on the white tablecloth.
‘I'm from Derbyshire. Just north of London. I didn't live there too long, but I spent most of my summers there at my family's estate. I moved here when I was about 7 years old and have lived here ever since. Charles and I met in grade school and have been best of friends since.'
‘What of your sister? Did she live her with you?'
Will nodded slowly and smiled.
‘Yes she lived with my parents and I. My mother died when she was only ten and I eighteen. Died in a car accident.'
‘Oh Will...I'm so sorry.'
‘Don't be. That was ten years or so ago. The accident itself is not as fresh as the memories I have had with her.'
Lizzy faintly smiled and paused.
‘Does your sister visit you often here?'
‘Yes and no. I like to visit her in England, gives me a break from the work I do. But she enjoys coming here to give her a break from school. It works hand and hand really.'
‘When does she return from Africa then?'
‘By the end of this semester, so around May or so. She'll be going back to our home in Derbyshire and I'm to meet her there for the summer.'
‘Do you guys have any plans for how to spend the summer together?' Lizzy asked
Will let out a small whine of a noise being not sure of any plans for the summer.
‘Eh...well...not really. We just take it a day at a time. This year I think our cousin will be joining us for a few weeks which will be nice. Richard is always fun to be around.'
‘Richard? Your cousin?'
‘Yeah...he's in the army so whenever we can see each other it's short but fun. I think he's taking a longer leave though this summer. Not sure about the particulars of it though.'
Lizzy nodded. She didn't want to venture on the Richard subject. Which she didn't have to since Will turned the conversation on her.
‘What are your plans this summer?'
‘Oh,' caught off guard, Lizzy almost spilled her drink, ‘ I haven't got any right now. My birthday is in June as is the rest of the family's birthdays are around the summer, so we usually have a big celebration but other than that...I have no real plans for vacation or anything.'
Will nodded and then before he could forget he remembered he wanted to talk to her about Caroline.
‘Uh Lizzy...I think now is the time to talk about Caroline. I want to get it out in the open before there is any confusion or misunderstanding. There seems to be that already but hopefully I can clear things up. Would you mind?'
‘No not at all. I have to confess I'm quite curious.'
‘Yes...well...you see. Caroline and I have been around each other since Charles and I became good friends. She has always had a crush on me and wanted to be with me. In highschool, she and I dated a few times, but she isn't exactly my type so it was quite short of a time that we dated. I tried it again with her in college but that ended too quickly to even call it anything. Uh...she would always be sweet and caring until she had me to herself and then it was like...crazy. She and I just didn't get along. But as the years went on, it was always the same and to be honest, she was the only girl who knew me outside of other events such as school, college, work, etc. She was always there. So a couple of years ago, I decided that I needed to settle down and start a family...so I asked her to marry me. She had come from a wealthy family and had a pretty good disposition for the most part when others were around. Anyways...when we got engaged though I didn't feel we were ready to marry quite yet...and as time marched on...I still don't feel that way. I would give her anything she wanted and that seemed to be enough for her. But she never loved me and I never loved her...I've come to realize that I need someone in my life who will love me and not take me for granted. Most women want my money and status, but I thought that since Caroline pretty much had that that she wouldn't want mine. Turns out though that its all false. She doesn't want children, she doesn't want me...who I really am. I need that and she doesn't so I broke it off with her. She seems to think that we can work things out but I hardly think so. She's my best friend's sister, but that doesn't mean I'm entitled to marry her. Thank God! ‘
Here he let in a laugh and throughout the whole conversation both of them never left each other's eyes. Lizzy listened intently. At first she was upset to hear that he wanted to marry someone for status to make his money look good, but as he went on, she realized it was to protect himself and to not worry about someone who would overwhelm him. However his choice sounded overwhelming already from the beginning. Lizzy's opinion of this man grew higher with each word as he went on.
‘I admire that you take consideration for your feelings and I'm sure you consider hers as well being that it's not fair to her. However...uh...well...I don't care for her that much and I'm sure she will quickly move on. I have to say that today she wasn't her usual self. She was actually working!'
Will grimaced slightly but not to Lizzy's notice.
‘Yes well that is another thing. She is quite defensive and offensive at the same time. She thinks that everything is entitled to her and she deserves the best of treatment. I tried many times to overlook this, but I just can't. It's too annoying for me.'
Lizzy smiled and started to chuckle at the memory of meeting Caroline.
‘She wasn't the nicest person I've met. She still holds that spot too. Are you okay though?'
Will looked up at her from his glass and but for a moment stared intensely at her. Then he put down his glass and smiled.
‘I am growing better by the moment since...' Will wanted to say ‘ since being with you.' but decided not. Instead he opted for,
‘Since having done what I should of done so long ago. It seems so sudden yet finally finished.'
Lizzy smiled and their food came before another word could be said. However Will would make some intent known before he had to let her go.
By the time more small talk was through, Lizzy and Will were waiting for the check.
‘ Lizzy I want to thank you for coming to lunch with me. However, my reasons for bringing you here have altered. I didn't really expect to talk about Caroline, however I hope that it has cleared up my name and intentions you might have branded me on.'
‘None that were evil. I only thought that you...well you did have me confused and I wasn't sure what to do. But I thank you for lunch and if you ever want to talk again about anything I'll be here to listen.'
‘Yes thank you.' Will said a bit disappointed. She didn't seem to get the hint that he liked her and wanted to see her again. What a fool! Just ask!
‘Lizzy, are you free tonight? Would you like to have dinner with me?'
Lizzy pretty much just sat there almost staring at him and become flushed with warmth. She felt her cheeks get hot and then felt a huge smile grow on her face.
‘I'd like that. Thank you.' She slipped out before she could even register the words he asked of her.
Will grew a smile too and once the check came, it was paid and they left.
Will walked Lizzy to the door of the office and before both knew it, he lightly left a kiss on her cheek and whispered as he looked down at her lips.
‘I'll email you when I get back to my office. I'll see you tonight. Good bye Lizzy.'
‘Bye...' softly as it escaped her mouth did she softly look up at Will who stared at her with a small smile on his lips.
She smiled back and turned around to go inside. He watched her walk back into the building and took his leave.
Lunch wasn't so bad after all. In fact...he liked taking lunch nowadays.
Sun filled the guest room in Jane's apartment and slowly warmed Lizzy's face as she lay sleeping in the bed. Gradually, Lizzy woke up with a slight smile on her face. It was a fine Saturday morning and thoughts of the night before invaded her head. Of course these thoughts contained Will and their third date to a movie.
She began to think back to dinner after her lunch with him Thursday night and at how they had Chinese food at a local restaurant while talking about sports, politics, books, and movies. Before she knew it, Will had asked her out to see a movie for the next night. She remembered how he came to Jane's door dressed in faded jeans with a few tears in them, a sexy white button down shirt with the top two buttons undone and a dark gray blazer over it. His hair was freshly washed as it was damp and a curl came down to touch his forehead. Lizzy was taken away with the sight but more so with his scent of Ralph Lauren Polo Blue cologne. She had to check herself from fainting at the sight and smell of him.
On the other hand, Will was doing the same when he saw Lizzy open the door. Her short hair was pulled back into a cute ponytail with her side bangs framing the left side of her face. Her dark green eyes sparkled when she smiled at him when he said ‘hello'. She was comfortable yet it was sexy to him. Her dark blue jeans were hugging her in all the right places of her curves, and her dark green sweater shirt had a v-neck that showed a white shirt underneath.
She was heavenly to him and he was divine to her.
They left and went to his car to drive down to the movie theater. The snow was firmly packed onto the ground, but the roads were dry and the air was chilled. Will kept his eyes on the road but kept Lizzy within his sight. They conversed about work and their days until he parked at the movie theater lot.
As they walked to the door, Will produced tickets his assistant bought for them on her lunch hour. He bought them popcorn, pop, and a box of milkduds for them to share and they went to their seats. They watched the mini commercials before the feature and laughed as they tried to figure out the puzzles. By the end of the movie, Will and Lizzy were smiling and happy to have spent the time together.
‘I think we should do this every Friday night.' Will said as he discarded the empty containers.
Lizzy laughed as they walked out the door and towards his car.
‘Deal!' She cried playfully and clasped onto his arm with her sleeve covered hand.
‘Do you have my ticket stub?' Lizzy looked up at him and asked with a smile.
‘Yes. Do you want it?' Will looked down at her with a grin.
She nodded. She had something from all three dates. The first was a business card from the restaurant, the second was the white rose he gave her at dinner, and now the ticket stub.
She smiled as she thought of how perfect the night was going and thinking that it couldn't get any better. But little did she know that it would.
As Will helped her into the car, he bent down before closing her door and kissed her lightly on her cheek.
Her hand went up as she turned to look at him and see him smiling down at her while he closed the door.
As he slowly got in, she felt her cheeks burn and her mouth turn up a huge smile.
‘What was that for?' She asked softly.
‘For you...for having a fun night tonight and yesterday. I have enjoyed your company so much Lizzy that it's...well it's great. You are a refreshing breath of clean crisp air. My lungs are very thankful to you.' He said as he started the car and winked at her.
Lizzy laughed and playfully slapped his right arm.
‘I enjoy your company too Will. I haven't had this much fun on dates since ever. You are quite different than what I was lead to believe and think when we first met a few weeks ago. Although I have to say I'm surprised at all the changes that have been happening.'
‘Like what?' He asked calmly and happily.
‘Like as in you and Caroline! You two were engaged just what? Last week and now your not and your seeing me? What would people think? What do they think? And not only that, but I had my reasons not to see you. Excluding your engagement, there was the fact that you are the owner of the company I work for and you choose me? I find it all very interesting.'
Will slightly frowned and his brow crinkled.
‘Is this all a bad thing?'
Lizzy slightly chuckled and shook her head.
‘Not at all. I have to admit, I've been very comfortable with you and happy. You don't make me nervous when we are being casual and talking about normal everyday things. It was hard at first because I couldn't believe you and Caroline were engaged and you seemed so different. I was intimidated by you being so fortunate with your work and status. It's not a bad thing, in fact its quite the opposite. It's as if I'm dreaming. I just hope that it's not all a lie.'
Will slid his hand to cover hers while he drove and stole a look at her. She was facing him and blushed when she smiled as she waited for him to respond.
‘I want you to know that behind the suit, I'm just a shy good looking guy.'
Lizzy slapped his arm and he laughed while shaking his head.
‘No no, I am though. I am just a guy who is looking for a girl. A sweet, beautiful, intelligent, independent woman who wants to be loved and who wants to love me back. I'm not trying to rush things with you, but I don't want you thinking you're a rebound either. You're not at all. I was attracted to you the moment we met. You're hair pulled back without a few wisps, your comfy sweater and your jeans. Your bright smile and dangerously gorgeous eyes...I've liked you from the beginning. And with Caroline...we just didn't work out. I've already said that but it was long overdue and it was the right thing albeit very close to me wanting to ask you out.'
‘Well you are a charmer Will Darcy. I was surprised you told me after my singing. I didn't know you were coming that night and when you did, you took me by surprise. I was nervous then that I would make the wrong impression and I knew that I had nothing to deal with you except being that you are closely connected with my friends that I oddly enough never knew until the party and with that that Charles and Jane are seeing each other as well is pretty ironic. Seeing you more I naturally thought it would be harder especially with my intense liking for you.'
Will pulled into the parking lot of Jane's apartment and parked in the visitor's lot. Before getting out he turned to her and took both of her hands into his.
‘When I came to the pub that night, Charles and Jane had invited me. I was late running in because of parking, but when I saw you right away you were beautiful and your face was priceless at the fire of passion you had when you started to sing. When I heard your voice...you just sang to me.'
Lizzy was speechless and before she could respond, Will leaned in and kissed her. Softly at first and ever so slowly, his eyes closed and his hands gently framing her face and his thumbs caressing her cheek. Lizzy was reluctant at first, but instantly gave into the passion whirling within her. She parted her lips as his lips lightly pressed for permission to deepen the kiss. And it did...their breathing was heavy within their chests, but not so heaving that they noticed each other. The kiss was sweet, gentle, and passionate. Will slowly parted from her touch and pressed lightly his forehead to hers, eyes still closed.
‘I've been wanting to do that for many weeks now.' He calmly and softly spoke.
Lizzy tenderly licked her lips and tasted his flavor he left in her mouth and lips.
‘Thank you.' She whispered and he opened his eyes to find hers still closed.
His hand caressed her cheek and then her eyes slowly opened.
‘Let me see you safely inside and then I'll go home. I had a wonderful night with you Lizzy. I don't want it to end.'
She nodded slowly as he turned off his car and went to help her out.
A small kiss on the lips again to seal the night was received from him as he left her at Jane's door and when she was safely in, he left.
Lizzy played the night over and over in her mind until Jane knocked on the door.
‘Lizzy? I'm going to get some breakfast at the diner. Do you want to come with me?'
‘Yes Jane, I'll be right out!' Lizzy harily replied and got out of bed. She quickly pulled on a pair of gray sweatpants, a baggy white t-shirt and her navy blue Nike sweatshirt. After she pulled on her socks and shoes, she brushed her hair, teeth, and put on her jewelry.
‘Ready Jane.' She said as she pulled her hair back into a ponytail while walking out of the bathroom into the kitchen. Instead of finding Jane, she came face to face with Charles clad in jeans and a sweatshirt.
Beat red and speechless, Charles and Lizzy stood there before she blurted out a small hello.
‘Good morning Lizzy! I uh...I just...'
‘He just came by while you were getting ready to have breakfast with us.' Jane finished for him as she entered the room.
‘Yeah...' He breathed out and smiled a puppy smile.
‘Oh..' Lizzy said and then smiled at the thoughts that were running through her head.
‘Ready?' Jane asked the two of them and before they knew it, they were out the door.
The sun was shining brightly and the pavements were wet from the snow that was melting. The three of them took Charles's car and drove a few blocks to a small diner with delicious breakfast food. It was slightly busy but not bad for a five minute wait to be seated. Jane sat next to Charles and Lizzy across from them in a comfy booth. After the orders were made, Lizzy went to the counter and bought the morning paper.
‘Any section you care for Charles?' She asked as she pulled out the Metro section for Jane and the comics for herself.
‘Uh sure the Sports please.'
Produced in hand, Lizzy handed it to him and started to sip her hot chocolate and skim the comics. It was a lazy morning and at ease was the group all throughout breakfast.
‘What are your plans for today Lizzy?' Charles asked as he took another bit of his toast.
‘Nothing to be honest. I w as thinking about just going home.'
‘Why don't you come over to my place with Jane and we can watch the game together? It's the Eagles playing the Giants.' He said with a waggle of his brow.
Lizzy let out a laugh and gave in.
‘Sure sure. What the heck. But is Caroline going to be home?'
‘Uh not sure. She said something this morning about going to the spa for the weekend. So I have the house to myself.'
‘May I ask a personal question?' Lizzy asked.
Charles merely nodded and quickly grabbed a bite of egg from Jane's plate.
‘Why doesn't she live on her own?'
‘Why don't you live with me?' Jane intercepted before Charles could finish his bite to answer.
Lizzy rolled her eyes.
‘Because...it doesn't make sense for me to spend more money when I have all this debt from Eliot. I can't afford it Jane. We've been through this.'
Jane's fork hit her plate and she pushed forward to look squarely at her sister.
‘I've told you not to worry about it! I am fine with taking care of it. Does it matter that you spend most of your time as of late there anyways? Come on Lizzy, move in already!'
Lizzy looked at Charles who shrugged his shoulders and continued eating while hiding a smile.
She couldn't say anything. Jane was right. She had been spending more of her time at her sister's and she did enjoy being there more than at home. She felt, however, that she was trespassing on her sister's kindness and didn't want to overstep her bounds. But she also knew that Jane was a good person and cared extremely for Lizzy. She would never let her down and never wanted to see her struggle. However, Lizzy vowed to pay her back in some way.
‘Jane...you know you are too good to me. (deep sigh and smile) Okay...I'll move in.'
Jane squealed and bore a huge smile. Charles congratulated the sisters and paid the check.
‘You know Jack can even come live with us. I know dad won't be very happy but I think he will be in the sense that he doesn't need to hear you and everyone else argue. Not that --well you know what I mean.'
‘Yes Jane I know what you mean. I guess I could start moving in this weekend. Which means no game at Charlie's.'
‘Charlie? Lizzy...'
Lizzy shrugged and the two of them laughed.
It was determined after breakfast and in the car to Charles's house, that Lizzy would move in tomorrow. She didn't have very many things and Charles enlisted the help of Will and himself to move the heavy items. Jane offered to stay at her parents house that night to help pack and ready for the next day. Lizzy called her mom and heard an over joy from her sisters, complaining from her mother, and happy but sincere sadness from her father.
Lizzy felt bad but she also felt relieved to know that she would be welcome at Jane's. Things had changed so much in the past month and she somewhat had to give credit to Caroline, but in a non-direct way. She rid her thoughts quickly of her and when they arrived at Charles' she got out and followed Jane to the kitchen through the mud room located between the garage and main house.
‘Make yourselves at home ladies, I'm going to set up in the tv room.' Charles said as he headed towards the hallway. Jane looked at Lizzy and rolled her eyes.
‘Apparently he's very much into football. Hard going Giants fan. Oh well.'
‘So do you know why Caroline won't leave? I still didn't get my answer.' Lizzy asked while she saw Jane comfortable work around the kitchen to get some drinks.
‘Well I guess it's because she likes having a hold on Charles but I'm not sure. Something about her old apartment being too small for her, when really it was very spacious. She just conned him into living here and it's been that way for a while. But I do know that Charles wants her out within a few months. It's been really hard lately with Will and her break up but that's been expected too. I don't know exactly everything but I know that Charles looks after her and takes care of her, but he doesn't need to or want to hand hold her like he has been that past few years.'
‘Exactly!' Charles said as he entered the kitchen.
He grabbed a cold drink from Jane and kissed her cheek.
‘Carrie is too much to handle. She doesn't know when to quit and lately she complains and sulks and gets these...' Charles's face goes into a frenzy and his hands move back and forth very fast, ‘ into a frenzy! It's crazy! I can't stand it. I supported her when she needed a place so to speak but now...I need my own place. To be honest, Lizzy, I need to be a man, not a babysitter.'
Lizzy laughed and grabbed her drink. They walked into the tv room which was down the hall.
‘I understand, I was just curious though. I mean she's your sister. Jane takes care of me in a way and you take care of Caroline, but I don't want to end up like she does to you for Jane and me...annoying.'
‘Listen Lizzy...Carrie means a lot to me. We're family, but that doesn't mean I need to spend everyday of my life with her. She needs to be on her own and live for herself. Right now she can do that. She doesn't need me like that anymore. You and Jane need each other and have a better relationship than my sister and I have. That doesn't mean we don't love each other we do very much, but as you love your other sisters and brother, I'm sure from what Jane says, you don't always need to be with them 24/7. Right?'
Charles had a point! And Lizzy nodded. She felt overwhelmed with the conversation and turned to watch the game.
When halftime started, Lizzy became hungry for a snack and asked Jane to help her out. While they walked to the kitchen, they heard the front door knock and heard Charles call out to answer it.
Voices mumbled in the hallway and soon entered Will and Charles finding Lizzy and Jane prepare some chips and dip and new drinks.
‘Will!' Lizzy cried when she looked up and saw him. His face produced a beautiful smile and he sort of blushed when she said his name. Lizzy noticed that he wore dark blue jeans and a cream v-neck sweater.
‘Hey Will. Hope you came to watch the game with us.' Jane asked as she handed him a drink.
‘Yeah I would have been here much sooner but I had to do a few errands. I brought over some pizza but I see that chips and dip are on the menu.' Will answered as he set down the two pizza boxes that were in his hands.
Lizzy popped open the lids and shook her head.
‘Pizza is perfect. Chips and dip can be eaten later. Where are the plates?' Lizzy asksed and followed Charles' direction.
After everyone grabbed their food and drinks, they retired to settle in the tv room. Jane and Charles settled on the brown leather sectional and on the floor Will and Lizzy nestled. The tv was more like a tv projector and made big screen in home too much for words. The light from the windows were dimmed with dark shades but enough to not hide the daylight. A large warm rug laid on the floor with all the natural colors swirling about. A coffee table was in front of the sectional where everyone placed their drinks and food. It was a soothing room for lounging in.
The game resumed and the four watched intently while making comments, talking about the players, games past, and future predictions. After the game, the room was cleaned and Will decided to bring up the subject of Lizzy moving.
‘Charles told me when I got here something about you moving. I guess I've been enlisted to help?'
‘If you don't mind. I mean I don't want you to go out of your way if you have plans tomorrow.' Lizzy said as she cleaned off her plate and set it in the sink.
‘Not at all I'd love to help you. I just need to know what you need to move.'
‘Well Jane has a bed at her place, but Jane I actually would like to switch it because I like my bed from home better.' Jane nodded and Lizzy continued.
‘Then I have my desk and dresser from home and just some boxes along with my clothes and stuff. I have a tv with a stand and some shelves. That's about it. Oh and my chair. But maybe..'
‘No,,' Jane quickly spoke, ‘Take it with you.'
Will and Charles looked oddly at each other. Lizzy sighed and started to explain.
‘Out of everything I had with Eliot, I only got this chair-a lounge chair that's leather and like a recliner. Well it's heavy and bulky but Jane knows that mom would sell it instead of keep it so even though we won't have room, she wants me to take it with. It's sort of a prize or proud issue if you will of my break up. He got everything but I still have my chair.'
‘Well if you want, we can take it too. I mean we can move it and see what happens. I haven't been to Jane's but I'm sure we can make it work.' Will said.
After more arrangements were made, it was soon time to eat dinner. Many suggestions were made and it was determined that Mexican food was the answer. They all piled into Will's car and drove to Don Pablo's.
The group had a wonderful time eating and drinking. Talking about childhood, college, work, and vacations of all kinds. Everyone learned a bit more about each other and it helped the comfort grow more intense. It was soothing to be apart of this type of friendship for all four of them.
After dinner, Jane and Lizzy decided they needed to start packing and getting ready for the move. Will dropped the women at Jane's and after double checking the time to meet tomorrow, they left the ladies to prepare.
‘Jane where did the tape go?' Frustrated Lizzy was pressing one hand on a full box to keep the flaps closed and the other flying the in the air as if tape would magically appear. Before she knew it, Jane whizzed by practically shoving the tape in Lizzy's hand without stopping and all the while saying,
‘Here you go it was where you left it.'
‘And where was that?' Lizzy asked as she started to tape up the box.
‘Two feet in front of you in front of the box.'
The two of them worked non stop all morning after breakfast with packing Lizzy's books, knick knacks, clothes, bedding, Jack's toys and bed and necessities, everything that Lizzy needed and that was hers was going to Jane's.
Will and Charles were told to meet at the Bennets' household around 11.30 and it was rounding near it.
Mr. Bennet was moving the boxes from upstairs downstairs while Mrs. Bennet was keeping Tinley out of the way and trying to make some snacks for the gang. Lydia and Kitty were thankfully at the mall with friends.
The sound of the doorbell was heard and Lizzy didn't miss a beat while she quickly headed to the front door to intercept her mother. She was too late.
‘Oh hello! You must be Charles and Will! How nice of you two to help my daughters move Lizzy to Jane's. Though I must say that this is somewhat an inconvenient weekend being that we were to do some errands, however this works out too I suppose. Come in come in!' Mrs. Bennet rallied off while Lizzy stood behind her mother as patiently as she could. Will and Charles didn't seem bothered by Mrs. Bennet's address and if they were, they were being complete gentlemen about it. Charles smiled and his eyes started to travel from Mrs. Bennet's to searching for Jane.
‘Mom, I think I'll just show them to the boxes and the furniture.' Lizzy spoke up and came in front of her to get the men away from her mother.
‘The boxes are this way in the living room and the furniture is upstairs. Oh! I'm so sorry.' Lizzy then turned to her mother and smiled weakly.
‘Mom this is Will Darcy and Charles Bingley. Will, Charles, this is my mother, Fanny Bennet. ‘
‘Very nice to meet you Mrs. Ben-‘
‘Please Will call me Fanny and you Charles call me Fanny too. I have snacks being prepared in the kitchen so whenever you're hungry or thirsty just let me know.'
And with that she trotted off into the kitchen.
Lizzy weakly smiled at the men in front of her and asked them to come in. She walked through the hallway into the spacious living room and seeing her dad about to set a box down, asked for his attention.
‘Dad, I want to introduce you to Will Darcy and Charles Bingley. Charles, Will, this is my father, Tom Bennet.'
‘I'm afraid that idle conversation, as much as I sincerely enjoy it with good men, is not going to happen today. I would love to talk to you guys some more but as we have it....'
‘Understood completely sir. Let us help bring these into the truck.'
Tom nodded and went back upstairs.
Lizzy let the guys take her boxes to the U-haul and went back upstairs to find Jack ripping up some packing paper.
‘Jack! Ugh...' Lizzy cried out while she grabbed the shreds from the floor.
‘Jane! The guys are here...they're moving the boxes right now.' Lizzy said as she moved towards another box to push down the hallway.
Jane moved some other items into a box and quickly taped it up. She was moving at a fast speed to get her sister's stuff moved. She was honestly, extremely excited to have her sister living with her. It was something she wanted for a long time and her sister's companionship meant more to her than most anything. However, she wanted to get her in as soon as possible before her younger sisters made their way home and found Charles and Will.
‘Lizzy I need three more boxes and another roll of tape. Could you also bring the black marker in too?' Jane called down the hallway where Lizzy was handing her father the rest of the ready boxes. Quickly Lizzy gathered the needed items and brought them to Jane. Only the furniture and a few more things for the boxes were needed and that would be it.
‘Hey dad!' Lizzy called towards the hallway.
‘Yes Lizzy?!'
‘Do you want me to paint this room back to white from the dark olive green I have in here?'
Tom made his way up the stairs and headed towards the room.
‘No leave it. I was thinking I'd leave it this way for my new tv room. ‘ He said with a chuckle.
‘You're making this your tv room?' Jane asked as she taped the second box together.
He nodded and started to lift up the first box ready from Jane.
‘I would like to move the tv into here along with some of my other things. This way I'll have two rooms all to myself. The den for my office and here for when I'm not working...among other things.' He said with a slight grin and a wink.
‘You mean to get away from mom?' Lizzy asked slyly.
‘No...just to relax from your mother. She would join me too you know...sometimes...rarely...'
Lizzy rolled her eyes and before she could make another comment, Will and Charles appeared at the door. Jack barked at the sight of them and Lizzy reprimanded with firm words to hush him.
‘The boxes we had have been moved to the truck. I see you have just three left. Might we be able to move the furniture?' Will asked as he tried to pet Jack.
Lizzy didn't pay attention as she saw Jack slowly motion towards Will while wagging his tail and moving his body back and forth happily. He closely came up to Will's hand and smelled it and once he was sure he was okay, he started to lick his wrist while Will petted his head.
‘Sure that should do just fine.' Jane answered for her sister and taped up the last box. Lizzy and Jane took them to the truck, while the men maneuvered the mattresses and the dresser along with Lizzy's desk and tv stand down the stairs and out the front door.
The weather was crisp and cool. The sun was warm and shining brightly. The pavements was slightly wet with the melting snow and the men had to be careful so not to slip or let go.
Fanny watched them and made her comments as to mind her rose and liliac bushes. The men were able to get the furniture in without any injury to themselves or more importantly to the bushes.
After everything was packed, Fanny insisted everyone have lunch. It was going rather smoothly until the kitchen door opened and voices of two younger girls could be heard rather loudly.
‘Oh my gosh I know! I can't believe you bought that. When are you going to wear it?'
‘Probably tonight at Denny's party. I can't wait to get ready. We have about six hours until the party. Do you have that bright red nail polish I can wear?'
‘Yeah but for the polish I want to wear your black boots.'
‘Kitty! No! You wear them all the time. You can't wear them to the party. Wear your heels. Mom!! We're home!'
Throughout all the commotion, Lizzy sunk her head low and tickled her pasta salad with her fork. Jane noticed and took a sip of her coffee.
‘Lydia! Kitty! We are in the dining room. Come have lunch with us.' Fanny called out from her seat. Tom gave her a stern look and then tried to smile at Will and Charles who were talking to him about the companies stocks.
‘No thanks mom we ate at the mall. But we want to show you---oh hi!' Lydia cooed when she saw the two men sitting at the table. She gave her best smile to them and pulled out her new daring red dress to show everyone.
‘Don't you like it? I had to have it. Oh! I also bought red heels for it too. I will look awesome tonight.' Lydia raved as she continued to smile. Kitty poked her head from behind her and asked who the guys were.
‘Kitty...Lydia...this is Will Darcy and Charles Bingley. Will, Charles, this is my sister Kitty and my youngest sister, Lydia.' Lizzy said as she watched her sisters slyly smile and Lydia winked at Will.
‘Why don't you two go upstairs and get....ready.' Tom said as he tried to coax his youngest girls out of the room. Fanny was too busy admiring the goods her daughters bought and decided to let them go to get ready.
Lizzy let out a breath of air along with Jane once they exited the room.
‘Well I must say we got a lot of work done today. Why Lizzy this seems to be your last meal here with us my love. I'm sorry to see you go, but you know that you are always welcome.' Tom said heartfelt and weakly smiled and squeezed his second daughter's hand.
Lizzy slowly got up and started to clear the table but not before she thanked her father. This exchange had not gone unseen by Will and he saw another side of Lizzy that he merely could not help but admire more and more. She was nothing but unique, independent, strong, generous, loving, caring, and beautiful. The list could go on for him. There was nothing that he did not like about her.
Unlike Caroline, he actually liked Lizzy from the start and it only got better.
Jane and Charles talked with Fanny and Tom over a dinner date for the four of them during the coming week. While they talked, Will was playing with Jack while he was looking at family photos that he had entirely missed while moving boxes and such.
‘That's Nick, Jane, me, Mary, Kitty, and Lydia when she was only two.' Lizzy said from behind him. He was looking at a summer photo of the kids when they were much younger sitting on the grass all huddled around eating watermelon.
‘Nick?' Will asked not leaving his eyes off the picture.
‘He's my older and only brother.'
‘Ahh. And what about this one. Is this you and your dad?' Will pointed to a photo with a younger Tom holding a small girl with angelic expressive eyes, angel blond hair tied up into two neat ponytails and a sweet and happy smile on her face.
‘Yeah...I was only three there. That was at my grandpa's house in Minnesota. It was just me and him there one week. How did you guess that?' Lizzy asked in wonder.
‘Your eyes...they are very expressive and captivating...just like in the picture.' Will replied without fear. He noticed that Lizzy had looked down and blushed with a smile on her face.
‘You're family seems quite a happy and creative bunch. I like that.' Will said as he changed the subject.
Lizzy blushed and Jack jumped up onto her legs for her attention.
‘Well I guess we should drive to Jane's so we can have this stuff moved in before I need to go to bed.'
Will lightly touched her arm and then smiled.
‘Charles?' He lightly called out.
A moment later, Charles appeared in the hallway.
‘Yeah?'
Will cocked his head to the side as he told his friend that they should go to move the rest into the apartment.
‘Lizzy and I will drive with dad to my place and then you can follow us from here.' Jane said as she appeared next to Charles.
After the pack gathered odds and ends, the men followed Mr. Bennet to Jane's apartment.
Everything was running smoothly until the chair had to be moved. It was overstuffed and bulky, comfortable yes but a horror to move through narrow hallways. Jane and Lizzy kept out of the way as Will and Charles tried to ever so calmly get the chair through the front entrance, up the two flights of stairs, and then through the apartment's front door. It was a two man job so Mr. Bennet put the rest of the boxes from the U-Haul out onto the pavement and sidewalk so they could be readily available to reach and go.
‘Move it more to the left Charles!' Will almost growled.
Charles's face strained with pain, sweat, concentration and uneasiness (which Will's face mimicked) tried to move to the left but was unable to.
‘I...I can't seem...ugh! Darn it Will! It won't go to the left. We might have to turn it around.' He huffed back.
‘Will halted as he was holding up the heavy end and at the bottom of the chair and Charles was holding the back and at the top of the chair going backwards up the stairs.
‘Maybe we should tilt it to the side and carry it that way.' Will murmured and tried to wipe the sweat from his brow. Charles let his head suddenly drop forward and after a few moments of ease and comfort, the men trudged the chair on its side and tried again. They made it up the flights of stairs and then tilited the chair through the doorframe.
‘Over here! Over here...there. Thank you so much! I'm sorry it's such a trouble.' Lizzy said as she let the men take their breath in.
Will waved his hand back and forth while trying to breath calmly. He didn't mind moving her and he didn't mind the annoying bulk of the chair. He was happy to be near her and that she trusted him enough to move her things.
‘No...not a prob....problem...hap...happy to...help.' He said between breaths. Charles grinned like a puppy dog and the men gratefully took two glasses of water from Jane.
Mr. Bennet came in a few minutes later wondering who was going to finish up the job since his back was starting to act up and no one had come down to help with the rest of the boxes.
Quickly Lizzy left the room to gather her other boxes and after a moment the other three joined in while Mr. Bennet rested. After everything was set into the apartment, Will and Charles took the U-Haul back to the rental place and drove to a Chinese restaurant in downtown Meryton to get take out for dinner. The men agreed they would stay and help unpack and settle Lizzy in. Much to both the girls surprise, they agreed after some gentle arguing and let the men stay. Mr. Bennet stayed for dinner but left as he had to go to bed early for work the next morning.
By the time 8 o clock rolled around, Lizzy's things were almost complete. There wasn't much to her things that she needed to unpack. But she did do some laundry, while Jane arranged the living room with Charles and Will helped Lizzy set up her bedroom. Now this was ackward a bit being that he was helping her with the placement of her mattress and the bed frame. Lizzy and Will both kept their cool the entire time, but their minds were far from chilled.
‘Let's place it next to the wall. I don't want to have any problems with the door. Then we can put the dresser on the opposite wall and make a clean path to the closet.' Lizzy said as she pushed the bed closer to the wall with the window. The old bed was put in storage down in the basement thanks to the men again.
After they had finished, Lizzy put fresh sheets and her comforter on the bed and then put her clean clothes in her dresser. Will offered to hang her pictures up in the places she told him and before long they were finished.
Before they left, Will was finishing the last picture by making some wall measurements. Lizzy watched him while he marked the wall for the right spot to hammer the nail.
‘Will...' Lizzy ventured.
‘Hmm...' he thoughtly moaned as he had the nail in his mouth with his brow furrowed and his eyes shifting from one mark to the next on the measuring tape.
‘Thank you...for everything today. I know that...I know that my family can be a bit much for some people and I know that my mother and Lydia are the majority votes, but they are still my family and mean the world to me. I also want to thank you for moving my things and helping me arrange my room.'
Will stayed with his face to the wall and took the nail out of his mouth while listening to her appreciation towards him. He was thumbing the nail while he thought hard of what to say. When she finished, Will turned around after a moment and weakly smiled at her while he shut the door to her room and slowly shuffled towards the bed where she sat. He took a seat next to her and took her small hands into his own. He stroked them gently and when he looked up he saw her eyes brimming with wonder and hope.
‘Lizzy...there is really no need to thank me. Maybe Charles, but for myself, I need no thanks. I did this for you. To help you and to get you where you want to be. I'm' happy you're closer to your work and to your sister and to me, (he slightly grinned) but I didn't do this to add to a list of what you need to thank me for. You never need to thank me for anything...I do things to please you...to see you happy. Plus in the regards to your family, I don't feel embarrassed or ashamed or anything wrong towards them or you. They're your family and I understand what it's like to have difficult family members that you love so much but who just don't...think sometimes before they do things. Trust me. When you meet my aunt you'll understand. But truly Lizzy, I only care about your happiness. You're parents are very nice people. You're father is a bit intimidating and you're mother is a bit pushy to please, but that's expected of parents who have wonderful daughters like you. I'm proud and thankful you let me help you today...so let me thank you Lizzy. Thank you.'
Lizzy stared at him calmly and tilted her head to one side.
‘You're an amazing man Will Darcy. I am more amazed every moment I get to know you. You're welcome Will. Very welcome...in fact...' and Lizzy leaned in to kiss him on the cheek.
Will sat there dazed and then before she could pull away to look at him, he embraced her into a full and passionate kiss. Lizzy was taken by surprised and didn't resist. Her hands went from his hands to his thighs to push on for support. His hands gently touched her elbows and then held her face. He was daring to ask for more when he put them behind her neck and gently laid her down. Lizzy didn't resist while she thought of the passion coursing through her and her lips and tongue searching for more. More until his hand grazed her arm and she opened her eyes.
‘Will...'
The tone of her voice stopped him slowly and cold as he slowly opened his eyes to see a slight kind of fear blazing in hers.
‘i'm sorry!' he blurted and turned up to the side to compose himself.
‘No no don't be sorry Will. I just...' She took a deep breath in and let it out. She was having fun and wanted to continue but Jane and Charles were in the other room.
‘I just don't think it's right to do anything with my sister and Charles in the room. I mean...not that I'm easy like that...but I do like kissing you...it's just tha-‘ Lizzy stammered in embarrassment.
‘Shh...' Will calmly murmured as he lightly took her up in his arms.
‘Lizzy I wasn't going to do anything that would lead to sex. I was just caught up in the moment. I enjoy our ...intimacy but am not in any rush to do anything we might regret. Although...I know I don't regret anything with you. I understand. Maybe we should go back out there and play company.' He said as he smiled down at her. She was within his tight embrace and when she looked up she half grinned at him. He kissed the top of her head and lead her to the living room.
Jane and Charles were no where to be seen but there were noises in the kitchen. Lizzy slowly walked in finding Jane and Charles in a tight lip lock. Lizzy rolled her eyes and cleared her throat.
Jane recovered first and blushed fiercely.
‘Lizzy! I thought...you were...uh...' Jane quit when she realized that it wasn't that big of a deal and shrugged. Charles threw his hand in his hair and then smiled like a little boy with his hand caught in the cookie jar.
‘Sorry Lizzy.' He said and before he could go on Lizzy's hand went up to stop him.
‘No no! Don't be sorry on my account Charlie. I'll just leave you two alone.' And she left the kitchen.
‘What are they doing in there?' Will asked as she joined him on the sofa.
Lizzy picked up the remote to the tv and shook her smile off her face.
‘Don't mind them...they're just getting a snack.'
After the men left an hour later, Jane and Lizzy talked in Lizzy's new room and after about an hour or two after that, the girls went to bed. But before Lizzy could really sleep, she thought of Will. She couldn't believe how well he handled pretty much the whole day. He was sweet to his parents, paid attention to her, helped without any complaints, his kisses were amazing, he said nothing meanly to her when she stopped from going further, and all in all he was simply perfect...so far. She couldn't help but wonder if there was anything else that she might not know of that would make a relationship with him not work. So far nothing except the engagement was stopping her.
Lizzy continued to dream about his kisses and his soothing accent when he spoke. She even dreamed about his eyes when he told her in this very room that he wanted her happy. How his eyes shone! Deeply and in a trance she felt like she was in when he looked down at her when she was in his embrace. He held her so tightly and so soothingly. His strong arms were comforting and solid. She breathed in his scent that was clean, refreshing, cool, woody, and spicy. She didn't want to leave him.
And there it was. Like a bolt of lighting that she sat up and smiled broadly.
‘I can't be!'
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